The male head of the department was transferred to lead another team, and a female colleague from the same group was promoted. This female colleague was rumored to be the junior of the previous male leader, and her popularity and evaluation in the team and the company were not very good, and she was beaten second-class, but she couldn't withstand the strong recommendation of the previous male leader, and was arched to this position. As soon as she took the position, she began to assign her own work, which was very efficient. Colleagues in the same group were very dissatisfied before, doing her work every day and working overtime every day. And now she has to endure her commanding instructions, and she herself is swaggering, leaving work on time every day, working overtime for half an hour at most. A white fake face that is dying, no matter how thick the foundation is, it can't cover the pockmarks on the face. looks like a snarky little face, and treats the people in the team very arrogantly, and may not know how groveling he is to the company's top management.

I've always been unaccustomed to the style of this female leader, and I can't obey it because I can't obey it. Although many people have advised me that if you want others to obey you, you must first learn to obey. But I just can't learn, I don't see how much ability there is, but my shelf and temper are very big. I don't believe it, but I want to bump into her and train her. Our company also has a perverted system, and we have to meet with department leaders one-on-one for 30 minutes every week. In fact, after talking to this female leader for 30 minutes, the best way to resolve the embarrassment is to praise her vigorously, rummage through her circle of friends, and praise how elegant her life is and how cute her cat looks. Because she is extremely inferior, she needs others to obey her and flatter her in order to have a little self-confidence. But it's not that people like me can't turn, but seeing such people stimulates my desire to challenge, so I have to bump into them directly.

It's a pity, miscalculated. People are bigger than me, and the whole thing is like pinching an ant, and this person is very small-minded, and the performance appraisal gave me a second-class. Fuck it. This is not the worst, the most hateful thing is that this vicious woman also publicized this matter, so that I have no face in front of everyone. Don't be surprised, this is the strange thing about this strange company, it will never diss employees, squeeze employees, never protect the privacy of employees, and hit the self-confidence and dignity of employees is the fun of these people. I can find a better job immediately if I want to leave, but I have to stay with my parents, so there may not be too many opportunities to choose. So it's not that simple to go. On the other hand, I am such an excellent graduate student, how can I be willing to leave like this, but I must be worthy of this year's time, and finish studying and understanding everything I want to know here.

However, people are not as good as heaven, and they are not satisfied with this job, and they still produce all kinds of moths every day. One day I was in charge of a product that had a problem on the weekend, I slept late on the weekend, as soon as I turned on the phone, the group turned over the pot, all kinds of group chats, fortunately someone has dealt with it. But I am usually under a lot of pressure from the team and wearing small shoes due to all kinds of unsatisfactory things in the team, all kinds of pressure from the leaders and wearing small shoes. called Hu Yifei to talk about this, and I said that the pressure is so great, what should I do. She said, could it be that serious? I said, it's really that serious. After saying that, I started crying into the phone. Hu Yifei said, I didn't believe it before, but now I feel that you are under so much pressure.

I said, "Can I come to your house tonight and sleep?"

There was silence on the other end of the line. I know I said the wrong thing.

Hu Yifei likes me. When I was in college, she traveled all the way to buy a lot of food to come to my school to see me. In the evening, I took her to the campus, and when I got to the gymnasium, it was quite dark and there were few lights. We fiddled with the sports equipment and had some inconsequential conversations.

Suddenly, I asked Hu Yifei, what do you learn when you study physical education?

She said that she learned Wing Chun, long-distance running, taekwondo, and ballroom dancing.

I was surprised, do you still learn ballroom dancing, do you learn calisthenics?

She said she learned it all.

I laughed at what the hell she was learning. However, we also took ballroom dancing in PE class, but there were only two classes and I didn't learn much.

Hu Yifei jumped down from the horizontal bar and said, come and I'll teach you.

I hesitated, wondering why she suddenly wanted to teach me how to dance.

She took my hand and started teaching, left foot, right foot, left foot.

I studied for less than two minutes, and I felt that the atmosphere was getting stranger and stranger, and I didn't want to jump anymore, so I started to retreat. Unexpectedly, she came over and asked me why I was leaving. Approaching me step by step, I said with a hippie smile, "It's so dark here, can't I be afraid?"

I took her hand, "Let's go, let's go quickly." ”

Unexpectedly, Hu Yifei used her brute force as a sports student to push me to the horizontal bar, bowed her head and kissed me. I was scared to death, pushed her away in a panic and ran away.

The next morning, she got up early and went to many stores to buy porridge, because I had told her the day before that I wanted to drink porridge. When I went to look for her, she was sweating profusely and said, "I have been to many stores, but there is no porridge near your school." ”

Seeing her like this, I was a little moved and a little distressed. As for last night's incident, we also tacitly agreed not to talk about it.

We both like girls, but we always feel too familiar, and I just don't feel for Hu Yifei. After all these years, there is still a certain distance between us. Today I said I was going to sleep, and it set off the embarrassment between us again. She didn't speak, and I hung up eventually. We all know that there is no possibility between us.