Chapter 199: Sylvia's Monologues
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Alvira's consciousness was completely wiped out.
However, Qi Ye's body had already been eroded by that huge force, she was not a strictly trained saint after all, and just one divine descent made her completely lose her vitality.
Standing staggering in place, the consciousness that belonged to Qiye finally returned.
The drow elf, who was full of ambition but did not dare to take responsibility, was stunned, and tears welled up in his eyes.
“…… Am I finally brave?" she presumably referred to her attempt to rebel against Alvira's consciousness, "but I can't, sorry...... I'm probably going to be labeled as a faithless, tortured on the walls of the unbelievers, and finally turned into chaos......"
Charlotte didn't know how to answer, after all, if it weren't for him, the fate of the sisters Qiye and Sky might not have been so tragic.
He used to think that Qiya was a cautious woman who had no sense of responsibility and responsibility, and only played some tricks, but her attempt to rebel against Alvira's consciousness caused him to change that opinion.
"No, you're brave!" Charlotte could only reply.
Qiye gave Charlotte a miserable smile, "...... Master, I'm so scared!"
Poof!
She fell to the ground, no more to be heard.
Charlotte stepped forward and closed her eyes with mixed feelings.
He looked at Sylvia, who frowned and tilted her head slightly unpleasantly.
What a sarcasm!
A strong enemy that he couldn't resist in his opinion, but he was as weak as a three-year-old child in front of his sister. This made the proud mage have to suppress the ripples in his heart, and he could only look at Sylvia's beautiful side face with complicated eyes and sighs.
- Someday......
After that, Daphne and Teklin were able to take a vow at Charlotte's intercession, and were sent back to the main physical realm by Sylvia.
After saying goodbye to Daphne and Tyklin, Charlotte gathered Heywood's bones and decided to bury him in the basement where she lived, where she would complete the transformation of Alvira's Eye.
Walking with Sylvia on the way back to the city of Futarazi, Charlotte was tempted to say something several times. Sylvia was also a little uneasy, and the two were silent until Charlotte couldn't help breaking the silence anymore.
"When did my sister become the Illusion Throne?"
His active conversation soothed Sylvia's stiff expression.
"After sealing Gerald and the Calamity Witch, for the multiverse that has experienced two fierce battles, the Root King is a superfluous existence. So I raised the throne in the fire elemental realm, and with the help of illusion, I concealed the glory of the throne in one fell swoop. ”
"Yes, I've always been worried that my sister will fall into the witch's ambush! It seems that I thought too much, in my sister's eyes, I shouldn't have taken the witch in my eyes at all. Charlotte's smile was a little bitter.
"No, Charlotte is worried about me, and I'm very happy. I didn't mean to hide it from you, but ......"
- I'm worried that this will become a chasm between the two!
Sylvia's unspoken words became the common voice of the two walking side by side.
"You know what? Charlotte. Sylvia quickly changed the subject, and said in a brisk tone that was deliberately stiff, "The reason why I raised the throne is precisely because of what the witch said. ”
"Which one?"
"I have no feelings. The moment I opened my eyes from the petri dish, I didn't realize the difference, but then I realized that, as the witch said, I was an emotionless monster. ”
"Sister, sister, no! you don't seem to me ......" Stopping in her tracks, Charlotte tried to comfort her, but was gagged by her delicate index finger.
"I know what you're trying to say, I'm so happy! But I'm not lying, I really didn't have feelings. I'm not going to be happy, I'm not going to be sad, I'm not going to be jealous, and when I see Lu Sien so depressed for Eleni, I even think, 'That's such a stupid person', but now that I think about it, the really stupid and boring person should be me." ”
She recounts her past.
"It wasn't until Rusin said to me, 'I'm sorry, Sylvia, it's all my fault,' that I realised I was really different......"
That night, the young Sylvia knocked on Lu Sien's door with her schoolwork.
The guards on duty did not dare to stop the princess of the ice lake, they did not squint and remained loyal.
The door quickly opened from the inside, and Lu Sien, with his long hair and scruffy beard, was tired and didn't squeeze out a smile until he saw Sylvia.
"Was it done so quickly? ”
'Hill' was Lus's nickname, but Sylvia didn't like it.
"Yes, Your Majesty. ”
Answering with a glance, Sylvia never called Lu Sien her father, even though he and Eagle had created her together.
Lu Sien shook his head bitterly, and gave way with an inexplicable feeling.
The schoolwork was quickly reviewed, and Lu Sien pointed out a few of the mistakes, and he couldn't help but sigh deeply when he noticed Sylvia's indifferent way of writing the main points.
"I have to laugh once in a while, that's the vitality that a girl of this age should have. ”
"But Your Majesty, you always have a sad face. ”
Probably there was nothing to say, and after a while, the stunned Lu Sien changed the topic.
"Claudine has complained to me more than once that her lovely sister is too cold. ”
"But I don't want to deal with that idiot. ”
This was the voice of young Sylvia, and I always felt that too much contact with him would lead to unimaginable trouble. And Sylvia hates inefficient troubles.
"Well, even though that kid is quite stupid, I guess I can't help but cry secretly when I hear you. Lu Sien seemed to be deliberately looking for a topic, "Does Hill have any dreams?"
"Dreams?" Sylvia, tilting her head and looking expressionless, looked extra cute.
"Yes, it's a dream. For example, what kind of person do you want to become, what kind of wealth do you want to have, etc., ......"
"Something like Your Majesty wants to resurrect Eleni?"
"......" Under the magic lamp, Lu Sien's face was pale, and he sighed and laughed at himself, "Probably......"
"No, the meaning of being alive is to be alive, that's what Mr. Eagle told me. ”
“…… Eagle...... "Probably remembering his departed friend, Lu Sien was silent again, "I think he just wants you to live well, only then can you have the opportunity to find the true meaning of life." ”
"There is no need for such a thing at all, to live is to live, to die is to die, to be born, to be old, to be sick and to die, the book says that this is the law of nature. Since sooner or later we are going to die, what's the point of finding the true meaning or not?"
The calloused palm stroked Sylvia's blonde hair, and in the latter's strange eyes, Lu Sien showed a sad expression.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" By the end, his voice was already choked, "I've done too many stupid things, and I'm arrogant and I'm going to have nothing." So...... Please, please live well, I believe that one day you will find the treasure that you have devoted your life to! I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Sylvia......"
Am I so strange? Why do they all look at me with strange expressions? Birth, old age, sickness and death are normal things, but why do peasants sigh because of a bad harvest, nobles are distressed by the encroachment of their land, and so powerful Lu Sien is decadent because of Eleni?
Am I really a monster, as those servants say?
With such doubts in mind, Sylvia left the castle alone for the first time.
That night it was pouring rain, and Sylvia sat alone under a cherry blossom tree, ignoring the guards who were shouting for her, and pondered the question.
Maybe a monster like me shouldn't have come into this world at all, she thought.