For Yan Xueying, Canghai's death has always been her biggest regret.

At the beginning, they were both protectors of the Sea Ghost King, and in those long and dark years, he was the first person to care about himself and care about himself.

Although he never pretended to be to him at that time, he tried to get close again and again, including taking the initiative to share the responsibilities and coaxing himself to be happy in a bickering way, everything was like gravel buried in the ice and snow, stinging, but also warming...... Gradually, he left a special place in his own world.

She has always been indifferent to the lives of others, but when she heard the news of Canghai's death, she really felt sorry.

The Flame Ghost Emperor, a childlike smile appeared on Canghai's face, and he suddenly opened his arms and hugged her tightly: "Great, I knew you wouldn't forget me!"

The hug lasted only a moment, and Canghai straightened up again, and at the same time turned his face sideways and stretched out in front of her: "Come, let's fight." ”

"You've never liked me getting too close to you, but a slap can be exchanged for a hug, it's worth it!" he said, closing his eyes tightly, and his expression was like he was going to die.

However, what he was waiting for was not a sharp slap, but a pair of warm palms on his shoulders.

"Canghai, it's good that you didn't die! How have you lived all these years?"

Canghai's eyes opened, his eyelids blinked stiffly twice, and he looked at Yan Xueying in front of him in disbelief, especially the joy that clearly appeared. It was the most beautiful face he had ever seen.

"I'm not dreaming...... is it," Canghai was a little unconscious, "The Frozen Queen cares about me?"

His mood at this time, as if something he had dreamed of, was finally placed in front of him. The woman who has been secretly in love for many years finally responds to him for the first time!

"It's hard to describe what happened over the years. It took a while to adjust his mood, and Canghai spoke seriously, "But now the fact is that I am back again, and I can use a new identity to stand in front of you again and shelter you from the wind and rain." ”

He is the sea and the Flame Ghost Emperor. When he has the status of the Flame Ghost Emperor, he still retains the infatuation of the sea. This also gave him the courage to say what had been in his heart for many years.

"Snow Shadow, listen to me, I know that you have been carrying a lot of burdens alone, and your enemies are the most powerful force in this world. If you want to protect you better, you must have a status that matches them. That's why I didn't come to you right away, just to make a name for myself first. Then, I will carry your burden for you. ”

He knew that Snow Shadow was a young lady from Tianxiao Pavilion, and what she had been pursuing was to make those family elders who had despised her truly recognize her.

Whether it is to marry her or to fulfill her wishes, you need to have enough status. At least, it is a position that Tianxiao Pavilion does not dare to despise.

Rakshasa Ghost Emperor, he already has the qualifications to talk to the two major forces on an equal footing. And he planned in every possible way to form the "Quartet Ghost Emperor" with him, just to tie himself to the same line as him. Although this is inevitably a bit of a "hitchhiker", one day, she will definitely be able to grow to a sufficient height, and when the time comes, Snow Shadow will give her whatever she wants-

When Canghai was confidently planning the future, Yan Xueying spoke softly:

"Canghai, thank you for your kindness, but don't need to. ”

"Whatever you want to do, someone has already done it for me. Now, there is no hatred in my heart. ”

Canghai only felt that his eyes suddenly darkened, and his ambition was frozen. Looking at the woman who was being pulled farther and farther away in the darkness, he trembled and raised his hand, trying to touch her, but in the end he still fell.

"What do you mean? You mean to ...... Do you have someone in your heart?"

The corners of Yan Xueying's mouth quietly set off an incomparably sweet smile. Recalling that unforgettable time, a tenderness emanating from the inside out enveloped her like a tide.

He ...... is a very special person. He can give me a sense of security that no one can give. With him, I feel that my heart has never been so full. ”

Every word she said and every time she smiled, it was like a quick knife, slashing at the heart of Canghai.

She smiled so really, so beautifully, she was really more beautiful than a flower, and she was captivating the country and the city. But such a smile is not for himself-

"Ha, hahaha......" Under the stimulation of the overturning, Canghai finally laughed miserably. While smiling, he still looked at Yan Xueying in a daze, trying to find out what little bit of the two had left.

"My Snow Shadow is smiling, and there is such a little woman's tenderness on your face?"

After laughing, there was a fierceness in his eyes.

"I really want to know who the person who changed you is sacred!"

Yan Xueying said movingly: "If you want, I can tell you the story of me and him, do you want to hear it?"

At this time, she was completely out of the ignorance of a girl, and if she had someone she liked, she couldn't wait to share her happiness with everyone in the world. She didn't expect that she was looking for a most inappropriate audience.

Canghai's smile seemed to be oozing with blood. Knowing that their sweetness was his purgatory, he still took the initiative to sit down in front of the dirt slope behind him, and used all his strength to spit out a word as much as possible without waves:

"Speak. ”

……

The breeze is light, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant.

Yan Xueying kept talking, she had never said so many things, but she didn't feel tired at all.

Speaking of their past, it seems to taste those good things again, Yan Xueying always has a smile on her face. And Canghai sat quietly on the sidelines, looking at the pure and immaculate beauty, and his heart ached.

"It's me who is not good. During Yan Xueying's narration, Canghai secretly clenched his fists, "I haven't been by your side all these years, and I have made you suffer so much, I really deserve to die!"

He didn't blame her for falling in love with someone else, but he blamed himself for failing to protect her in time, and he deserved to lose her!

"Don't say that. In fact, think about it from another angle......" Yan Xueying wanted to comfort him, but halfway through the conversation, he suddenly stopped.

Canghai immediately understood, and said with a wry smile: "Think about it from another angle, it's because I'm not by your side that you can meet him, right?"

A sweet smile appeared on Yan Xueying's face again, and she no longer shy away from saying:

"He really taught me a lot. He taught me to love the world and to love other people. You've also said that I've changed a lot, and I'm starting to care about you. If it had been before, we wouldn't have been able to talk together for so long, wouldn't we?"

"yes, you've changed a lot. Canghai stared at her and smiled self-deprecatingly, "However, it's no longer my snow shadow." ”

"Once, you and I were so close to each other that you didn't know love. Later, you finally learned to love, but the person you love is not me. ”

"If that's the case, I'd rather you never changed!I'd rather you still be the indifferent Frozen Queen!" Canghai roared sadly, but when he turned his head, the gaze that looked at Yan Xueying was still infinitely tender.

"Then let me teach you how to love. ”

Yan Xueying couldn't respond to his affection, so she could only silently turn her gaze away.

……

Another period of time passed.

"Luo Shenxing, this brute!" When Yan Xueying talked about what happened to the Luo family like a transition, Canghai was already furious, and suddenly stood up, and the flames burning around him swept into the sky, "I'm going to kill him, I'm going to destroy the Luo family!"

Yan Xueying hurriedly grabbed him: "Canghai, don't go!

If it had been before, she would have been glad that someone had come out for her like this. Regardless of right and wrong, absolute trust and maintenance, this is what she waits for and pursues.

She once thought that true love should be when the whole world betrays her, and he is willing to stand behind her and betray the whole world. However, after getting to know him, her mindset changed.

"He taught me that hatred does not make me happy, but forgiveness is okay! I have forgiven them, and I ask you not to seek revenge on my behalf, and to form new resentments. ”

Instead of two people fighting the whole world together, it is better to let the whole world re-identify themselves.

"Hah...... Where is this Holy Father?" Canghai smiled mockingly, and then he pressed her shoulders hard. Every sentence was said so hard, as if she wanted to imprint all the unwillingness in her heart into her bones and blood.

"Snow Shadow, have you seen it, in his heart, the most important thing is the interests of the people of the world, not your interests!

"If it's me, as long as it can make you happy, even if I know that something is wrong, I know that it will make me irreversible, I will still do it!"

Yan Xueying shook her head, her tone was unprecedentedly serious: "Canghai, if you really want me to be happy, don't do these things anymore." ”

"I'm glad to see you at the top, but I don't want you to kill innocents like the Rakshasa Ghost Emperor. ”

"We're all people who have done the wrong thing, but we can still start over! Didn't you say that you want to fulfill my wish? Now that my wish has changed, please do the same. ”

"If you liked the former Ice Queen, she doesn't exist anymore! ”

She has been patient and persuasive until now, just because Canghai is already a part of her youthful memories and is a very important person for her. She really didn't want him to live with hatred, especially the hatred she had brought to him.

However, Canghai shook off her hand fiercely, and there was a kind of desperate madness in the hoarse laughter.

"You are so noble! He loves the world, and you love the world, do you love what he loves? He cares about the world, ha, how old is he, why does he speak for the people of the world?"

"Do you know how I survived?" Canghai staggered around, staring at a pair of blood-red eyes, his expression full of self-pity and self-pity and despair.

"I didn't tell you before because I was afraid it would scare you. At that time, I was floating alone at the bottom of the deep sea, and I was seriously injured and could only ...... a little Devour the corpses around me, absorb their death energy, and mend my injuries. ”

Yan Xueying's eyes slowly expanded, and for the first time, a kind of pleading appeared in her eyes, as if she was rejecting this cruel and ugly truth. But Canghai just sneered and said in retaliation:

"You know, when that filthy, rotting minced meat melts in my mouth, there's that fishy stench coming out of my stomach...... What kind of feeling is that?!"

"I've vomited many times, I feel like I'm so alive, I might as well be dead! But it's all because of you, I've always thought about you, and when I'm dying, I think about you, because of you, so I've desperately survived!"

"However, because death can accumulate so much in my body, I have become half-human and half-ghost. For a long time, I was afraid to see the sun, so I had to hide in the damp cemetery. I'm alive, but I'm alive like a carrion!"

Yan Xueying shook her head in despair. She really didn't want to hear it anymore. She wanted to comfort him, to tell him that it was all over, but at this point, all the words paled.

"Later, I finally broke through to the Tongtian Realm, but in order to protect you, I must first have status!" Canghai looked at her sadly, "I have been suppressing my thoughts, I have fantasized many times, what should I say to you when I find you...... I have a lifelong commitment that I want to give you...... But in the end, it all became a joke......"

"If I had known!, I shouldn't have pursued any power!" Canghai roared, "I should have come to you as soon as possible! In that case, maybe I would have been able to hold you in my arms......"

"Even if you drive me away and scold me, at least at that time, your heart doesn't belong to someone else......"

The wind swirled and the petals fluttered around the two of them, poignant and heartbreaking.

At this time, what Canghai repeatedly remembered was that he was struggling to survive in the rotting corpses in that place; it was he who tossed and turned between the graves, endured the pain of his body being corroded to the point of being riddled with holes, and struggled to absorb the breath of death; it was he who evaded the pursuit of the ghost world and lived as well as an ordinary homeless man; it was he who did not hesitate to go deep into danger to find the most precious diamond and create a ring for Yan Xueying......

He touched himself, but he couldn't move her.

In the past three years, what a circle has he been......

"Canghai!" Yan Xueying couldn't bear to look at his fragile expression, and hurriedly held his hand, "If you really love me, you should understand me!"

I once heard people say that when you love someone, you will feel something. You can feel her joys, sorrows, and sorrows. Yan Xueying didn't know if this statement was true or not, but at this time, all she could do was hold his hand tightly and try to show him the scenes she had seen in her heart.

The evolution of heaven and earth, the passage of time, buried behind love and hate, the real ...... of those worlds

In front of Canghai's eyes, some blurry pictures gradually appeared, which also made his expression gradually change......

(End of chapter)