Chapter 263: Desire to Speak for Love

His physical strength was limited, and Lu Changyun rubbed him for a while and then didn't move, his eyes were wide open, and he only said that his hands were sore.

If your hands are sore, then don't move, and sit and talk about it properly.

Gongsun Jiaao still didn't move, but she was very keenly aware that her attitude today was a little unusual.

As long as people figure it out, their hearts will be relieved, and they will be much softer from tone to demeanor, which is the case with Lu Changyun at this time.

He was happy in his heart, but he didn't want to show his face, he just sighed, and looked even more tired.

There is no source of quarrels, no third person appears from time to time, the two of them get along like this on weekdays, you say it well, I will listen to it well, why bother not to see each other, you have to be angry at every turn.

Lu Changyun also knew that he was tired, no matter how much he tried to pretend not to see, he still felt uncomfortable in his heart.

How can he not be tired, Gongsun's throne is not right, the follow-up will naturally be completed everywhere, Gongsun Jiaao has done a good job and no one will say anything, once it can't be taken care of, it will be bloody and bloody, and he pushed the people of the political department and changed to support the cabinet ministers, as long as he is a little bit unwilling, everything has to be done again, this is the disadvantage of the alternation of the old and the new.

She can clearly come up with many solutions, and she can share her worries like Deng Fuzi did for her father, but Lu Changyun is still silent.

The love of children is long, and in the face of the great cause of restoring the country, it is really not worth mentioning.

"I see that your complexion has improved a lot, it should be the prescription of the Tai Hospital that has taken effect" Lu Changyun had an acupuncture when Deng Fuzi came today, and her complexion was a lot ruddy, Gongsun Jiaao looked at her with secret praise, she changed into a pale pink silk undershirt today, and a knee-length gown on the outside was rare and delicate.

Gongsun Jiaao got up and separated her from a distance, Fang Cai's long sigh seemed to be just a dream, he was no longer obsessed with her age, obsessed with the distance between them, just squeezed her hand, felt still slightly cold, and couldn't help frowning: "Go wherever you want to go in the harem, don't be afraid that they will deal with you, I will help you clean up if something happens" He has always been very generous, allowing her a privilege that no one has ever had, he has set so many precedents before, if he doesn't go, he won't go, and if he doesn't want to salute, he won't salute, Lu Changyun Sometimes you and I talk to him, and there is no need to care if you get used to it.

His concern is not fake, and his kindness to her is not fake, Lu Changyun did not withdraw his hand from his hand without a trace as before, but said softly: "Yes, the concubines know that the saint should also be careful of his body, and he should not work too hard for state affairs." ”

The care, which is not painful, is enough to make him happy.

"Imperial Doctor Hu always said that you are thoughtful and refuse to speak" Gongsun Jiaao looked at her, a little serious, and then muttered: "In the future, you will have to work hard in the future ceremony, so take care of yourself." ”

Lu Changyun bowed his head slightly, but he always looked at him suspiciously, and those eyes seemed to say-Does it have to be like this?

"I know you want to be like your sister, go far away, and it's better not to come back.............."

Gongsun Jiaao raised his eyebrows, and then sighed in a low voice: "But I can't bear it." ”

It's just reluctant, what can be done.

Lu Changyun looked at him with an obscure look in his eyes.

"When I was young, I didn't know the height of the sky, and the queen mother was not the queen mother at that time, she was the titular eldest lady of my father, because there was no heir under her knees, so she chose me" Gongsun Jiaao's eyes moved slightly, pinching her hand and refusing to let go, smiling bitterly and sighing: " Do you know what kind of life I lived at that time, outsiders looked at me once raised their eyebrows, and watched me ascend to the sky from a down-and-out body, but as a prince, I couldn't even keep the people around me, that old woman controlled everything about me, and the big palace maid who took care of me was killed by her cane, and the jade building also fell into her hands, if it wasn't for Ah Xue crying at her palace gate, I am afraid that I will not come back in this life. ”

"But.........." He saw that Lu Changyun's expression was a little loose, so he increased his strength, and his tone was heavy, which can be described as bewitching: "Only you, only you are different, you have nothing to do with my past, and you don't know anything about me." That's why it's safe, so that he can rest assured.

Gongsun Jiaao said so, and did so, unabashedly, just because she was different from other women, let him see himself who was attached to the Queen Mother, so he tried every means to favor her and allow her to live a stable life in the palace for the time being.

Lu Changyun has a very complicated mood, sometimes he feels that this man is as pitiful as Fu Ji, he likes her so much, loves her, and does his best to treat her well, why not make up for his original self, so as to make up for the years lost by the Queen Mother's side?

She has no feeling about the closure of the post, some things have been heard and forgotten, don't think of the protagonist as herself, just from the perspective of a bystander, she knows in her heart how difficult this matter is, how much pressure Gongsun Jiaao is under, and she has to give her the most noble status of a woman in the world.

She no longer has the right to say no.

In fact, Lu Changyun never wanted to be a queen, but everyone was pushing her to that position, and no one asked her if she was willing.

She was silent for a moment, still gloomy, and said, "I'm just afraid of .........." I'm afraid that it will be empty again in the end.

Gongsun Jiaao thought that she was still nostalgic about the matter of borrowing her belly to give birth to a child, so she shook her head and said, "If you don't want to be a nobleman, then I just don't go to her." ”

Lu Changyun knew that he had misunderstood, but he didn't deny it, he only said that someone else's hard-earned birth should be raised by herself, even if she is an outsider who takes up the title of mother, when the child grows up, I am afraid that there will be a pimple in my heart, and please dispel this idea.

Gongsun Jiaao tightened her hand and didn't answer directly, but it was obvious that he listened to it and said that he would think about it again.

Then they talked about children, the parents in the royal family are much more complicated than the outside, Lu Changyun is a mother herself, and she has always been tolerant of children, but she doesn't like the one raised by Jin Guifei, but unfortunately every time it is thunder and rain, Gongsun Yuqi is not like she inherited her mother, but the jade building raised by Mrs. Yu is better, delicate and timid, and when she sees her, she will smile and salute, and call her a concubine.

"The princess is gone, among the princes, it is always our child who is the most obedient," Gongsun Jia'ao said.

Where can children see whether they are smart or not, and who are not obedient.

His heart is too biased, and everyone can see that he is biased.

Lu Changyun knew that he just loved Wu and Wu, and liked their children from the bottom of his heart.

But she wanted to tell him how much she wanted to tell him that no matter who she was, after knowing what she did, she would accuse her of not being a good mother, Lu Changyun didn't want to see her child have a hint of accidents, so she used others to confuse her eyes, no matter what happened in the future, the child was always the most innocent.

Her daughter is innocent, and the fourth prince is even more innocent.

So all this, she couldn't let him know.

It's better to hide it, it's best to hide it from him.

The Zhaosheng Palace is too big, and there are speculations from time to time outside, wanting to get a glimpse of how the concubine hooked the emperor day and night;

But they would never have thought that the two imperial concubines were just snuggling up to each other, and it was the first time they had talked so calmly after three years.

They never talk about anything else when they chat, their parents are short, big and small, and they keep a distance and proportion, so that they can make up such a rare and quiet day now.

It is difficult to find a suitable person, and he also had a momentary heartbeat towards Wan's family;

But that was a long time ago, and it was only for a moment.

It's too difficult for her to be willing, so he has to work hard, like boiling an eagle, everything is difficult at the beginning, he can't be soft-hearted, he always has to force her to get used to it.

"I have been tempted since I saw you for the first time at the Spring Festival family banquet" Gongsun Jiaao seemed to remember something, a little difficult to speak, but still said: "It's just selfishness, always treating you as a burden from the Jing Palace, the more you care, the more you have to try to cover it up, which makes you suffer, lingering and sick for a long time, it's not good for me." ”

At this moment, he was talking to her almost flatteringly, as if he was making amends, Lu Changyun couldn't help but be a little touched when he heard it, and lowered his head and said softly: "Holy Lord, why do you ............. this?"

"It took me three years, three whole years, to finally understand," Gongsun Jiaao said, "Your heart is not in the palace, not here in me, it doesn't matter, because even if there are more women in this life, they can't match you." I believe that we will have a lot of time in the future, and we can get along slowly. ”

Although his love words were moving, he was still domineering and arrogant, Lu Changyun's heart was touched, and when he thought about it, he was angry and funny, and wanted to break his hand out of his hand, but he firmly held on and refused to let go, so he had to say: "The saint is finished, and the concubine also wants to say a word to you, are you willing to listen to it?"

Gongsun Jiaao looked at her: "You say." ”

Before, I hated you when I saw you, and the first time I went to bed, I drove people back to blow the wind, and when I was unhappy, I entered the Guanghan Palace and grounded my feet, my sister said that you were a tyrant, and I said that you just treat women as objects, and if you use them, you will use them, and then you will leave them alone, and let them fight upside down, as long as you don't turn it over to the surface, you can always pretend that you can't see it;

What an incomparably nasty, incomparably annoying man.............

This is Lu Changyun's heart, but unfortunately he can't say it at this time.

She nodded and said, "Me too." ”

Gongsun Jiaao was stunned for a moment, a little incomprehensible.

"Since the saint is tired today, it is better to settle down as soon as he finishes eating" Lu Changyun saw that he didn't seem to understand, and he didn't explain, he just smiled faintly, and the smile was extremely clear and beautiful: "Or do you want your concubine to accompany you back to Hanliang Palace?"

Gongsun Jiaao is doing this better than his younger brother, in other words, Gongsun Jiao, at this moment must ask with a smile, black is black and white, everything must be firmly controlled in the palm of the hand, the more you can catch, the more you fall;

He had warned him about this early on, but unfortunately he didn't listen.