Fu Jiayun's Love (2)
The fifth princess touched a nail at He Wanyi's place, followed by Fu Sen's and didn't please her, she was yelled out halfway through crying, and she was pulled back to the palace by He Wanyi.
Fu Jiayun silently lit wax for her in her heart, but she could empathize with the sadness of the fifth princess.
What two hearts promise, Bai Shou is inseparable, but I am afraid that most of them only know what the other party looks like on the night of the cave room.
It's already good to be able to respect each other like the queen mother and the emperor, don't say anything about not leaving, anyway, I won't have anything to do with them in this life.
This is the life of a princess.............
I don't want to think about the marriage of the fifth princess first, she went around Fengyang Palace, and walked out to the Wen Xuan Pavilion, which had already dispersed, but the Seven Princes were left, he has always been the hardest-working, even if the queen mother sent him a message to go back, he refused, he was bound to be a good student with both civil and military skills, so that the queen mother would be happy, and the father would be happy.
Fu Jia wanted to go in quietly, but the Seventh Prince heard the sound, turned his head and saw it, and said with a smile: "Why is the imperial sister here?"
"The queen mother called me to call you back" She went up and took a page of paper, praised a few good words, and asked: "Why didn't I see my father here today, didn't he always care about you, and assigned homework to you every day?"
The Seventh Prince nodded, saying that he had almost done everything that should be done, and the teachings of the Taifu were very beneficial, but every time he talked with his father for a while, he always had a sense of sudden enlightenment.
"But in the past few days, I haven't seen my father come to Wenxuan Pavilion again" He thought about it, and said: "Yesterday he entered the Hanliang Palace, and the words mentioned the matter of resignation and retirement, but unfortunately the father did not agree, maybe he went again today..........
The words in front were still heard clearly, but the words in the back suddenly made her brain roar.
Fu Jiayun reluctantly settled down, and really didn't understand why Deng Zaoliang was in his prime at this time, so he thought about resigning and retiring.
I don't know what to say, I just turn around and ask, and I don't have a specific name. Fu Jiayun's expression was still the same, and the recklessness of a moment disappeared without a trace, and he looked and smiled: "Father Xiang is the pillar of the country, and he probably knows the truth that when the water is full, it should be, it should be." ”
The Seventh Prince glanced at her, Fu Ye nodded, and said, "What the imperial sister said is true." ”
Even so, she still held on to her luck, thinking of Deng Zaoliang's talent, even if he wanted to leave, she was afraid that her father would not let her go easily.
She is very good at hiding her thoughts, and she never tells others about her thoughts, but recently she has been frequently distracted, even in Fengyang Palace, she has less time to laugh.
Once something happens, she always can't hide it from the queen mother.
"The fifth princess is really not giving up, and the woman doesn't count after copying it, and she wants to sneak out in the middle of the night" I smiled: "He Wanyi came to cry last year, and asked the queen mother to give an order, saying that her mother has a distant nephew who gave birth to a very good person, and she is motivated again, let the queen mother go to your father to ask for a favor, and quickly pointed out the marriage." ”
This kind of gossip always makes people feel happy to listen to it, and Fu Jiayun also echoed: "It can be seen that the grandson of Gongsun is really good-looking, otherwise the fifth sister would not be looking for death and life like this." ”
"What's the use of being born well" I waved my hand: "The country is not peaceful, and there have been disputes in recent years, so Xiao Wu's brain is in the water and wants to marry her, as far as her ability is concerned, she doesn't even have half of He Wanyi, and it's strange that Gongsun doesn't play her around." ”
"Listening to the queen mother's meaning, how can you have a prejudice against the grandson of the grandson," Fu Jiayun said with a smile.
It's not because he grew up with Gongsun Di since he was a child.
A nest of snakes and rats, can they not be fine?
"Is it rare to see someone like Master Deng~" On the contrary, I looked at Jiayun's complexion, and I had the heart to remind her: "Don't worry, at that time, the queen mother will definitely find you the best wishful husband in the world, and she will not ask you to marry." ”
Fu Jiayun smiled for a moment, and then said, "Erchen knows." ”
She knows her fate, and she also knows that when she reaches an old age, there is no reason not to marry.
Even the marriage of the fifth princess has made trouble, and she doesn't want to escape.
Fu Jiayun always dragged and refused.
She always thought there was still time.
But within seven days, the news of the resignation of the prime minister's father came out.
In just seven days, she was still doing needlework with her mother in Fengyang Palace, and a will of Hanliang Hall was like a thunderbolt, which spread early in the previous dynasty.
At this time, I couldn't be indifferent, Fu Jiayun ignored the dissuasion of the queen mother, insisted on running to Hanliang Palace, didn't see anyone, asked Father-in-law Qi, and knew that he had a car outside, at this time I was afraid that he had already walked to Yongqing Gate, she couldn't breathe, and just ran over, she happened to see Deng Zaoliang walking towards the palace gate, and he hadn't stepped out yet.
has been an official for many years, and when he left, there was nothing, and the jade belt on his body also went, alone, all the things on his body were foreign objects, only a cloth coat remained, although there were a few silver threads in his hair, but he still did not lose the elegance of the year.
"Father-in-law, stay!" she stepped forward, not caring whether the slaves around her saw it or not, and didn't care about the princess's demeanor at all, she just wanted to ask him for an explanation.
Deng Zaoliang looked at her, looking at her from afar, still speechless, in fact, he had always given in, for her similar appearance to the old man, he always gave in again and again.
But I don't want her to still refuse to give up.
He didn't like the feeling of being persecuted like this, although many times in the past, her words and deeds made him at a loss, but because she was Changyun's child, he unconsciously treated her preferentially, and even the smiling faces of others were not stingy, and he only had them with her.
But that's nothing.
He's still nothing.
Deng Zaoliang bowed slightly, deliberately keeping a distance from her: "The grass people and the princess have nothing to say, the princess still invites ......"
He asked her to go back, but Fu Jiayun didn't want to listen to him, so he stretched out his hand and blindly pulled the person to the barren Xiaomoxuan, his breath was still unstable, but he still said: "Why do you have to leave suddenly, why does my father agree." She didn't give up, forcing him to have no way out: "Or are you resigning rather than seeing me in order to avoid seeing me, right?!"
She believed in love at first sight, and also believed in goodbye, she didn't believe it at first, but who told her to be enlightened, there was a pair of hands behind her back to support herself, that year the iris was in full bloom, the trees hung in a row, she fell, fell into his arms, and since then can never forget.
"Your so-called liking now is nothing more than your childhood infatuation" Deng Zaoliang felt powerless and said, "I'm just ........ your mother"
"Yes, I know" Fu Jiayun interrupted him: "At the beginning, Concubine Yu secretly told me that I know everything, but so what, the fifth sister still knows how to cry and cry a lot, and fight for herself, but I am worried about your thoughts, and I don't even dare to say a word, and now you think that I am in the way of your eyes, so you want to avoid it, just like when you avoided my mother." ”
Every sentence is poked in the heart, I couldn't ask for it in the past, and now I still can't ask for it, but I have to say that it is a creation that makes people.
Fu Jiayun understands everything, but pretending to be stupid is not necessarily a good thing, everyone has secrets, just like a thin layer of cocoons, as long as a corner is broken, nothing can be hidden.
Her tone was strong, just as the queen pointed at the tip of his nose, accusing him of timidity and weakness.
She really resembles, she really looks like a girl from the Lu family.
Although Deng Zaoliang didn't think so, he only let Fu Jiayun vent, but when she was in front of her with red eyes and didn't cry, his hands were still heavy like gold, and he never dared to raise it, even if he just caressed her back to comfort her, he couldn't and didn't dare.
How should he explain it, in fact, he has always only had family affection for her, and the helplessness of age has become a certainty, love is just a dream that is out of reach for him, and his love has long been burned to ashes with the fire, even if her heart is so hot, it is impossible to move him any more.
Even, he also raised her, the child who was still in swaddling clothes, a child born from the nine deaths of Guanghan Palace, but now he stood in front of him like this, saying that he liked him and wanted to be with him.
With a long sigh, he finally reached out to wipe away the tears in her eyes: "I have two mistakes in this life." ”
"One, you shouldn't be young and frivolous, leak the secret of heaven, and say that the Lu family has a phoenix life. ”
"Two, I didn't stop your mother at the end, but watched her re-enter the court. ”
It was the first time for Deng Zaoliang to say so many words to her, and his face was even more gentle than ever, as if through her, everything in the past emerged one after another, and he couldn't wave it, and he couldn't forget it.
"The princess is still young, why bother to be too involved with the grass people" He said: "When I entered the court as an official, I made an oath in my heart that I would not marry in this life, and I was only dedicated to reorganizing the lintel of the Lu family for the queen and stabilizing the court for the saint, and the rest, please don't force the princess." ”
It's useless to force it, his heart is not here, and it's not all because of her.
It was not his intention to be an official, and the glory of the Lu family was already better than before, he did what he promised, and the rest, don't force it.
The two of them looked at each other like this, Fu Jiayun felt that she was standing on the cusp of the storm at this moment, and she had to make no move at all, otherwise she would take a step back and there would be an abyss behind her.
She has a hunch that her love is gone forever, and there is no more 'then' as she said, and there is no 'if' as he said.
Just like the miss of him and his mother, a reincarnation and a dream, she likes it and works hard, the ending can't change anything, and she will miss it after all.
He walked resolutely, Fu Jiayun watched Deng Zaoliang walk out of the palace gate, and he didn't want to count in his heart, he walked a total of one hundred and forty-seven steps, and his figure finally disappeared at the end of the heavenly street.
Not once did he look back.