I didn't sleep well at night, I didn't feel comfortable getting up during the day, I muttered a little stuffy in my mouth, and Wumeizi walked to the window very obediently, and opened the window branch with one hand, letting the spring breeze blow lightly, blowing into the palace one by one.

There is a way that the spring breeze shines on people warmly, and the feelings are light and not cold.

It would be better if I could use this to blow away my anxiety.

Wu Meizi finished the windowsill, and served me to wear a thin cyan palace dress, this dress has always been the most in line with my wishes, imitating the style of the favorite fairy skirt when the Empress Dowager Zhaosheng was in the past, that is, two layers inside and two layers outside, light but not thin, the two big sleeves are spacious, the skirt under the bottom is also spacious, from the back is a flowing tall figure, from top to bottom there is no place that is not beautiful, maybe the only fly in the ointment is that the waist of the person wearing it is too slender, which makes people scared, afraid that the spring breeze will blow bigger, and the concubine will be blown away。

There are not many things in the harem these days, but the previous dynasty made a lot of trouble, Chang Yun originally thought about whether to hand over the sign to come in and see me, but I also refused, asking her to come back on the fifth day of the next month.

Fu Sen is still the Minister of State, and the power in his hands is still there, but he was coldly jealous of Fu Ji, and even with my Lu family, he had to be feared, and he was impeached all the time, and there were many impeachments.

Cheng Guogong's status is slowly rising now, even if I know that most of the excerpts of impeachment are written by people under him, I don't want to kick my nose too much, blow the pillow wind to Fu Ji and say this, let alone get along with other people's daughters.

The front of the harem is inextricably linked, if a thread is broken, thousands of dollars can fall behind, no matter how mixed together, no matter how disgusting it is, it can't just be turned to the bright side.

Since there are some little sluts who can't let go of their hands to clean up.

If you can't see it, don't see it.

When Fu Ji didn't come, he said that it sounded quiet and comfortable, and the little sluts didn't dare to come to the door, and the Qianqiu banquet hadn't arrived in front of the door, and the queen didn't have the heart to leave a word.

But if he doesn't come, he will leave me alone and quiet, and it won't be much quieter.

I practiced calligraphy for a while, drew a fan again, noticed that it was already past noon outside, and it was time to pass on dinner after a little more drawing.

Drawing and writing are things to kill time, not really a skill, I finished the last stroke, the strength of the wrist was completely dispersed, people began to become irritable, thinking about when this fan was sent to my father, but the heart couldn't stop floating out, no matter where it floated, as long as I left this palace, left the wall that had been framed for a long time, the sky that was covered, even if it was only temporary, it was always a comfort.

The fan surface is still the same, a pair of orchids and a pair of bamboo, which is a good color for the flowers.

When my mother was alive, my favorite was orchids.

General Lu probably did not fight in the past two years, and the soldiers were less, so the people who were not addicted to alcohol were accustomed to the stinky problem of alcoholism, and I heard that it had stopped recently, not drinking, and changed to be fond of dancing and writing, Chang Yunjin smiled bitterly when he returned to the palace, saying that the family did not know how many good inkstone paper and pens were wasted, so as to be able to write the eulogy for the mother, just wait for the spring of next year, and hurry back to Jizhou, go to the mother's spiritual seat and say that the two of them are married and married, and the wife died early, fortunately, leaving two daughters, and now the eldest daughter is the imperial concubine, and the younger daughter is about to be the princess of Yu, he Lu Zhaonian really didn't live in vain in this life.

Moreover, even if his mother is gone, he can go back to see his father-in-law, who has been a lifelong acquaintance and is now retired.

I wore a wide thin shirt, held my chin and watched the door, and looked at the collapse, and looked at the black plums, and I also looked at the fragrant peaches.

I guess after a little more look, it should be dark.

When it gets dark, eat and sleep.

I'm irritable, but I don't know if Fu Ji doesn't come, or if the good years are wasted in this palace.

It's rare to wear such a good dress, but the result is that I look at others, and no one comes to see me.

I can't put this feeling into words, in short, it's a little sad.

I couldn't eat dinner, so I only drank a bowl of crab roe porridge.

I lay alone on a soft, large bed, and had another dream.

It's not spring in the dream, it seems to be a blazing summer, the sun is full of sun in the Zhaosheng Palace, everyone has a layer of soft light floating on their bodies, they can't see their faces clearly, they can't see people clearly, they just care about walking around, and I stand alone in the crowd, just looking at the flowers in the back garden alone.

I looked, looked, and saw that the jade makeup flowers planted in my palace were so beautiful, and the beauty was so brilliant that people swayed when they saw it, but after looking at it for a long time, the flowers in front of me turned from pink and white to crimson, and the red ones were more dazzling than the sun, as if they were about to be stimulated to shed tears.

............

Yes, this time Fu Ji was no longer there in the dream, and he simply disappeared from Cheng Guifei.

When I woke up the next day, it was no longer hot, but a little cold.

I watched the black plum open the cabinet, and took out a royal blue and a dark green, the blue is bright and green, and the green is generous, all of which are good-looking.

"The saint hasn't come to our Zhaosheng Palace for several days" Wu Meizi and Xiang Taozi changed my clothes for me, and the two of them said together: "Or the slaves and maids will accompany the mother to go to the Hanliang Hall for a while, even if you can't say a few words when you meet, but please give people a goodbye, so that the saint always thinks and thinks about the mother~"

"Hmm, I'll go later......" In front of the mirror, I saw that my eye circles were a little heavy, so I started to pick out an enamel inlaid gold hairpin and compared it on my head, intending to line my complexion: "If you want to go, you have to prepare something to go again, so, take out the fan painted before the palace, I will take it and ask the saint to write a few words, and turn back and let the saint pass a verbal grace to reward his father, which can be regarded as a unique face." ”

Xiang Taozi saw that the clothes and jewelry I picked out today were all thick and colorful, and the heavy green clothes were enamelled hairpins, and she knew very well, so she took a pair of green pine earrings and hung them on my ears: "When I got up in the morning, the slave maid took a look outside, the sun did not come out today, and the wind was stronger, but the mother wanted to pass the sedan chair?"

I smelled Su Hexiang, and I couldn't smell the slightest charm, I could only smell the warmth and coolness of the same style as Fu Ji.

Warmth is the surface, and coolness is the core that is really hidden inside.

Again, most of the dreams are not real, and now that life is good, the sense of distress can only play a role in wake-up, and I can't really wrap myself into it.

Thinking about it like this, I could barely be regarded as meditating, I looked at the mirror for a long time, and then lowered my eyes as if deflated, and nodded: "Pass it on." ”

The scarlet panfeng's sedan chair passed slowly, and even a bird did not dare to pass by on the palace road without accident, Wumeizi walked aside, endured and endured, and finally couldn't bear to be curious, and asked softly: "Niangniang really doesn't worry about Cheng Guifei's side, in case Ruichang Palace leaks the wind and goes out, then Niangniang will ........"

Without waiting for Wu Meizi to continue, I pursed my lips and said very angrily: "Fool, haven't you heard that Concubine Cheng was a talented girl pinched out of cotton before entering the palace~ Even if such a thing really happened, she didn't dare to ask the saint to worry, and besides, secretly gave it to the queen's mother, that is, I expected that the queen would sell me a favor, and they are not stupid, they know that even if they catch Ma Jinbao, they will definitely not be able to catch the palace." I analyzed the inside, and felt that I was simply a high-level palace fighting talent who saw through everything, and sat on the sedan chair and said stupidly: "Cheng Guifei is not stupid, and the queen is not stupid, it is better to sell personal favors on both sides, and appease the newcomer, and it is convenient to alert the palace, this business is quite cost-effective, isn't it?" After speaking, he was a little depressed, and he couldn't wait to poke Wu Meizi's head a few times:" You, you, or the East Palace came to my side, why are you busy all day long, and I don't know how to go out like a peach to listen to the rumors, but if you have half of her cleverness, how can this palace also promote you, not to ask you to take care of your clothes, but to let you two take charge of things together. ”

Wu Meizi asked, in addition to my answer, there was also a criticism of the head, the face was really panicked, almost buried his face in the box, obviously I just analyzed a lot of her with her She didn't understand at all, but fortunately, she was criticized by me, and she also knew how to reflect on herself, along the way with her head down and holding the installed fan, thinking about it again and again, but unfortunately in essence, it is not a person who knows the wind like the fragrant peach, so I want to break my head, but also half-understood, I only know that the concubine hates iron and does not make steel, and she doesn't even count iron, and it is almost the same as firewood。

Hanliang Hall is close to me, I got off the sedan chair, I slightly lifted the skirt and walked up the steps, the court captain in front of the palace gate lined up in two shifts, and the servants were sharp-eyed, especially Nan Xi, who was in charge of the twelve divisions of the Provincial Bureau, and those who were born were clairvoyant and earless, and they knew whether it was the queen or the concubine who came by listening to the footsteps.

As the old saying goes, it's better to come early than to come sooner, Cheng Guogong just came before I came; I said, why did Fu Ji's eyebrows begin to be melancholy again, it seems that my fan can't be inscribed today, and I have to change it next time.

Fu Ji is a beautiful man, beautiful when he smiles, and beautiful when he is melancholy.

When I entered, he was looking at something in his hand, and he heard a voice in his ears, so he naturally put down the piece and walked up to help me: "Why is the concubine here?"

The minions are still waiting in the Hanliang Palace, but whenever there are outsiders, Fu Ji never calls me an immortal, but always calls me a concubine.

"It's been a long time since I've been to see the concubine," I smiled sweetly: "The concubine waited and waited, and she was really impatient to wait, and she couldn't bear it, so she came directly." ”

Fu Ji listened, so he reached out and scraped my cheek, gently and softly, like tickling, and the smile in his eyes was almost exactly the same as mine: "If you come, stay, after watching the twists and turns of the morning, I am really tired of watching, just ask Nan Yi to have lunch, you accompany me to use it." ”

I nodded obediently, and was led by Fu Ji to the table, looking at his sideways back as I walked, and suddenly felt that those two inexplicable dreams could be put down.

Fu Ji is still the same Fu Ji I know, and I am still me.

We all have disguise, and we also have the only half of truth left under disguise.

Even if I know that Fu Ji is actually suspicious and suspicious in nature, and he may still have a cool temperament that is more rational than emotional, but with his face, I still want to like him.

Yes, it's love, it's not love.

I'm afraid that if I fall in love, I'll be finished.