There was a faint candle flame burning in the hall, which was lit by Fu Ji when he brought me up just now.

It's a bit redundant to light candles at this time, it's not time yet, but it's good, anyway, the sky is not blue now, the scene of burning clouds is rare, the sky and the earth are all the same color, red, some red is flowers, some red is blood, there is no difference.

The enemy sent troops quite quickly, and Yasukuni could not say that there was no counterattack, but the children of the nobles had been used to loosening their bones for so many years, and they really had no ability to fight back for a while.

Who instructed it, think about it with your heels, and you know which old winter melon it is.

Although he was born in the Jiangmen, Changyun and I have always been well protected, my father went to the battlefield, we waited for him at home to triumph, praying for his safe return;

I've never seen a real killing, and now I'm lucky enough to see it once, and I understand what it means to be like blood.

The building is declining, and it is enough to fall once, and no matter how much it is, it can't afford it.

Time does not treat people, but a heart that wants to retreat is always wavering, on the one hand, he is reluctant to die like this, on the other hand, he is still reluctant, reluctant to let Fu Ji alone.

I turned my face sideways and looked at Fu Ji, Fu Ji also looked at me lightly, his eyes are too good-looking, the man who is born with peach eyes is either amorous or cold, but there is always a time of warmth, I am afraid that if I look at it more, I will stay in place stupidly, even if I know that Fu Ji is about to die, and he wants to take me with him before he dies, but I just like it, I like his eyes, and I like him as a person.

If I don't accompany him, how sad will he be alone........

After watching it for a long time, I was almost hooked by Fu Ji's eyes, but fortunately, my reason was still there, and it could force me to calm down and think, and it would not take a while for a while to be a battle between heaven and man, and reason and emotion would be opposed, and I would fall towards myself for a while, and then fall towards Fu Ji, and there would be no certainty;

Fortunately, in the end, reason prevailed overwhelmingly.

Fu Ji and I glanced at each other, and this time the pace was very uniform;

There is nothing else in our eyes, only full of unwillingness.

Also, when I first entered the palace, I sang and danced, he was the lord of the four seas, and I was a concubine of a country, how could I have thought that there would be this day?

Frankly speaking, I'm afraid of death, I'm very afraid, even if I am called a traitorous concubine, I admit it, who doesn't want to live a few more days if I can live a few more days, in short, I really don't want to die;

I used to hear a lot of my father's crooked reasoning, and I thought that maybe I could distract myself, so I kept picking up some things that I thought were interesting to tell Fu Ji, for example, Chang Yun and I have different temperaments, and I am not afraid of heaven and earth, and no one in the house can catch me, but whenever I climb the tree, Chang Yun will squat down and give me the wind. And when I was a child, I took the agate hairpin left by my mother to pry the shell of the walnut, but the shell flew out, and it happened to hit Changyun's right eye, so that she still can't change the habit of squinting her eyes........

I tried my best to maintain the composure on my face beside Fu Ji, although the composure looked a little ridiculous, but Fu Ji did not pierce it, in his heart, the immortal does everything with a sense of vitality, as long as a little nutrients can survive.

It's not that I didn't think about taking her with me, but Fu Ji thought about it;

Perhaps, it's not impossible to let go,

He wanted her to be alive more than dead.

But to be alive may also be more painful.

I don't know what Fu Ji thinks in his heart, I just blindly feel cold, I was a woman who was powerless, and I was not as tall as an ordinary man, my small body was wrapped tightly by a snow-white fox fur, and the height was cold, I was already cold on top of cold, even if my face was calm, but the whole person couldn't stop trembling, Fu Ji saw this, so he pinched me tightly, as if to tell me not to be afraid, and not to run away, everything is with him.

But Fu Ji's body temperature was always slightly cold, his breathing was slightly cold, and his hands were also slightly cold, I still couldn't control the shaking, and my mind was already blurry.

First love..... It's a very special existence, and the days in the East Palace are also very good;

But, deep down in my heart, am I really willing to die with Fu Ji?

I'm a person, sometimes the reaction is very fast, sometimes it's really slow, the rabbit will bite when it's urgent, people are afraid of death to a certain extent, and they will comfort themselves that death is not terrible at all; only at this time, a person's original appearance can be completely revealed, Fu Ji burns himself with fire, coexists and dies with the empire, which is the final destination of an emperor, this move is worthy of admiration, and it is also very stylish.

But what about me? I am a young girl in the flower season, the flowers and the moon are exquisite, I smile and smile which people in the world do not fall for me, what good things I have not seen and tasted, the brocade in the palace, the lights all night, and Fu Ji's favor, every single thing is the most inseparable, it is the most inseparable thing that I live in this world except myself.

I haven't lived enough, so why should I die?

At this time, the broken thoughts are still a little meaningful, and I suddenly thought of a sentence, which was said by Deng Fuzi.

He never liked me, and when he saw me since I was a child, he had a stinky face, but there was one sentence that was right,

He said: "This time I entered the palace, what I want to do is the prince's concubine, and its significance is not child's play. ”

The master who has read the book speaks profoundly, and I thought at that time that Mingzhe's self-preservation was for me to provoke them and then provoke them back, everyone came and went, and it was good not to hurt at all, it was just a small fight.

But I don't want to swagger too much, it's not good, my vision is only limited to the harem, I don't know the inextricable connection between the front and the harem, and I don't know that it is also a virtue to cherish my life, but I understand it too late, and I have to take my life to understand.

My father had a long-cherished wish of a phoenix in the chicken nest, and had great expectations for me to enter the palace, but my queen did it, but now there is no title and no ceremony, only Fu Ji's verbal integrity, and I don't know if it is a long-cherished wish to be fulfilled.

In fact, if you put your heart horizontally, it's nothing if you're really dead, it's a big deal to be a good man after eighteen years, but what I'm really afraid of is the process before death, as well as all kinds of changes after death, no matter how beautiful the skin is, it will eventually turn into a big bag, there is nothing in it, there is only the smell of decay and the stench of decay inside, and there is no more beautiful appearance before life.

What will my rotten self be like, I feel a little disgusting just by making up for it, I feel that if I really die in the Liuli Hall today, although it is to accompany Fu Ji from the beginning to the end, but I am sure that I can't close my eyes when I die, and I can cheat the corpse angrily, don't care about revenge and settle accounts, just scare Deng Fuzi in the middle of the night.

The bitterness in my heart, it's time for now, it's too late, just tell yourself bluntly, you can admit it, even if you don't enter the East Palace, you can still pat your chest and say that you are a good person, you can say that you are proud of your beauty, stupid and naïve, but you have entered the palace and sealed the concubine, if you are so hated, it is really stupid.

I always thought I was very smart, and it didn't matter if I didn't have a good concubine and little sister in the palace, as long as I lived a good life.

It's just a pain, I didn't think I was a good woman in this life, and I didn't have bad roots, I lived for 18 years, and finally I made a conclusion to myself - beauty is really beautiful, pride is really proud, and stupidity is really stupid.

Alas, I think I am a dignified concubine, the muddy water in the harem is more than the number of times my father marched and fought, and he was mixed up before he died, and he was not as good as Liu Cainu who jumped into the river, it was really a failure.

In a word, I can't help myself............

God knows if reincarnation will be even worse in the next life, it's impossible to say.

So no matter what the way to die, it's not worth recommending.

To be alive is to have hope.

was feeling sad, but Fu Ji turned his head coldly and looked at me deeply.

My heart chuckled.

The sound of the tearing between the weapon and the flesh below became more and more obvious, as if cutting a person was as simple as crushing an ant, and there was no point in dying.

In a trance, the billowing smoke from the fire slowly drifted up, and Fu Ji reached the last moment, as if he saw my weakness and retreat, and knew that I was not not sincere, so he let go of his hand, faced me, and began to retreat with a satisfied smile.

He was also reluctant to take me away.

Behind him was such a strong firelight, and for the first time his pale face showed such a look, and the beauty was almost demonic;

Everything happens within easy reach.

After a short and extreme surprise, tears swirled in his eyes, and when they fell, they were hazy, and he wanted to tear his throat to shout Fu Ji, and he wanted to reach out to pull him, but he still didn't have time.

Fu Ji's lips moved slightly, and he couldn't see what he said, but he faced me from beginning to end, and the warmth and amazement in his eyes were the same as the night I first married him.

Another bone-chilling wind struck, rolling the smoke even thicker, and I couldn't stop coughing, no matter how much I tripped over in a hurry to pull Fu Ji's skirt just now, I bent over and crawled over.

It's a pity, when I finally relieved my breath, I wiped my tears with my sleeve and then raised my eyes to look for it, the glass hall was empty at the moment,

Except for me, except for this palace.

Nothing is gone.

The jade belt blocking the waist, Fu Ji, who was as clear as jade, was gone.