Chapter 209: Psychological Construction
The process of waiting to leave the palace is long.
There are a lot of bad things in it, and there are endless things.
Changyun made two small spikes tied with wishful knots, and asked me to send them to Concubine Mao, she still couldn't see Concubine Shu so blatantly blackhanded, even if it was for the sake of the child, she couldn't bear to watch a weak woman make a wedding dress for others for nothing, if Concubine Mao knew how to plan for herself, those multiple eyes would always be able to fight in the end, as long as she came back in one breath, Concubine Shu would not be able to snatch the child openly.
As for whether she can fight for a good future, that is her creation.
I don't say anything about Chang Yun's kindness, but I really don't have hope for Concubine Mao's brain, if any of her places can say a word, Concubine Shu and Mrs. Yu may not be able to get people to their palace so smoothly, in the final analysis, it is a matter of character, just relying on Changyun's kindness once or twice will not help at all, saving it once is successful, and the second time you still have to rely on yourself.
When I went, Concubine Mao, that is, Wu Meiren at the beginning, was holding the hands of the palace maids on both sides and moving step by step, her clothes were a little tight, and she was going to pant for breath when she walked, and her facial features were still beautiful, she was the kind of style that was quiet and didn't like to see people, but her face was not very good, and she didn't look like she was fat, but it was swollen.
I saw it from a distance, and it was really not very beautiful.
Compared with the two small palace people around her, it was simply two hemp rods supporting a ball and moving there, probably taking a lot of strength to hold the person in the middle to maintain balance, which shows how difficult it is.
I was surprised that she still knew me, and it was obvious that she had eaten too much, but her eyes were not broken.
It stands to reason that she is very envious of Chang Yun, but she is wooden, and she is used to arranging everything by others, so she is a person who is willing to spit out half a sentence only if she has something to say.
I was polite to her three or two times, Concubine Mao really didn't have the posture of the master at all, although she had no worries about food and clothing, and was taken care of every day, but she was obviously not happy, and she even had to look at the face of the palace maid around her when she spoke, trembling, for fear that she would make Concubine Shu unhappy when she received other people's things and turned back.
Concubine Shu is unhappy, and most of them won't embarrass her, but that kind of smiling tiger threatens people one by one, and Concubine Cheng is half a catty and eight taels, if she can't even bluff a little concubine, then she shouldn't be this concubine.
Concubine Mao's eyes could not hide the surprise, after the palace maid next to her nodded slightly, she accepted the wishful knot, and touched it carefully with both hands, as if she liked it, but she didn't dare to show that she liked it too much, and the cautious energy made people feel very uncomfortable, just like looking at a bird in a cage, which could only live for one season, and if she didn't even have a chance to be released, she was about to be strangled.
Xia Meiren is crazy, Qiu Guiren is favored and out of favor, and now this is pregnant, and the birth of the emperor's heir by the concubine should be a happy event, but the partial emperor does not come to see her, and she does not have two good sisters, she is very happy if someone can think of her.
I see it in my eyes and sigh in my heart;
It's so simple (stupid), it's really a little white flower............
Simple people have only one dead end.
After coming out of Mao Concubine, I was faced with one of the most important choices of the day;
I'm hungry.
Whether to go to Changyun's place to drink the pheasant soup boiled in the medicine jar, or go to Qi Kaiji's place to rub the newly released sticky bean buns, this is a question.
But Qi Kaiji has been bitter and bitter recently, and he is almost sad when he sees me, it's like seeing a ghost, God knows what thoughts are turning in his head all day long, Nan Yi Lao said that this guy is a ghost and a ghost, smarter than the few little servants he brought before, and his mouth is full of praise.
But he's really too useless in front of me.
I can't be the chief manager in the future, but I definitely don't believe it anyway.
Now the only one who can be bullied by me and not fight back, is just that, I have always been a person who makes the best use of everything and has to make inches, and I take it for granted that Ah Qi will accept all my kindness, and I haven't thought about how to reciprocate;
After all, I don't suffer.
As long as you don't suffer, it's good.
Speaking of leaving the palace, I have to talk about the lord of Pingyang, she can be regarded as contributing to Chang Yun, but every time Chang Yun goes to see her, she will be kicked out if she can't say two words, that is, Fu Baoyin and Chang Yun have good tempers, otherwise if you change to any of them, you may not be able to be squeezed by the lord Weng so much.
Who can stand up to the mouth of the lord...........
The knife mouth tofu heart is quite easy to manipulate, no wonder the emperor just pinched her child, can treat her to death, the child is the life of the mother, is the continuation, especially the lord and the daughter are only separated by a palace wall, it seems that you can touch it with your hand, but it is a short distance away, there is always something to obstagate, every time you step out with one foot, there are palace people kneeling in front of you and kowtowing, and do not speak, just keep touching the ground with your head, let you have thousands of sentences, it is not good to reason with such a group of people, people are listening to the emperor's order, saying that if you don't let people go, you won't let people go, even if the daughter of the lord is widowed outside, both ends can't wait to grow wings and fly out of this palace wall, and there is still no way.
I know the mood of Lord Weng of Pingyang very well, since I can't go out of the palace by myself, just like Empress Dowager Wu put her ardent hopes on Changyun, she also hopes that I can contact the people of Pingyang outside the palace, even if it is just a fake report of safety, it is better than no news at all.
The idea is good, but I always feel that maybe the people of Pingyang would rather not have news of the owner than see her say that everything is better against her will.
It doesn't make sense, and it only adds to the worries;
In the end, those who are worried are more worried, and those who are worried will only be more worried, so what's the use?
Chang Yun and Lord Weng's arrangement is really not too perfect, at least the last time he was able to send the child out, it was also borrowed from Gongsun Di's hand, he is not worried about Chang Yun, a girl, neither an orthodox northern noble, nor even the blood of the pendulum is reluctant, send it out, it is also the first deal he and Chang Yun reached between the two, Chang Yun does not want his child to stay in the harem in dire straits, so there are now four princes, and the Hou Mansion and the Luo family also divided the victory and defeat soon after, of course, Chang Yun also played a lot of roles, even if she has always been reluctant to admit it, but it has been proved that as long as the pillow wind blows correctly, it is still very useful。
Luo Zhenye has remembered so many years of grudges and remembered so many people, and finally killed himself.
It's really gratifying.
After that, there was no movement from Concubine Mao, but I think she should understand in her heart, whether there is a way out or not, she must always plan for herself and her children, and the concubine can also live in a palace by herself, if Concubine Mao's physical fitness is better, she can save enough breath to rush to Gongsun Jiaao to cry, that is a good show.
As long as the emperor is soft-hearted, Concubine Shu's busy work in the past few months will be over, almost delicious and delicious, and at the end, she will give Concubine Mao a good future.
Sometimes, when it is so bad that it is even more able to find a way to live.
But the premise of this is that Concubine Mao has good physical fitness, can survive a childbirth, survive the confinement, and get the palace gate of Concubine Shu.
These conditions are poor, and she still has to take a break.
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Alas, why didn't I find out so much about the palace when I was a concubine before.
If you don't have to go into battle to kill the enemy and protect the country, you may also need to do psychological precautions in advance, so as not to be under too much pressure after entering the palace, and you will go to the prefecture to report without even getting mixed up with the middle and high-level people.
Like me and Chang Yun, who first entered the palace, got the grace alone, loved by the emperor, and had a good family background, it was a very small number of the few, unless the protagonist had a halo to protect the body, otherwise anyone would be kicked into the cold palace by the emperor, and there would be no chance to come out as a demon again.
Deng Fuzi's appearance is too fairy, and he is too upright, so it is obviously impossible to ask him to dress up as a eunuch to enter the palace, Chang Yun also means this, how to say that people have watched the two of us grow up, he didn't teach me anything, but it is true that Chang Yun is very good, not to mention poetry and books, but also has unique insights, and when playing chess with Deng Fuzi, he often has to play for several hours, and he is a master.
Asked a Tsing Yi warlock to enter the palace and pretended to be a eunuch, and said that Deng Fuzi was willing, he was willing and I would not like it, so it looks so changeable, I might as well go and see Qi Kaiji, at least it is more pleasing to the eye.
Sure enough, Deng Fuzi is also similar to what I thought, let him enter the palace like this, it is better to cut off his head with a knife, literati and Qingke, the most taboo is to lower the price, at the beginning, my father was three and four invitations, and he added vegetables and sent red envelopes, which coaxed Deng Fuzi, who had just learned to go down the mountain;
Although Deng Fuzi was young at that time, and he was very suspicious of pretending to be forced to stand in front of the general's mansion, my father was still very polite, so he left people behind.
Because of this, Chang Yun looked at him as a teacher, and I looked at him as if he was looking at an elder, or the kind of annoying elder who wanted to run away when he met and wanted to be preached.
Especially I'm afraid that Deng Fuzi will repeat the same old tune again, saying that I insisted on entering the East Palace back then, and the entire general's mansion except for Deng Fuzi, up to General Lu, and down to the old cook in the back kitchen, there is no one who is not happy to jump up, and he sings the opposite, saying that the phoenix's fate is determined by heaven, remember not to advance, not to drill into the camp, otherwise even if everything is fine at the beginning, it is just an empty joy, and everything in front of him no matter how beautiful it is, will be beaten back to its original shape after all.
My psychological construction has always been very good, thinking that I will be out of the palace in three days, when Chang Yun said, I followed behind Imperial Doctor Hu and went out, and someone would answer after the Zhengqing Gate, as long as I kept walking and avoided the search of the Tingwei Army, then I would be able to get out of the palace smoothly.
Look at it, without privileges, without tokens, how difficult it is to get out of the palace.
As soon as I thought that I would have to go around to the back of Gongfang in Gongren Lane, I was exhausted.
Oh my God, don't go wrong when the time comes.
If I could, I'd rather be knocked unconscious and taken out than walk out on my own.