Chapter 7, Section 2, Yu Nan hangs

2 Yu Nan hanged

Qin Yunan was also thinking about it like Qin Yufan at this time. Since she buried Qin's father, she has been depressed and unhappy in the past few days, and she has been unable to sleep and eat, and she has fallen into sorrow. She couldn't help but think of her father's funeral......

During the entire period of Qin's father's funeral, she was left out alone, as if her father's death had nothing to do with her. During the whole period of her father's funeral, she was alone and seemed relatively idle. All the affairs of the family were taken care of by her sister Qin Yufan, and she didn't need to think about it. She also fell into a relaxed position for this. She remembers during her father's funeral. One day, the family's expenses were not enough, so Qin Yufan reached out to her to ask for money, but she couldn't come up with the money. She works in the private sector herself, and her salary itself is not much. And she loves to dress up very much, and spends money like water. The salary she earns in a month is not enough for her own pocket money, let alone saving "private money".

She has been working for almost two years. During this period, not only did she not use money for her family, but also, whenever she was short of money to spend, she secretly asked Qin's mother for money behind her back.

Mother Qin is very kind-hearted and doting on her two daughters. Qin Yunan developed this temper because of her doting and pampering since she was a child. For this matter, Father Qin didn't know how many times he had beaten her. And she always prevaricates with a child. In the face of her daughter's repeated stretch of out her hand to ask for pocket money, she was angry and scolded. Yet, despite this, she tried to meet her request every time. But he always hid it from Father Qin and Qin Yufan. She knew that Father Qin had a violent personality, and she was afraid that he would be furious when he found out. She didn't dare to let Qin Yufan know, for fear that she would have opinions after she knew. Therefore, she has always tried to hide it from the two of them.

In fact, she didn't know that Father Qin and Qin Yufan already knew about this matter, but no one wanted to explain it. Their family has long known Qin Yunan's "heart", so they "let" her everywhere. However, despite this, she did not save much "private money".

After seeing that she couldn't come up with the money, Qin Yufan scolded angrily: "Nan Nan! Dad has raised you so much, you just gave Dad Wu Bai Yuan to send Dad to the end! Mom and Dad Ping are the most painful people are you, and you don't even give your father a little filial piety." Daddy has fed you so much for nothing!"

Qin Yunan was speechless when she scolded her. So he said unconvinced: "How can I compare with you, you work in a large state-owned unit, and one month's salary is worth my two months' salary." Dad asked you to take over his job, and if I had to take over his job, I would have contributed to my father's funeral......"

After Qin Yufan listened to her words, he was so angry that he couldn't cry or laugh, and knew that he couldn't tell her clearly, so he had to stop talking. Alone took on all the affairs of the family.

Qin Yunan is also a person with a strong heart, and she has long seen from the expressions of the people from their family: everyone looks down on her. They were all revolving around Qin Yufan alone, as if her father was Qin Yufan's daughter.

After thinking of this, she couldn't help but secretly hate the unfairness of the world, they are also sisters, but the experience is different. Why does everyone revolve around my sister and ignore her existence? Why does she have a job that makes people jealous and jealous, but she herself does not? Why does she have "skills" in the eyes of her family and friends and she is left out in the cold.

The more she thought about it, the more pessimistic she felt, and she had thoughts of inferiority......

She couldn't help but think of the scene on the day of Qin's father's funeral......

She remembers the day before her father's funeral. On that day, their house was full of guests from Qin Yufan's unit. Even the manager of the company came to their house in person. One by one, they sat on the "upper seat" with a gift of 50 or 100 yuan. Received a special treat.

And the guests in her own unit are very few. Hardly anyone came. One is that her ordinary popularity is not good, and no one is willing to give her "support"; the other is that the unit is small, and no one can afford such a big gift. A few people barely came, and they only gave a few yuan in gifts. One by one, they all shrugged their heads and sat on the "lower seats". When she saw it, she felt depressed.

After thinking of this, she couldn't help but feel more pessimistic and depressed, and felt a sense of loss. She couldn't help but sigh 'cough!' and then then she thought about it again......

She couldn't help but think of the problem in front of her that made her worry about her liver and intestines, and she knew that the relationship between men and women was the most sensitive topic in the world. The fact that she was pregnant before marriage would be rumored to be boiling in less than a month. The world's laughter and spitting could drown her. She is also a person with a lot of self-esteem. She knew that when the news got out, she would be even more discredited. Thinking of this, she couldn't help but feel even more hopeless. There is a pessimistic and misanthropic thought in my heart. He wept bitterly.

After crying bitterly for a while, she turned over and got out of bed, and while biting her teeth and heart, she found a rope in the house. She brought out a wooden stool from the room and stood on it. While crying silently, I started to make a rope noose. In a short time, she made the noose, and saw her put the noose around her neck, and wept silently.

She wept silently for a while, then slowly closed her eyes. Then, after kicking down the wooden bench with his foot, his body was suspended from the roof beam......

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