"Xiao Wu, I'm sorry for you......"

December 31, 1979. This was the first thing Chen Liquan said to him after Hong Yanwu came out of the Beijing Railway Station.

In fact, Chen Liquan has said this sentence to Hong Yanwu countless times with feelings.

From Hong Yanwu returning to the capital from Bincheng two months ago to get off the plane, to Yang Weifan driving him home as he told the situation.

When he first met his mother, Zhang Baocheng took the police of the city bureau to take him away. And after he was released from the "Xuanwu Bureau".

and he went to Huhai to find "Sugar Heart", every phone call he made from Huhai to the capital.

Chen Liquan said with shame and remorse hanging his head like this, as if all these evil consequences were caused by him.

What can Hong Yanwu say about this?

He could only pat Chen Liquan's shoulder affectionately, relieved as always, "Don't say that, it's none of your business." It's a disaster, a man-made disaster! It's the two miscellaneous things that 'Shen Chenghuang' and 'Reach Out' provoke ......."

And Chen Liquan sighed again and hung his head in self-pity. It seemed even more sad to hear this, even more depressed than himself.

That's right, his brother is just too kind.

He had no choice but to pretend to put his arm around his shoulders lightly, deliberately inquired about the situation at home or talked about what he had seen and heard in Huhai, and then walked up to the train square with Quanzi, who had taken the luggage, to hire a taxi home.

Of course, Hong Yanwu is definitely not as free and easy as he seems on the surface. In fact, every day of his two months was quite tormented.

Every day, when I close my eyes, it is either the tragic situation of "Sugar Heart" being shot and the flower and moon becoming flesh and blood, or "Sugar Heart" is bleak and tearful, silently stretching out her weak arms to him, as if begging him to save herself.

This caused him to suffer from insomnia and even irritability.

To tell the truth, even if he was in the capital, he couldn't prevent such a bad luck from happening at all.

So what makes him miserable is not anything else, but that he obviously has rich life experience and a forward-looking view of history, and thinks that there are no more problems in life. But he still can't protect his own woman.

With this resentment of fate and anger at his own powerlessness, when he was first sent to the sub-bureau detention center, Hong Yanwu deliberately did not register for the number, and within half an hour of entering the number, he "turned the board" (black language, meaning disobeying the authority of the cell boss and fighting against the cell boss).

As a result, he beat down two prisoners in a row, becoming the first case in all the detention centers in the capital to beat 39 detainees by one person.

In the end, he even beat the "trumpet" and took the initiative to "blow up the cat" at the risk of losing the government's trust, shouting "help" for discipline. It was only when four of the discipline guards rushed in that he had to stop.

Although he was electrocuted several "cannons" by the corrections, he was also confined with restraints. But Hong Yanwu doesn't regret it at all.

for he brought it upon himself. If he doesn't vent on these people, he may really be angry.

Is he domineering? No, he's not domineering at all.

Is he a hero? No, he just feels like a bear.

After being released from the detention center, the authorities have come to a firm conclusion about the escape of those involved in the case from the capital. Although Hong Yanwu is cursing the waste of the public security department, what can he do himself?

I can only put the words out, saying that the reward of 5,000 yuan is exchanged for the news of the three people of "Reach Out", "Shen Chenghuang", and "Sugar Heart", any one person.

But he actually knew very well that the short-term possibility of expecting them to return to the capital by themselves was zero.

In the face of the "sugar heart" courtyard that was seized by the government, Hong Yanwu was also helpless. His temper did not dare to attack the government at all.

In the end, he could only ask Zhang Baocheng to help dredge up the relationship, and then he entered the small courtyard and took a few looks.

The things in the living room and bedroom are neat, and the Romanian furniture that Hong Yanwu just bought is shiny. On the white dresser is a small mirror frame, embedded with a color photograph of Hong Yanwu and "Sugar Heart" sitting intimately together.

It was this year's Mid-Autumn Festival, and when the whole family got together for the last time, the eldest brother took a family portrait and took a photo of the two of them, which was jokingly called "wedding photo rehearsal".

What is the effect, Hong Yanwu went to Bincheng before he had time to see it. I didn't expect the photo to be washed out and seen in such a situation.

Just as he was in a daze, the room was silent, and everything was still, as if frozen at a particular moment......

With Zhang Baocheng's efforts, Hong Yanwu was finally able to take the only photo of him and "Sugar Heart" away. In addition, there is another situation that makes Hong Yanwu a little relieved.

That is, the place where "Sugar Heart" hides things is empty. And it wasn't the police who did it. Because listening to the chat of the police at the scene, they are all deducing that there is something that was taken away by Sugar Heart.

This can at least show that "Sugar Heart" will not be short of money to spend.

Not to mention anything else, his two stamp albums were later placed in the hands of "Sugar Heart", even if the money was spent, relying on those stamps that continued to increase in value would be enough for her to cope with all the situations.

After that, it was Hong Yanwu who went back and hurriedly packed his bags and set off alone again. This time he went to "Huhai", not only met "Aunt Bao", but also walked all over the streets and alleys of the city "Huhai".

He thinks that the biggest possibility for "Sugar Heart" after leaving the capital is to come here to find her "mother".

Although he believed that she must be very clear, the police are not stupid, and there will definitely be public security officers who will follow them and keep an eye on everything here.

But his hope is that "Sugar Heart" may be hiding nearby, and he is silently watching this place in a special way.

That way she would know how much he wished she would come back, that he had the certainty and confidence to turn the situation around and solve the problem, and that he didn't care what her face had become. He just wants to stay with her for the rest of his life, make up for the suffering she has suffered, and face everything in the future with her......

But he was unexpectedly disappointed again. He tried to convey such a message frequently, but it was like throwing a stone into the sea. Although he had broken two pairs of leather shoes, he had become stubble, unkempt, and his belt was tightened twice. "Sugar Heart" never appeared.

She would never distrust him and not meet him, this kind of result only shows that she is not here.

In this way, he could only say goodbye to "Aunt Bao" with tears. He left a letter that he hoped that "Sugar Heart" would see, and then returned to the capital with the tears of "Aunt Bao" who was at a loss and the lament of "why is she so miserable".

But that doesn't mean he's given up hope entirely.

During the period spent on the train back to Beijing, he was indeed lost, tired, gloomy, desperate, and used wine to drown his sorrows.

But the "sugar heart" and the bits and pieces he once had merged into a light.

Whenever he was sad and melancholy, and talked lightly with tears, he would recall the day they first met, the sunny day when they said goodbye for stamps, the night he sent her home for the first time, the excitement of hugging each other in the heavy rain, the tears that revealed her heart after she handed herself over to him, and the bits and pieces they spent in the small courtyard of "Qifenglou Hutong......

And so he had strength again. He began to believe that with their affection, "Sugar Heart" would never give up on him and forget him easily. No matter how big the world is, they will be reunited one day. He was extremely convinced that as long as they were alive, they would be able to hold the hands of the two people together.

Yes, she must be living somewhere, maybe she is hiding and secretly recuperating from her injuries, maybe she doesn't want to implicate him, or maybe she doesn't have the courage to face everything......

But as long as she figured it out and got in touch with "Aunt Bao" in the future, once she saw the letter he left, she would definitely show up and come to him again.

Yes, the arms of the two men bent together in the dark night, the figures of them becoming one in the cozy hut, the promises of the sea and the mountains, and the unrepentant and uncomplaining touch, have all firmly connected them. Even if there are thousands of rivers and mountains, spring and autumn, it will not be forgotten!

So he will never give up looking and persevering. Finding "Sugar Heart" and living happily together is his only dream in the future.

As he wrote in his letter:

"You must believe me, don't be afraid!

"No matter how your face changes, no matter how many tribulations there are in reality, in the beating of my heart, it will always burn and radiate for you, the sacred word "love"!"

"I'm waiting for you to go home, the home of the capital, the home of the two of us, forever!"

Hate locks the rain of flowers in the court, and worries about dipping in hookah. It doesn't matter that the mandarin ducks are separated from Nanpu, outside the flowers and branches, the shadow hesitates. I was waiting to knock the hairpin on the side to call the parrot language, and I was stacked to peep at the picture of the plain girl. The newcomer is gone, and the person in the eyes is gone, and the mirror is lonely.

- Kunqu opera "The Story of the Purple Hairpin" Huo Xiaoyu sang lyrics

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