Chang Yun and I, both of us, don't love to cry very much, like me, it's even more like this, and generally crying is also a purposeful cry, I used to cry in front of Fu Ji, I was carefully calculated to fall, crying a lot The next day, my face was swollen, and it seemed unnatural to cry less, and I only slipped one drop or two in my eye sockets, and I was proud of my family, and I had a pitiful feeling, so that I could look more pitiful, and Fu Ji would love me even more when I saw it.

These basic survival skills in the harem were originally very good at me.

But this time it's different.

This time, no one is protecting me, and no one is looking at me as a concubine, the door is locked, and the window is also tightly sealed, God doesn't even leave me a little way to live, who knows that the safest place will be so dangerous, Gongsun's people are all bastard seeds, and those who are born are either disciples or perverts, and they can't even see clearly at night, what kind of bullshit Hou Ye, it's not that he stepped into the door directly!

I was very aggrieved in my heart, compared to the first time I was wronged by Fu Ji like this and that, the grievances were ruthless, and this face naturally became a little sad, a little pitiful, and a little less delicate;

I don't know what else to do now but cry, but I can still separate my mind with tears, and I can't help but think about it;

If Fu Ji is still there..........

If he was there, he would either kill Gongsun Di on the spot, or drive him out of the Jing Palace, and the rest would not be able to do anything........

I couldn't see anything clearly in my tears, I wiped my face with my sleeve, put it down and looked, the cuffs were wet, I don't know if it was snot or tears, or maybe it was a combination of the two, and I didn't think it was sloppy and ruined the image, full of anger and resentment flowed out with the tears, there was a kind of helpless exhaustion, but the mood gradually opened up and calmed down a little.

Yes, no one is gone, so what's the point of mentioning him again?

Blame the cruel reality can't tolerate the word 'if', the rise and fall of an empire are two stages, it is the trend of the times, and it doesn't have much to do with who is the emperor, if Fu Ji is still alive, it's just a little later when the country is broken, and now that he is gone, I still have to fall to the point of being slaughtered, I still have to cry, I still have to think of him from time to time, and then when I am bored, I will find a place to sit down, and continue to remember the love that I and him have passed.

Or rather, the great youth that I am about to pass away.

Alas, my mother left too early, there is no shortage of food and clothing, but there is always something missing mentally, General Lu fought a tendon, and no one in the house taught me what true love is, I said I liked it, but I like Fu Ji, like Changyun, like Dad, and even the foul-mouthed Deng Fuzi I like him a lot, after all, he said that I and Changyun have the queen's life, this sentence is not stinky, and it still makes me happy for a long, long time.

Women have no love, maybe they will be decadent for a while, maybe they will be a resentful woman for a while, but fortunately I am not such a woman, not so much that I am decadent, it is better to say that I am lazy, too lazy to review the bad things in the past, and there is no sad heart like the resentful women.

Love is gone, then I take the right for granted, but the right seems to be too far away at the moment, so I can only take care of myself first, don't get sick and don't think about how to recreate the glory of the year, eating enough to take care of my body is always the most important.

Back then, my father sent me into the East Palace, and Deng Fuzi was only in his early twenties, and he was still very young, but a mouth made people want to strangle him, and told me for a while that the water in the East Palace was too deep, and for a while told me that a man's favor was never credible, and he could say anything bad, and almost said that I was depressed, and I wanted to castrate him, so that I could accompany me into the East Palace.

It's just that now it seems that all kinds of foreshadowing in the General's Mansion back then were not unreasonable, I was so broad-hearted, and I had to thank Deng Fuzi for giving me a preventive injection in advance at that time, so that I could save my brain in the deep palace, so that I would not be assimilated by that group of little sluts and become a poor creature who only knows how to please men.........

In fact, I knew from the beginning that Fu Ji and I are completely different people, he is wronged and angry, he never cares about being wronged and angry, there is always only one way to toss me, I am very mellow, crying can be laughing, no matter what, I always have to find an outlet to diffuse, and after a night of tears, my cheeks also laughed and hurt, and when the sun rose as usual the next day, I was the Lu Xianyi who was not fat again.

Except for being unbearable in bed, at other times, Fu Ji is a first-class good to me.

He walked in a chic and clean manner, but I have been alone in the cold palace for so long, and I still don't know what the last words he left for me were.

I only remember the last time he looked at me, and the emotions in his eyes were so turbulent that I could forget everything, but I couldn't forget his eyes;

Every time I think about it, I want to cry.

Especially at times like these.

The third watch passed, the night was dark, but there was still a long time before dawn, this night you came and went, patronizing and tossing, the most annoying thing is that there is no result yet, Gongsun Di tore my clothes, I was not very polite with him, fingernails seized the opportunity to poke up, and hit his head on the chin, with snot and tears to paste his palms, at best he was disgusted out, the concubine became a shrew on the spot, and Li Zhaoyi next door learned the same, in short, everyone is each other, I don't want to think about it if I suffer a loss。

After all, there is a huge disparity in physical strength between men and women, I am tired enough, and I thought that at least I could have a draw, but I didn't know that Gongsun Yan's chin pain had long been nothing, but the jaw didn't hurt and the head began to hurt, it didn't matter if she ran away from her, just catch it, but this woman is the most taboo to cry, crying is not playing, coaxing may not be good, not coaxing can be so one night.

He propped up his hands, leaned over to look, the person in his arms finally learned to be obedient, there was no wow wow crying, but there was no pear blossom with rain, the tears had long stopped, but the tears were mottled, and some of them were not dry and flowed down their cheeks, just like giving up the struggle.

As soon as Concubine Rui gave up struggling, Gongsun Di suddenly felt that the entire cold palace was quiet;

After making a fuss for a long time, he suddenly withdrew his troops, and he was still a little unaccustomed to it.

If you want to talk about the trouble, it is indeed more noisy, the beauty is crying, crying good-looking grabbing a lot, how can she be so unsophisticated, crying and crying, snot and tears come out together, and what to talk about emotionally reluctantly, just like a water-stained cat, how to stop it, out of breath, fortunately she stopped later, and wiped it clean, otherwise if she continued to cry, maybe she would have to burp in her throat, and she would have played all night.

"Why, don't you continue to cry?" he was not angry, his voice was still a little panting, purely tired: "What other tricks, if you can make it, you can use it, the women I have seen have gone to the sea, and there is a lack of this style of Niangniang." As he spoke, his voice began to gradually become hoarse, as if he was holding back the fire: "Coincidentally, it is also good for me to see what tricks you have hidden on you, so that Fu Ji will be fascinated by you." ”

I really want to say that it's not that Fu Ji is fascinated by me, it's my father and Cheng Guogong who are pinching each other, he has to weigh my status, and he should love me;

Besides, Fu Ji is so good-looking, and he has been able to see the palace from the East Palace, it should be said that I was fascinated by him.

"Ability, some are" I pouted, my eyes were bright, and I was particularly eye-catching in the background of the night and the moon, but fortunately, the conditions in the cold palace were not good, and there were no tools that could be applied and powdered, otherwise the fat powder would be more terrifying if it was stained with tears, and it would not be the powerless and innocent look it is now.

Yes, at this time, with a woman like Luo Zhiyi, how can she be so passive now, the great interests of the world and the earth are the greatest, and the others are all floating clouds, and they must be able to cry out of a hundred and eighty kinds of tricks, and the man may be able to show mercy when he sees it, everyone is willing to do it, and the appearance will not be as ugly as it is now.

I know that this look is not as affectionate as Luo Zhiyi, but I eat too many luxurious dishes, and I always have to eat some porridge and side dishes to spice it up.

"Want to know?" I looked at the person on my body, showing a little provocative smile, people are smart and learn things quickly, Gongsun Di just laughed at the person who was cold, I can also, and can also be improved, when laughing, there is still a trace of poison on the face, which Fu Ji has never seen, and it is also a look that all men can't forget when they see it, I also deliberately raised my chin, turned the direction, and did not hit it hard, but instead adopted a soft policy, just smiled and said: "Then you get closer to Ah ......"

Gongsun Di knew that he would be scratched if he got closer, and half of his body was covered with his head, blocking the only little light in the room, looking at the woman's delicate facial features and being silent, he didn't know what he was thinking, but Meiyu was a lot more restrained and calm, and he really looked a bit of a powerful minister.

I said in my heart that while he was unprepared, no matter where he was pierced, he would make money, and besides, the silver hairpin in his hand was too delicate, and it was already very difficult to touch it from under the pillow, so I had to find a good angle, otherwise I would be pinched and deformed just in my hand.

Just when I was about to raise my hand, Gongsun Di seemed to be an unpredictable prophet, and he didn't even look at it, so he gently folded my wrist, almost subconsciously, my wrist was a sharp pain, the pain was absolutely unforgettable, as if in just a moment, all the strength was unloaded, the whole body was cold, and the cold sweat was cold to the cold.

As the silver hairpin fell to the ground, with a crisp sound, Gongsun Di's fire was completely provoked at this time, Rui Guifei's temper was strong when it sounded good, and it was shameless to say that it was ugly, one after another, he played with her, did she really think it was fun?

Gongsun Ji lowered his head, bit her ear, and bit her neck, which was a bit similar to Fu Ji's set, but Fu Ji couldn't control it, he had room to torture, and it didn't make anyone feel better.

"Niangniang's ability is too small, not enough to see"

"But don't hurry," he snorted in my ear, a dangerous breath:

"Our night is still long........."