Although Yi Shuihan was prepared, the pain during the withdrawal was still beyond his expectations.

The pain and sensation of crawling, gnawing at skin, bones, and flesh almost made him collapse.

He suddenly understood why those who had quit would choose to harm themselves, compared to this pain, the slight wounds on the body were really nothing.

Fortunately, there was still a trace of clarity and sanity in his mind, and that good sanity had been restraining his desire to go out and find Du Pin or the urge to harm himself.

In the company of his parents, he stayed up until the next morning.

At this time, he was soaking wet, as if he had just been fished out of the water.

During these few hours, except for the sudden roar of pain at the beginning, Yi Shuihan didn't even let out any shouting.

The pain was suspended, and the feeling of ants gnawing gradually turned into a half-pricked pain all over the body.

Yi Shuihan finally breathed a sigh of relief, and after a few hours of perseverance, it seemed that all his strength had been consumed, and he couldn't move for a moment.

"Xiaohan, how are you......" Wang Xiaohong cried while holding Yi Shuihan's miserable white and withered cheeks.

Yi Shuihan's almost numb facial muscles squeezed out a smile and said, "It's okay, Mom, I'm already fine, I want to cook porridge with you......"

"Okay, okay...... I'll make you ...... right away" Wang Xiaohong staggered towards the kitchen, and the only thought in her mind at this time was to boil porridge, and her son wanted to drink it......

"How is it?, can you still survive?" Yi Zhenyuan looked at Yi Shuihan with burning eyes, the so-called "already well" is just a white lie to coax his wife, Yi Shuihan has endured and will continue to bear it very well in his heart.

Looking at the blood in his mouth as he spoke, he could believe the pain he had to endure, and the perseverance of his son who could endure a night without saying a word, shocked him.

What worries him is that this extreme pain will continue for another three or four days...... If that string breaks too tightly, the consequences could be even more serious.

"Honestly...... It's uncomfortable!" Yi Shuihan said with a wry smile, the pain was much more intense than he had imagined.

If he is really just a young man in his twenties and has nothing to do, I am afraid that he will really not be able to get through it, but fortunately, he has the experience and polishing of his previous life, and for now, he can still bear it.

"It's hard to describe this kind of pain, I think the so-called extreme pain in the world is nothing more than this, the most unbearable thing is that this pain will last for several days, it's desperate to think about it......" Yi Shuihan continued.

Yi Shuihan didn't hide anything from communicating with his father, men are always stronger than women, Yi Shuihan doesn't have to worry that his father will not be able to bear it or be soft-hearted.

In these days, Yi Zhenyuan has learned a lot, and has seen a lot of information about the behavior of the addicts who go crazy, self-harm, collapse, and beg during withdrawal.

He was also prepared for such a scene, but his own son really made him proud.

During this time, he was even able to maintain such a clear sense of reason and dialogue with himself...... This kind of perseverance and perseverance is by no means something ordinary people can have.

At this time, he suddenly remembered what Yi Shuihan said to Yi Shuiyun a few days ago: I am stronger than you think!

He also believed that Yi Shuihan could survive it, and he was more determined than ever.

"I know that words of comfort may not be of much use, but I still want to say that for this family, for us, for your career, for your future...... Please persevere!" Yi Zhenyuan said as he stared at Yi Shuihan.

Yi Shuihan looked at Yi Zhenyuan's eyes, his mouth opened, and his voice was hoarse but firm: "Dad, don't worry...... I'll just say one thing, even if it's painful...... I'm never going to touch that!"

"Hahahaha...... Good!" Yi Zhenyuan laughed, the joy and pride in his heart were incomparable, and when he looked up, tears unconsciously left from the end of his eyes, but these were tears of joy and happiness.

This is his son! This is the son of whom he is proud!

Yi Zhenyuan is very relieved that he has a son like Yi Shuihan, even if he is poor all his life, it is not in vain to go through this world.

Looking at the tears in the corners of Yi Zhenyuan's eyes, Yi Shuihan couldn't help but be moved.

can make a strong as steel shed tears, and there is one more reason for him to persevere.

"In addition......" Yi Shuihan smiled and continued: "Mom hasn't rested these days, anxious and afraid...... I'm afraid she won't be able to stay up, so you can persuade her......"

Yi Zhenyuan sighed and said, "I've been persuading, but, in your situation, how can your mother rest in peace......

"Or, I'm pretending I'm already fine?" Yi Shuihan said hesitantly.

"Can you bear it?" Yi Zhenyuan asked.

Yi Shuihan just wanted to say that he could bear it, but the bone-chilling pain struck again......

"Ahhh......h

……

A day or two has passed, and Yi Zhenyuan's family has been by Yi Shuihan's side, never leaving.

They knew that they couldn't alleviate Yi Shuihan's pain in the slightest, but at this time, they used their actions to show that no matter what it was, they were willing to face it with Yi Shuihan!

"Brother Han, you have to come on, you will definitely be able to!" Ye Qingqing also cheered Yi Shuihan on the side while shedding tears, she seemed to understand what her brother Han was suffering.

In the past two days, Yi Shuihan has survived with his perseverance.

That kind of extreme pain is very difficult, but Yi Shuihan gritted his teeth and got used to it.

What was even more difficult was the third and fourth days of the withdrawal period, when Yi Shuihan had already been tortured and delirious.

At this time, his will was relatively weak, and the pain was bearable, and the feeling of itching made him a little nervous.

The extreme sense of kuai, comfort, and cheerfulness in his memory came flooding in, constantly impacting the mental defense he had built.

Go ahead and try again!

The voice kept coming out of his mind, and Yi Shuihan's consciousness gradually blurred, and his reason was squeezed and disappeared.

In the dark, Yi Shuihan, who was almost confused, walked towards the abyss, go, go and pursue your happiness...... That's what you really want......

What do you really want? Is this really it? Yi Shuihan began to struggle.

A scene came to mind.

"Director Zhang, give me a chance to audition, please!" Yi Shuihan bowed, his face was full of humble pleading, his face was solemn like the group of black birds perched on the church, the reddish-brown lips that had been burned by the fire were slightly opened, dry and chapped, like withered and dehydrated flowers, and the blood was spreading radially in his eyes, what he wanted was just an opportunity.

"I'm sorry ......"

Standing on the top of the fifteen-story building, the cool breeze was blowing, and the pitch black below was like an abyss......

At that time, he was faced with the same choice as himself at this time......

But the difference is that at this time, I have too many things that I can't let go, too many things that I can't let go!

Family, friends, career, acting, fans......

Why do you choose to sink for the sake of so-called happiness?

That's a big joke!

"Ah!!" Yi Shuihan finally couldn't help but roar......

But it was the howl of his war drums, indomitable, and he would rather die than retreat!

(End of chapter)