After returning this day, Ye Xuan's mood changed greatly.

When she got up in the morning, she still had fiery love and longing for love in her heart, but after this day, her unrealistic thoughts about Hong Yanwu and her feelings for a girl's first love had to be forcibly closed.

Of course, this made her feel very distressed, and she couldn't sleep well for several days, tossing and turning, opening and closing her eyes, and Hong Yanwu's shadow was in front of her. Sometimes in the middle of the night, I wake up suddenly and find that the corners of my eyes are wet.

But she also knows very well that she and Hong Yanwu are like trains on two parallel lines. We can see each other, and we can go in the same direction according to the track of life. But it can never be merged into a line, hanging together to become a car.

This is not only because Hong Yanwu's analysis and elaboration of the "door-to-door match" has been recognized by her heart, but also because Hong Yanwu already has a crush.

In this era, the identity of the object that can be disclosed is enough to ensure that the relationship between the two of them is unbreakable and cannot be set foot in by others. Whoever wants to forcibly intervene is called immorality, and he will be pointed out by thousands of people and spurned by everyone.

Her self-esteem, her morality, and her family did not allow her to have the slightest thought that she should not have.

What's more, she also has a good impression of "Sugar Heart". After a short break that day, she felt something in her heart wake up.

She herself couldn't tell why, she should obviously hate this woman who was Hong Yanwu's object. But her perception is the opposite.

Whenever she has time, she also frequently thinks of the voice and smile of "Sugar Heart". The incomparable beauty, grace, and conversation could touch her heart, and clearly tell her what a woman should look like.

She has never had such an attachment to a person of the same gender, not even her mother and Zhou Manna, it is a kind of enthusiasm that seems to have some kind of worship and yearning, everything she wants seems to be reflected in this Tang Xin's body.

And the humanity of "Sugar Heart" is indeed worthy of her liking. When she said goodbye that day, she didn't know how to be cheeky enough to ask, "Can I still come?"

Unexpectedly, "Sugar Heart" was very gentle and readily agreed. "Of course you can, next time you come, I'll help you dye your nails with nail grass, okay? Your hands are very delicate, and dyeing them pale pink must look good......"

So she tasted a little sweetness and a little more comfort in the sadness and bitterness of losing love.

Let her always have enough courage to restrain feelings that should not be there anymore and face up to her future. And I hope that Hong Yanwu and "Sugar Heart" can be harmonious and happy.

Eventually, she wrote a long letter, three or four pages long, on which she recorded all her feelings and feelings from the beginning of her crush to her dissolution.

It took her two nights to write. She wasn't going to show it to anyone, it was just for herself.

Later, she took the letter and lit it with a match in the bathroom.

As she watched the pages of the letterhead that had soaked her heart and soul turn to ashes little by little, she shed tears of her farewell.

not only said goodbye to his first love with a special ceremony. It also completed the process of progressing from immature girlish feelings to a mature woman bit by bit.

After that, even she felt herself, as if she had grown up all at once. She has learned a lot, and she has learned a lot......

It is true that for "Sugar Heart", she is actually similar to Ye Xuan. She was also deeply impressed by the sudden visit of the Ye family.

Women are sensitive. Not to mention such a smart woman as "Sugar Heart".

In fact, when Hong Yanwu brought Ye Xuan to her, all the cells in her body woke up, and she saw through the hidden secrets almost instantly.

At first she was a little unpleasant. Especially the incident that she had just experienced on Tanabata made her heart feel very tingling.

But on the other hand, she also went through that emotional tempering, but she firmly believed in Hong Yanwu.

Because the man who can do that step for her, the man who can accept her physical defects sincerely and unreservedly, will never do anything to betray her feelings as soon as he turns his face. It's illogical.

Besides, she knew why Hong Yanwu wanted to teach Ye Xuan to dive. It is not difficult to figure out Hong Yanwu's concerns and difficulties.

So soon, she looked at Hong Yanwu's slightly helpless expression. and Ye Xuan's mind was restless, and she often stared at her stunned, and her reaction was confirmed. Most of this matter is not due to Hong Yanwu, I am afraid that this girl is infatuated by wishful thinking.

Naturally, she quickly adjusted her mentality and began to do her best to help Hong Yanwu deal with this offending official lady.

is still the same sentence, if she wants to please anyone, there is nothing she can't do.

She is like "Sister Dog" who treated herself when she was young, and successfully won Ye Xuan's favor with her generous treatment and leniency. calmed the girl's emotions.

Even through observation and contact, she also fell in love with Ye Xuan a little.

She found the girl to be simple, kind, and educated. Although full of childishness, he doesn't have any vexatious tendencies, and he is very good at thinking about others.

She could clearly feel that Ye Xuan's belief and persistence in love were dissolving because of her.

Seriously, if it weren't for Hong Yanwu's absolute inadmissibility, she really couldn't bear to disappoint this innocent girl.

That's why she invited Ye Xuan to come again when she was finally separated. That's not just a deliberate performance, it's a soft-hearted truth......

However, after sending Ye Xuan away, he still had to complain about Hong Yanwu. This is also a woman's instinct, she can't not count a word. Otherwise, how can you be calm?

What's wrong with being hypocritical, being coquettish? She needs the comfort of her lover to prove the stability of her relationship.

So she scolded Hong Yanwu for being so confused that he actually begged someone to do something and turned into provoking the little girl. I was angry, I cried again, and even said such an unobtrusive accusation as "showing off my style".

And Hong Yanwu, who is "confused", has already gained experience and has fully grown in dealing with emotional issues. This time, he simply pretended to be confused, and made full use of the word "wise and foolish".

In the face of the stormy number and questioning of "Sugar Heart", he didn't distinguish a word. just looked at her quietly and gently with a look of innocence and helplessness, and finally made "Sugar Heart" embarrassed to scold him anymore.

Then he thanked "Sugar Heart" with a sneer, and said, "Thanks to your flexibility, you didn't let me get off the stage, and you actually fooled that hairy girl away with kindness." It's not my virtuous help, it's not my daughter-in-law of the Hong family, you can help me solve the problem so satisfactorily, I thank you for my uncle's family. Don't worry, I won't go out of the door in the future, and the second door will not step out. I'll tie myself to your belt and promise it won't happen again. From now on, the two of us will join hands and fall to the end of our lives......"

This poor assurance, suddenly made the "sugar heart" after venting completely extinguished.

She spat him and said deliberately, "Don't be too happy, the little girl's mind is fickle, like a cat, this is just a temporary nonsense, it may not really be as you wish." ”

But Hong Yanwu seemed confident.

"Of course, there's no guarantee that it won't go wrong. There's no way to say what's wrong anywhere. However, Ye Xuan himself is not. She is too arrogant and idealistic about life. Although he generally doesn't smile at people and looks difficult to deal with, he is actually very transparent in his heart, and he can't do anything behind his back. To deal with a girl like her, who prides herself on being noble and wants face, you just need to hold her high and make her feel that she is very 'noble'. The phrase 'you are such a good person' is more effective than anything else, and this is called 'coaxing the seedlings'......"

"Sugar Heart" tilted her face and looked at him obliquely. "You take advantage of it and sell well, isn't it very unkind!"

Hong Yanwu was happy to say it and refused to admit it.

"What do you mean by that? I also learned from you girls. Don't pretend you don't understand, you women like to use this hand against us men......"

But after he said this, he regretted that he almost didn't give himself a mouth. Because "Sugar Heart" was stunned, his tone was cold.

"Yo, you have to tell me about this, who did you learn it from, and who used it against you?"

Today, the Chinese New Year's Eve, there is only one sentence I want to say. Thank you for your continued support and encouragement, and wish you all a blessed Year of the Dog!

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