Smirking and happy for a while, Zhao Mu withdrew the old man's head in his hand, which was already warm, and put it back in his pocket, thinking that he would have to find a place to save the money when he went out in the afternoon.

When you save money, you have to deposit it in your own agricultural bank card, as for why, because there are only agricultural banks and postal banks in your poor hometown.

Zhao Mu plans to go home and hand over the money to his grandparents, because they have raised him from when he was a few years old and just went to kindergarten to college, and this kindness Zhao Mu has always kept in his heart.

It's a pity that I didn't have the ability to do anything for the second elder. Thinking of the two elders whose hair had already turned gray, and thinking of their loneliness at home alone, the discomfort in Zhao Mu's heart was indescribable.

But now, what can I do for the second elder. Although this money is not very small in the face of the kindness of the second elder, it can be regarded as something within my ability, and I believe that as I grow, I can do more.

However, when it came to his grandparents, Zhao Mu's heart couldn't help but think of his grandmother, who had just passed away a few years ago, and his heart was gloomy.

Speaking of which, when my grandmother was alive, she loved and cared for herself. Although he has been naughty since he was a child and has suffered a lot of lessons from his grandmother, Zhao Mu understands that it is all his grandmother's order to educate him to become a dignified person who can stand up to his chest at any time.

Every time she taught herself, although her grandmother was very angry, she hated iron and steel, and after teaching Zhao Mu a lesson, her grandmother's heartache knew that she was sensible after a long time.

It's a pity that at that time, my grandmother's body was not as good as before, even if I wanted my grandmother to teach me a lesson, but unfortunately my grandmother no longer had that strength and spirit, and everything had become delusional.

When my grandmother was seriously ill, I was still in college, but when I rushed home, I could no longer hear my grandmother's voice, and since then I have lost a beautiful voice in my life.

The pain of having a child who wants to raise but is not there can only be truly experienced by those who have experienced it themselves, and those who have not experienced it will never know what it feels like just by imagination.

When seeing off his grandmother, watching his grandmother be buried, and looking at his grandmother's last look, Zhao Mu's heart was only extremely heavy, but unfortunately there were no tears.

Zhao Mu once blamed himself deeply for this, feeling that he couldn't shed tears at such a time.

However, for a long time later, when I dreamed back at midnight, I remembered my grandmother's voice and appearance, and the sudden deep sadness made Zhao Mu's tears flow uncontrollably, and at that time Zhao Mu understood that many of men's tears were only known to him.

Whenever I come home and see the black and white photo of my grandmother on the wall at home, I will feel a large blank in my heart, and the loss that cannot be concealed is full of my heart.

……

At this time, Zhao Mu felt extremely lucky to be able to get Xiaoxing.

Not only because Xiaoxing gave him the hope of changing his fate, but also because of Zhao Mu's first transformation of himself, he was able to sound his past, and he could also clearly sound his grandmother's voice, so that his grandmother's shadow was deeply engraved in his heart.

"I must go home for the Chinese New Year today", this is the most urgent thought in Zhao Mu's heart at this time.

"Although Liang Yuan is good, it is not the hometown of long-term love", no matter how wonderful the outside world is, it is not as good as your own home, even if that home is dilapidated, but that is your spiritual harbor.

……

"Hey, you're up, I thought you were going to sleep for a while." While pondering, Brother Li pushed the door and came in and asked Zhao Mu.

"Well, yes, I really drank too much last night, and I actually slept until now and just got up, I didn't cause trouble to Brother Li last night, right?" Zhao Mu put away his thoughts and thought about talking to Brother Li.

"Oh, it's okay, you're pretty safe when you're drunk, I came back last night and took off my coat and fell asleep, and I slept peacefully until now, it's really good. ”

"Oh, yes, hehe, it's good that I didn't bother you. Zhao Mu scratched his head and said with a smile. However, I was drunk last night, and now I can't remember that I took off my clothes and slept by myself, which should be due to the strong reason that Zhao Mu usually cultivates.

"I didn't say anything nonsense when I was drunk last night, right?" Zhao Mu asked worriedly, everything else was okay, he had made up his mind not to tell anyone about Xiaoxing, Zhao Mu didn't want a Xiaoxing to find a disaster for himself.

"Oh, it's okay, it's just that when I came back, I showed that you guy was very poetic, and he kept chattering. ”

"Ah, what did I say?" Zhao Mu was stunned, he had no impression of these at all. This is the reason why Zhao Mu has always refused, he doesn't know anything after he gets drunk, his behavior is completely out of his control, who knows if he will do anything bad.

"Hehe, you read it very arrogantly last night, what 'kill one person in ten steps, don't stay for a thousand miles', what', look up to the sky and laugh and go out, how can I be a Penghao person', what 'why don't men take Wu Hook and collect Guanshan Fifty Prefectures'...... Tsk, it's not okay to be arrogant. ”

Without saying a word of poetry in Brother Li's ridiculous tone, Zhao Mu's face turned a little red, and before Brother Li finished speaking, Zhao Mu couldn't help but interrupt: "Okay, don't say it, it's all drunk talk, you can't take it seriously, see it." ”

At this time, Zhao Mu was embarrassed, sure enough, you can't get drunk with wine, and if you get drunk, you are easy to let loose and sloppy.

"Hehe, okay, don't talk about it, but your proud appearance last night was really good, it's a pity that you didn't record it for you to enjoy, well, it's a pity. ”

"Don't, Brother Li, you can spare me, it's all drunken talk, you can't take it seriously. ”

That being said, in fact, Zhao Mu used to yearn for a chivalrous life in Tsing Yi walking the world with a single sword, and many men once had such a dream in their hearts.

"By the way, you know what? You're famous now. Brother Li changed the topic and said to Zhao Mu.

"Well, what is famous? What is famous? It's just my singing last night? isn't it?" Zhao Mu looked inexplicable, although his singing last night was good, but it shouldn't have reached the level of making himself famous.

"No, while you did perform well last night, that's not why you're famous. Brother Li looked at Zhao Mu with a smile on his face.

"Well, it's not because of my singing, what's the reason for that? I didn't have anything else to make me famous last night?"

"Hehe, take out your mobile phone and take a look, you can find it on the local news in our imperial capital. ”

"Oh, I'll see. Looking at Brother Li's smile, Zhao Mu had a little ominous premonition, and hurriedly took out his mobile phone and rummaged through it.

(End of chapter)