Preface 1: About the Universe

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This topic is actually very heavy, but when you look for a dark and windy night for a month, when there is no cloud in the sky, you look up at the void, there are countless stars in the starry sky, blinking quietly, then you will find that the universe is so big, so vast, so far-reaching, and you yourself standing under the void are so small, so slight, so insignificant, you are like a sand in the world, in fact, compared with the universe, you are a grain of sand, a grain of dust.

At this time, your imagination is flying, and the picture in your mind is actually as vast and far-reaching as the universe, the same deep and unscrupulous, in fact, at a certain moment, your mind will be more far-reaching, more confused, and more vast than the boundless starry sky.

You have to think about it carefully, and then you have to sigh inexplicably, after a long time, maybe you will become a philosopher! And then, every word you say can be called a philosophy!

People like you, who quietly look at the night sky, stand quietly and look at the night sky with closed eyes and meditate, I don't know how many people are still in this 5,000 years of China, the 5,000-year history of the Chinese nation, and how many heroes and heroes have turned into stars in the sky!

When you look up into the void, those shining stars that blink quietly, each of them may be the soul of those people after death, each one looks bright and dazzling, but the Koreans always say that they have a history of 7,000 years, and they also say that the north of the Yangtze River used to be the territory of Koreans, and our ancestors have been swimming in the Yangtze River for 5,000 years (because the Vietnamese say that the south of the Yangtze River is theirs!). Of course they say that theirs, even if they say that the first wave of skinny monkeys that became human beings walking upright, are also Koreans, they say that Fuxi is Korean, they say that Confucius is Korean, and Qu Yuan's big brother who threw himself into the river is also Korean, so what?

Even if they speak in a sanctimonious manner, and if they talk in a frenzied manner, and they froth at the mouth, so what? I don't believe it anyway, I really don't believe it, I don't believe it outright, I don't believe it without a head, I don't believe it if the monkeys who walk upright believe it or not.

So I still admire the Koreans very much, at least they left us a Yangtze River for our ancestors, and they left us a way to live, and they also showed mercy, so there is a poem about this matter, you live at the head of the Yangtze River, I live at the end of the Yangtze River, and you think about you every day, and you don't see you, and drink the water of the Yangtze River together.

The Koreans say, look, this poem is conclusive evidence that you live in the Yangtze River, and it is also a true portrayal of your 5,000-year history.

Cut!.......... , how inferior this must be!

Looking up at the sky, the years are like a shuttle, floating like a dream, time is urging people to get old, decades of rushing in the blink of an eye, talking and laughing are full of gorgeous hair, and in the end they are haggard and tired, but they always can't help but look at the bright night sky persistently, full of questions.

But looking at the night sky, it seems so familiar, and it seems so strange, and the more you look closely, the more unpredictable it feels, and you see all those thousands of stars, why is each one quietly blinking?

At a glance, this deep and dark night sky, this boundless galaxy, this vast and boundless starry sky, what does it want to tell me? Why does it tell me? Or what do you want to know? You say!

Who can be sure that the thousands of stars that blink quietly are not playing with us? Perhaps in their eyes, we are so naïve, so unclear, so stubborn.

But on this dark night, let's not care about the Koreans, let them eat sticks with kimchi, we still stand under the starry sky, carefully, quietly, and secretly ask ourselves: Shen Million! Where did you come from? Where are you going?

In my opinion, there are countless Shen million in this world, and I hope that every Shen million can quietly look at the dark night sky in his spare time, whether he is stupid or stupid, please take a look at it, because it is the vast universe.

And the universe is so big, boundless, vast and far-reaching, human beings are so small, time is like a shuttle, five thousand years in the blink of an eye, the stars are moving, life is like a dream, and go and far, kimchi on the stick is simply a delicacy in the world.

If you look back at yourself again, then 5,000 years later, we really know more than our ancestors 5,000 years ago? You may say, of course, we all know that we are monkeys now, and we have found a footprint left by that monkey 150,000 years ago in the Great Rift Valley.

But!Wait, are you sure?

You look at this vast universe, boundless, 5,000 years is just a blink of an eye for it, compared to it, human beings are not as good as a drop of water in the vast sea, drifting with the waves, ups and downs, and not even turning up a beautiful wave.

Heaven and earth are yellow, the universe is desolate, the information we can understand is only a drop in the ocean in its arms, with our current intelligence, some things seem to never be able to see through, this was the case five thousand years ago, and it is still the same five thousand years later.

From this point of view, we don't know more now than our ancestors 5,000 years ago, and time may be quietly wasted, but why does this person still look at the night sky, ask questions, and think hard? Maybe he is looking for an answer that has no answer?

Time flies, time flies, maybe in that deep dark night sky, some unknown depth, a certain shining star, where are we from? And those countless stars in the sky are still quietly blinking, refusing to tell me the answers I want, but those answers may be within easy reach of your eyes, within reach!

As far as the eye can see, this dark night sky is sometimes so mysterious, so elusive, so confusing, and standing under the void, I am so lonely, so small, and if I look closely, it is like a piece of dust.

Suddenly I found that I was like a frog sitting at the bottom of a well, and for the frog, when I looked up, the boxy sky was so big!

Don't laugh at the frog at the bottom of the well, you look into the void, this huge universe seems to be a ball, such a big ball, almost beyond your imagination, have you ever thought that the ball-like sky we see is actually the same as the square sky in the eyes of frogs!

Suddenly, we will find that in fact, we are all sitting at the bottom of the well stupidly, sitting at the bottom of the well and watching the sky, no different from the frogs at the bottom of the well that we have laughed at, and fate is just playing a big joke with us! From this point of view, for the universe, we are just a group of passers-by!

Floating like dust, like flowers, like leaves, floating like dreams, sometimes you can tell the difference between reality and illusion? So you and I are all transformed in this dust, a flower and a leaf, a grass and a tree, a joy and love, a thought and a thought, it is all a floating dust.

Maybe you don't know, I am a piece of dust for you, floating around you, constantly surrounding, you can't see it, you can't feel it, but I am such an existence, I have exhausted my life's strength, I want you to know, let you know that the determination is as small as dust!

Open my arms, I am such a floating dust, how many times, I dream that I can put a pair of wings on myself, flutter my wings and fly nine days away, shouting, shouting, using all my strength, in this ethereal night sky, into a brilliant firework, dazzling, dazzling, proudly tell myself, this world, I have been here! This fireworks are me, I am this fireworks!

Even if it really turns into dust, it's okay, because it's a speck of dust, where are you going, in fact, where do you come from, with countless beloved in your heart, dust to dust, dust to dust, dust is still the original grain of dust, but you must remember that it once turned into a firework, remember its brilliant moment in the night sky.

At that moment, the sky was lit up in an instant, the instant was an infinite dazzling spark, and the instant was the infinite sublimation of the soul, which instantly made you feel that you were so different, even if it was a frog, a lonely frog, you had to fight at the bottom of the well!

Don't laugh! That's my dream, maybe it's your dream, and my dream is the sea of stars, poetry and distance, backpack and bag, in fact, it's a brilliant moment. Anyway, just don't laugh, you really can't hold back, you can just endure it!

Don't laugh at me, you know, for me, this is a road of no return! How much loneliness, how much melancholy, how much white eyes like a wolf to endure along the way! The imaginable future is definitely full of thorns, but I just want to go all the way!

Perhaps, we are so different, so your dream may be a song and wine, a BMW Mercedes-Benz, a KTV and a little sister. Lao Yan flies separately, everyone has their own ambitions, no matter what, you can be regarded as a person with a dream when you are drunk and dreaming of death!

In fact, how big the heart is, how long the road under your feet is! It is not that the poverty of childhood limits your imagination, but the poverty of childhood struggles in your heart, creating a cage, which firmly imprisons you, and you will never see the brilliant fireworks in the distance!

And that brilliant moment, sparks splashed, flashed back in my mind, and suddenly reminded me of my childhood, thinking about it carefully, the story of childhood was so unforgettable, and the memory was so deep, and the smiling face of my childhood appeared in front of me in a trance.

Who can clearly remember the innocence of his three-year-old? Who can remember the confusion in his eyes when he was three-year-old? Who can remember the young appearance of this three-year-old child? This young three-year-old child, with dark pupils and clear eyes, who can remember? And I am just that kind of person!

There are only some fragments of childhood memories left in my mind, but these fragments are still edited to make me yearn for it, and in a trance, the extremely innocent smiling face of my childhood, one step at a time, swayed left and right, and slowly walked towards me.

I clearly remember when I was a child, I grabbed the lattice wooden flute by the window and stared outward, at that time, I was so young, I didn't know what I was thinking? Slowly growing up, the house was equipped with electric lights, installed radio, and played naughtily with the switch of the electric light all night long, it was the kind of switch that pulled a long line straight down in the box style, pulled it, turned it on, pulled it again, went off, it was so fun, it was so funny!

But the good times don't always exist, the good flowers don't bloom often, the more beautiful things decay faster and faster, just play for a few nights, click, the light line was broken by me, and then I was beaten fat, really fat, because the butt was beaten and swollen.

At that time, I went to school relatively late, and I was eight years old when I was in the first grade of primary school, unlike now I am a prodigy at every turn, what Tsinghua juvenile class at every turn, what Olympiad mathematics, what various cram schools, knowledge can indeed achieve the future, but the human brain is limited after all, you have to be born in the shoehorn of too many things, sooner or later it will not be able to bear it, when the air explodes, burst, shattered into a bowl of colorful brain flowers, it looks very appetizing.

With the radio, I finally got in touch with the outside world, the weather forecast every day, and what impressed me was the local place, because the local place is amazing! When it rains in other places, it is often heavy rain, and then it is not strong winds and hail, anyway, this place is definitely not suitable for human habitation, natural disasters occur frequently, disasters continue for years, and this part of this place is a hellish and magical existence! So even if I occasionally hear about some parts now, I can't help but smile in my heart.

At this age, I like to listen to the commentary on the radio, and the commentary is about the Romance of the Three Kingdoms, every time Zhang Fei appears, he has a snake spear in his hand, a bush of thick skin beard under his chin, and a dark cloud snow BMW in his crotch, standing majestically on the Dangyang Bridge, shouting in his mouth:

"Bah。。。。。。。 The eunuch Zhang Fei is here, who will fight me to the death?", this shout was full of anger, and the Dangyang Bridge under his feet also trembled slightly.

General Zhang estimated that he had just had lunch, and his stomach was very full, so he shouted like a bell, and the two armies hit a thunderbolt in front of the formation like a thunderbolt on a sunny day.

Zhang Fei's shout, at that time, scared the general of the Cao army, Xiahou Jie, fell off his horse and died, this Xiahou Jie's life was also big, the so-called Mr. died first, Mr. died first, this gentleman was scared to death by someone, it is estimated that he was also frightened at that time, and he died too much.

But General Zhang's earth-shattering shout, not to mention Xiahou Jie, even the 100,000 male soldiers behind the main general Cao Cao, heard a heartbeat, although there was only one person and one horse, and a bright silver spear in his hand, when this station on the Yang Bridge was like a heavenly soldier and a heavenly general, he fell into the mortal world!

Cao Cao, who was standing next to Mr. Xiahoujie, was so angry that his face turned white, and he secretly thought to himself: It's really embarrassing the old man's face, isn't it just Zhang Fei, how can he be scared to death? But Cao Cao himself was also afraid in his heart, trembling, and uneasy, so his face turned white, and he may have been frightened by Zhang Fei.

The generals behind Cao Cao didn't answer, let alone stepped forward to compete with Zhang Fei, Zhang Fei shouted three times in a row and saw that no one answered, and he felt quite bored in his heart, and secretly thought to himself: His grandmother's, this is okay?

But his lord Liu Bei, at this time, had already led a large group of people, mighty, running without a trace, it seems that Liu Bei's lord not only cried is the best in the world, but also has the ability to escape. So as the saying goes, a crying child has candy to eat, uncle also hurts, and grandma also loves. I didn't like to cry when I was a child, and I didn't eat a few sugars, so when I grew up, my blood sugar was not very good in a few years!

At this time, Zhang Fei, in my little head, is as straight as a god descending to earth, extremely tall, with ringed eyebrows and leopard eyes, a beard on his face, a BMW stepping on the snow without a trace, a generation of war gods who are alive and well, to see that he has to look up, and his neck hurts after a long time!

Later, when I went to elementary school, I was literate, and I knew how to check the Xinhua dictionary, and only then did I know that the eunuch was a eunuch! At that time, he looked like he was suddenly enlightened, and he grabbed the dictionary and startled himself, Zhang Fei! This guy turned out to be a eunuch!

Eunuch, that's the thing that served the queen in the ancient palace, haha, that thing, you shoot one, I'll shoot one, everyone knows it, don't beep, and then 。。。。。。

I heard the old man say that An Dehai was cut off by Ding Baozhen, the governor of Shandong, every time the old people talk about him, their expressions are mysterious, and they smile, An Dehai is also a celebrity among the people. This guy is a eunuch and a eunuch, and it is estimated that this An Dehai is not a normal man!

At that time, after learning that Zhang Fei was a eunuch, I was very excited, and I couldn't wait to immediately run to the county radio station and shout, so that the people of the county would know, let me tell you the truth, the four famous novels, the black-faced Zhang Fei in the Taoyuan Righteousness of the Three Kingdoms, turned out to be a eunuch!

Later, as I grew older, I could read a lot of books, and then I knew that it was not a eunuch, but a Yan person, a Yan, and a place of Yan Zhao, which is about now in Beijing and Hebei.

From this incident, I realized a truth, sometimes what you hear in your ears is not necessarily the truth, there is only one truth, but if you observe from different angles, there may be countless truths, so in the eyes of a thousand people, there are a thousand Hamlets, then, in the eyes of a thousand people, there are a thousand Lin Daiyu!

But no matter how many Lin Daiyu there are, Sister Daiyu still has to carry a hoe, carry a basket, quietly under the peach tree, and walk slowly towards you.

So, what you see with your eyes is sometimes not the truth, otherwise, you tell me, how could Sister Daiyu come to you? Is it because you are full!

Then time flies, decades in a hurry, the dream in my heart is getting heavier and heavier, and finally figured it out, as long as you like it, your sister Daiyu will sooner or later carry a basket, carry a hoe, shake it step by step, smile with a smile, with a pink flower rain, and come to you.

Pink peach blossom petals, with the wind of late spring, have fallen, the fragrance is scattered, at this time, you are like rebirth, as if standing on the windowsill, staring at the three-year-old child outside the window, the pupils are dark, bottomless, but a glance of clarity, a glance of innocence, a glance of innocence, as if only a glance, can see through their soul.

And the lamp in the depths of his soul, since then, has been quietly lit, bright and out, bright or dark, this way, with this long lamp, with this flickering light, all the way to today.

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Preface 2: About love

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Look up and ask the official, is the daughter beautiful?

Love is an eternal hot topic, how many literati and inkmen, Oriental ronin, and those who have nothing to do have praised it.

But I think that no matter men or women, in the bottom of her heart, they all have their own Lin Daiyu, or they all have their own An Muxi, Lin Daiyu and An Muxi, although they were not born in the same era, but today they are a model of love.

Of course, love must be the topic after eating, so as the saying goes, full of warmth and desire to think about YIN!

At this time, your head is tilted, your eyes are closed, your face is confused, your face is dazed, and you must be weak when you ask: Who is Daiyu? Can you bring me a bowl of porridge?

But if you have a full stomach, the world will instantly open up and everything will suddenly change!

Those girls walking on the side of the street, in your psychedelic eyes, each of them is watery and full of fairy spirits, not to mention those beautiful girls, even if it is a pregnant sow lying in your pigsty, it is extremely pleasing to you at this time!

After eating enough, the sister Daiyu in your heart is finally alive in your mind, of course, as long as you have enough imagination and can eat a full meal every day, the second senior brother, Sister Chang'e in the Moon Palace, will also come to you!

The Daiyu in your heart, or tender like water, or passionate like fire, or quiet and indifferent, or naughty and active, you can shape her into countless what you want, in your heart, this is the love you fantasize, this Daiyu may live in your heart forever, inadvertently she always has to carry a basket, carry a hoe, with a refreshing fragrance of flowers, and a tryst with you in the vast mind, this is which Daiyu sister in your heart!

Male, just past the year of standing, 1.78 meters tall (of course, most of the time he claims to be 1.8 meters like many movie stars), weighs 73 kilograms, left-handed, the left arm is particularly powerful, and there is a faint scar on the wrist of the right hand, which is the mark left by the naughty naughty fall from the cherry tree when he was a child, and there are clear six abdominal muscles in the abdomen, and now he has to practice in the gym for two hours every day, and it is estimated that he can train eight-pack abdominal muscles in a year and a half.

I don't know if you like this kind of An Muxi, but I think it's okay, at least it's a talent, so first borrow this Mr. An Muxi as a model, Mr. An, don't be angry!

In my opinion, there will definitely be a thousand An Muxi stationed in the hearts of a thousand girls, just like a thousand men have a thousand Lin Daiyu in their eyes. So, girl, tell me secretly, whisper in my ear, which one is your An Muxi?

But the years are like a shuttle, the An Muxi in my heart, with time, is always unpredictable, no matter what you shape him into, the original An Muxi in your heart will gradually fade with the years, and one day there will be no trace, leaving only the tears on your face.

The wind is always blown away by the rain and wind, faded over the years, faded over the amorous knot you once wanted to die and live, faded over the gorgeous hair, a lifetime of waste, the original intention has long been tired of gray hair, and the omnipotent An Muxi in your heart will die slowly after all.

An Muxi's death must be a landslide and a landslide, grief-stricken, and the inevitable result of the entanglement between ideals and reality in your heart.

And I, the three-year-old child who used to lie on the window lattice, what I want to write now is to bring which An Muxi or Lin Daiyu in my heart to everyone, let everyone examine and comment on it, it's that simple!

Write out the story in your heart and show it to others, and give it to everyone to comment, no matter what you say, I am also a person with dreams!

Because I have a belly of stories, I can also say that I am a person with a story!

The old man rode the wind west for tens of thousands of miles, and there was a cup of Anmuxi left here. Raise your head and call the sky is not spiritual, and bow your head and call the earth and the earth should not be! The white clouds are leisurely, and I walk alone, and I take a picture in the sky after a thousand years. I walked alone, leaving no name behind me. If you go with me, the wind will ring in your ears.

Suddenly I feel so stressed, maybe everyone has countless stories in their heads, love stories must be the most exciting part, if I can write it, I think you can also write it, in fact, everyone, as long as there is a person with a life, must be a person with a story!

Needless to say, everyone's story is different, but there's always something worth remembering, and if you can write it down, there's no doubt that you're a writer.

I'm not a writer, I'm not a writer at all, but I still want to put the stories in my head honestly, string them together with a thread, and dedicate them to everyone without reservation, maybe some people say that the writing is good, maybe some people will say that the writing is not good, it doesn't matter, anyway, I don't care! But no matter what, I have to write this story completely, this is me.

What does it mean to be a person with a story? The song "Jiu'er" by the great demon king Tan Jing has only four lyrics, but the first time I listened to it, I burst into tears! I have never read the book Red Sorghum, but I still made Sister Tan Jing sing and cry.

Moths to the fire, phoenix nirvana, the love story in my heart must be earth-shattering, crying ghosts and gods, at least it must be resounding, lingering! But love, why is it always blown away by the rain and wind, all the way to the east, just like falling flowers and flowing water, rushing to the sea and never returning.

I often wonder what is it that gives moths so much courage to pounce on the burning candle flame without hesitation.

The candlelight flickered, and at the moment when the moth pounced on it, the firelight scurried violently, bright and dazzling, and in the blazing firelight, I saw a burning soul in a trance, it was the soul of a moth, you have to look carefully, you will definitely see the moment it turned into ashes, the pretty appearance of flapping its wings, and at this time, it was so beautiful, so poignant, with an intoxicating heartbreak.

The love in my heart must be like the candle flame that the moth pounces on, even if it is broken to pieces, even if it is turned into ashes, I must do my best, flap the last wing violently, and proudly tell the world that I have loved this world!

This love is destined to be an extraordinary love, destined to be remembered by future generations, destined to be like a moth to which candle flame, bursting out of the last spark of love, that is, this faint touch of pure love, this love fire, warm and persistent, dazzling and dazzling, bright and bright, just like a meteor across the sky in the dark night, burning itself, but illuminating for a moment.

So what is love? I believe everyone has their own answer, I once saw on the Internet that there was a professor at a certain university who was boiling chicken soup, and he wanted to teach people to look at love, family, friendship, and the relationship between the three from a philosophical point of view, and I thought it was very funny.

After reading it, I really want to shoot him to death with a brick, philosophy? It sounds quite powerful, why don't you explore the relationship between the three from a nanometer perspective? Or examine the relationship between the three from the perspective of dark matter, isn't it more high-end, atmospheric, more confusing, and more inscrutable, and it seems that you are drunk and you wake up alone, and everyone sleeps and you have insomnia, and then everyone shouts to you, Master! Take my knees! and then become famous, fame and fortune, wouldn't it be better?

But everyone in the world is drunk and you wake up alone, you drink a lot! Everyone in the world sleeps with insomnia, you have arthritis, you have gout in old age, you have taken too many sleeping pills!

If you really fall out of love, if you are happy, cover the quilt at night and sweat, and get up early the next morning to go to the bathhouse to soak all morning, to ensure that you are refreshed and unharmed. Maybe you're not out of love, but you've never loved at all!

I don't like to listen to other people's preaching, your own home has already become a hot porridge, you still have to teach others how to boil water, can you do it! I like the beauty, what I like is her skin, everyone is so busy, I just like her beauty, don't talk to me about the soul, no matter how interesting the soul, I am not rare!

The old monk said to the little monk that thirty years ago, the mountains were mountains and the water was water. Thirty years later, the mountains are not mountains, and the water is not water. The old monk said that thirty years later, the mountains will still be mountains, and the water will still be water.

I pinched my fingers, this old monk lived to be ninety years old, I congratulate you on living such a long life and wasting so much food, but please tell me quietly, you said a bunch of nonsense, what the hell did you see!

In fact, love, friendship, and family affection are essentially no different, do you need me to tell you quietly? Isn't it dopamine! As long as you can successfully graduate from the third year of junior high school, you know, and I can proudly say that I have already graduated.

But the ideal love will always pass away with the wind, you were born in this earthly world, the dust is not over, no matter how much wind and snow can not withstand the merciless whipping of the years, the flowers bloom, the tide comes and goes, and in the end it is just like the embers after a bonfire burns, the breeze blows gently, the ashes are gone, and there will be no trace, the breeze blows lightly, in fact, it also blows away the obsession in your heart.

True love is never afraid of wind and rain, not afraid of displacement and turbulence, not afraid of thousands of rivers and mountains, not afraid of the ocean and two oceans!

The love described in the book, because of the heart, is it so tactful and poignant, so infatuated, so unforgettable. In fact, it is also the inner monologue of the author in front of every screen.

I was born before I was born, and I am old when you were born. Looking back at the past, a piece of grass is floating. A glass of cloudy wine, two glasses of acacia. On the side of Chang'an Street, the face of the world. Endless tears of despair, endless eternal sorrow. Sorrow, sorrow, sorrow, a white head!

So in this world, the person who uses his heart is the most terrible, there is nothing he can't do, success or failure is only between his thoughts, but never judge the hero by victory or defeat, Xiang Yu on the side of the Wujiang River smeared the sword on his neck, a proper defeat, but who would say that he is not a hero for thousands of years! In my opinion, it is a peerless hero who is unparalleled in the world! Such a hero only comes out of three thousand years, only such a tragic hero, the beautiful girl Yu Ji will live and die together, without regrets! Achieve an unforgettable love.

Look at the world, people's hearts have long been impetuous, you look at those post-90s children, they can't calm down and read a book now, how many of these children can still have a barefoot childhood playing in the mud? Or in the summer, lying on the wheat straw at night, leisurely counting the stars in the sky, the stars are like clouds, and they can't be counted, and then look at the fireflies flying quietly from the sky, how many children spent their childhood in Internet cafes? Pampered, leeks and wheat seedlings are stupid and can't tell the difference, or bow their heads and hold their love crazy without saying a word?

Needless to say, such a childhood also floated a trace of sadness in my heart, I often looked down and thought, etiquette and music collapsed, people's hearts are not ancient, material supremacy, everything is measured by money, even love has changed its taste, is it not related to such a childhood?

Those children will say, I can live in an Internet café for three days and three nights without eating or drinking, I can play with my mobile phone all night without looking up, then, aren't you afraid that you will be blind?

So, everyone guessed that this book is about love.

The beginning of everything is difficult, some people say that the beginning is written, everything is solved, the pen is like divine help, millions of words are written down, is it really so easy? This is not a woman giving birth, pregnant in October, the melon is ripe, wow, the big fat boy croaks to the ground, the thought of suffering in this world, this doll cries so much that her face is purple, that is because she has something in her stomach! In fact, in my opinion, the most difficult part of a book is the end!

I don't believe you go online and see how many unfinished works there are! After reading it, I guarantee that your embarrassment will recur instantly. In fact, you can't stand the loneliness in your heart, you can't stand the ridicule of others, you can't stand the loneliness and melancholy in your heart, I advise you not to write, embark on this road, you will gradually find that this is really a road of no return.

Every book has an ending, about love, there should also be a HAPPY ENDING, but it is written and written as a tragedy! So in my opinion, this book is written as a tragedy, a tragedy of love, in fact, behind every smiling face, there is a tear, behind every forced smile, without exception, is a touch of sadness that cannot be seen. The love in my heart, so hard to find the way to come, thousands of mountains to walk, thousands of rivers to trek, and a few can find the way to come!

Therefore, the love in my heart, even if you have thousands of family wealth, and your waist is wrapped in thousands of dollars, of course, if you really have a waist and thousands of dollars, your waist may be bent! Such you, to be honest, what does it have to do with me! Whether you have money or not, it is not in my consideration, if you have no money, we can move forward hand in hand, in the wind and rain, head to head, shoulder to shoulder, you rely on me, I also rely on you, if not, I will write a biography of Thor! Maybe it will be! Many things are so wonderful!

Since it is about love, such a story is actually the love that I expect in my heart, so I want to write it well, so after writing a paragraph, I have to revise it for half a day, and I have only written less than a million words in three years.

In an instant, my heart was full of sorrow, and compared with them, I was simply a frog at the bottom of a well! It seemed that I was not worthy of lifting shoes for them! And some writers kept writing more and more, and they had been writing for ten years! My heart tightened, and I quietly covered my face.

At this time, I was dazed, confused, and couldn't seem to say anything else in my mouth, so I could only whisper: "Brother, you raise your noble feet, your shoelaces are open!"

In this way, I, Mengshi Qi, turned out to be a shy person! Just kidding, isn't a long face used for shyness! But so many people have long forgotten this function, which makes me shy again! Sometimes, when I see those old ladies on the road who are leading all kinds of pet dogs, scratching their heads and making gestures, and defecating and defecating everywhere without any scruples, I feel shy for them, and even disdain to live in the same city as them!

I really want to say to them, you should move to India, it is a paradise country! It is a magical country! That is where the Buddha of the Western Heaven is! I guarantee that after you go, you will not want to come back!

But I still hope to be honest and respectful, and to write it out, and to judge whether it is good or not, of course, you say that I don't write well, it doesn't matter, because I don't care!

Before every woman goes out, which one is not delicate makeup, constantly tinkering with her face, and having an extra thread on her clothes has to be carefully trimmed with scissors, and I am the same, I bother to write something, of course, I have to keep revising, I must treat it as my own daughter, and give her the best!

Maybe people will say, "Your daughter is so beautiful!" Yes, that's the only way I'm satisfied. If you think that your daughter is unkempt and unkempt, how can you be willing to take her out to meet people!

So the story you see has actually been modified by me countless times, because I want to bring it out to meet people, so whether it is serialized or the whole part, it is already something that I have worked hard to revise with all my might, and I hope to accept it!

Therefore, before writing this book, I warned myself that I must not end up in a bad end! Therefore, before I started writing, I directly pinched and exploded the two eggs between my legs, and I was proud in my heart, don't look at my age, but the blood on the chest is still as hot as ever, full of pride, and boiling! As always, it is suffocating and shocking! As a real * man 2.0 version, sometimes, you should be ruthless to yourself!

Holding a pair of bloody eggs in both hands, the blood was dazzling, but the middle-aged old man had an indifferent face, his expression was light and breezy, his whole body trembled, and he raised his head and laughed miserably: Princes and generals, rather there is a kind!

What about the old? In fact, the old ones are all mentality! Life is rare for 70 years, and now the society eats so well, and 60 years old can be regarded as a golden youth, since the predecessors all said that 70 years old are rare, I will write a poem about ancient times! Let you see the ancient in my heart.

will be the wind hitting the water 3,000 feet, don't wait for the old to look up to the sky and be sad!

Waiting for only 70 years, every inch of time is an inch of gold!

It's hard to buy an inch of time, and you can open your chest and heart! There are women around you who have just grown up, and they are slightly falling into the city with a smile and a smile!

The twilight and morning light have passed over the barren fields, and I have closed my eyes and kept silent! At the end of the sky, a touch of the slanting sun and a red eagle! Flap my wings nine days away, and leave no name in the sky!

The emperor lives up to the emperor's heavens, go to my body and two sideburns! All living beings forget each other, and there are people in the world who are constantly bowels!

I don't leave a voice, and I don't leave a name! On the day of the broken intestines, when you are reborn, your sweetheart will also be waiting for you with a basket on the edge of the sky! Squint at the sky, and you will find that it is so blue!

Never underestimate the determination of a red-eyed gambler who wants to turn the book over, and never underestimate the fearlessness of a middle-aged man who forged ahead! With a greasy bald head, hunched waist, under the scorching sun, in the cold wind, this middle-aged man is an afterimage in the wind, but this afterimage is stubbornly rushing forward, this figure from behind, a little thin, a little lonely, but facing the wind, bowing his head and walking away! Because behind his loneliness, there is no way back!

Sometimes, I hope that God can give me a pair of gorgeous wings, so that I can fight hard to soar into the blue sky, with a sharp long roar, spread my wings and soar!

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Preface 3: The preface I made for myself

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The wind is blowing, the clouds are flying, and the warriors are strong, and the Quartet is fixed!

Warrior Seven, that's me, I'm Warrior Seven!

This is not my pen name, or called a flower name, of course, many Chinese working abroad, like to give themselves a foreign flower name, such as Christina, such as Bangaev, such as Sato Wasel, and then such as Anna, Williams, John's grandson, and so on, and I think, I am a purebred Han person, seeing Chinese characters is as kind as seeing my mother, why do I have to give a flower name?

Warrior Seven, that's the name of my game in the XX Three Kingdoms, I've been playing this game for ten years, think about it, how many decades are there in life? So ten years later, I'll take this name at my fingertips, without a trace of evil thoughts.

Why do you want to write a preface for yourself? This is not lacking in the eyes, in fact, I am getting older, I feel that this heart is gradually increasing, I also want to find a celebrity to help me write a preface, such as a fake uncle, but you are looking for someone, wishful thinking, can people come?

Besides, he doesn't have time, he's busy painting every day, and his paintings are tens of thousands.

Therefore, idle clouds and wild cranes like me, chasing ducks to the shelves, chickens to cages, and elephants to refrigerators, reluctantly make it difficult for them, so I write for myself! Readers! If you feel that you write well, you will slap twice, and if you write badly, you will also slap twice! Anyway, you can't beat it!

I feel that I have never lacked imagination, but the poverty of my childhood still left an indelible wound in my heart, and now I look back, I can smile! Poverty will not take root, it will not stick to your body, but it can indeed limit your imagination.

Because of poverty, you don't dare to imagine! Poverty, the memories it once brought are so unforgettable, and that feeling of helplessness can only be deeply understood by those who have experienced it firsthand. Sometimes I wake up in a dream and sit on the edge of the bed, with tears on my face!

Having said that, sometimes we have to bend our waists for five buckets of rice, run around for these five buckets of rice, or in the midst of inner pain and struggle, some people choose to leave sadly! Every time I see such an ending, tears fall like rain!

In fact, everyone is running around, I am not as intelligent as others, not as good as others, I can only work harder, hoping that one day I can live as well as others. God is as I wish, I am so lucky, I live in the city at a young age!

In fact, this is the original ugly face of life, it is never easy to live, sometimes it is so hideous!

But we see them trying to live, I hope everyone can see their own shadow in his back, perhaps, some people just humble life with their heads bowed in the ordinary, for them, they have done their best, desperate for their lives! I still want to bless them, but also bless myself, in such a helpless life, I can still feel a trace of warmth, feel the little respect in the afterglow of the passers-by around me!

It's really useless to cry, no matter how hard and tired I am, for me, I have to stand stubbornly and live! Look up, this side of the blue sky will not fall, even if it falls, there are not all kinds of stars with a height of 1.8 meters, I am not afraid!

Writing here, I will tell you a joke, I grew up in the countryside, and then I went to the city, I have never seen the flush toilet in the public toilet at all, the toilet is so high, I think that the people in the city are exquisite, the toilet is so high!

After finishing the work, I didn't know how to flush the water, so I went out casually. As soon as I went out of the door, another person went in, and as soon as this person entered the toilet, he screamed like a pig, and I wondered in my heart, who stepped on your tail?

Since then, there is only one thought in my heart, I want to work hard, I must redouble my efforts, and I will not hesitate to take off three layers of dead skin, and strive to become a city person as soon as possible! Therefore, now I will also sit and use the toilet, but it is still not very convenient to sit in some squatting pits, and once I almost fell into the dung pit, fortunately I have practiced! With both hands and a straight body, I climbed out by myself, and then walked on the most prosperous commercial pedestrian street in the city, holding my head high, as if I had entered a no-man's land!

Recalling that I was struggling to survive in the toilet just now, I still feel palpitations, of course, not only diving, but also other swimming styles, freestyle and diving, plus dog planing, the swimming posture I learned in the pond at the edge of the village when I was a child was basically used, so I am not afraid of anything!

When I thought that this was my own preface to myself, I was very excited! I especially admired myself, it was not easy, a rural baby can not only write a novel of millions of words, but also write a preface for herself! It is simply a god-like existence!

At this time, I looked at myself in the mirror, my eyes were full of admiration, and I said to myself: Pig, no matter what, you must not be proud!

Not arrogant, not impatient, neither humble nor arrogant, since then this pig has lived a happy life!

Later, I went to the city to buy a house, and finally had my own nest, and I was even more excited. But children who grew up in the countryside have raised pigs, and those cats and dogs have good breeds and high prices, and they can't afford to spend them.

After installing the network cable, I began to indulge in online games, and I became obsessed with XX Three Kingdoms, which is the origin of my network name. Of course, I also met a lot of netizens through the game, and some netizens recommended me to raise a mini pig if I have a pet. I thought that the balcony at home is also quite big, and raising pigs is also my old business, so I ordered one online without hesitation, not to mention that this mini pig is really very cute, not only I like it, but my wife and children also like it very much.

After raising it for half a year, the problem came, the pig grew bigger and bigger, and in half a year, it grew more than 70 pounds! At that time, I hated in my heart, I wanted to strangle the pig seller! Isn't this a trick? After discussing it with my wife, forget it, I don't dare to kill, so I should send it out, and in the dead of night, I drove the pig out, found a place where no one was, threw down the pig, and ran away. Early the next morning, he heard a sound at the door, his grandmother's, the pig came back by itself!

So you see, things in the world are so magical! I sent it out twice in a row, and this miraculous pig was able to return home smoothly by itself every time! At that time, I was very depressed, and I was ruthless to find a dark and windy night, and finally sent the pig to the suburbs! I tossed and turned alone in the wild for a night, and it was almost dawn, so I took out my mobile phone and called my wife: "Which pig of our family has come back?"

My wife replied, "You're back early, where are you?", and I got angry: "I know where I am? I'm not a fairy! Can you give the phone to that pig, I'm lost!"

Since then, this pig has left a shadow in my life, and I have also understood a truth, to be kind, pigs cannot be raised casually! Now there are three Ragdoll cats in the house, and all three members of the family have become cat slaves! The joy of raising cats is indescribable.

Moreover, when you have a Buddhist Ragdoll cat, you have to bow in the air a few times every day, you finally know that the world is so big, the magic of creation, is simply incomparable! This Buddhist Ragdoll cat, sitting on my coffee table, two front paws together, keep going up and down to worship!

Every time I see this, my heart jumps: the prototype of the beckoning cat sold in those stores is it! But what is this Ragdoll cat called: "Niu Niu" praying for? Is it praying for good weather and good weather, national peace and security, and you can eat fresh dried fish every day, and it is best to drop a beautiful little female cat from the sky, and you must not hit the ground first! This cat is so magical, it has become a thing in our family's hearts, which netizen does not believe it, add me to WeChat and I will send you a video to see.

In fact, I am also a very orthodox person, once I took the bus, I didn't sit even if there was a seat, I had to stand, I would tell you that my crotch was open?

When I was in elementary school, I learned Chinese very well, and my composition was often used as a model essay by the teacher, so I was also a generalist in composition. Because of her youth, she still made a lot of jokes, the Chinese teacher is a middle-aged woman with a mother-in-law, and when she assigns her composition, she asks everyone to give herself a pen name, and the pen name must have something to do with the pen, right?

With a stroke of my brain, I wrote the first pen name in my life: Chinese two-stroke drawing pencil!

Now look at it, this name seems to be high-end and high-grade! As soon as this name comes out, there is basically no dissatisfaction, if you are not convinced, I will write you as a ghost!

Because of his good composition, when he was assigned a class in the liberal arts and sciences in the second year of high school, he chose the science class without hesitation. Until now, I still regret scratching my ears and scratching my heart, because, there are all girls in the liberal arts class!

What a sad and depressed feeling, like missing the last flight at the airport, standing at the airport, holding the ticket in my hand, a single shadow, without any relatives! And the plane hovered over the airport for a long time before leaving! Isn't this deliberately angry with me, I wanted to fly to catch up, catch it, press it on the ground and rub it hard, rub it, and let it help me get my ticket back!

A misstep into a thousand years of hatred, and then turn back a hundred years of body!

If God can give me another chance to choose again, let me be reincarnated, wait, wait! What's wrong, if I am reincarnated again, I am also a girl! Thinking about it like this, my heart is half cold, and I still live honestly for the present.

Just classmates, we have come all the way, we are elementary school classmates, junior high school classmates, high school classmates, and college alumni, of course, you have to join the army and comrades-in-arms, you have colleagues to participate in work, even if you take out the garbage in the hotel, you still have buddies.

I think the feelings of high school classmates are the best, because they are all like flowers and jade, the shy age of the beginning of love, at that time, I was young, hot-blooded teenagers, especially poor, there are two twin sisters in the class, one is called Shi Tao, the other is called Shi Bo, the two sisters look exactly the same, and they are clear and beautiful, young and beautiful, but they always make fun of me, let me guess which of the two of her is the sister, which is the sister!

Once my brain twitched again, and blurted out: You two look alike, where can I tell the difference when you put on clothes!

Afterward....... Otherwise, where do you think the wheelchair I am sitting in now came from?

When I was a sophomore in high school, I fell in love with a long-haired beauty sitting in front of me, a scholar, who likes to soar English, and looks so beautiful, I chased it desperately, and this black-haired beauty wrote me a note, I looked at it, English: IF YOU NEVER ABANDON , WE WILL LIVE DIE TOGETHER!

After checking the English-Chinese dictionary for most of the night, I finally understood that it was said like this: If you don't die quickly, I will die with you!

After reading it, my heart was half cold, and I felt that the world was impermanent, and there was no trace of it. Ten years later, I learned that this sentence is called: If you don't leave and never give up, I will live and die!

That year, it was a slightly cool autumn, the cold wind blew my face, and I healed my legs, and sat on the roof to repair the house in high spirits, and suddenly understood the true feelings in the girl's note, and fell from the roof at that time, and silently said to myself: You deserve it, you hurry up and die!

In this way, I missed the first love of my life! I missed the love of my life! I missed the girl's true love!

Until now, I still want to know her news, I want to know if she is doing well, and I want to take a second look at her voice and smile, I wonder if she is dead?

But everything can never be started all over again! Which door of the soul that was once opened by four households in your heart, after ten years of wind and frost, has long been rusted and closed, even if you look through the crack in the door, there is a dead silence inside, ruins and broken walls, and there is no trace!

After going to college, I finally realized that the world is so big, and the blue planet we live on is so wonderful! It turns out that the planet we live on has an unusually nice name, called: EARTH!

As the name suggests, what we are stepping on is a piece Chinese of earth, and this land, from outer space, is a huge blue sphere. This blue ball is so beautiful from the outside!

It's this beautiful blue planet, and there's a moon called the moon! Every month on the fifteenth day of the month, you look at the moon, it's so bright, so big, so round.

As a sensitive and affectionate science boy, every year on August 15, the day of family reunion, I have to climb to the top of Yunfu Mountain, alone, quietly watching the moon. Looking at the moon, there are countless questions in my mind, and one of the biggest doubts has been haunting my heart,

That is: Moon, tell me secretly, where did you come from, and where are you going!

But this big white moon is so naughty, it looks so close, and then it looks so far away, and when you look closely, it is close in front of you, and it is far away in the sky in a trance. Moving and changing in the air, time changing, cloudy and sunny, just refusing to tell me the answer.

If you don't tell me, it doesn't matter to a young man like me who is full of enthusiasm, it doesn't matter, it doesn't bother me, if you don't say it, Lao Tzu will use to guess! I guess, I guess, I guess!

This is the rule of the game, the most basic routine in online games, saying that it is by fighting, what is used to fight? It's not RMB! And I, just guess! To put it bluntly, it's a mouth that is whimsical, talking nonsense, and talking nonsense.

At this time, I began to make random gestures with my hands, because I began to tell stories! Now those who want to cheat money on the Internet also make up stories first!

It is said that hundreds of millions of years ago, the earth at this time did not have a moon, but there was a twin sister called: Xue Yina!

Sheina is also a beautiful planet, but only a quarter the size of Earth, and both planets are located in the habitable zone of the solar system, haunting each other and traveling together. The two planets become a companion star system, in the night sky, two blue spheres are intertwined with each other, you circle me, I circle you, turn and turn, Xue Yina rotates slightly faster than the earth, but both blue planets slowly rotate around the sun.

For Xue Yina, Earth is like her big brother, and she is Earth's little sister. The brother and sister have been entangled with each other for hundreds of millions of years, the heavens and the earth are yellow, and the solar system at this time is full of vitality and looks extremely beautiful.

But flowers are red for a hundred days, and people are not good for a thousand years! As long as you want, history can be rewritten. If you don't believe it, look at the things recorded in those history books, how many of them can withstand careful scrutiny! And how many of them can withstand careful scrutiny! A hundred schools of thought contend, a hundred flowers bloom, and sometimes they just say it casually. Sometimes it's a hall of words, it's Chrysostom. Therefore, what many historians wrote may not be true, or he deliberately omitted many important nodes!

Xue Yina, compared to her big brother, has a slightly short temper. In her heart, she always wants to be closer to her eldest brother, where does she understand that everything in the world is born and restrained by each other, and she will love and kill each other! If you get too close, one day, it will explode!

As soon as this idea appeared, only a few million years later, she got closer and closer to the earth, and finally one day, she broke away from her orbit, with a roar, with fireworks in the sky, with a tenderness, and threw herself towards the earth.

At this time, Xue Yina has gone crazy, the raging fire is burning violently on her, and from a distance, she has turned into a huge fireball! But the moth fights the fire, and there is no turning back, this once extremely beautiful blue planet has only one thought in her heart at this time, she threw herself into her brother's arms, it is best to be one with him, it is best to be one with him, and from then on, she will spend time with him, holding hands.

But such a moth to the fire has brought not only destruction, but also the destruction of the two planets at the same time, and under this explosion, the earth will definitely collapse, the earth will shake, and it will definitely shake the nine heavens and the universe.

The closer to the earth, the faster Xue Yina's speed is, the two planets under the interaction of each other's gravitational tides, along the outer edge of the two balls, two long tails appear between each other, these two long tails are tens of thousands of kilometers long, the long tails, mixed with dirt, gravel, sea water, and storms, fog, from the air, the scenery is spectacular, the vision of heaven and earth, it is rare to see for thousands of years!

Xue Yina, although only a quarter of the size of the earth, carries the light of fire, majestic, as for why her surname is Xue, I was also very puzzled at that time. But at this time, she was like a wild horse that had escaped from the brair, with a raging fire, and there was no turning back!

The moment the two blue ones collided, it was really a blazing fire, a landslide and a crack, and hot magma sprayed tens of thousands of kilometers into the air.

The orbits of the two planets are occupied by their wreckage, the rocks are flying sideways, the black clouds cover the sky, the cores of the two planets finally merge into one, this is from space, the two blue planets, at this time only a fiery red color, the brother and sister from the inside out, are raging fire, everything on the original planet, at this time turned to ashes. The sea water on the surface of the two blue planets also turned into steam at this moment, flying thousands of miles into the sky.

Even so, the inner core of the brother and sister is still there, and around the inner core, the various materials thrown into outer space produced by countless collisions are still slowly rotating around the inner core at this time, but the diameter of this brand-new planet has exceeded hundreds of thousands of kilometers.

After hundreds of millions of years, this new planet slowly cooled down from the inside out, the original restless heart was also buried deep in the earth, under the huge gravitational force, the material that flew out began to be recycled, and then it rained for thousands of years, the torrential rain was like a note, and it kept falling for thousands of years, and the original blue ocean slowly formed on the surface of the planet, and in this planet 300,000 kilometers away, a huge rock slowly rotated around it, absorbing countless gravel, this rock is getting bigger and bigger, we all guessed, this stone later became the moon！

And this new planet that is rising and reborn in the flames is what we call the earth! How many years later, it has become the only home for our human race.

However, the story I am going to tell now is a much longer period of time before Earth and Xue Yina!

At that time, there was also an earth, but it was much bigger, a super-earth, much bigger than the one we live on now. This super-earth is called: Pangea Planet! It also has moons, and there are four moons! This huge planet has only one continent, and its name is Pangea. There is no doubt that all around this continent is a clear blue ocean!

From a distance, this great planet Pangea is also a beautiful blue planet, and because of its vast ocean, it looks bluer than the Earth, and slowly revolves around the sun in the sun's habitable zone.

Well, writing here, our story is going to start from this Pangea continent, friends, if you are still here, how can you not be there! Reading this, please don't blink, because our story has been like a picture scroll, slowly unfolding in front of your eyes!

As the scroll slowly opens, I assure you, as long as you keep your eyes peeled and lie on the bed, there is nothing to do left and right anyway, and you are idle, and you will be idle all the way, and you will be tired of dropping a few drops of eye drops, and this picture will only become more and more beautiful in your eyes!