Knowing Hong Yanwu was really a great accident in Ye Xuan's life. In her previous life, there had always been only sunshine.

She was the same year as Hong Yanwu, and was also born in 60, but she was born as a child, as the youngest and only girl in this senior cadre family, she was given special care and care by her family no matter at home or abroad.

Her parents didn't dare to give the moon to her because they wanted the stars, and they clung to her first for all good things.

For example, the imported chocolate candy at home has always belonged to her alone, and no one else is allowed to touch it.

Even if her son had been so hungry that she watched her eat candy, his parents would never have given them a piece of her chocolate.

Say "Go!" and they have to go with a greedy face.

And her brother also really loves her. At home, not only do you let her do everything, but outside, other children don't dare to touch a finger of her, who dares to make her cry, they are sure that they will fight with others.

So she was not short of nutrition during the three years of natural disasters, nor was she bullied in the chaotic years of the "movement".

Since I have a memory, I have been living in the army compound, and everything is so simple and worry-free. From elementary school to middle school, she has always been a class cadre, and she is the proud daughter of heaven in the eyes of teachers and classmates, and she is used to hearing praise and praise.

As for when she hula grows up all of a sudden, the "movement" is over. Her family also rose again with her father, and moved from a small western-style building in the compound of the general rear to a huge courtyard.

It is logical that her future has also been arranged by her family a long time ago, and she is still the darling of the army, as long as she waits to join the party and be promoted.

To put it bluntly, what others may not be able to get with a lot of effort, she didn't have to work hard to get at all. Her understanding of the objective world is something she can get as long as she likes it.

It was in this state of life like a fairy tale that she fell in love with Hong Yanwu.

As the face of a young girl who has just opened her love warms her heartbeat, life becomes brighter and better.

During the time when the two of them were together, she was in a happy mood every day, humming a song in her mouth and shining in her eyes. The most anticipated is every Tuesday and Friday.

Every time Hong Yanwu appeared, her heart would beat incessantly, leaving her brain in a state of lack of oxygen, dizzy.

She is willing to do anything for him, so she will take the initiative to help him go to his father's old subordinates, just to make him happy.

She couldn't tell why she liked someone like him, Hong Yanwu and the prince charming in her dreams were not the same thing at all.

But like is like, Prince Charming quickly faded, and she began to put the definition of happiness on Hong Yanwu, believing that their future should be connected to each other.

It's a pity that after that heavy rainy day, the rose-colored dream prepared by the girl's feelings was shattered. She never thought that at that time, something like that would happen, and Hong Yanwu's feedback to her was a categorical refusal.

The bastard looked completely heartless, claiming to know nothing about her feelings, and telling her that their relationship could only remain an ordinary friendship. Then he braved the heavy rain and ran away as if he were running for his life.

It made her feel so uncomfortable that she died. Blushing for the audacity and recklessness of his own self, he could not accept that the purest and softest part of his feelings was so easily and forcefully rejected.

She didn't go back to her house that day, and cried almost all night in the unit of the "first three doors". She called home and lied that she was wet from the rain and that the road was too muddy to walk and that she wanted to stay overnight.

This is the first time she has lied to her mother, she doesn't want her family to see her sad appearance, she feels ashamed of this, and no one wants to tell her.

In addition, she really needs to think about it, what is going on with her relationship with Hong Yanwu.

Is it really that there is something wrong with me, and it is completely unrequited love?

Is her charm not as big as she imagined, and the boys who like her may have too narrow horizons to rate her as "Admiral Ye"?

For this, she looked for clues from every word and detail since her contact with Hong Yanwu.

But her way of thinking is immature and idealistic, and it is inevitable that something will go wrong. She always unconsciously magnifies what she wants to discover, ignoring the details that she doesn't want to see.

So she had to come to a conclusion from it, and actually thought that Hong Yanwu didn't dislike her, but didn't dare to like her.

Hong Yanwu may not have developed a relationship with her because of her inferiority complex in re-education through labor, feeling that she is not worthy of her, has no future and no results, and can't bear to delay and hurt her!

This made her feel a lot more comfortable, but at the same time, she was also very disgusted with Hong Yanwu's cowardice, and she hated this kind of inferiority complex and limitations like a little common man. Thinking about Hong Yanwu's speech in the Yang family, and his unenterprising sense of small people, I feel that he is not promising.

Well, since you are so courageless and unmotivated, then this girl will ignore you as you wish!

She finally made the same decision as Hong Yanwu, albeit from a completely different starting point.

It's a pity that people are born a contradiction, emotions will always conflict with reason, and they have to screw themselves with what they have already thought about.

Soon she realized that it was herself who had no interest.

Because she couldn't help thinking about Hong Yanwu at all, she couldn't forget the days when she got along with Hong Yanwu.

It was the first and only time in her life that she felt love, and it was so wonderful, so sweet, no matter how unforgettable.

As a result, she was in a very conflicted state of mind for the next few days.

On the one hand, when I think of Hong Yanwu, I don't get angry.

This big bastard who doesn't understand the amorous style caused a big mess, causing her to suffer from lovesickness, and she actually slipped away with a flick of her hands, without even making a phone call to ask, saying a few words of comfort and apology. As if nothing had happened, it was too much.

On the other hand, she couldn't help but find a reason for Hong Yanwu and defend herself. On the contrary, he thinks that he is a person with self-esteem and knows how to love himself.

This is just like those ancient stories, the famous lady fell in love with the poor boy, the poor boy rejected the love of the famous lady, although he was stupid, but the image will be higher, this is called rich and noble, people are not poor.

The more she thought about it, the more she hated herself. The more lingering.

Eventually, she figured it out. Either way, she had to find Hong Yanwu and talk to him again.

If the two of them were really together, she would forgive him, and she would try to help him overcome all kinds of difficulties and make him a person worthy of herself.

And if you can't reconcile as before, then you have to meet each other, even if you scold this kid and let out this evil breath in your heart.

Otherwise, she will be embarrassed by herself, and she will only be sad by herself. What a loss!

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