Unlike Xia Lan's extrovert, Xu Yingli is a very shy and introverted girl, with not many friends, Xu Yingli still remembers that on the day she first entered the dormitory, she sat alone in the dormitory and was anxious about how to have a good relationship with her roommates.

"Huh, whose girl is so beautiful?" Just as Xu Yingli was thinking about how to build a good relationship with her roommate, a big girl sat beside her, and put her arm on her shoulder very unceremoniously.

"Hello, I... My name is Xu Yingli. Xu Yingli, who left her parents for the first time at that time, looked at the other party timidly and didn't dare to push the other party's arm away, and whispered.

"My name is Xia Lan, and I sleep on your top bunk. Xia Lan honestly and unceremoniously picked up Xu Yingli's hand and shook it, regardless of whether people wanted it or not, she pinched Xu Yingli's little hand and smacked her lips and said, "This little hand is so soft, I don't know which buddy is blessed." ”

At that time, Xu Yingli was almost scared to cry by Xia Lan, because she had never seen such sisters, and she looked very aggrieved and didn't know what to do with Xia Lan.

"Ouch, are you going to cry?!" Xia Lan was shocked when she saw Xu Yingli's expression, because she had never seen a sister like Xu Yingli, how could she look like a child?

In the four years of college, Xu Yingli was like Xia Lan's shadow, inseparable, so good that Xu Yingli was willing to tell Xia Lan if her parents didn't even want to say it.

You say that love is a dream

Happiness borrowed from you

I can only pay you back

If you want to stay, you can't stay

It's the loneliest

I didn't finish gentleness

Only the song remains

A second before a heartbreak

Embracing each other vigorously and silently

Heartbeat to send you

Bitter and bitter songs

……

In the past few years of college, it was the happiest years for Xu Yingli, following Xia Lan, it seemed to be living again, Xia Lan didn't know how much influence she had on Xu Yingli, in those years, Xia Lan in Xu Yingli's eyes was full of golden light, no matter what she did, it seemed to be shining, which made Xu Yingli full of admiration for her.

A few years before graduation, no matter what the activities, Xu Yingli always hoped that Xia Lan could be by her side, only when Xia Lan was there, she could feel at ease, but I don't know when Xia Lan disappeared, the two of them met, no longer like before, even laughing was so strange, Xu Yingli wanted the two to go back to the past, but she didn't know what to do.

Xia Lan didn't know that for Xu Yingli, she only hoped that she would still be like a university, following Xia Lan, just like her Xia Lan's shadow, looking at Xia Lan with a golden look stupidly, but Xia Lan is an arrogant Xia Lan, and she will never be a girl who is willing to be subordinate, she will never be willing to be the shadow of others, and Xu Yingli wants to use this song to say only one sentence to Xia Lan: I can only repay you for the happiness I borrowed from you.

If you want to stay, you can't stay

It's the loneliest

I didn't finish gentleness

Only the song remains

A second before a heartbreak

Embracing each other vigorously and silently

Heartbeat to send you

Bitter and bitter songs

Invisible permanent

I hear the parting song

Unlike Xia Lan, Xu Yingli has never been an assertive girl, everything she has today has been pushed to this point, she went to the conservatory of music, it was her father who made the decision, she signed a contract with Qiya, it was Xia Lan who pulled her to go, she came to this day, it was the agent who pushed her step by step, she never said that this is what I wanted, according to her character, she should be an administrator in a certain library, or an unknown researcher in a research institute, this seems to be where she belongs, and no one knows, today, there is no this, she doesn't care, what she wants is just to say to Xia Lan: You goI'm willing to be your shadow like I did back then. It's just that, even at this time, she doesn't know how to express it.

At the end of the song, Xu Yingli burst into tears, because she knew that after this song, the mountains and rivers were far away, and the two of them could not see each other, and they could never go back to the past.

Xia Lan was shocked when she saw Xu Yingli burst into tears, this scene was something she never expected, she has been forcing herself to play her best level on the same stage with Xu Yingli, let those who once said that she was not as good as Xu Yingli take a look at it, see if she Xia Lan is really not as good as Xu Yingli, she wants to use the facts to tell those people that even without them Xia Lan can get to this point today, and she can also step on the throne of the queen of heaven.

But when she saw Xu Yingli burst into tears, Xia Lan was stunned, and suddenly it was like seeing the little girl who had just entered the bedroom again, and she was so frightened and aggrieved that she didn't know what to do, and time seemed to be frozen in that moment.

At this time, the audience was also stunned, and they didn't know what happened to Xu Yingli.

"What's the situation? Why did Xu Yingli cry?"

"Who knows, how can you cry like that?"

"Ouch, I've never seen it before. ”

"That's right, what's wrong with Queen Xu?"

"What kind of sad thing is this, so wronged?"

"It's so distressing to watch!"

"Isn't it, looking at the wronged like a child! It's so distressing. ”

……

Xia Lan looked at Xu Yingli, recalling the bits and pieces of Xu Nian, and her heart was instantly filled with a sense of pity, this girl was still like the little girl back then, she always dared not distinguish misunderstandings, and her grievances were carefully hidden in her heart, and it was at this time that Xia Lan also knew why Xu Yingli wanted to sing this song with her, and in an instant, the grievances and dissatisfaction of these years were all dissipated in her heart, and she unceremoniously hugged the girl next to her in her arms.

It's been five years, Xia Lan secretly thought, the situation where the two met like strangers has lasted for five years, the media reported that the two were not in harmony once or twice, Xia Lan never explained or compromised, even if the company arranged for her, she never shared the stage with Xu Yingli again, the reason, only she Xia Lan herself understands, it should be jealousy, she is jealous of the girl who followed her like a fart back then, jealous of why she has such a good talent, jealous of why she is so good, many times Xia Lan is secretly thinking, she was just a shadow behind herself, what did she haveWhy is she so good? Now Xia Lan knows that she has a child-like heart, even in this flashy entertainment industry, her heart has never changed.

Xia Lan suddenly felt that she was so stupid, she didn't cherish such a precious friendship and pursued the uneasy glitz, when the glitz was gone, what was left of her at that time?

(End of chapter)