364 night delivery
The guards guarding Miss Zhang Zilan outside the Mother Tower have not had a good meal like this for a long time, the son surnamed Bai is indeed bold, he buys good meat and good wine, and good wine is good meat, Bai Ziqi is very enthusiastic, and he persuades everyone to drink, everyone is happy, so he drinks very happily.
After everyone was full of wine and food, they staggered out of the grass hut where Bai Ziqi lived, and the night breeze blew, and the guards were completely drunk.
The leading guards did not dare to fall, after all, he was a small leader, no matter what the situation, he had to worry more than others, when Zhang Zhizhou sent them out, he solemnly explained, the safety of the young lady is the first important, if the young lady has any mistakes, he wants the lives of these guards, as well as the whole family, and they have to follow the food.
Fortunately, Bai Ziqi is really a friend, and with his servant Xiao Jiuzi, the two of them sent these guard brothers back to the house one by one, took off their shoes and socks and carried them to the bed, Bai Ziqi raised his hand and patted the cheek of the leading guard, "Big brother, sleep at ease, there are brothers outside, I will keep an eye on you." ”
The leading guard propped up his neck and said in a straight voice, "I'm not drunk, how can I be drunk—Bai Gongzi, you're really a friend—" and then he fell softly drunk, snoring like thunder, and slept like death.
Bai Ziqi pulled the door from the outside, walked straight to the courtyard door, and with a light tap, the door opened, and Shen'er was ordered to wait.
After Bai Ziqi came here for the second time, he was officially put into this door, "This door is really not easy to enter-" He sighed softly. Liu Wan ran over and grabbed his hand, "Cousin Bai, you must pay attention to safety on the road." ”
Bai Ziqi didn't expect him to say such a thing, and couldn't help but look at him through the moonlight, "Hey, I feel like you've suddenly grown up tonight." ”
"That's!" Liu Wan was very happy to be praised, "The stinky daughter-in-law said, she trusts me, this matter is not hidden from me, I have to be obedient, she also said that I have grown up, and I have to learn to be a big man from tonight." ”
Bai Ziqi squeezed his hand, "Yes, listen to your daughter-in-law carefully, there will definitely be a future in the future." ”
The dumb aunt waited at Zhang Zilan's door with Lancao, Qian'er, and Chang'an.
But Zhang Zilan's master and servant did not move for a long time.
"Miss, the hour is not early, and we can't delay any longer. Qin'er urged gently.
"Let me feed a few more bites. Zhang Zilan held the child in her arms, pressed *** on the child's mouth, and fed the child. But Changnian had already eaten enough, and when he fed it, he spit it out, and when he fed it again, his little bright red tongue came out again.
"Miss, you really can't feed it anymore. You see, he's spitting up. Really full. With a crying voice, Qin'er reached out to hug the child.
"Let's feed the last few bites-" Zhang Zilan suddenly stretched out her hand, pushed away Qin'er, attached herself to the child tightly into her arms, stuck it to her heart, and put her face against the child's little face, not moving for a long time, it seemed that she couldn't wait to feed the child all the milk in her body at this moment.
There was a knock on the door outside, the voice was very soft, but Qin'er sounded thrilling, she jumped up and hugged the young lady's arm: "Qin'er beg-"
Zhang Zilan buried her head and remained silent.
Half a quarter moon, mid-morning in the sky, is already in the middle of the night.
Liu Wan yawned.
Bai Ziqi and the dumb aunt each paced slowly, and walked to the bottom of the pear tree, he was in the shadow on the left, and she was in the shadow of the other half.
He looked up, and a layer of tree shadows fell on her body and face, and a small white face looked quietly ahead, where was the white tower, and the moonlight was blurred, and the tower body looked more and more white.
Bai Ziqi was stunned and didn't dare to move, just stood quietly, looking at it from this angle, it seemed to be a natural landscape painting in front of him, with a white tower, tree shadows, and a woman in ancient costumes in the picture. The woman was dressed in a plain dress, a pure white gown. The black hair is soft and long, scattered on the petite and thin shoulders, and a white ribbon is loosely tied behind the black hair, which contrasts with black and white, making a little face more and more pretty and lovely.
Such a woman, embracing her small body into her arms, watching her smile softly and shallowly, listening to her whispering in her ear, and spending her life with her, what a happiness it would be......
He was distracted.
The dumb aunt was also looking at the man in the shadow of the tree.
He, the one he was, the one she loved deeply, but also deeply hurt her. However, it is clear that it is not him. He also has a temperament that the previous man did not have. She felt that she was attracted by a familiar and strange aura at the same time, obviously hated it in her heart, but why as long as she saw his smile and heard his voice, she couldn't help but be attracted, and said in her heart to go, don't pay attention to this person, don't get close to this person, but she didn't want to leave, and wanted to stay with him for a while.
What's wrong with me?" she sighed softly, asking her heart.
The heart is confused.
I can't tell you what kind of outcome you want.
When I was in school, I tested the psychological type, she is depressive, people with this personality are like Lin Daiyu, there is a slight split, especially in terms of emotion, too much attention to true feelings, even if she is hurt by a thousand holes, but she is always pulled and swayed by an inner thing, it is difficult to be as rational and decisive as Xue Baochai, even if she is broken, she is not willing to give up the real love in her heart.
Is he true love?
Do you need to give it up?
She shook her head in annoyance.
Lancao knocked on the door again, "Miss Yang'er, hurry up-"
Zhang Zilan's face was still attached to the child.
Qin'er knelt down on her knees and hugged Zhang Zilan's knees, "Miss-sister-in-law, for the sake of the child, for us, and for the sake of my brother who is too blind to die, you can leave it to me - delay a little longer, and there will be more danger for a while." ”
Zhang Zilan raised her head suddenly, the child's chest was already wet with her tears, she took one last deep look at the child, stood up, and stuffed the swaddling clothes into Qin'er's arms, "Let's go, take it away quickly - otherwise I will regret it!"
Qin'er hugged the child and ran quickly, staggered out of the door, and handed it to the blue grass, "Let's go, let's go." ”
She herself no longer had the courage to send it off, so she turned around and slammed the door shut.
The room was filled with the muffled cry of the seedlings.
"The most bitter thing in the world is parting—" Bai Ziqi said suddenly.
"It's like this between the closest relatives—and it's hard to say—" The dumb girl replied softly.
Bai Ziqi was stunned for a moment, and smiled a little embarrassed, "You, don't forget to beat me at all times." What am I going to do, how can I say it, that you are willing to let go of your inner prejudices?"
"That's not a preconception. The dumb aunt counterattacked, "The hurt love, the broken heart, do you think you can go back to the beginning?"
"Who said we have to go back to the beginning?" Bai Ziqi defended without hesitation, "Isn't the present very good? Why can't we grasp the present? Cherish the present and live in the present is what we should do the most." ”
"I don't have the moment. The dumb girl replied coldly, turned around and left, "We, there won't be." ”
We, not to mention it?
Bai Ziqi watched the stubborn little figure walk away again, and his face that had been smiling showed a painful expression.
Xiao Jiuzi had already prepared the carriage, and Lancao took the child and left.
The dumb aunt and others were sent out of the door, watching her get into the car, the dumb aunt was still not at ease, and held the car door and ordered: "When I saw Aunt Yang and said hello to me, don't be in a hurry to deliver the baby first, sit and take care of Changnian at Aunt Yang's house, and when I do a good job here, we will go to see you." ”
Xiao Jiuzi and Bai Ziqi sat on the wheels, the wheels rolling, and they set off with a few night walkers.
"Another parting. A few people watched the carriage disappear into the darkness of the night, and could no longer see, the dumb aunt suddenly said.
After entering the door, Qian'er suddenly asked, "Little grandma, that Miss Zhang is crying too pitifully, should we persuade her?"
The dumb aunt shook her head, "Forget it, there are some pains, and the parties need to face them bravely, heal themselves, and heal themselves." In this way, you can think about it, see through it, and understand it a day earlier. No matter how much others persuade them, they are scratching through their boots, and they don't have much effect. ”
Asa'er nodded.
"What about you, it's always so easy when you talk about others, why can't you always think of it, can't see it, and can't get out of it?" asked Liu Wan behind him, grabbed the dumb aunt's arm, and hugged it in his arms very attachment.
The dumb aunt was startled, looking at Liu Wan under the moonlight, this kid has always pretended to be crazy and stupid, and spoke upside down, but tonight suddenly came out with such neat and clear words, which made her can't help but be impressed.
"Don't talk nonsense, I can't think of it, I can't see through it, I can't get out, I come and go naked in this world without worrying, what a chic person!"
Liu Wan snorted with his nose, "Stinky daughter-in-law, you are rotten meat and don't fall, only you know the bitterness in your heart, you would rather carry it alone, but you don't want to take it out to share it with us people, you are actually quite cautious." You don't trust us, do you?"
Qian'er hurriedly stopped: "Brother Wan, you can't be unreasonable to the little grandmother." ”
"Let him say," said the dumb girl, "and he has really grown up." We can't treat him like a child anymore. ”
Liu Wan heard someone say that he had grown up for the second time tonight, and he was immediately happy, bolder, and more open-mouthed, sticking to his dumb aunt's arm, with a small face, as serious as an adult, "Cousin Bai likes you, can't you see it?"
Qian'er bit her fingers in fright, and quickly waved her hand, signaling him not to talk nonsense, this is not a joke.
"Don't worry, didn't she force me to write a letter of resignation, she is now free. Liu Wan replied.
The dumb aunt grabbed his arm with her backhand, and her thin little arm was almost scratched off, but he endured it and didn't cry. Stubborn in his mouth: "He just likes you." It's not that you don't know, you're just pretending you don't know. Actually, you like him too. ”
"Nonsense!" shouted the dumb girl, angry.
"I'm not talking nonsense!" Liu Wan shook off his arm, "Doesn't he do much for you? He doesn't stay at home well, but he has a good life, what is he doing here and living in a broken grass house? What is he riding on the wall for every night? Why are you digging a hole in the wall for me? Tonight, he spent so many weeks of drinking with people, carefully planning, and now he personally drove people to Liang Yan overnight, is he full of food and nothing to play? It's all for you. He likes you!"
He suddenly approached, and looked at the dumb girl with sparkling eyes: "Why do you want to lie to your heart? You have been lying to yourself all along, right? You dare to touch your heart and say that you don't like him? Then why are you awake at night, tossing and turning, sighing and sighing?"
"You all think I'm stupid, but I'm not stupid, I'm smarter than any of you!
Liu Wan finished speaking in one breath and ran into the house.
The dumb aunt was left dumbfounded, stunned, Liu Wan is a child, but what he suddenly said was not a child's words, the bystanders were clear, and the child's mind was more delicate and sensitive than ordinary people, could he really see what she didn't know very well?
There is a feeling of initiation.
The dumb aunt looked at the shadow on the ground, a small lonely figure, it was herself, she looked at it stupidly. At this moment, the man who was always smiling was leaning against the wheels, dozing off in the night wind, and hurrying in the rolling wheels.
Thinking about it, he has indeed done a lot for himself.
Me, me, what's wrong, why do you get more and more out of idea the more you live, but you want a child to wake up?
She shook her head in annoyance and stepped through the moonlight.