It is said that "poor couples mourn everything", and the lives of children from poor families are not easy.

Thinking about what was once a complete home, but now it is broken, Zhao Mu's mood is so heavy, and he feels overwhelmed.

Although her mother once thought that Zhao Mu's explanation was because of the discord with her father's personality, Zhao Mu knew that the ultimate reason for everything was because of the poverty of the family.

For Zhao Mu and his younger brother, their mother abandoned this originally complete family for money, and also abandoned her two brothers.

Originally, Zhao Mu was very active when he was a child.

But after Zhao Mu became a little more sensible, his mother often quarreled with his father because of the family's financial reasons.

Although they always wanted to tell Zhao Mu that this was their business when Zhao Mu persuaded them not to quarrel, so that Zhao Mu should not be affected by their affairs.

But as children, how can it be so often that their quarrels are not affected.

Because of family reasons, Zhao Mu, who was originally active and active, slowly became silent, and in order to hide his pain, Zhao Mu slowly became obsessed with the game...... Willingly indulged in his own world and didn't want to wake up, and his originally good grades plummeted.

The younger brother was not sensible when he was a child and did not understand these things. But when the quarrel between my mother and my father was the most serious, it was when my younger brother happened to be the most vulnerable in middle school, and my younger brother gave up his studies because of this, and now he can only go to secondary school with grievances.

Compared with his mother's abandonment of his own blame, Zhao Mu blamed his mother's actions for the deep harm to his younger brother.

Zhao Mu blamed himself for not being able to redeem the family's brokenness at that time, but he blamed himself for not being able to protect his younger brother from family affairs at that time.

Compared with his father and mother who have been away for a long time, Zhao Mu and his younger brother have a much deeper relationship, and Zhao Mu also cares more about his younger brother.

Fortunately, although his younger brother affected his studies because of this incident, he did not change his personality like himself, and he is still as active as before, which is Zhao Mu's most gratifying place, and it is also the greatest protection that Zhao Mu can do for his younger brother in the face of this matter.

If it was because of other reasons that his mother chose to give up the family, then Zhao Mu might be able to feel better, but for the sake of money, his mother made such a decision, which Zhao Mu felt unacceptable.

I think this is also an important reason for Zhao Mu's current concept of money.

For money, Zhao Mu's feelings are a bit complicated, it is precisely because of money that his originally complete family was broken, leaving a broken family now.

But think about it, if the financial situation of my family had been better, then maybe my home would not have been broken.

Although Zhao Mu understands that all this has nothing to do with money itself, it is only strange that people are complicated, but this cannot make Zhao Mu change his complicated feelings about money.

Therefore, for money, Zhao Mu has always been thrifty, but he can use it very generously when he needs it.

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"Okay, it's okay, it's been so long, whether she's still there or not, we can still live well, this year, we can still live a very happy life. Seeing his brother's silence, the grandparents lost the smile they had just now, and Zhao Mu's laughter broke the dull atmosphere.

"Brother......" The younger brother looked at Zhao Mu and wanted to say something, with grievances on his face, and the younger brother couldn't understand the family affairs.

The family matter has hurt the younger brother a lot, so that the younger brother has not been able to let go. In fact, it's not just that my brother can't let go, why can't I be like this?

But no matter what, life still has to go on, I and my brother have not been home for two years because of this matter, I and my brother are sad, my father and grandparents are also very sad, and we can't always be immersed in the past.

Pulled aside the aggrieved and sad brother, hugged him as before, Zhao Mu was the same as before, Zhao Mu smiled and said to his younger brother: "Don't be sad, our life is still far away, we must look forward, no matter what, we must live happily." ”

"En!" Looking at the smile on Zhao Mu's face, his younger brother, who was not young, still couldn't change his dependence on Zhao Mu at this time, and a smile appeared on his face.

"Well, yes, you are still young, and the days ahead are still very long, you must work hard, and the days to come will definitely be beautiful. Seeing the smiles on the faces of Zhao Mu and his younger brother Zhao Yue, the faces of the grandparents on the side also showed smiles again, and said to the two with relief.

With this stubble, several people tacitly agreed not to mention this topic and changed the topic.

While talking, after the younger brother experienced what happened just now, he suddenly lost a little rustiness about Zhao Mu, and ran to open Zhao Mu's luggage to see if Zhao Mu had brought other gifts.

First, he turned out a lot of food and play from Zhao Mu's backpack, and his younger brother unceremoniously opened it and began to eat.

Seeing his younger brother eating and then flipping through other things, Zhao Mu scolded with a smile: "You guy, you're really welcome, there is a bag of things for grandparents, you give them to grandparents, and there are also for your sister, don't just eat for yourself." ”

"Hehe, you're my brother, what's so polite. The younger brother replied with a smile, and while holding the food in his mouth, he took out the things that Zhao Mu bought for his grandparents and handed them to his grandmother.

"You kid, you don't pay back the money indiscriminately, but you always don't listen. Grandma said to Zhao Mu with a smile, but with a smile on her face. What Grandpa values is not how many things Zhao Mu bought for himself, but Zhao Mu's concern for himself.

found out the snacks and specialties that Zhao Mu bought, and the younger brother saw the guitar case that Zhao Mu put aside and took it curiously.

"What is this, how does it look like a guitar? ”

"What is like a guitar is a guitar or not. ”

"Hey, it's really a guitar, brother, what are you buying a guitar for? When he opened the guitar case and saw the guitar inside, his brother asked in surprise.

"Hey, you guy, why are you buying a guitar, of course you want to play it, or you can watch it. ”

"No, brother, you can still play the guitar, with your incomplete voice, you can still play the guitar if you can't sing well. The younger brother looked at Zhao Mu suspiciously, saying that he couldn't believe Zhao Mu's words.

"Hey, you tell me clearly, why can't I have five tones, what's wrong with my voice, why can't I play the guitar. Looking at his younger brother's suspicious eyes, Zhao Mu was angry.

(End of chapter)