Chapter 160: There are many hidden worries
Carrying a food box containing a newly made small snack, he led Xiaoshunzi to the front yard together. www.biquge.info According to the past practice, there are not too many restrictions on me going to the front yard, and when I arrive at the door of Yinzhen's study, I can usually enter smoothly just by Su Peisheng's formal courtesy. But when he came to the door of the study this time, he was directly stopped by Su Peisheng, and heard him say: "Gege should go back, you don't have to come over these days."
Hearing Su Peisheng stop me like this and say this, my heart sank, but I still said with a faint smile on my face: "Actually, there was nothing to do, but I just thought that I hadn't seen him for some days, and the weather was sultry these days, and I heard that the fourth master's appetite didn't seem to be very good, so I was quite worried, and I just made some new snacks and sent them over." Since the fourth master is busy, let's bother my father-in-law to transfer it on his behalf. ”
After I finished saying this, I took the food box from Xiao Shunzi's hand and handed it over in person, and I saw a moment of hesitation flashing on Su Peisheng's face, but he still raised his hand to take the food box, sighed lightly, walked a few steps out, and said in a low voice: "Rong Slave said something that he didn't like, Gege really shouldn't have gone to the Internal Affairs Mansion that day, and now the master is afraid that there is a knot in his heart, and he is afraid that he will not be able to dissolve it for a while." ”
Since I entered the house, Su Peisheng has taken care of me quite a lot, at first it was because I was the only person who could persuade Yinzhen besides him, and then because I saw that Yinzhen was quite attentive to me, and then I got along for a long time, and gradually became familiar with each other, and he also understood that although I was always not far away from Yinzhen, many important things would still be as sincere as him towards Yinzhen, so he naturally became close.
"Actually, I don't know where the fourth master's heart is, I have always understood his thoughts, if it weren't for this, I wouldn't have come here today. Now that I'm here, I also want to try to untie this knot in my heart. In fact, I didn't hide it from my father-in-law, I went to the Internal Affairs Office that day just to find out the truth of the matter and help the master of Fujin wash away his grievances, but I didn't expect to fall into the calculations of others. At that time, it was inevitable that it would be inconvenient to explain more, so I would ease it first, and I wanted to wait for the matter to pass before I talked about it in detail. That's what I think is, the fourth master is a person with a clear heart, and he should be able to detect something wrong in the middle. But I didn't expect that the fourth master took it seriously this time, so he saved the mustard, could it be that after so many years, he couldn't see me clearly?"
"The events of that day were indeed strange, and the master understood it in his heart. But if Gege really understands the thoughts of the fourth master, he shouldn't have much to do with the ninth master. Not to mention this kind of thing, any man will be taboo, not to mention that the ninth master and the eighth master are one heart, although the eighth master is gone, but he secretly let the ninth master in private to separate the relationship between the fourteenth master and the master, and fight with the fourteenth master for that position. Of course, this is also inevitable, but the bad thing is that the one above seems to be quite fond of the Fourteenth Master, and his attitude towards our master during this period of time is quite cold. Because our master's temperament is too upright, and he is too true about some facts, he has always been at odds with the adults in the court, so he naturally doesn't want to see the fourth master gain power, so he saw that the eighth master had the intention to support the fourteenth master and the ninth master was maneuvering around, and he began to move towards the fourteenth master one-sidedly. Therefore, the master is now in a dilemma and is alone......"
Speaking of this, Su Peisheng's second half of the sentence suddenly stopped talking, and he pondered silently for a moment before he said cautiously: "There is a sentence that a slave should not talk much, but the slave has seen a lot of people, and he thinks that he still has a little eyesight to know people, and he knows that Gege is a good one, so I still want to mention it more." Now the house is not monolithic, if Gege really wants to untie this knot, just listen to the slave - from now on, Gege will treat himself as a deaf, blind and dumb person, don't listen to anything, don't look at anything, don't say anything, don't do anything, so as not to set himself on fire, not only to make himself embarrassed, but also to make the master tie his hands and feet. ”
When I saw Su Peisheng's deep groan, I waited quietly for his next words, until he said this, and my heart was suddenly shocked. He said this vaguely, but I combined it with what he said earlier, and I heard the implicit meaning of this sentence very clearly.
There is a traitor in the house, Yinzhen is investigating, and the evidence and clues are not good for you at the moment—— this is what Su Peisheng wants to reveal to me, that traitor must want me to carry this black cauldron, and the clues that Yinzhen investigated may also point to me. No, with Su Peisheng's cautious mental habits, if Yinzhen really doubted me, he would definitely not say this to me so easily, otherwise if I was really a traitor, wouldn't I be in danger of startling the snake, and might even put Yinzhen in a more disadvantageous situation. In this world, maybe anyone will betray Yinzhen, but Su Peisheng will not, he is a person who will always and everywhere take Yinzhen's interests and safety as all priorities, so even if there is a little inappropriateness to Yinzhen, he will be very taboo. Could it be that these words were conveyed to me by Yinzhen through Su Peisheng's mouth?
I didn't say anything more, I didn't ask my guess, I just thanked him and went back to my yard with my heart on my mind.
On the way back to the courtyard, my thoughts were complicated, and I repeatedly wondered who the ghost in the house was, and I also vaguely felt that this matter might be inseparable from that unknown opponent.
originally thought that this was just a private fight in the inner house, but I didn't expect it to involve political disputes in the court. The battle between women in the house has been exhausting, and now it is fighting inside and outside, which only makes people feel exhausted, and they are also upset for a while.
After thinking about it, I suddenly remembered what Yinyu said that day, "No matter what the current situation is, it's just a matter for men" , I can't help but smile bitterly, I still think that he is too naïve, there are a few things in the court that are not involved with the women in the harem, their men are fighting with each other, their own family needs to choose to side, and they need to take ownership for the benefit of men and the family, plus how can the world break their selfishness, even the women in the inner house naturally hope that they can occupy a position in the most chaotic time, and they can have a share of hard work in the future no matter what. On the contrary, a fire in the backyard is also a common method between political enemies, so women will become pawns fighting each other, and they may not suffer half a point less than the men who fight each other openly and secretly in the court.
Helpless to be born in the emperor's family - this sentence was originally just a sigh as a bystander, but now I also have a deep experience, and even fall into it and can't extricate myself.
Deaf, blind and mute? If you are an ordinary woman who doesn't know anything, you may be able to do it simply, but for me, who already knows what the future holds, it can't be done at all.
But thinking of this, my heart suddenly settled down again - yes, the future has long been known, at least it is certain that history will inevitably correct its trajectory and go in the established direction, even if I don't do anything, there are still so many people who can sit in that position, I shouldn't be in a hurry, if I don't do anything now, I'm afraid that the one who should be anxious is the one who wants to hide in the dark. Maybe I should really change my habits of action, learn to brake with static, and respond to all changes with immobility, at least I should believe in Yinzhen, and believe that he can handle everything in that position in the future. (To be continued.) )