Hearing this, I can probably imagine Pingyang Weng's arrogant posture, heavy words are not listened to, but can make people sober, the more difficult to hear, the more sober, this is beyond my expectations, according to the temper of the lord of Weng, she has been educated since childhood, the most is not to see the emperor's preference for the concubine, deliberately snub the queen's things, every New Year's Festival to enter the palace from Pingyang once or twice, every time I help the queen to make a stumbling block for me, but I can't say yet, Fu Ji is very face-saving to the Baili clan, and always persuades me to endure it;

Bear with it, endure it again, because it was said by Fu Ji, so it doesn't matter;

So there are always a few days a year when I have a very breathless time.

I expected Changyun to be more open than me, so I said it through the mouth of the fragrant peach, but it was through the lord of Weng to submit to me, but what did I say at the beginning, the heart was so indifferent, and the indifferent Changyun would only show a trace of joy when he saw Fu Sen, and the Changyun who ran to Yude Palace every half a month and accompanied me to embroider, and now he is gradually moving away from me, and even the friendship between sisters refuses to come openly, and they have to borrow the mouths of others, borrow the words of others, I am not much cold, this deep palace is like this, five steps and one blade, ten steps and one kill, piled up on the red face and dry bones, everyone will make some changes accordingly, or the same stream, or maintain the mean；

These changes are inevitable, but they are also inevitably emotional.

"Sister, I'm so tired" Changyun leaned on me, a little sleepy, and even more lazy when he spoke: "I'm tired of talking to Lord Weng, I'm tired when I chat with the saints, and I'm even more tired when I talk to them........" She smelled the smell of agarwood on my body, revealing a peaceful expression: "Actually, I still have a little regret, regret shouldn't be strong, I didn't even say the last word to my father, I just went into the palace with a straight mind, and after I came in, I found that there was suspicion everywhere here, all of which were used and calculated." Chang Yun raised his head: "I obviously don't want to, but I still have to be like them, and I have become calculating, and even the frank mood I had at the beginning began to disappear, sister, why are you talking about this?"

I sighed and said, "Because this is a harem..........."

I know everything, Chang Yun is uncomfortable, and it is very hard for another person to bear, if the person she is relying on at this moment is Fu Sen, not me, maybe the effect of confiding will be better, a person who is destined not to be together, so it is very timely to become a barrier in her heart, blocking all the charms and fantasies inside, so Gongsun Jiaao has always been unpredictable Chang Yun's temper, he is also very good to Chang Yun, but it is a step late, and the beauty already has a heart.

It's just that........... I still can't bear to tell Chang Yun that King Yu is not the former King Yu anymore, his breeze and moon will only be against Chang Yun, and only for her alone, and he may not have so much affection to talk about others. When I was in Guanghan Palace, I noticed a loophole in Gongsun Di's words, just like the civil strife that was inexplicably triggered, maybe it was intentional by Chengguo Gong, or perhaps, Fu Sen was also aware of it.

He knew, but he didn't stop it.

That's where the real chill comes in.

I can see that Chang Yun is not in a good mood, and I also know that she has silently endured a lot alone, but sometimes care is chaotic, I try to find a balance between us, find a suitable model for us to get along, we are not children anymore, we need our own space, we also need to support each other, and draw a little bit of warmth from each other, which is too precious for me and Chang Yun to bear to break;

So some of the obvious details and Chang Yun's obvious discomfort were all ignored intentionally and unintentionally.

But I didn't think that sometimes this little mistake can push people into a more dangerous situation;

It may even be lost.

My mouth has not been opened, and the wishes I made have basically not come true, or will come true, just like my father, it belongs to the good and not the bad spirit, I told Qi Kaiji, Qiu Guiren is just a pawn, maybe even the Chu River Han Realm has not passed, it is in danger of being eaten, and she is really as I expected, even if Changyun spoke, Gongsun Jiaao did not take her too seriously, only half a month before and after, Qiu Guiren gradually fell lonely, Qi Kaiji said that she blindly invited favor, and even asked Mrs. Yu to be perfunctory, thinking that she could also make up for the lack of a high position, it was really like the delicate and lovely, humble Qiu Meiren was like two people;

............... It can be seen how important it is to be pampered, it is enough to make people lose their minds, and those who have tasted it only need one day to fall into it, and it is not so easy to get out.

Qiu Guiren suddenly encountered cold, and sat in the palace, Wan Songxue, who was sick to the outside world, was inseparable, Gongsun Jiaao had made it very clear that he didn't want to mention the prince for the time being, and she also knew that she didn't love it, so the focus changed from how to get the eldest prince into the East Palace, to how to arouse the love between the emperor and her over the years, that is, to play the emotional card.

But Qiu Guiren is so unforgiving, and he is willing to endure it, and Jin Guifei doesn't care about many difficulties, and even learns from Mrs. Yu, who calls herself sick to the outside world, and hides in the palace alone and doesn't come out.

It's a pity that I was so attracted by the war in Runan that I really didn't have time to care about such a small anomaly, and naturally I didn't realize that Xiang Taozi had secretly gone to the Tai Hospital to get the sand kernels several times.

Sand kernels, dispelling dampness and qi, are a warm and tonic medicinal materials.

In addition, it is also commonly used in some prescriptions for fetal protection, and it is a good medicine.

What I was worried about was that the affairs of the previous dynasty were finally settled on a hot and humid afternoon, and General Lü's battle was unfavorable, so that King Yu had the upper hand, so Gongsun Jiaao issued an order, regardless of whether my father could hear it or not, in short, he refuted it vigorously, and by the way, before my father woke up, he withdrew the name of Zhongyong Gong, and those tens of thousands of soldiers were also successfully incorporated back into the army of the Xiang Kingdom, and taken over by Chang Qing and the two generals on the left and right.

In other words, Chang Yun and I are the only backers in the palace, and we can't be relied on.

The transfer of military power, that is, the alternation of rights, I comfort myself, there are gains and losses, my father lost the foundation of his survival, but he managed to save his life, although it is a pity that tens of thousands of lives, but there is only one father, I am such a selfish person, as long as the people I care about are safe and sound, the life and death of others really have nothing to do with me;

Deng Fuzi's letters were still delivered every once in a while, and I kept each one well, and he said that his father's pulse had become normal, and he would wake up soon, which was the only good news at present.

If Chang Yun asks by chance, I will pick up some innocuous little things, not mentioning that my father suffered a mutiny in Runan and almost lost his life, Chang Yun hid my entry into the palace from me, and now I also repay her with such an action, whether it is good or bad, I only hope that she will not be hurt again, and I hope she will not bear so much alone.

After all, my sister is a very useless person, and this is the biggest protection I can do for Chang Yun so far.

Thinking about it this way, Qiu Guiren is not stupid, at least she is willing to endure this breath and be willing to bow her head to Wan Songxue, which is not a disguised self-preservation.

Changyun is getting less and less fond of going out, and she is getting more and more sleepy, I don't know what she and Pingyang Weng said to the owner, in short, the attitude of the Weng lord is much better than the first time, but I don't need to say more, she herself is also very conscious, she has asked Lu Yu to send a message to the queen mother's palace, and asked for some expensive jewelry and clothes, when she was favored, she wanted something, but now these things are no longer picked by Yude Palace, and Mrs. Yi, who is good friends with Chang Yun, is a more down-and-out person, and she can't count on it. Now that my father is in Runan, the Qiu nobles can't set off the wind and waves, and the shield is completely ineffective, we must seize the opportunity before Wan Songxue starts, even if we know that it is already very difficult to maintain the current status quo, we must be tough and face the difficulties.

Empress Dowager Wu's hands and feet are very fast, and the clothes sent are of any craftsmanship, but they are not too gorgeous, the soft silk is the most thin, but the core inside is embedded with a layer of fluff, and it will not be cold when you wear it. I don't know if I've slept a lot lately, her eyes always have a watery color, and it doesn't look like she wants to cry, in short, in my woman's opinion, I have a little heartbeat for no reason.

But Changyun's beauty, you know it, I know it, but she doesn't know it herself.

I picked out a pair of cloisonné earrings for her, lined with her face, cold blue, glowing with a faint light, making the face more and more white, but Changyun is not in a state all day today, it looks a little unnatural, changed clothes and has been pacing in the hall, and even squeezed my hand, for a moment it was still pinched tightly, and I said: "I don't know why, my heart is always pounding, it seems that as long as I leave Yude Palace today, I can't come back........."

"Bah, what are you talking about" I tied her trench coat and brought her a hand stove: "Don't say anything unlucky, I see that you have been very empty in the past two days, so I wiped the grease on my mouth, and I saw that it was a little better." After speaking, I instructed Xiang Taozi to bring the ginseng soup that had been boiling, and instructed: "I guess that Gongsun Jiaao doesn't have the heart to find someone to sleep with, so you have a better attitude and have a few words with him, at least let him remember that Yude Palace still has a room like us to feed, and he was crushed to his heels by Wan Songxue." ”

Chang Yun was silent, thinking that she had some bad premonition, she didn't pay attention to my words at all, but glanced at Xiang Taozi, which seemed to be a little inquiring.