Qinglan stared at Xu Miyi indifferently, and after a while, she moved her lips and spoke softly:

"Are you going to snitch?"

Although the words were inquiry, the indifference of completely staying out of the matter, as if what she wanted to keep now was not her own secret, but just talking about the lines of the drama with her friends.

Xu Miyi was also slightly stunned, but soon, she shook her head decisively.

"No...... If you go back, it won't do you any good, either for the young city lord or for me. ”

"I can still remember you, it was a complete accident. When talking about "accident", Xu Miyi's voice trembled imperceptibly. Apparently what flashed in her mind a moment ago was not a pleasant memory.

"It was that time that I realized that knowing too much is not a good thing. Reluctantly speaking of this, Xu Miyi smiled bitterly, "There was a time when I didn't know how glad you were missing. ”

"Then help me hide it together. Such an answer seemed to be expected by Qinglan, and she immediately took advantage of the situation.

"Let me enjoy my stolen free time. Even if this freedom is just a fleeting bubble. ”

Xu Miyi looked at the girl in front of him and sighed faintly.

Only when faced with this girl, she didn't know what to do, let alone what was right. Maybe it's because the fate of this girl is both detached from her own and closely related to herself. One wrong step, one wrong step......

It wasn't supposed to be like this...... Originally, she would usher in her end in a daze when she didn't know anything. It was only because of that childhood accident that she accidentally had the right to choose, and because of this, she needed to endure more pain in facing the truth.

And Qinglan's pain, is it because she sees the world too clearly and thoroughly?

……

On the battlefield, the situation is changing rapidly.

After repeated pursuits and fierce attacks, Yan Yueque has successfully beheaded Ou Yao.

Although the so-called "blue flash" is indeed a bit difficult to capture. But Yan Yueque is not an ordinary person, once in the ring, Ye Shuo and Ren Jianfei combined forces, and barely defeated a strong enemy, for him, the young master of Tianxiao Pavilion, there are hundreds of ways to make his life worse than death.

In addition to all kinds of subtle moves, the high-level magic weapon he carried with him alone was equivalent to a small treasure trove.

When Ou Yao was tortured, his life bar was exhausted, and he was unwilling to die, Yan Yueque looked at his desperate eyes into his heart. This was certainly a great relief to him, but it was also like pulling off a foundation of motivation, and he began to feel that his physical strength was becoming more and more exhausted under the continuous struggle.

Feng Boliang's shared realm, he was not unaware. In the past, he would definitely be stubborn and shout, "I'd rather die than the favor of the demon girl of the Nine Shadows Palace".

It's just that in this trial, he slowly began to understand that everything will not go as people want, and you can't want everything when you live alone. In order to survive, to achieve something, you have to learn to give up something.

It's like fighting now, if you want dignity and want to go to the battlefield to kill the enemy, the final result can only be that you get nothing.

Everyone's innate gifts are different, some carry a huge chest full of gold and silver treasures, while others are empty-handed. On the journey of life, what people experience is to drop some things along the way and pick up some things to maintain the balance of the box in their hands.

As for what to pick up and what to put down, it varies from person to person. It can only be said that due to different choices, someone may have put down the treasure and picked up the garbage. But there are also people who are quite the opposite. Sure enough, as Qinglan said, the "exchange" of life is everywhere.

As for what he exchanged, Yan Yueque doesn't know now. What he could be sure of was that the weight in his current box was much more substantial than the time when he was in Tianxiao Pavilion.

After slashing down a few enemies again, the wind around them was surging and a blood-colored arc of light in the shape of a cross was slashing at an extremely fast speed. The urgency of the strength seemed to stagnate even the flowing air under the blood.

Yan Yueque subconsciously raised her sword to resist, however, perhaps because the spiritual power was consumed too much, when the long sword came into contact with the blood, it was easy to get out of her hand and fly out. The powerful force that drove straight into him exploded in his chest with the shocking momentum of a cannonball exploding!

With a "poof", Yan Yueque spurted out a mouthful of blood and fell on the horse's back in embarrassment.

In front of him was a whirlwind of the world, he barely raised his hand to hold his chest, and the pain of excessive spiritual power consumption flooded up one after another at this time.

The doctor had just warned him not to use his spiritual power lightly. Indeed, he is too arrogant......

At this time, from all directions, a strange spiritual power rushed towards him. Yan Yueque could only lie low on the horse's back, unable to move.

The sound of the wind in my ears is urgent—

The expected pain has not come down for a long time.

Yan Yueque raised his eyes and looked over, only to see that the various attacks that should have fallen on him had been steadily caught by a black arc of light at this time, Feng Boliang's fingertips turned slightly, and the ghostly light also seemed to have life, and a repulsive force emerged from within, ejecting all the attacks from all sides.

"You go first, I'll cut off here. Feng Boliang didn't say much, and after hurriedly instructing Yan Yueque, he turned the reins of the horse and drove the horse forward alone.

Staying here, he will face not only Yan Lilin, but also those Group B generals who are gradually attracted back from the frontal battlefield. It can be said that it is completely nine deaths and one life.

But even if the two advance and retreat together, with the current situation, the result is likely to be that neither of them can go. In this case, it is necessary to make a choice in time, and to survive one by one!

Feng Boliang had this plan in her heart, and she was about to drive her war horse and rush into the crowd of enemies.

Unexpectedly, before she could raise the whip again, Yan Yueque suddenly raised her hand and grabbed her.

"If you come together, you have to go together, and no one in our group should be missing!"

He looked at her like this, and shouted out such a sentence urgently.

It's like an eternal vow.

Feng Boliang also looked back at him in shock. This kind of declaration of "living and dying together" is really not like the style of this eldest young master......

At this moment, between the two, it seemed that some special spark was ignited.

I don't know if it's the current sharing realm that makes them spiritually compatible, or the relationship that has been going on for several days has made them have the same mind.

"Tom tom" twice, around the two of them, two beams of light rose at the same time. It was a fire that burned from their souls, one pure black to summon the evil of the netherworld, and the other pure white to symbolize the holiness of light. The two seem to be incompatible with each other, but they rise up in unison, tossing and turning in mid-air, and the two extreme colors are getting closer and closer in repeated fusion.

Gradually, there is another color that is different from the solid color, which occupies an absolute dominance in the light of Dasheng. Around it, there seemed to be two phoenix phantoms spreading their wings and singing, and in the flames, they plunged into the raging firelight, looking for a new life accompanied by light and darkness.

The combined striking skills of the two, the combined striking skills of the young master of Tianxiao Pavilion and the young lady of the Nine Shadows Palace, were impossible in the eyes of everyone, at such a special time and on a special occasion, in front of the enemy troops in Group B, in front of the companions in Group A who rushed to help, and in front of the audience all over the world...... The shock erupted!

……

The war ended earlier than expected.

With the help of Yan Yueque and Feng Boliang's combined attack skills, the two successfully fought their way out of the encirclement and led the army to withdraw. Not only gave Ding Cheng a strong blow, but also relieved the siege of Jiacheng, it can be said that everyone who participated in this battle has done the best they can.

"This victory is no coincidence. Afterwards, Qinglan said to Yan Yueque, "It's the result of you finally finding your most important thing and giving full play to it." ”

"My most important thing ......" Yan Yueque frowned, "What is it?"

"It's your last bit of self. Qinglan replied in a steady voice.

"Ever since you were a child, you've been living for all kinds of things outside your body. You work hard to cultivate, you want to win a smile from your sweetheart, you want to be appreciated by your elders, and you want to get praise and status from the outside world. ”

"You never do things because you like them, but because the environment you are in requires you to do this, and the elders who have high expectations for you want you to do this. ”

"You have always lived in the eyes of others, you may be a good son, a good brother, a good commander, a good student, but you are not yourself. ”

"What you love is what Tianxiao Pavilion loves, and what you hate is also what Tianxiao Pavilion hates. On the surface, you are the pride of the sky, and you have everything. However, you never live for yourself once. ”

These words are really not ordinary "heart-piercing". Even if it was Yan Yueque, her expression at this time was a little painful. But Qinglan didn't care and continued to speak bluntly.

"Only today, you have followed your true wish to break the barrier with the eldest lady of the Nine Shadows Hall and fight side by side. It's the first time you've listened to your inner voice. ”

"The self that has been suppressed by you, sleeping in your body for a long time, has awakened for the first time. ”

"You should be glad that in your heart, you have always maintained a little bit of yourself, so that you still have a part of yourself, instead of completely living as a puppet of Tianxiao Pavilion. ”

This paragraph, if Qinglan did not erase the audience's memory again and could make it broadcast simultaneously, it is worth thinking about many people.

To be honest, in modern society, people who live and lose themselves are not just Yan Yue.

The trajectory of most people's lives is predestined from the moment they are born.

Children go to school because they have to, they cultivate either to defend themselves or to make a name for themselves in the world, and then they work to earn a living, start a family, and reproduce offspring......

In this series of step-by-step lives, they had to be forced to accept many things that they did not like. I don't like the books I study, I don't like the classes, I don't like the boyfriends and girlfriends, and the only remaining hobbies have been talked about by many parties, and they have been called "not doing business".

Therefore, they can only give up their hobbies, give up the boys and girls they liked when they were young, and repeat the same life trajectory as everyone else. It seems that only in this way can they live in the crowd without distinction and be regarded as a "normal" person.

It's not that they like to live in the eyes of others, it's just that the whole society doesn't leave them a path of their own.

"I wandered between the two groups, just to collect the truth of people's hearts and see all kinds of life. Qinglan said faintly, "It's a pity that there are too many people, putting the cart before the horse, spending their whole lives chasing the unreachable floating shadows, but ignoring what they should cherish the most." ”

Indeed, in the transaction in the virtual space, she will get nothing except a little emotional fluctuation, a little memory. But what she really wants to experience is that there are so many different lives.

Those who "could" be in their own hands.

It's a pity that she was still disappointed in the end.

From a very early age, fate left a huge hole in her heart. She longed to fill it with other people's feelings and memories, but what she got was the same similar emptiness.

There are too many people who simply don't know what really matters to them. They just live with the crowd. From the first day they set foot in society, their souls are dead. All that continues to move is a shell that has been pulled by the lead.

Therefore, although the people in Group B gave up the transaction, it was rare for her to see something different, and she was also grateful to them.

"Then what is your most important thing?" Yan Yueque was indeed a little unaccustomed to this girl who always pretended to be profound, and asked at this time with a half-"demolition" and half-curious attitude.

A moment of ripple flashed in Qinglan's hollow eyes. It was a long time before she replied softly:

"The most important thing for me is precisely what I will never get. ”

"Isn't that ironic?" she smiled wryly, not continuing the conversation.

Although Yan Yueque wanted to ask, "more things are better than less" is almost his consistent philosophy of life. Therefore, he still couldn't persuade her to say, "If there is something to say, we will help you solve it".

It seems that he has never been able to be a "good old man". But forget it, how can life be done in one step?

Now, his spiritual backlash has recurred, and it's time to go back to his room to rest as soon as possible.

When he passed by Feng Boliang's side, his footsteps paused, and finally glanced at her more. And before making eye contact with her, he carefully turned his head away.

(End of chapter)