I covered my mouth and tried to hold back tears. Listening to Chun'er say this, I suddenly understood why she had changed so much. It is inevitable that a person will have psychological wounds that cannot be healed after experiencing such an experience as hers. "So, when Yinyu sent you to me against your will, and I sent you back to the servant house because you were Yinyu's man, did you start hating me?" I asked, feeling guilty.

Maybe she recommended herself to my hospital at the beginning, in addition to Yinyu's explanation, but also because the servant side reminded her of the darkness of the past, so she was in a hurry to escape. Because of this, I was afraid that I was wrong at first, I didn't know that she had such an experience, and simply thought that she was the person who was installed by Yinyu and pushed her away from the cold, and let her go back to the servant's room to experience fear and a long wait, this kind of waiting made her suffer from the past all the time, so she began to hold a grudge against me, because I was no different from the steward in her eyes, but the steward hurt her directly, and I let her go through it again mentally in the nightmare of waiting time every day。 "Actually, I didn't hate you at first, I really wanted to do something for the ninth master to repay his kindness. Even if you refused me to stay with you, at that time I still thought that you had your troubles, and although I was a little disappointed, I didn't blame you for it......" Chun'er shook her head and stared at me with deep gloom, but I believed her words, just because it had come to this point, there was no need for her to say these words to coax my friendship. "Then why ......" I wanted to ask why she still helped others to frame me in the end, but she interrupted before she could ask. "What my sister wants to know, I'll say it today, but just now I also have a precondition, and my sister must promise to help me do something. Chun'er smiled lightly and pulled the topic back to square one. "What's the matter?" I asked warily. "I'll tell you everything, so that you can get the confession and the evidence that can bring down the man, but you must find a way to get me out and leave me alive. Chun'er said in a firm tone. "Don't you think too highly of me? Let's not say that I don't have the right to do this, even if I do, do you think that one of your confessions can save your life? Chun'er, I know that you have had a hard time these years, but once you do something, you must bear the consequences. Even if I don't pursue it, the fourth master will not let it go. How could I possibly have the power to change anything? "Chun'er's request shocked me, and I don't know why she insisted that I was capable of saving her life, and asked to be sent out of the house. "I have the child of the Ninth Master in my belly, can't I let my sister save me for this reason?" Chun'er smiled and slowly said something like earth-shattering thunder.

Chun'er's words were like a sharp knife suddenly cutting a knife in the heart, the sudden pain made me almost suffocate, my body trembled, and I scolded in a deep voice: "How is this possible? You have been in the palace for three months, and the detention time has been nearly a month, if you are pregnant, don't you know, how can you send you here?"

"My sister doesn't claim to be well-versed in medical science, why don't you diagnose her own pulse and find out the truth?" Chun'er hooked her lips and smiled, and raised her hand and stretched out her hand in front of me without hesitation.

Looking at her calm appearance, I already believe most of the heart, and when my fingers hold her pulse, my heart has completely fallen into a trough. It is indeed a sign of pregnancy, and it can be clearly judged from the pulse that it has been at least more than three months.

"Sister is credible now?" continued, "If it weren't for the sake of saving this child, why would I follow that man's instructions to frame my sister......

"For this child? do you mean that the man knows that you are pregnant?" I didn't expect it to be like this, and I asked in a hurry with too many questions in my heart.

"My sister has always been smart, and she can see everything more thoroughly than ordinary people, would you not think that there would be anyone in this house who hates her sister so much?" Chun'er sat down at the table, her eyes were unusually bright and cold under the dim oil lamp.

"Is it true that the Li family asked you to do all this?" I no longer avoided calling the Li family by name, and asked.

"That's it, whatever my sister wants to know, I'll say it in 1510, but there's no basis for what I say. If I want to sign Chen Tang's confession, I'm afraid I need my sister's promise. Chun'er still said these words in a light and breezy tone. "Now that you have Yinyu's child, I can send someone to help you bring him a message and let him find a way to save you. "Facing Chun'er and the child in her belly, I suddenly had a trace of resentment towards Yinyu, only to feel that he was too indifferent, since he asked for Chun'er's body, but he didn't give her a name, and sent it to me in a grand manner. At this moment, he is no longer the chivalrous and tender man in my eyes in the past, only the deep disappointment and sadness of his cold-blooded ruthlessness. "No, you can't tell him. Not to mention that he is so disgusted with me now that I hurt you, even if I enter the mansion, I may not be able to get his favor again. It's even possible that he won't let me keep this child because of his resentment towards me. Even if he stayed, he would be disgusted and disgusted when he saw the child. Rather than have such a miserable future in the future, I want to find a place to give birth to my child and live the rest of my life incognito as a widow. Chun'er heard me say that she was going to tell Yinyu, and her emotions suddenly became excited. "But I can't do anything about what you ask. I don't deny that her concerns are right, but there is nothing she can do. "No, I'm sure my sister's intelligence will come up with a solution. Of course, my sister can not agree, and I will tell the truth, but by then I and the child in my womb will be dead anyway, so it is up to me to say or do something. Sister, what do you think is good?" Chun'er suddenly burst out laughing at the mention of the past, her smile hideous and twisted, as if her heart had been twisted.

At this moment, I almost wondered if the Chun'er in front of me had been replaced with the same soul. She is no longer the Chun'er I remember, her expression is indifferent and cold, which makes people feel cold and terrible.

I noticed something abnormal in Chun'er's spirit, and I didn't want to stimulate her emotions too much, so I temporarily avoided the topic, calmed my tone as if chatting, and asked softly, "I need to think about this, let's sit down and talk about it first." I want to know, since the death of that steward, have you been with Yinyu?"

"My sister really still cares about the Ninth Master, right?" Chun'er smiled and said, "If my sister had shown that she cared about the Ninth Master earlier, if she hadn't insisted so much on returning the jade pendant to the Ninth Master, how could I have made such a big determination to seek justice for the Ninth Master's infatuation." ”

I heard Chun'er say this in a trance, and a chill ran down my spine. It turned out that it wasn't because I refused to stay with her, nor because it was for the sake of the child in my belly, that was what really made her frame me.

"Yes, he and I care about each other, but as you said, I have my own problems. She replied to Chun'er's words, trying to elicit something she wanted to know when she was mentally unstable.

"The ninth master is a good person, after the death of the steward, I have no restraints, and under his protection, I live a comfortable and happy life. The wives and concubines around him are also quite virtuous, even if they know that he is very good to me, they usually don't feel sorry for me, and even privately asked me about my relationship with him, and even mentioned to him in person that he would take me into a room, but he refused. His wives and concubines don't know why, but I know in my heart that the person he really wants is you. Chun'er's emotions calmed down, her expression was still confused, she smiled and recalled everything in the Yinyu Mansion, and when she said the last sentence, her eyes were full of gloom.

I just listened in silence as she spoke, without interrupting.

"I serve by the side of the ninth master, and he doesn't hide everything about you from me. He carefully treasured the things you gave him, took them out from time to time to look at them, and said that this is called seeing things and thinking about people. When the news of the fourth master's stay in your courtyard reached him for the first time, he was very drunk, hugged me and called your name, and blamed himself for not keeping you by his side because he had too many concerns. At that time, I tried to seduce him, trying to help him relieve his sorrows, but even though he was drunk, he still kept the etiquette, saying that he could not harm you, and he could not let you recover. So I kept the etiquette and got along with him innocently for a year. “

Chun'er said this, her fluttering eyes showed a longing for Chun's feelings, she caressed herself with her hand as if she was recalling the way Yinyu hugged her, such a behavior as if she was ghosted, I couldn't help but shudder, but I had to suppress the urge to run away from the door and continue to stay and listen to her memories.

"Until the day before the Chinese New Year, he got the news that something happened to you, I'm afraid it was a fatal thing, and his whole person was in chaos. He said to me, you have a bad time in the Fourth Master's Mansion, the Fourth Master can't give you the life you want, but he can, he has to find a way to take you away, and then let you stay by his side forever. He had been preparing for this for months, waiting for the opportunity for you to leave the house alone. Looking at his excited look that morning, I felt that the sun was shining exceptionally. But when he returned home, he seemed to be plunged into darkness, locked himself in his study, burned everything about you, and then began to cry while drinking alcohol. I was the only one by his side that day, and he was so drunk that he thought I was your phantom, and kept pouring out his feelings for you and blaming you for his cruelty. I couldn't bear to see him in such pain, so I ...... That night was the first time I became a real woman, and he probably thought it was a dream, and the object of the dream was you, so he asked for it again and again without reservation. (To be continued.) )