A month later, I realized what had touched my heart that day - I was pregnant!

It's another year of cinnamon season, and I finally let Yinzhen wait for the happy news after stopping the avoidance soup. This child was not what I expected, at first because the moon letter was not allowed to be unnoticed, and in the second month there was still no news of the moon letter, so I asked the doctor to come and see, but I didn't expect to get the news that she was already two months pregnant.

Yinzhen was really happy for a long time after hearing the news, not only instructed the people in the hospital to serve well, but also asked Su Peisheng to carefully select a reliable Xia Mama to come and take care of her. Because of the previous incident of pothos, Su Peisheng did not dare to be sloppy with the people selected to serve this time, and personally brought people back from the Internal Affairs Office, not to mention, and found out the family background of this grandmother, and made sure that it was no problem, so he dared to let her come over.

Mama Xia is actually only in her early forties, and she feels very likable and close when she looks at her face. After meeting and saying a few words, I felt that he was a person who knew how to advance and retreat, understood etiquette and had a rather sleek personality.

It's not a bad thing to have someone with a sleek personality around, as long as it's reliable. After all, my temperament is too hard, and the people in the courtyard have been somewhat contaminated with my habits over the years, and now that there is an old palace person who can mention something, I also feel a lot more at ease.

The child came so suddenly that I was a little caught off guard, and I searched for all the things related to the child in my memory, but found that there was no sign that the child had ever been in this world. This made my heart suddenly become extremely heavy and frightened.

As a first-time mother, as long as you think of the little life that is being conceived in your belly, your heart will be extra sweet, but when you learn that this child may not be able to come into the world safely, it is a heart-wrenching pain, and this pain and depression cannot be said with anything.

In the third month, the symptoms began to become frequent and severe, to the point where I could vomit whatever I ate, and sometimes I could barely smell the slightest bit of meat. The doctor said that this was because of the instability of the fetus caused by the heavy cold in my body, and I could only use decoction to protect it, and specially reminded me that in my current situation, I can't touch the slightest cold thing, otherwise I am afraid that there will be a risk of miscarriage.

In October, I am already five months pregnant, and I often feel in a daze when I look at my slightly bulging lower abdomen. Everyone only thought that I was prone to sleepiness because of pregnancy, but Xiao Shunzi asked privately, "What are you worried about?"

I didn't want to cause unnecessary panic, so I could only shake my head and say, "I'm just thinking that this child is in danger, and I don't know if I can give birth to ...... safely."

"Yes" Xiao Shunzi took over and said with relief: "Gegemo has to think more, now there is a decoction to protect it, and there is a doctor who comes to take care of it every three or five times, and the food in our hospital is prepared by himself, and there will be no difference, Gege just needs to raise the fetus with peace of mind." ”

That being said, there are some things that are often not as good as heaven.

At the beginning of October, Kangxi ordered Yinyu to go to Weng Niute to send the funeral of Princess Heshuo Suke. Originally, Yinzhen and Yinxiang begged to go, but they were rejected, and Yinzhen was sent over instead. This made Yinzhen and Yinxiang extremely depressed.

Because Yinzhen was in a bad mood, he rarely came to the inner courtyard because he was buried in official business. And it happened that I had a miscarriage at this time.

It was pouring rain outside the house that day, and the humid air was cold. Originally, I didn't have much appetite, but thinking about the child alone, I still forced myself to eat something.

But not long after, I suddenly felt a cramping pain in my lower abdomen, and this pain went straight to the bottom of my heart like cutting my heart. Although his body was numb from the pain, and his clothes were stained with warm red blood between his legs, the residual sobriety in my brain told me that this child might not be saved.

My situation made the people in the whole courtyard mess up, Xiao Shunzi didn't say a word and went to find the imperial doctor, and then went to the front yard to tell Yinzhen.

When Yinzhen came over, the doctor was already giving me needles to protect the fetus. As expected, the child was finally gone, and everyone was faced with Yinzhen's stormy questioning.

"The slave gave Geng Gege a pulse diagnosis before, and the fetal image is already secure, how could it suddenly have a miscarriage, but what cold thing did you misuse?" the imperial doctor bowed down and stood in front of Yinzhen, and said tremblingly in the face of Yinzhen, who was frowning.

"Gege has always been very careful about his diet, and has never used cold things, but he has just eaten less dinner before his abdominal pain, could it be that there is something that should not be eaten in the dinner?" but the meals are all made in the yard, and they are very careful, and there is nothing special...... "Aster knelt on the ground and muttered with tears in her eyes

Yin Zhen glanced at Xiao Shunzi, and Xiao Shunzi willingly took the meal that had just been removed and had not been poured out for inspection by the imperial doctor.

The doctor asked Aster what dishes I had eaten, and I smelled and tasted them carefully, and then tasted all the dishes, and finally said with a solemn face: "All these dishes have purslane in them." ”

"Purslane!?" As soon as the Imperial Doctor's voice fell, everyone in the room gasped, and their eyes fell on the shocked Qian family.

"It's not me, I didn't ......" Qian wanted to retort with a bloodless face, but was obviously frightened into incoherence.

"Lock her up for me" Yin Zhen slammed the table, pointed at Qian and shouted.

"Don't ......" At this time, I had already woken up from my weakness, listening to everyone's conversation through the screen, and when the imperial doctor mentioned purslane, my heart was also cold, and for a moment I also had doubts about Qian. But in the end, when Yinzhen shouted for someone to take down the Qian family, I still stopped it.

"Are you awake?" Yinzhen heard my voice, and quickly approached the bed to hold my hand, his face gloomy and his eyes were sad.

I reached out and stroked his face, showing a weak smile, and in turn relieved: "I'm fine, just now I had a dream, I dreamed of Guanyin Bodhisattva, the Bodhisattva said that this child is a boy of loose wealth under her seat, because of a moment of greed and mistaken mortal dust, now fortunately has not entered the reincarnation, has not yet achieved cause and effect, so I recruited back, and will give us a healthy and lively heir in the future, so that I don't have to be sad." So don't blame them, just think it's for the blessing of our future children, okay?"

"But you are so good to the Qian family, but she is in the vegetable behind her back, what is the use of such a treacherous and sinister person to keep her!" Yinzhen listened to my words, his brows stretched slightly, but then he gritted his teeth and scolded angrily.

I looked at Qian Shi, who was standing on the edge of the bed crying with a pale face and trembling like chaff, stabilized my mind, resumed my smile, called her over, took her hand, looked at Yinzhen and said, "She won't hurt me, I believe her." ”

After Yinzhen heard me say this, his face was cold, and his eyes fell silent. Qian first widened his eyes and showed a look of mixed feelings on his face, and then he threw himself into my arms and cried: "Sister, I didn't harm you, really, I will never eat purslane again in the future, I'm sorry ......"

I patted Qian's back and said with relief: "Silly girl, I know it wasn't you who did it, I really believe you." It's nothing to do with purslane......"

Speaking of this, I paused, looked up at Yinzhen, and said with a calm smile: "This thing must not have been done by her, don't blame her, as for who it is, I don't want to investigate more, it is the fox that will always show its tail one day, this time I was careless, and there will never be a next time." ”

"Our child is gone, and the doctor said that it was a male fetus that had been formed, so you actually wanted to forget it?" Yinzhen's face changed from surprise to shock and then turned to questioning.

"It's not that it's forgotten, it's just that the Yongwang Mansion is not suitable for causing trouble now. I looked at Yinzhen's eyes, and what was as cold as water in my eyes was revealed.

Yin Zhen's eyes sank, he understood the meaning of my words. After the abolition of the prince, the prince's prestige has been damaged and gradually declined, and the prince seems to have some problems mentally, and he acts crazy all day long, Kangxi also regrets this, but now he still thinks that the prince was possessed by a ghost because of the curse, and he wants to try to redeem it. But everyone knows in their hearts that such a prince is no longer suitable as a candidate for the prince, and it is only a matter of time before he is deposed for the second time.

An accident in the inner courtyard will make the emperor feel that Yinzhen is not effective in governing the family, and at this time, Yinzhen and the entire Yongwang Mansion must focus on the overall situation. For Yinzhen's sake, for my overall plan for the future, so this time I endured it.

The child was already mentally prepared not to be able to stay, and despite the pain, he was not hit hard. On the contrary, the words of relief that Guanyin Bodhisattva dreamed of just now are also the planning and foreshadowing I have made for the future. Yinzhen is a believer in Buddhism, and these words seem to have no effect now, but I believe that one day he will pay attention to it.

Although I asked Yinzhen not to pursue this matter for the time being, I didn't intend to let go of the person who killed my child. Sometimes hatred doesn't need to be expressed with intense emotions, just keep it in your heart. Sharpen it into a sharp blade, and wait for the day when the enemy appears. (To be continued.) )