I thought about it for a while, just thinking about the 'comparison' of the good days with Fu Ji, the palace was not counted first, and I said that the ones that were in the East Palace before, and finally I thought about it, so I didn't compare him with Gongsun Di, because the dead and the living can't be compared, the living and the old can't be compared, the men in the world are the same, compared to each other, or my dad is the best, he is the one who loves me unreservedly and is willing to tolerate all my bad tempers.

Although Chang Yun didn't say it, I knew that she was envious of me, everyone said that the second lady was good, and even my father said that if I could have a three-point resemblance to Chang Yun, then he wouldn't have to be so angry every day, just because I was my father's first child, and my temperament was different from my mother's delicateness.

It's a pity that Dad went to the southwest, where the smoke is everywhere, don't mention the quality of life, I just hope that Deng Fuzi can look at Dad more strictly, don't let him lose his temper, and rush to the front regardless of the ground, that Chang Qing I have heard of, is a close minister of Gongsun Di, is a good hand in war, and a good hand in suing, sure enough, it is as black as a crow in the world, Gongsun Di is black, and he is not a good person.

That Concubine Min is from such a low background and has such a lot of confidence, it's not unreasonable.

When my mother died, my father was still in the prime of life, that is, the widow and the lonely person was always in bad spirits, and he was not very young in a few years, I had not seen him a few times since he entered the East Palace, and he had to avoid suspicion as a concubine, otherwise according to Fu Ji's temper, I am afraid that the military power would have been handed over a long time ago, and what happened to my father;

In my impression, my father's body is much thicker than Gongsun Di, he is tall, and he is majestic and majestic, he only needs one hand to pick me up, or carry it on his shoulders, and lift me so high, let me go to grab the iris on the tree very handful, at that time he has been saying how good-looking his daughter looks, so pleasing, if he has the ability to be a queen, he is the highest senior father-in-law in the world, you can go back to her mother's mother's house, rebuild the cemetery for her, and then engrave a few more big characters on the tablet to prove that she really did not marry the wrong person。

This is a man's simplest wish.

Hey, I have to live any day, it's just that the more sad it gets, Fu Ji and I are over, but the new life hasn't begun, I changed from Rui Guifei back to Lu Xianyi, from Zhaosheng Palace to live in the cold palace, and even have to rely on pleasing another man to know some news about the family sporadically;

No matter how beautiful it was in the past, no matter how much love accompanied each other all the way, it was just a mirror, how Fu Ji treated me all the way, and now looking back, it really has ulterior motives, and it is basically calculated.

This is a very terrible thing - a person who gets along with you day and night, day and night, does not sleep in the middle of the night, thinking about how to calculate you and calculate your family's military power..............

I was suddenly glad that I was just a vase at that time, and I was dazzled by Fu Ji's white and tender face and thoughtfulness (?), fortunately Deng Fuzi said it early, otherwise I don't know how stupid I would be, but I just thought that as long as I cleared all the obstacles between Fu Ji and me, the two of us could really stay together.

Look at it now, it's really a good look........ Fart!

If I had woken up earlier, I might have jumped down with Fu Ji at that time;

Too angry, angry and irrational, unable to live.

There are no rabbits in Guanghan Palace, the moon has been covered by dark clouds, Gongsun Di come, I think he is annoying, he doesn't come, I start to be cheap again, biting my nails and looking forward to the stars and the moon Looking forward to him coming, Ah Qi told me all the gossip, the credibility is often relatively low, what is Lu Meiren not going out today, Lu Meiren still doesn't go out the next day and other nonsense, even the news of Changyun Feng Concubine was told to me by Qi Guiren, although Gongsun Ji hates this person, but as soon as he is in a good mood, he will reveal some news to me, such as after the southwest, Gongsun Jiaao is afraid that he will take a few elders in the court to open the knife, dig out some silver, and then raise the official position of Jin Shilang to the Shaofu Order。

The implication is that Gongsun Jiaao is in a good mood, and he hasn't thought about what to do with my father for the time being, he is concerned about the floods and the 'feng shui treasure land' in Runan.

The head of Fu Sen, the king of Yu, is much more valuable than the head of Lu Zhaonian.

Concubine Cheng probably hated me for throwing her face, or was worried that after I went out, she would join forces with Chang Yun and help Chang Yun to rob her of a man, in short, the grass must be eradicated, otherwise there will always be some accidents, women are always restless, especially not one, or a pair, no wonder Jin Guifei has such a strong sense of crisis, seeing a fresh beauty enter the palace, she can't even sleep well at night.

Changyun is different from me, she is not a person who makes waves without wind, I often do things that offend people, and I do a lot, at that time, I was the biggest, and the queen in the palace avoided a few points, of course I can not care, some things were done at the time, I felt very cool, others were very uncomfortable, thinking that they had forgotten in the past, but people remembered it in their hearts, and they were waiting for one day to turn over an old account.

What's the point of turning over the old accounts, when you turn it over, it becomes a bad account, whether it's fragrant or smelly, you have to intervene.

Before Fu Sen was reprimanded, my father was still one of the best figures in the court, with a high and powerful position, holding heavy soldiers, pointing at Cheng Guogong's nose and scolding people It was not a problem, my father scolded Cheng Guogong for being an old horseman and an old winter melon, just for the incident of misappropriating military salaries to relieve the disaster, Fu Ji was on the side of Cheng Guogong at that time, and did not make a very clear statement, but after that, my father's soldiers in his hands were slowly reduced from 100,000 to 50,000.

If Fu Ji is still there, the Jing Palace is still the same as before, maybe my fate will not be much better.

I can't rely on anyone else except myself and my father.

As the old saying goes, those who scold people will always scold them, and I will be weak when I think about the military salary, I was arrogant at that time, and I didn't pay attention to anyone, Cheng Guogong lost face, and the Cheng nobles in the palace were squeezed by me again..........

I can't do it, just hope that Changyun can fight for breath, when can I be on an equal footing with Concubine Cheng, and I don't have to hide in the cold palace.

According to my sister's qualifications, even if she can't be a queen, at least she has to learn from me, and being a concubine is also very majestic~

Gongsun Di went out of the palace, I don't know why, usually seven or eight days to go back to the Hou Mansion once, this time it was very neat, there was no meaning to tell me at all, which made me very unhappy, I slept all the time, I didn't even say hello, just left;

What about the good heads? What about the good silk and satin?

Even if it's a fan in a green building or a joke in the secret door, the benefactor always has to say a few soft words before leaving, and give him some accompaniment........

I didn't accept this kind of disparity originally.

The poor situation is stronger than people, so what else can I say?

No matter how much I look forward to it, I am still in the cold palace, widowed with Li Zhaoyi; I am thinking about Fu Ji on the one hand, and on the other hand, I am thinking about the good days in the past, Gongsun Di is not a fairy, and it is impossible to appear in front of him immediately, I have nothing to do during the day, so I ran to Qi Guiren's house for a long time, and turned out the clothes she has been wearing, it is emerald green, the color of green oil, and the pear blossom white is embroidered on it, although the nobleman's clothing is not as good as that of the concubine, but I can't take care of it so much now, Qi Guiren is a little bigger than me in some places, and I also took the needle and thread to change it, I really would rather be frozen than wear that cloth robe。

Originally, I still wanted to wear this dress to Gongsun Di to see, he likes to tear clothes, my fox fur can't be ruined, it's better to tear Qi nobles, I don't know if Gongsun Di is facing everyone, or only for me, Ah Qi once bowed down and opened the door to someone, and when he came back, he bit my ear, saying that Hou Ye is still very good, if he can be taken to the Hou Mansion to raise, how can it be better than staying in the cold palace.

As soon as I heard this, I was taught by someone else.

I am a concubine by Fu Ji's side, and I am always pressed by a queen, and if I really follow that person in the future, I am afraid that I will not even be a concubine.

But I've had enough of this cold palace.

The question of the eldest wife and the little wife, I thought about it for about half an hour, wearing a newly changed dress, the blue color is a very vivid color, which is a little out of place with the tone of the cold palace, Qi Kaiji came back with a third of a fish in his hand, that is, a fish head, saying that the little orange was not dry in the dining room, and was transferred to Yude Palace.

"Last night, the saint's dinner ran to Concubine Min's palace to use it, tsk, you really didn't see Concubine Min's appearance, her belly was so big, she stood at the door from afar and watched, and when the saint came up, she was busy picking up vegetables for people, and her mouth didn't stop, I was tired when I listened" Qi Kaiji said and brought the fish soup, lamenting that no one has helped him now, this fish is not fresh, it is to pick up the leftover from Concubine Min, he is sorry to throw it away, so he took it back, and the stew is also very supplemental.

I took a sip and was disgusted: "What are you doing with so much salt, this fish tastes heavy." ”

Qi Kaiji glanced at me: "Some drinks are good, you take a look, now besides me, who else remembers you? Your sister is a concubine, and she won't fish you out together." ”

"She didn't stand firm on the bridge herself, and she pulled me again and fell directly into the river" I sandwiched a chopstick fish, couldn't eat the fish, couldn't remove the fish bones, had to chew twice and spit it out, and said: "You said I haven't even been twenty, is it possible that I have been in the cold palace for a long time, and I look old and not fresh?"

Qi Kaiji put down the chopsticks, raised his head to look carefully, and finally shook his head, and said: "Young is young, and it is not fresh, but it is uneven, and it looks like a resentful woman." ”