He was so determined that day that I never imagined that he was alive after that.

All this aside, I even fantasized about the day when I would become a concubine again.

I thought that I might never see Fu Ji again in my life.

After all, Gongsun Di told me that the best fate for the emperor of the previous dynasty was to be burned to ashes, didn't he?

But now he appeared in front of me so naturally, without the slightest abruptness, alive, talking and laughing.

I took it for granted that I should forget, but now when I saw him, I realized that I couldn't say anything.

You see, God really likes to joke.

It took me a whole year to forget about him, the sorry he said to me before he jumped down.

I even buried all the pearls that Fu Ji gave me in the ground, and instead put the paintings that Gongsun Ji gave me under the box and hid them well.

I wanted to give myself a fresh start.

With my beauty and my means, without Changyun, without Deng Fuzi, or even without Gongsun Di, I can still let myself live a life without worrying about food and clothing, and a life full of splendid splendor.

But sure enough, I'm still a nostalgic person.

Chang Yun said that I was addicted to the past and never wanted to be sober, and she was really right.

Almost the moment I saw Fu Ji, I returned to him without hesitation;

For no reason, I chose to forgive him.

Perhaps, this is the power of love.

No matter what our original intention was to play a good role as a favorite concubine and emperor, at least now we are poor and have nothing, and there is no need to pretend anymore;

We have nothing but being more familiar with each other than ourselves.

I'm sure Fu Ji thinks the same way, because when we met that day, I once again saw that long-lost thing in his eyes.

In those heavy eyes, there was joy that concealed his absence.

The night I married into the East Palace, what I saw was such Fu Ji and such eyes.

It's a knee-jerk reaction.

You can't pretend to be pretending.

Seeing each other again, there was no expected interrogation and resentment, we just watched deeply, as if this time we took each other's hands again, and we could not insert a second person.

At night I lay next to Fu Ji, he didn't sleep like me, the two of us talked a lot, but they were all memories that were biased towards happiness, Fu Ji said that he had been waiting since the day Deng Fuzi came to see him, originally just hopelessly, waiting day after day, but I didn't expect me to really come.

"Xianxian, in fact, before you came, they used to let me drink very bitter medicine, I think it is useless, and it is very bitter and bitter to drink in my mouth, and even my heart is bitter" Fu Ji said: "I lived day by day, and even thought that what Fu Sen did was just useless work, and it was very unnecessary, because there is no difference between life and death in my place." As he spoke, he looked at the man in his arms, and suddenly understood why people are so happy and happy when they have been lost and regained, and said, "But now, when I see you coming back to me, I feel that the medicine is not bitter at all. ”

He said, "I will obediently listen to the doctor and try to get better." ”

"That's good" I habitually tucked the quilt for Fu Ji, as if we had never been separated, not for so long: "I will accompany you every day in the future, you just want to secretly pour out the medicine, I will definitely make up for you to make up for the falling." ”

Xu hadn't heard such words for a long time, and no one except her would return to him so without scruples.

The sentence 'I'll accompany you' made Fu Ji a little stunned at first, and then after a long time, he smiled and said hello.

Fu Ji seemed to be in a hurry to use something to make a guarantee, so he also stretched out his little finger very childishly, as if he wanted to hook up with me, and said seriously: "What you said, you will always accompany me, don't regret it." ”

Ho, I haven't seen you for two years, such a gentle, coquettish Fu Ji is lying next to me right now, it's something I couldn't even dream of in the Jing Palace.

What can I do.

Yes, of course.

After being separated for so long, there are so many new things between us to share with each other, those pleasant and unpleasant, when it comes to the rise, we all laughed out loud for a long time, but Fu Ji smiled and smiled, but suddenly reached out and hugged me very tightly, burying his head and pecking at the neck, just like before.

In the past, he had a bad temper and would hurt me at every turn.

But not anymore.

I was able to hold him in my arms peacefully, and I felt my heart soften.

Fu Ji has always been a very insecure person, he was and still is.

It's just a pity that there is only so much we can do at the moment, and no amount of physical strength and energy is lacking.

According to Fu Ji's current situation, he said that he had no problems with his legs and heart and lungs, but it was obvious that we had to do something more, and it was unlikely;

But I was still very happy in my heart, because as long as I smelled the familiar smell of Fu Ji and his gentle words, I was satisfied.

Finally, those long-lost pink bubbles reappeared, full, almost overflowing.

If you don't have children, you don't have children, I thought to myself, going around and around, I finally have him again, my Taboo.

And I'm the only one.

I can pretend that I don't know what he intended, as I used to, and just coax him and love him.

We can still live to the fullest and be happier.

Enough, that's enough.

I don't blame Chang Yun, I don't blame Fu Ji, I don't want to blame anyone.

People should learn to be content, and they should not always boast that they are so smart.

I thank God for returning Fu Ji to me after taking away all my important things.

I'm not really smart at all, I'd rather be stupid and stupid.

I am content.

Tanglin is on the edge of the same state, Anzhou out of timber, the same state is at most a transit station like a place, the traveling merchant Jia just to catch the market has to catch up for seven days, seven days Deng Zaoliang for the sake of insurance, or stay for two more days, he is well versed in Taoguang and obscure, but also familiar with the truth of hiding people's ears and eyes, Gongsun Di is a person who can't be provoked, unlike Gongsun Fudu, only a proud plan can be eradicated, his goal is obviously not as narrow as on the battlefield.

What he wants is the throne, the world.

Even if it is his own brother who is on the dragon chair now.

Whether it is the throne or the person, he should stay by his side forever and never deviate from it.

Deng Zaoliang listened a lot along the way, all of them were said by the eldest lady how the second lady was interested in the second lady today, and how to settle her in the Hanliang Hall to recuperate, and now everyone in Runan knows that the emperor loves Concubine Jing, and even the four princes born with Concubine Jing are treated differently.

But none of this matters to him.

Deng Zaoliang only cares about whether the second lady is happy in the palace and whether she is really happy.

If not, then no matter how monstrous the wealth is, no matter how much the emperor's favor is, she is just her honey and my arsenic.

Therefore, when looking at people and things, in the end, we still look at the essence through phenomena.

This emperor and the marquis of Che are really the same character.

It's okay to get it, but if you don't get it, you can find a way to get it.

But if you get it and then lose it, the consequences will be serious.

As for the love-love thing, it's a lot more complicated.

Things that are more complicated than human nature, Deng Zaoliang doesn't feel anything about it, but Ah Bao is getting more and more weird, he doesn't urge the medicine, and he doesn't sleep anymore, she originally wanted to get up early two days ago and push Fu Gongzi to see the rising sun, and see the morning dew on the branches, these are his favorites before, no matter whether there is anyone around him, he can sit quietly and stare for a long time.

But people are surrounded by sweethearts, that woman is beautiful, and the tone she said is not the same thing as scolding her for being a wild girl that day. She is like a flower butterfly, dressing up every day and swaying around him, she can't even pick up vegetables, a steamed yellow croaker is split for her, and the meat pieces have become minced meat, but Fu Ji still eats it correctly, and even eats several more bites of rice than before.

He likes it, so he wills.

The situation is stronger than people, Ah Bao was first angry, then discouraged, and finally in the end, he lost his temper completely.

She knew she had never had hope, but having thoughts and breaking them were two different concepts.

Not even a chance to daydream is gone, which makes her not sad.

Po regretted it a little.

Why did she have to be lazy for a while, rounding up, she can have a lot more time to serve Fu Ji, even if she is still very talkative, Fu Ji still doesn't speak, this state is better than now.

She really hated that woman more and more.

If she hadn't followed Deng Fuzi to you;

If she never showed up, so good.

Ah Bao is a very ordinary Ah Bao, just like thousands of girls, he will drill the horns of the bull, and he will also hope that his rival (imaginary) has never appeared.

As expected, she slowly turned bad.

Deng Zaoliang left for Beijing three days later.

There is still some old love between the eldest lady and Fu Ji, he thought that this pair of mandarin ducks with their own thoughts would be speechless to each other, and they could grind out one or two sentences after running in with each other for a long time, but he didn't expect the eldest lady to think about it very much, knowing that complaining and turning over old accounts would not help, so he chose to start over.

That's fine.

At least it's good for her.

Yao remembered that a long, long time ago, the eldest lady and the second lady had just begun to pick up the needle and thread and pick up the scroll, and he had not seen such a quiet and peaceful scene for a long time.

Before the second lady entered the palace, she once said that forcing others to do something would often have the opposite effect, if there was no prophecy from his back then, then her and her sister's life might be much easier, but Deng Zaoliang had just finished studying and went down the mountain at that time, and he was new to the world, so he unabashedly announced this words, thus changing all the ways of the general's mansion.

He made the person who shouldn't have entered the palace a little infatuated and delusional, and he just entered the palace, and the person who shouldn't have been the emperor became the emperor instead;

It's all about making people, and making people up.