When I woke up from my sleep, I saw darkness, the bedroom air conditioner was on, the curtains were drawn tightly, I couldn't see if the snow was still falling outside, on the desk opposite the bed, the alarm clock was ticking and swinging the pointer, and a warm yellow light shone in through the gap in the door next to it.

Mom and Dad should be up!

Lying in bed, she thought.

She has always had low blood pressure, every morning when she gets up, there is a period of confusion, it takes a long time, it can turn what her eyes see into concrete signals to be received by the brain, when she wakes up to realize that her parents have gotten up, the time is not early, and she hurriedly wants to get up, the door is kicked open, and a little girl with pigtails runs to her bed, and in the horror that suddenly appears in her heart, the little girl jumps up and sits on her......

"Hmm......"

With a painful snort, the girl in the nest covered her stomach and curled up in a ball, smoking the cold air for a long time before she eased up, suddenly lifted the quilt, and screamed with a dolphin voice: "Zheng Xiujing, do you want to die?" while reaching out to grab it.

The little girl laughed and hid around the bed for a while, but after all, she was still short and short-legged, and she was caught by her sister and hit the bed and spanked.

This is the story of the two sisters who are often bullied and bullied, not to mention how much noise and emotion it contains, not long after, the bedroom where screaming, struggling, and begging for mercy continue to sound, quiet again, the sisters go out to freshen up, there is only one bathroom in the house, this process will inevitably lead to contention, of course, the most common is still shared.

While brushing his teeth, he looked at his face in the mirror that was still hazy and sleepy. Xiuyan picked up a handful of cold water and splashed it, wet her hair again, let her bangs hang down to cover her forehead, and when she finally looked sober, she turned her head to her sister who was still slowly brushing her teeth and said, "Xiujing, I won't go to class today, will I go to the company with me?"

"I hate it when you call me Korean!" the little girl said vaguely, then spit out the foam and wrinkled her nose, "Don't go." I don't like your friends, they all say you're not my sister. ”

Speaking of this, Xiuyan is also a little sad.

Recently, every time I take my sister to the company, if I meet someone I know, most of them will pat my sister's head after saying hello to her, smile at her and ask: "This is Yun'er's sister, right?

When she explained that this was her own sister. They usually have a deeply skeptical expression.

It feels hurt!

The sister next to her snorted and rinsed her mouth, and saw her sister's sad face. He patted her waist like a little adult: "Don't worry, in fact, I have a way to prove that we are biological." ”

“…… What's the solution?"

"Look!" the little girl lifted her toes so that the mirror could shine on her, and then the expression on her face relaxed, and her two eyebrows drooped weakly into a figure of eight, "Look, this is like it, isn't it?"

“……”

It turns out that I am like this in your eyes, and I really thank you for making me understand myself!!

After a while, the sound of intimate greetings from palms to small buttocks sounded in the bathroom......

7 points. After washing, at the urging of my mother, the family gathered in the restaurant for breakfast. Although they have been back in Korea for a few years, the family still has not adapted to the tastes of the Korean diet, and the breakfast consists of Western-style bacon with omelette and a glass of beef nǎi or hot cocoa. Chatting with family members casually, in order to facilitate the mastery of two languages. Don't forget the other language when you stay in any language environment, most of the family conversations are bilingual in English and Korean, if there are outsiders here at this time, I am afraid that they will think that they have strayed into an alien world!

Finish breakfast. She went out to get ready to go to the company.

This is the morning that has belonged to Zheng Xiuyan every day for five years.

Before leaving, her mother persuaded her: "It's still snowing outside, besides, isn't your company still being ...... Is that rain fan blocked?Take a day off once in a while and give yourself a day off!"

If she could, of course, she would also like to give herself a vacation, and she would like to stay in bed and sleep all day. But as the trainee's career grew longer and longer, this idea gradually degenerated into a luxury.

In the past five years, she has seen too many people happily walk into the company, see them sweating hard, but one day finally can't hold on, or crying, or cursing in a low voice, picking up their backpacks and turning around. I have also seen many people choose to stay, but they are no longer willing to put in the effort, get by, thinking that in the future, they will be considered to have entered the entertainment industry, and they have not come in vain, and then finally passed by the qualifications for their debut.

She didn't want to be like those people, she understood that she didn't have a good looks, no natural vocal range, no machine-like dancing dynamics, and compared to many of her peers, the only thing she could win was five years of consistent hard work and perseverance.

She was chosen, but she understood that if she thought that she could sit back and relax, then sooner or later she would be brushed off.

There are not many similar things.

Saying goodbye to her mother wordlessly, she walked out of the door, looking at the silver-covered streets and the distance outside, the girl held her hands to her mouth and sighed hot, and silently said to herself in her heart: figh Ting, Zheng Xiuyan!

This is as if a long time ago, his encouragement to her in the tape has never been forgotten!

……

Two days of intermittent snow, so that the whole world has become a world of ice and snow, even to the familiar road, as if suddenly become unfamiliar, wearing thick clothes, a big scarf of the girl, in the snow deep foot shallow foot walking, a moment raised her head, the wind swept the fine snow particles, the fog generally swirled in front of her, through this moment of hazy vision, she looked at the scarce vehicles and pedestrians on the street, suddenly there is an unforgettable loneliness floating in her heart.

I remembered that at the beginning of the year, it was also so cold, and in such a sparsely populated rì, a letterhead with some of her thoughts was sent, but there was no response.

"I don't think about it that much. ”

The figure of the bus in the distance, slowly enlarged in the vast snow, and she patted her cheek, cheering up her spirit.

In the past few days, the conflict between Ahn Joon-hyuk and Rain has gradually expanded to the fan group, and the excitement of both parties has not cooled down because of this sudden cold snowfall, but still continues to burn, protesting and supporting each other in front of S.M and JYP, during which there is naturally a verbal conflict.

Every day, many people in the entertainment industry pay attention to this, as long as they are well-informed in the circle, they all know that Lu Daorain's injury is indeed caused by Ahn Junhyuk's fans, which makes them cold at the same time, but also frightened by the fanaticism of Ahn Junhyuk's fans.

Although a large number of people's anti-fans on the Internet are converted from fans of other stars, I have never seen fans who blatantly attack other stars like this, just to vent their anger for their idols.

Many of them have the attitude of watching a good show, wanting to see and see, and when the conflict heats up, what kind of amazing performance will Ahn Junhyuk's fans have - if they can fight, it will be enough for several months of gossip and topic sales.

When passing by the front door of the company, Zheng Xiuyan looked at the fans who were standing at the door and rushed over early in the morning, each holding up a support banner or protest sign, and was clearly divided into two groups, and she was a little worried.

An Junhyuk's fanc Lu B of "An Family Xiaozhu", she was also joined by Yun'er at the beginning, and she was also used by the little girl to use her power for personal gain, and she was given a lot of permissions, and many sections can be entered, in her memory, there is a "fanatical" version of the fan who is quite terrifying, and the screenshot of the post of Rain fans insulting An Junhyuk, where it was first posted, she can be sure that the attack on Rain is inseparable from the girls who followed the post.

"I really don't know what trouble they will bring him if their heads are hot. ”

Worries swirled in her mind, but she couldn't do anything about it.

Hiding all the way, entering through the back door of the company with relatively few people, the whole company is deserted, the recent fan riots, so that the company can hardly operate normally, many overnight trainees from other places, have received a notice to suspend practice, go home on vacation, and usually can come, only people like her who are close and unwilling to waste time.

The lively scene to rì was not there, a person went to the changing room alone to change into sportswear, chose a practice room and turned on the floor heating to warm up for a while, at 8 o'clock, the music sounded, and began to practice.

Exercising hard, even if her bones and muscles are sore, even if her head is a little dizzy because of the long time she has been practicing, she is unwilling to stop, letting the sweat on her forehead flow into her eyes, stabbing her eyes painfully, her long hair swaying with the movement in front of and behind her, and her tall and even slightly malnourished body is squeezing her potential.

She didn't dare to stop, afraid that the exhaustion of her body would make her cry.

Vaguely, I don't know how long she practiced, from the huge mirror wall, she saw the side door open, a person standing outside and watching quietly, she couldn't see there clearly from the angle she was in, she didn't know who Lu Dao was, she didn't want to know who Lu Dao was, whether it was in practice or Zheng Xiuyan in life, that's it, facing everyone with an estranged attitude, it was not proud or high, from her heart, she with low talent, how could she have the qualifications to raise her chin?

Exploring the essence may be explained by inferiority!

The jumping figure in the mirror gradually blurred in the bottom of the eye, I don't know if it was more sweaty or something else. She gasped violently, her vision became more blurry, and many images seemed to flash in front of her eyes, and finally froze in April last year, his blessing in the DV.

He said that she was like a flower, but he was wrong, she was just a flexible little grass, growing alone in the wilderness, sometimes bent by the wind, sometimes bent by the rain, only when the wind and rain passed, she would shake the green.

She is Zheng Xiuyan, a 16-year-old girl who uses indifference as her appearance to protect her sensitive and stubborn heart, and when she was still short, she came to S.M Company and fought for her dreams.

The next month, she turned 17......

PS: From the good, dedicated to Sika!

Hope I don't feel like I'm watery......

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