Chapter 41: The Choice (Part II)
"Oppa, you say...... Can you turn back time?"
If it is a science fiction theme, behind this question, you can probably water a lot of theoretical terms about space-time put forward by special relativity and general relativity, and by the way, explain why many scientists think that time can be reversed, and how to realize it in the theoretical framework, and then water its origin Klein bottle, or the way it is most likely to be realized "wormhole".
But in fact, this is a novel that can only be water love, Ahn Jun-hyuk is not a physicist, he has only heard the name of relativity, and knows that Einstein is great, in addition, similar to the theory of gravity, unified field theory, space-time field resonance theory...... He hadn't even heard of it.
But silence doesn't mean he doesn't know.
Since the concept of going back in time was proposed, countless scholars have devoted themselves to the discussion of this concept with great enthusiasm, not because of how great the concept is or what it has subverted, but because in the process of human growth, human beings will always face choices, and we cannot see how the future will develop, so the choices are only based on the current situation, or they may only come from impulse.
The result of this is that one day we look back and see how many opportunities we have missed, career, love, and life, so we regret, chagrin, and suffer!
Whether it is the pursuit of perfection or the insatiable desire, when Einstein did not appear, people in ancient times imagined such a thing as "regret medicine". And one day, people found out that there was a theory that many scientists supported, saying that time can be turned back. Then, the enthusiasm is out of control.
No one can say that everything is right in their life, the so-called right and wrong are only the judgments that are beneficial or harmful with reference to the different circumstances, in fact, the environment is always changing, so right and wrong are inconclusive. If Mencius's "people are permanent, and then they can change" is a little expectation that people are powerless to change the past and have to restrain themselves to hope for the future, then "turning back time" seems to be the most perfect way to solve the problem.
Find out you're wrong. You don't need to absorb the lessons anymore. Bear the pain again, go back in time and fix it!
This is probably the wish of all human beings.
But does it really solve the problem?
After being silent for a long time, Ahn Jun-hyuk smiled bitterly.
Is it a kind of time rewind from "dream" to reality? Is everything you do right?
Pondered. After a long silence. He closed his eyes—
- No!
Even if he didn't know Einstein's theory, he knew that time was non-linear. It is not simply from A-B-C, whether it is now or when he passes through a "dream" again, when he himself is at the corresponding point in time, the intersectionality of cause and effect has already begun, and any decision he makes will generate a new future.
And those futures are completely alien to the "future" he knows from the past, so the concept of right and wrong is re-established.
It's his pain!
When others encounter troubles, they can still hope for some ethereal things to comfort themselves or escape - such as Xiaoxian, who feels unhappy at all now, and thinks about how good it would be if time went back, and she could stop those troubles and they wouldn't happen. Only he understood that this kind of imagination was meaningless, so he was also extremely sad.
He couldn't even find sustenance in this kind of ethereal place, he didn't even have the opportunity to avoid it at all, pretending to turn a blind eye to comfort himself to maintain his current situation, even the most unlikely time rewind reminded him: the responsibility is there, you must face it!
…… Must face ......
Even if it hurts, because you can't escape!
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Xiujing was awakened by Jingyan's crying, and got out of bed drowsy, and before she even opened her eyes, she accurately groped for her daughter's small bed, picked her up, and touched her buttocks without urine or stool, and the chaotic brain immediately reflexively judged that her daughter was hungry, so she pulled open her clothes, and the loud cry then stopped abruptly.
The drowsiness had not yet dissipated, yawning, rubbing his eyes, and dimly finding that the light was dim, only a beam of sunlight shining through the gap in the curtain of the floor-to-ceiling window. The morning was already blurred because she wasn't awake at the time, and after thinking about it carefully, she judged that it was about Junhyuk who was afraid of disturbing her sleep, but now she didn't have to, so she raised her hand and pulled it away, and in the sound of a bang, the outside world was exposed to the blazing sun, and the glorious city overlook came into view.
It feels so hot......
Raising her hand to cover her eyes, the temperature in the room naturally couldn't look hot like outside, but the blazing white light in her eyes filled her eyes, which still made her feel excited and woke up completely.
Lowering her head, she seemed to be aware of the sunshine Jingyan, and while she was breastfeeding hard, she also opened her dark eyes and looked around. When she met her gaze, the little guy suddenly waved his little hand, and his cute appearance made her smile.
"Little trick-or-treating!"
During the teasing, most of them heard Jingyan's crying, and Jisoo, who caught up, pushed open the door of the master bedroom.
"Sister-in-law woke up, and was about to wake you up for breakfast, but Sister Sachiko just rewarmed up. ”
"Oh, I'll go when I'm done feeding Jingyan. Answering casually, Xiujing looked behind Jisoo, there was no one there, and asked, "Your brother has already gone to the company?"
"No, the official documents in the study are still there, and I went out at 6 o'clock in the morning...... Should I go to a morning exercise?"
Lin Xiujing turned her head to look at the sky outside the window, speechless: "Practice until now?"
Jisoo shrugged.
Forget it, she doesn't bother to think about it, she has always been less involved in her lover's private space. put aside some doubts, chatted with Jisoo casually, and after a while, when her daughter was full, she took care of changing the diapers, and handed them over to Jisoo for temporary care, and then she took time to take a bath.
For Lin Xiujing, the real day has just begun, and taking a bath is undoubtedly an easy way to get rid of sleepiness and bring a good mood to the beginning of the day.
She never thought about what would happen today, home life is not about reading novels, you have to be ready for dramatic conflicts, for many people, life is just day after day of dullness, the difference is that some people are bored and some people enjoy it.
Lin Xiujing probably belongs to the category of enjoyment, so when Jingyan, who took a bath and cried because her mother left (or maybe she didn't like Ahn Ji-so), she finally had some time to eat, and she could watch the news while poking the omelette on the plate, thinking that the morning would pass like this, the door of the living room opened, Ahn Junhyuk came back, came to sit next to her in silence, and stopped talking.
Very abruptly, her ideal life was shattered like this.
In retrospect, it is ridiculous that the beginning of the next qiē is also a very bland sentence:
"Xiujing, I'...... Want to talk to you about ......" (to be continued......)