The spring of the 58th year of Kangxi came exceptionally early, and the weather began to show signs of warming just after entering February, and the whole capital was shrouded in a rare and peaceful atmosphere. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 infoThere are no longer disputes in the court over the establishment of the reserve, and everyone is busy with their own responsibilities.

Yinzhen is no longer too busy to see people since the New Year, and often comes to the inner house to take the schoolwork of Hongli and Hongday with the Wulanala clan, and will also come to my yard to chat with the Qian family, drink and chat with me, but except for the occasional stay for one or two nights on the Wulanala clan's side, most of the time they rest in the courtyard of the Nian's family.

Qian heard me talk about the affairs of the court, and saw that Yinzhen looked quite calm but not as diligent as before, and said quite worriedly: "Seeing the fourth master like this, I'm afraid my heart is really like ashes." ”

Hearing Qian say this, I chuckled and said in a deep voice: "I'm afraid that our master would wish that everyone in the world would think so, otherwise how can we make those who are afraid that the world will not be chaotic to stop a little." You just have to remember that many times you don't count until the last moment, you don't have to worry about the fourth master, he must have his own plan now, otherwise he won't have the leisure to run to the back house all day. ”

Qian didn't quite understand what I said, but she also knew that there were some things that she couldn't explain thoroughly, so she didn't ask too much and turned the topic to the children in the house.

Hongli and Hongday's two children are now nine years old, compared with Hongli's white and clean beauty, Hongli is strong and thick, and both children have shown their intelligence beyond their age.

"Actually, if you want me to say, Hongday's child is far more thick and stable than Hongli, my sister doesn't have to be suppressed everywhere, how can the two brothers follow their own creation in the future, why force it. Qian chattered while embroidering flowers.

"Do you remember what I said?" I asked, leaning back on the couch and looking at her.

"I remember, when I was young, I didn't understand why my sister said those words, why there were those plans, and I couldn't understand why my sister said those words with a heavy and solemn expression, and I felt that my sister was too worried about herself, but I just felt that what my sister said was right and followed, but now I think back to everything I have experienced in the past ten years, I understand how correct the original echo is, if we don't plan step by step, I'm afraid we won't be comfortable for a moment, let alone what will happen in the future. Qian sighed with palpitations.

"To be honest, I have always felt that you are a more blessed person than me, and now you should also know the situation of our Prince Yong's Mansion, and those rights and wrongs before have been destined for the fourth master to only advance and not retreat. Needless to say, what will happen if the fourth master loses, just say what if the fourth master wins? What will be the identity of you, me, and the child? Now we are not the only ones in the mansion who have sons, don't forget that there is also a Hongshi on the Hongli, do you think that the Li family has really not thought about a day of resurrection over the years? At least Hongshi is now the eldest son in the mansion, and the identity of the Li family is not low, once our fourth master can really sit in that position, her identity will inevitably be above the two of us, and what can't we fight for at that time?" I said to the Qian family earnestly.

In fact, I wanted to talk to her about these words for a long time, but the road ahead was vast, and there were too many uncertainties that made me unable to grasp the direction of future development, and I was not allowed to talk to her about them. Now that the future direction has begun to become clear, I know very well that now is the time to start preparing for the meeting of Hongli and Kangxi, the ancestors and grandchildren, whether Kangxi later changed the candidate for the prince because of Hongli, at least what should be done must be done, which is also a detail that must be considered in order not to let things change again.

"My sister said this too early, who can say what will happen in the future. I don't ask for anything else now, I just hope that the fourth master can get what he wants, only in this way can we and the children seek the future, otherwise he will be the new monarch on the throne, and I am afraid that there will be no place in the world that can accommodate us. There was a deep sadness in Qian's tone, and the ups and downs of these years had already turned the innocent and innocent girl into an ordinary woman in the deep house. But in my opinion, it is so enviable to be so ordinary.

"It may be too early for me to say this to you, but I've always liked to think ahead, and it's always good to plan ahead. We sisters have been asking for so many years, and what I asked for has never been hidden from you, why do you keep suppressing Hongday and not stealing the limelight from Hongli, you also know the reason. I still say that people have no long-term worries, and we still have to prepare for some things. "I know that the Qian family will not understand my intentions, it doesn't matter, as long as she stands by my side as always and rushes forward with me, until the day when Yinzhen puts the edict of Lichu on the Zhengda Guangming plaque on the Jinluan Palace.

Qian looked at me, wanted to speak for a long time, suddenly his eyes turned red, and said: "Sister don't think too much, no matter what happens in the future, my sister and I will always be good sisters, and Hongli and Hongday will take care of each other like brothers." I know that my sister avoided me a little some time ago, I don't know why, at first I thought my sister was unwilling to let me worry about something in her heart, but later I found out that my sister's estrangement was caused by the same thoughts as suppressing Hongday. If this is the reason, I just want to say that my sister is too worried, if we are alienated from our sister's affection because of this incident, my sister I would rather not have my sister to plan so hard. My sister knows that my mother died early, the family has a difficult livelihood, I have suffered since I was a child, only after entering the house, I have the closeness of my sister, and I have been able to be stable by my sister for many years, for me, my sister is not only a friend, but also a sister, but also like a mother. I know that my sister is a kind-hearted and long-term person, and I also know that people will start to calculate and hurt when there are interests involved, but my sister and I do not have this kind of relationship, no matter what happens in the future, my sister will always be a sister, and she is someone I can trust and rely on. My sister knows the bitterness in my sister's heart, and I only hope that I am also the person my sister can rely on in this world. Don't be estranged anymore, I'll be afraid of my sister. ”

I don't know when it started, Qian rarely confided her thoughts like this, her words became very few, and she rarely walked to me, I knew that I started to alienate her first, I thought she was also alienating me, but this remark made me feel uncomfortable unspeakable.

I feel really bitter in my heart, even if there is Xiao Shunzi, but I can't get too close to him, there used to be Qian who could talk to relieve boredom, but then I slowly could only stuff everything in my heart. The never-ending intrigue in the house, Yinzhen's suspicion and estrangement, and the death of the child, one by one, I can't get through. Maybe Qian is right, she may be the only person I can trust and confide in, but after experiencing betrayal and separation again and again, I am afraid, I am really afraid, this fear is from the heart, and I will naturally resist her closeness, just because I can't be sure that when Yinzhen sits in that position, when we enter the deep palace, when she begins to gap with my identity, all the true feelings she has now can still be left. (To be continued.) )