Chapter 119: Sisterhood
"The Queen Mother copied the scriptures, most of them are also Taoguang Yanghui" In the face of my unreliability, Chang Yun has already habitually explained to me, as if she doesn't say it, I can't figure out the faction of the harem: "What kind of person is Li Zhaoyi, I'm afraid that I have already lost the favor of Mrs. Yu, and I can't do things one after another, I'm afraid that after a while, I will be completely rejected in front of Mrs. Yu." She said this, even Fu Baoyin could see the things, but it didn't matter if Li Zhaoyi fell, Wan Songxue's status was still there, and there were too few things that she could control as a concubine.
Those who have real power can only be queens;
No matter how bad it is, it has to be a concubine.........
Lu Changyun put a chopstick into her mouth, and swallowed it without even tasting the taste carefully, at least the food in the palace is better than outside, she doesn't care about this bit of appetite, now that her sister is by her side, it is a big deal, not to mention the suspense day and night, the big stone in her heart has not been put down, but it hangs down a lot of light, she feels that the meal is just to fill her stomach, no matter what she eats now, it is the same.
She hadn't thought about what to do with the child in her womb, but it was a small life, and she wouldn't starve herself until she made a final decision.
Lu Changyun has a child, but she doesn't have the heart to be a mother at all, she doesn't believe Chehou's words at all, or the words of Gongsun Jiaao and Gongsun Di, all the love at first sight, but they are all based on beauty, if my sister really became a side concubine, how should my father gain a foothold in the court, and how should my sister gain a foothold in the eyes of the world?
Lu Changyun spent all the time of the day, half of it was thinking about her heart, thinking about it when she was eating, and thinking about it when she was pillow on the couch, she was thinking about the war in Runan, and at the same time she was more worried about her father's body, a few days ago, Deng Fuzi wrote a letter again, it was different from the previous one, the content of this letter was more than something, Deng Fuzi wrote a good hand, Long Feifeng Wu wrote just two lines, the content in it was no less than a bomb, but the detonation point was different, it was nothing to her, and it might have a big impact on her sister. Lu Changyun put it away when she saw it, and never told others;
The reason is simple, she doesn't want to see her sister sad again.
Some people are like this, they always treat those close to them regardless of the results and do not ask for anything in return. To a certain extent, Lu Changyun and her sister are both equally self-righteous, always wholeheartedly for the good of others, always thinking that this can minimize the harm, but they don't know that such a good thing is too burdensome, and they don't want to think about whether others are really willing to accept it.
Lu Changyun felt that she was right, her sister was too anxious, and she had to help her sister, otherwise she would only care about the present and ignore the future, and sooner or later she would suffer a big loss.
She was pregnant with a child, she was stunned to hide it at all, and there was only one fragrant peach around her, and it should be hers, Wan Songxue thought that Qingyun's news was very reliable, and she couldn't help but put Concubine Min's death on her head, this time she was really pregnant, and no one suspected it, but her sister's eyes were always on her, always hoping that she could grow some meat.
This year, I don't have any thin waist and feet, women are still well-proportioned, blindly pursuing the mood of weak willow Fufeng, good-looking is fluttering fairy, wearing a white dress with wide sleeves Lingbo, not good-looking is Dong Shi Xiaofeng, like hanging two white curtains, most of the day to ask for his life, not to mention that the weak willow Fufeng is not everyone can practice, at least there should be a place, otherwise it is not good-looking anywhere.
Lu Changyun looked at her sister with a little envy, this is a real woman, fresh, in the eyes of men, it is alive, laughing and scolding are all due to temperament, unlike herself, her heart is empty, she doesn't know what to embed, what to fill in, Gongsun Jiaao often says that she has no 'reaction' in bed, which is also a shame for men.
Foot binding and foot binding only appeared briefly in the time of the abolished emperor Fu Rong, at that time, the concubines of the palace had to rely on a sedan chair to carry them when they went out in order to raise that pair of feet, and they couldn't walk much, and the things on their faces were not as much as they were wiped on their feet, just to satisfy the emperor's special habits, which were disgusting and pitiful.
I saw Chang Yun eating and eating, and his eyes began to drift again, and at a glance, I didn't know which tendon my brain turned to, and sure enough, it was not the same as the same person, I subconsciously felt that Chang Yun had always been the little sister who hid behind me and cried when I climbed the tree and fell, but now she has changed, and has taken a road that she doesn't want to walk at all, and the men around me don't know if they can rely on it, and their father is not in the court, let alone as a fundamental foothold in the harem, very helpless, but this is the reality.
Only when the heart is wide can she be fat, I expect her to grow another flesh or two, and it is estimated that it is impossible........
Changyun has a good appetite today, and she used half a bowl of porridge, she was originally born white, but she changed from pale to fair, much better than the appearance of the medicine jar when I first entered Yude Palace, but the smiling face is much less, although it is also beautiful when I don't smile, but I always remember what Gongsun Di said to me, he said that women still have to have a good temper, too many words are noisy, too few words are not interesting, like a dough for others to handle, that is even more inferior among women, and there is no need to even handle it.
I asked him what kind of me was, who knew that Gongsun Ji pinched my chin and looked at it for a long time, saying that I was not either, my temper was bad and blind, if it wasn't for the scene on the top of the glass hall that was really fascinating, completely blinded his eyes, he was afraid that he would have been so angry that he couldn't wait to strangle me.
I don't know if I'm praising or scolding me, I was upset when I thought of Gongsun Di's face, and when I saw Chang Yun put the chopsticks, I gossiped with her for a few words, and when I talked about it, I talked about the old woman Empress Dowager Wu.
A queen mother, making a deal with a concubine, and even wanting to kick the emperor off the dragon chair and change it to an obedient person, this is no less difficult than letting Deng Fuzi walk around the street twice in women's clothes, and then wave a handkerchief and throw a few winks at people, the possibility cannot be said to be no, but the small one is pitiful, and it can only be seen in a dream.
It may be that I have repeatedly taught and I can't say good words, Chang Yun is used to it, and he didn't correct the problem that I said behind my back that the Empress Dowager Wu had reached menopause, but said: "Since the Queen Mother doesn't want the Holy One to have a good time, then let's muddy the water in this harem, anyway, this is what the Holy One owes her, and it has nothing to do with us." After Chang Yun finished speaking, he yawned elegantly, and when I saw that I had already eaten dinner, I personally stepped forward to make the whole bed for Chang Yun, thinking of coaxing her to drink some soothing soup before going to bed.
Chang Yun shook her head and said that she never drank these things, if I really want her to sleep well, it is better to spend more time with her at night, tell her something about our childhood, maybe listen to it, and she will fall asleep.
"When I was a child, don't mention anything when I was a child" I deliberately teased her: "I was angry when I said it, obviously I was my sister, but everyone in the General's Mansion said hello, you embroidered a flower that is called a flower, I embroidered a piece of auspicious clouds, my father saw it and asked me, saying that this piece of thing looks purple, not like a mortal thing." I think it's funny when I think about it now: "Deng Fuzi is even more excessive, saying that it is unfinished dough, or bad dough that has been pasted, and it is ugly to death." ”
Chang Yun snorted, and nodded quite approvingly: "Later, the female red master took our homework, and I also helped my sister embroider two more handkerchiefs, which were seen through at a glance, and the master said that my sister can only embroider simple, and people embroider mandarin ducks, and when I go to my sister, it is about quail." She lay on my lap, looked up and smiled: "I remember that the master also said, even if you take someone else, my sister doesn't know how to rework, I really haven't seen such an uncaring boudoir lady, my sister was punished that day, and I was also beaten that day." ”
"So I asked my father to send the master out, and I didn't let her teach us anymore" I stroked Chang Yun's hair, very proud: "As long as you listen to me, the two of us are close to our hearts, and we don't want what we want, and others don't want to calculate us." ”
The two of us were laughing, I didn't expect that the big night was still covered with dark clouds, even if Gongsun Jiaao was not there, his will was also to come, I don't know what wind was smoked tonight, Chang Yun just lay down not long ago, and the fragrant peach outside was separated by the door, saying that the royal father Nan was coming, of course, Changyun had already taken off his clothes and changed his bedclothes, or I went out to take a look with Nan Xi, and I could see that he was reluctant to run this trip, his face couldn't hang it, and his eyes were full of apologies, as if he knew that the emperor had convulsions, and he had insomnia, he had insomnia, and he had to find someone to accompany him with insomnia。
Fortunately, it is the emperor, who puts a random man outside, and doesn't give the hostess a few meals of powder punches out, how can there be such a toss.
I exchanged glances with Nan Wei, his face changed a little bit, his eyebrows were much thicker, and he always had a calm look when he was by Fu Ji's side, and at this time he had all changed, and I heard Chang Yun say that now Gongsun Jiaao still did not allow any palace people to enter the Hanliang Hall to serve, his suspicion and Fu Ji are in the same case, but they are more measured, and they know that the most important thing to guard against people is the people around them, and the court is just a technique of checks and balances, and with his own brother, it is not as useful as preventing him.
Chang Yun knew that he couldn't stop it, and he didn't think about making it difficult for Nan Yi, I pretended to chat with Nan Yi casually outside, and Chang Yun came out in casual clothes at will, it was really quite casual, it can be seen that I didn't pick much when I got out of bed, and I directly took the nearest one and wore it like this, I saw Chang Yun have a small bun on the back of his head, and the others are scattered behind his head, black hair and snow skin, which is indeed the capital of disaster to the country and the people;
It's almost time to catch up with me.