This night's Fu Ji is very different from before, the melancholy is gone, and it suddenly changed to relief, when he hugged me, he was warm and affectionate, and the time seemed to flow back to the day of the glass hall that day, the two people in the mirror were a pair, and even the shadows became a pair, and the happy ones were not real.

Although I enjoyed Fu Ji's kindness to me, my heart was still inevitably swollen, and it was still unspeakable under the surface of warmth, I saw Fu Ji's expression, and suddenly felt that this kind of relief should not appear on the face of an emperor.

Fu Ji can not be an emperor well, and he can be suspicious of people everywhere, but he can't even be an emperor.

He is the Holy One, my first love from the age of fourteen to the present, my God.

This night's agarwood incense is really inferior, it smells uncomfortable, and it burns so fast, I lay in Fu Ji's arms, thinking about what he wanted to say but not said, and the queen's position kept hovering in front of me, somehow, I had the urge to cry, and I felt that I was very hypocritical.

I understand, this time it's really not a petty fight, and it's not something that Fu Ji can control alone.

I get it.

Yasukuni is about to face a catastrophe.

After that, the days are peaceful, and it may seem to be peaceful, I said earlier that women's sixth sense is very accurate, especially their awareness of the situation is particularly sensitive, and they look at Cheng Guogong as the sky, watching the marriage between the Lu family and the palace fail, in fact, there is a lot of gossip to talk about, and there are many opportunities to fall into the well in front of me, but unfortunately the situation is extremely tense, and no one dares to say it, let alone Fu Ji, as long as there are beautiful clothes to wear every day, and exquisite dishes to eat, they can't take care of anything else.

Chang Yun learned that I had lifted the ban, and came to see me in the palace, his tone couldn't hear anything, but it was difficult to hide his loneliness, saying that his father had rushed back, and he was guarding the Yu Pass five hundred miles in front of Beijing, and he didn't dare to enter Beijing rashly, and then Fu Sen's current situation was not very good, and the saint paid attention to him again, but the power in his hands was dismantled, and it was not easy to pick it up again, it would take a year and a half to say less, in fact, it didn't matter if the marriage failed, she could wait for him, but she couldn't wait indefinitely, Chang Yun said that she had a hunch, maybe they couldn't be together at this time, then they would miss it in this life and this life。

At this time, it is better not to marry than to get married, at least if something really happens, you don't have to be sat down, and if you can't keep it, you can follow your dad to the border to stay well, and you don't have to see the bloody rain later.

So, what's the point of her waiting?

But I didn't say this, Chang Yun's temperament is strong, what is hidden inside is the wind and bones that are not bent, she will listen to what I say, but whether she listens or not is all her meaning, people who have always been noble in character probably have this problem, and they can't rub a little sand in their eyes, once they recognize it, they can't change it when they turn into ashes.

Just like once Fu Sen loses Fu Ji's trust, he will no longer be able to spread his hands and feet, and he will not be able to compete with Cheng Guogong.

Time is also fate, and there is nowhere to say.

Zhaosheng Palace became extremely deserted, Luo Zhiyi and I are not sympathetic, at most a woman watching a woman fall from a high place to the bottom, or such a proud and gorgeous woman, this state of mind is naturally very different, and the sense of superiority is several times stronger.

But thanks to the tolerance and generosity of Concubine Cheng, I was able to spend the last winter in Zhaosheng Palace, as Concubine Rui.

The weather is getting colder and colder, everyone knows that the snow is melting and spring is coming, but no one is happy about it, the iron hooves of the country have broken through three cities in a month, Fu Ji painted my eyebrows in the glazed palace, saying that Yuguan is located in the natural danger, it is the last line of defense, and it must not be moved, and the Tingwei and the Red Armor Army in Beijing now have 30,000 left, and they can barely delay it for a while, as long as it can be delayed until spring, he will think of a way here.

My focus is not on the next few sentences of him, I just care about the mirror, looking at myself in the mirror, my smiling eyes are crooked, my eyebrows are like green mountains, and I praise Fu Ji without hesitation, praise him for his good thrush painting, and praise himself for being born well, so that we can match each other like this.

Looking at Fu Ji in the mirror, his serious appearance is enough to make all women palpitate, I touched my cheeks, I always have extra caution in front of Fu Ji, I don't want him to see my bad side: "Is it really that good-looking?"

"Hmm," Fu Ji finally put down his pen, raised my chin and looked at it for a while, suddenly pecked at my eyes, and chuckled, "It's better to look like this." ”

I was satisfied, and kissed him back, cherishing this last bit of time with each other.

In fact, we all know in our hearts that we will never see the blooming scene of a hundred flowers after winter.

The psychological preparation is very perfect, the four words of the country and the death of the family are terrifying, but it is really coming, or to take care of food and clothing first, I looked at the newly sent plum in the morning of Nan Xi in the Zhaosheng Palace, and the flowers bloomed proudly, as if trying to maintain the last beauty, if it is not blooming, it is death. I approached the vase and smelled it, the fragrance was fragrant, but it was still not as beautiful as the peony I embroidered.

Lying on the collapse, I touched the lines on the flower shelf, my thoughts have been in a circle in the Nine Heavens, and when I finally came back, I somehow found out in my conscience, and I was busy directing to ask Wu Meizi to open the makeup drawer, take out some good-looking and delicate jewelry from it, and give them a little bit, especially the fragrant peach, at the beginning of the years in my hands has been beaten and scolded, and I have suffered a lot, and I deliberately gave her an extra set of noodles when I gave the jewelry, and I should apologize.

Fortunately, it's not an atonement, but it's valuable enough.

Just imagine, the master apologized to the slave, and that gave him a big face........

I said to them: "It seems that the palace will not stay for long, tomorrow I will say hello to the saint, and say that you two are old and let you out, these things should be able to eat for ten or eight years after you are sold, you go out of the palace and remember to run to the south, Anzhou is good, the farthest away, I can't hit there for a while, of course, if I have a way now, I will simply send you two to Tangling, which is the place where the Holy Ancestor made his fortune, and it is the safest." The noses of the black plum and fragrant peach in a few words were sour, and as soon as they were about to kneel, I shook my head and quickly asked them to get up: "Let's master and servant, these jewelry are my favorite to wear, just take it as a thought." ”

Wu Meizi choked, but she was still stupid, and just asked stupidly, "What should you do then?"

"Me" I pinched my chin and thought carefully for a while, but I didn't think for long, as if I had made up my mind: "It's not necessarily going to be a joke for those little sluts, and they still live with a shy face, in short, where the saint is, the palace is there~!"

It seems that this means that we are going to live and die with the Holy One.

After hearing this, Wu Meizi's eyes turned red, but she didn't expect that the concubine always said that the saint bullied her on weekdays, but in the end, she was still a little sincere.

Xiang Taozi was silent for a while, and asked another sentence: "Niangniang didn't think about what the consequences would be if she stayed?"

".............." I thought about it again, and I really didn't know how to answer her.

Do you stay, it should be pointed at the nose and scolded as a traitorous concubine, and then the historians of the Gongsun clan of the Xiangguo Kingdom will list the crimes one by one, and finally give me a big hat of Ji Si Chen, and when all of the above is done, it should not be far from death.

The mere building of the Glass Hall alone is enough for me to die three times.

I am the daughter of General Lu, the daughter of the tiger of the gate, I always want to do what I want, I think it is simple to do it, until Xiang Taozi now clearly pointed it out, I realized that the original country is really a very terrible and scary thing, I choose to stay in the palace to accompany Fu Ji, then I must be prepared to be brought out every day in the future to criticize and fight, and I may not be the dignified Rui Guifei of Yasukuni, my name will be reduced to two words, the title is not Rui, I have to change it to adultery.

After all, the source of Qingjun's side is always a red face and a bad water.

Life must be happy, but the happy days are always very short, who called me too proud before, see who is unhappy can let him live and let him die, see which little slut is pregnant with a child, I can't wait to cut her belly, and if it is not pleasing to the eye, you can also ask her to squat in the cold palace for a lifetime.

Sure enough, I was so proud that God couldn't see it, and he was going to kill me with thunder.

I'm not blaming Fu Ji, I'm just sorry for myself, why do men always have to rely on women's heads in the end when they do anything wrong? It seems that once they are reincarnated in the name of woe, everything is logical, men have fists and ambitions, and they can still make a comeback, while women are very unlucky, they are nailed to the stake, and the word woe is imprinted on the brain, so they can only pray when they are reincarnated in the next life, so that they don't give birth too beautiful, at least men can't find an excuse.

I haven't eaten well these days, and I have lost weight visibly, but I know it's not good, because it won't be long before I even get enough to eat.

So I still have to eat more, eat hard, and be a full ghost when I die, and only after death can I have the strength to go to the people who hurt me and Fu Ji to settle accounts.

Wu Meizi and Xiang Taozi are very affectionate, they both said out of the palace and don't know where to go, those jewelry sold is a pity, they accept it, but only temporarily put it away for me to keep it, in the future, the country will break through the palace gate will be plundered, there are too many good things in Zhaosheng Palace, we can't take it away, but we can smash it in advance, and don't leave them a little bit when they smash it into powder, as for the jewelry, you can secretly hide it and change it for a little supplement;

Who knows if there will be a chance in the future, the Fu royal family will make a comeback?

If you don't say that these two are worthy of being the first and second in command from my Zhaosheng Palace, it will be an idea for a while, and I will be stunned for a moment when I hear my master, I think it is simple, I just want to accompany Fu Ji, and they have already thought about how to drag me to live together in the future.

It's a good life, and it's worth learning.