Of course, Taeyeon doesn't have a clear idea of how to be a good captain.

After all, she was born in an ordinary family, and she is a very ordinary little girl, and she has no experience of commanding. In terms of his own ability, he has been insulated from the evaluation of "excellent grades" since elementary school, and he has never been a class representative, and the distance between him and the class president position is 108,000 miles, and he has been the object of leadership by others for more than ten years. Suddenly I want to start being a captain, and I don't have a clue about how to lead others.

What's more, the reason why she received the power and honor of "captain" is only because she is the oldest......

Hehe...... It's a sad fact......

In my heart, I muttered resentments such as "I actually use age as the only reference for selecting the captain, such a child's play", "Is the girl's age just to be taken out and talked about? You deserve to have no girlfriends", and cursed those section leaders who make decisions casually and do not refer to their opinions at all.

It's just that the facts have been determined, no matter how much you complain, it's useless, and she has never been a character who has the courage to fight, and the name of the captain fell on her shoulders in her silence - fortunately, at present, the captain does not need to bear much responsibility, and he is usually only responsible for taking the lead in shouting slogans and relaying the training tasks assigned by the section leaders.

While breathing a sigh of relief, I occasionally didn't feel annoyed that I was so unenterprising, and at that time, I would think, if it was Yun'a, she would definitely fight bravely, right?

Like, in the face of feelings, she can only hesitate, but Yuna has gone to a place that she can't reach.

The noisy laughter and talking of the girls in the practice room were noisy in my ears, and the little girl surrounded by the sound supported her chin with one hand. Staring intently at himself in the mirrored wall. A ray of sunset rays casts in from behind the half-hidden curtains, and the floor is diffused with light, bathing everything in a brilliant gold.

It was the light in which the players were whispering or laughing, stained with the color of youth.

Probably about to say goodbye to such days. Recently, she has become more and more fond of noticing and writing down similar trivial scenes of daily life, and she hopes that these memories will always remain fresh in her mind, and then savor them for 5 or even 10 years to reminisce, reminisce about the sour worries of youth, and reminisce about the joys and sorrows of youth.

The reason for this behavior may be the confusion about the road ahead, or perhaps, it is just the sudden onset of literary and artistic complexes.

Whatever the reason. In fact, the memories left behind are not complete, because as usual, in her eyes, no matter how she counts, there is one less person around her.

This discovery made Taeyeon's heart a little sour, and she sighed that she couldn't tell what emotion it was.

She knew where Yuna was...... So envy......

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Envy is actually a word that is difficult to define, and it can be expressed in positive words. It can be seen as a medium to motivate people to forge ahead, spurring the envy to move closer to the characteristics of the envied. and complete the progress of the self. But in the writings of many philosophers, it is also often synonymous with jealousy, such as Aristotle, who defined envy as a kind of pain, a negative self-evaluation.

Many times, Taeyeon can't be sure of the envy of Yoona in her heart. Whether it's positive or negative.

Thinking of this, the girl in the afterglow of the sunset shook her head, gathered her divergent thoughts, and got up with one hand on the floor, while picking up the towel that had fallen. Strap your hand over your shoulder, ready to change your clothes, and go home.

In the past two years, SM's business has been booming, and at the beginning of the year, through cooperation with Ahn Junhyuk, it even reluctantly set foot in film and television. In the Korean entertainment industry, where the hierarchy is clear and the barriers are often too strict to be crossed, it is really a very exciting result, and the impact of all this is that the company has increased its training efforts for trainees.

Last month, the company underwent another expansion, with another basement floor being carved out to cope with the growing demand for trainees. However, the main body of the company building was built in the 90s, and the planning at that time has long been far behind today, no matter how the underground is expanded, Taeyeon still feels that the company's internal space is getting cramped day by day.

Of course, maybe she wasn't used to the trainees who saw her when she walked through the corridor, consciously leaning against the wall to leave a gap for her to pass through.

She hated the kind of silence that people were looking at her, holding their breath, and deliberately keeping it. It would make her feel as if she was no longer herself, but another strange creature that people would be curious about and fear.

Whenever this happens, she thinks of JH's company, although the headquarters building of JH is not very tall, but it is very wide, the three buildings stand side by side, and the internal space seems to be infinitely stretched, and the corridor is what the corridor should be, not a narrow corridor where three people have to walk side by side.

I went to the changing room all the way, and when I was about to change my clothes and came out with the changed practice clothes, Xiaoxian, who had always been the most diligent, also happened to come in, and when I saw her, the girl greeted politely: "Ernie." ”

Taeyeon responded, and was about to leave, but immediately remembered something, turned around, pondered for a moment, and asked the girl who was about to close the door, "Xiaoxian, have you been inconvenient lately?"

Xiao Xian, who was holding the door frame with one hand, was stunned and shook his head blankly: "No!"

"Uh, I mean......" Taeyeon pursed her lips and looked at Hyun's expression, "...... You've been late every morning lately, and you've never been before, after all, everyone has gathered, and even the teacher has arrived, just to wait for you alone...... Of course, I don't mean anything else, I just want to ask you, is it inconvenient for me to mention it to the teachers, and temporarily reduce your training volume?"

Girls, there are a few magical days every month, and for the time being, Kim Tae-yeon's so-called captain is responsible for communicating similar things......

After blinking his eyes a few times, Xiao Xian, who only understood what Taeyeon meant, turned red and said shyly, "No...... Nope...... Ernie is really ......."

"Then you ......"

"Not for that reason anyway!"

The embarrassed girl flees and the door slams shut, leaving Taeyeon stunned as she is shut out.

After a while, she scratched her head and muttered, "No, it's not, why did you react so much, it scared me." ”

Besides, it's just a big aunt, who hasn't been here, and as for mentioning it, are you so shy? Alas, you're still too young, I don't know if you think you've been caught by me......

“…………”

Huh?

Thinking of Xiaoxian's embarrassed appearance just now, Taeyeon, who was a "person who came over", was shocked, and suddenly realized that there was a possibility that she had not considered, and the girl stared at the closed door in front of her and opened her mouth wide.

No way...... (To be continued.) )