Chapter 49 Feelings are never a one-man thing
Xu Chengzhi suddenly appeared, and his recent performance is extremely concerned about her, but no one knows that it is Yin Xiao who has always had inferiority complex between the two of them.
Yin Xiao's six years in Switzerland have been low-key and shabby, she didn't use a penny of her family's money, and all her expenses outside the home were earned by herself, because in the first two years she came, she was poor and could only rely on Su Wenxi's relief to live.
Later, she learned to draw with Jason, and her talent was very valued by Jason, and slowly Jason would let her draw some of the outside work to earn the outer blocks. During the few years of recuperation, she relied on painting to relieve some of her inner suffering, and "Lost Deer" was born at that time.
When her painting skills became more and more mature, and her reputation became more and more famous under Jason's care, she received the news of her parents' divorce and had to return to China, met Xu Chengzhi again, her fate was subverted again, and the past was picked up again.
It turned out that going around and around, she and him were destined to be entangled with each other.
"Knowing the teacher, can you look at these paintings like this?"
The gallery offers a spacious studio on one of Zurich's busiest streets, with a spacious and upscale finish. Yin Xiao watched her paintings being carefully unfolded one by one, and a burst of pride naturally surged in her heart.
Every painter has a dream of an exhibition. When his works are exhibited in front of others in this form, it is as if his years of hard work have been rewarded.
"Yes, thank you for your hard work. ”
The staff couldn't help but admire her affinity, she was beautiful, her painting skills were good, and she won the Grad Award, a winner in life.
Yin Xiao looked at the paintings in this room and thought of Xu Chengzhi inexplicably.
Although she was curious about the past, she felt that it was good to be like him now. If you can, there's nothing wrong with going on with him like this.
She bent her eyebrows, as if she had thought of some beautiful picture, and the whole person exuded a quiet and elegant atmosphere, which was very different from Yin Xiao before hypnosis.
At the next day's exhibition, Yin Xiao sat in front of the makeup mirror early in the morning, looking at the neatly arranged cosmetics in front of him, and was excited. Today is the first day of the exhibition of her paintings, and the beginning of the first exhibition of her life, she is very excited, she wants to appear in front of people in the most beautiful way.
Xu Chengzhi sat on the bed, watching her excited movements, but he didn't speak.
Yin Xiao began to put on makeup. Water cream, barrier foundation contouring, layer by layer evenly spread, the already fair and delicate skin becomes delicate and flawless. She picked out a lipstick in the color of bean paste and smeared it on her lips, spread it thinly, and pursed her lips lightly. The lipstick of the bean paste bloomed on her lips, and the water was tender and tender on her beautiful little face, which complemented each other very well.
Yin Xiao looked at himself in his glasses and turned to Xu Chengzhi and said, "What do you think of me?"
Xu Chengzhi did not answer. Just clenched his hands and forcibly suppressed the throbbing in his eyes, he said calmly: "I'm trying the big red." ”
Yin Xiaojue, who had just painted makeup, was a little troublesome to change the lipstick again, but Xu Chengzhi's eyes were blazing, and she couldn't ignore it, so she had to wipe the color off her lips, pick a gorgeous red and apply it gently, and slowly sipped it off.
Bright red, gaudy and eye-catching, like blood and fire. Yin Xiao's face is already beautiful, and with this red color that people can't ignore, her whole person is as scorching as a blooming rose.
Xu Chengzhi hooked the corners of his mouth with satisfaction, "It's red." ”
The stunning color in his eyes made Yin Xiao's heart happy, and she pursed her lips slightly to follow his decision.
Well, I'm also painting my eyebrows.
Xu Chengzhi got up from the bed and paced behind her, the eyes of the two met in the mirror, and Yin Xiao felt a little hot for no reason.
"I want a thrush? The corners of the man's mouth are slightly hooked, and his expression is lazy, which is a relaxed posture that cannot be seen by outsiders.
"Will you?"
Xu Chengzhi didn't speak, just bent down and put it next to her ear and picked up the eyebrow pencil on the table.
He's going to give her a thrush.
Makeup asked her husband in a low voice, and the thrush was not deep or shallow.
Although he moved gently, he had no experience in the end, and Yin Xiao began to get anxious when he saw the shape of his eyebrows in the mirror becoming more and more unsightly.
"That's not how you painted it!
"Don't move, I'm coming back for you. Xu Chengzhi's eyebrows were calm and extraordinarily confident.
"No, no, you're getting thicker and thicker!"
"It's a little thicker and looks good. ”
"Woooooooooo......oo I don't want you to melt up. ”
Yin Xiao stretched out her hand to push him away, turned around and looked up to talk about him, but her raised forehead touched his chin, and as soon as she wanted to speak, the person pressed down completely.
"Hmm......"
He was too strong, and Yin Xiao's lips hurt a little, but he still wouldn't let go. Everywhere the tongue went, Yin Xiao's heart followed up and down, tense. The feeling of this kiss is lingering and exciting.
Just when she was about to suffocate, Xu Chengzhi slowly left her lips. Both of them gasped roughly, and on her shiny lips were traces of being loved by him. The bright lipstick has long been blurred, and the sweet aroma permeates the mouths of the two......
Xu Chengzhi touched her little face with satisfaction, God knows how excited he was when she put on lipstick and looked at herself with a serious face. was so excited that he wanted to crush her under him regardless of it......
He spoke slowly, with a subtle tremor in his voice: "Do you like it?"
What do you like? His eyebrows are crooked and thick, I don't like them, and his kisses are so intense that I can't resist and I don't like them. But Yin Xiao didn't dare to say it, she nodded playfully, and in her bright eyes, Xu Chengzhi's silhouette was reflected, which made people feel that it was very lingering.
"It's good to like it. Xu Chengzhi reached out and stroked her rosy lips and wiped the lipstick on them. The two breaths are intertwined, their skin is close to each other, and they are extremely charming.
"Are you going with me?" Yin Xiaomi looked at the man in front of her blindfolded, she was going to attend her art exhibition, and now she was inviting him.
Xu Chengzhi was finally satisfied, leaned over and kissed the corner of her mouth again before whispering in her ear: "Of course I will be on your most important day." ”
I will not be absent from all the important days of your life.
Yin Xiao smiled, and after a while, she pushed away the dissatisfied lips of the person in front of her: "The lipstick is going to be repainted." ”
"Let's change to the one you started with. ”
"Why?" Yin Xiao was surprised, didn't he say that the big red was good-looking.
Xu Chengzhi coughed lightly and looked serious: "That one matches your makeup today." ”
“…… Although he hesitated, he was frightened by his serious face, Yin Xiao took the bean paste at the beginning and solemnly smeared it.
In fact, it's just because he doesn't want her magnificent appearance to be seen by others, and it is enough for him to know all her beauty.
Zurich, the first exhibition of the artist's paintings.
Flowers, congratulations, crowds of people coming and going.
Yin Xiao stood in the crowd, smiling and cutting the ribbons, smiling as the crowd entered, smiling as they talked about their paintings.
It's a strange feeling that when she paints alone, she never imagined that one day her paintings would be talked about and known in such a way.
I know that the new generation of painters is young and capable, and has a bright future.
Yin Xiao was surrounded by a crowd of people, she subconsciously turned her head to look at the man not far away, he smiled at her and his eyes were full of connivance. Yin Xiao suddenly let go. She knew in her heart that with him here, she wouldn't have any inconvenience.
"Congratulations. Li Luo stepped forward with a smile and handed the flowers in his hand to Yin Xiao.
Yin Xiao took it generously, she seemed to be able to feel the fiery gaze of the man behind her, and she bent her lips to thank Li Luo.
Li Luo looked at the vividness between her eyebrows, and remembered the defeat when she appeared in front of him not long ago, maybe she was the real her now, but she was also unapproachable to him.
"With the first one, will there be a second, third, and countless performances? ”
Li Luo's joke made Yin Xiao blush, "Do you think that creation relies on copying, it is too much effort to prepare for an art exhibition, and I don't know when the next one will be." ”
"What are you afraid of, now that you are famous, you have a way, and when you want to open an art exhibition, some galleries will find you. Li Luo said sincerely: "You are very good now, and it will get better and better in the future, Yin Xiao, your future is bright, you have to come on." ”
Keep it up. Don't let the past take advantage of the opportunity to drag you into the swamp.
Yin Xiao smiled, the man in front of him was as gentle as jade and modest.
"I will, thank you Li Luo. ”
Li Luo's etiquette was delivered, and he knew that Yin Xiao was very busy today and didn't bother her, so he paced around and admired it.
"Xiaoxiao, come here. Jason shook his beard with a satisfied look, and Yin Xiao hurriedly stepped forward to help him.
"Teacher, I can't express my gratitude to you in words, if it weren't for your teaching over the years, where would I have achieved today's results. ”
Jason likes her talent and likes her character. It's just that the little girl in front of her has faded away from the sadness and inferiority complex of the past, and now she is standing in front of her with grace and confidence, as if she has been reborn.
Jason nodded, pointed to a painting on the wall and said, "It's him." ”
The extremely simple lines are partial to the sketches, and the portraits are three-dimensional and distinct. Yin Xiao glanced at the faint crimson on his face, "Teacher, how do you know." ”
The portrait in front of her is no more complex than her other paintings, it seems to be a random work, but the eyebrows and eyes of the person in the portrait are distinct, which is unforgettable.
"You used the simplest of techniques to draw his best appearance. Xiaoxiao, you have engraved a pen into his heart for him. ”
Yin Xiao's heart was moved by what he said, and she raised her eyes to look at Xu Chengzhi's portrait. It is also the most eye-catching painting in today's exhibition, and the appearance of a man is the most dazzling among the different aesthetics in Europe.
"If you see your previous paintings, you will know the rarity of this portrait, this painting is full of brightness, he is the light of your Yin Xiao. ”
Jason's gaze looked at the man not far away, his gaze never seemed to take off Yin Xiao, and when Jason looked over, he nodded at Jason, and there was clearly visible respect in his eyes.
Jason knew him, an incomparably brilliant Chinese man. He knew that Yin Xiao had not been easy for so many years because of him, and he knew that Yin Xiao was alive now because of him.
The old man sighed, he couldn't say whether Yin Xiao's decision was right or wrong, the only thing he could know was that Yin Xiao was with him now and was doing well.
"You, no one can interfere when you are stubborn, I only hope that your future road will be smooth and no longer hurt. ”
Yin Xiao was grateful in her heart, the past was painful, but she was also lucky. These people she met, friends, teachers, they all really took her well, and sincerely hoped that she could have her own happiness.
When Su Wenxi came, Yin Xiao was busy, and a circle of people surrounded her to let her explain, Su Wenxi looked at it from a distance and smiled. She didn't step forward, but walked straight to Xu Chengzhi, and the two looked at Yin Xiao in unison.
"Obviously, she's having a good time now. Su Wenxi said lightly: "I am grateful for your care of her, but to be honest, I still don't approve of you being together." ”
Xu Chengzhi looked at Yin Xiao in the crowd, she smiled lightly, her eyebrows and eyes were exquisite, so that people could be happy at a glance.
"I've let people take down those news, and I will pay tribute to all the people who have hurt her one by one, and I will not let her leave me in this life, whether you approve of it or not. ”
Su Wenxi knows what the identity of the man next to him is, and he also knows what kind of ability he has. He can talk to himself so calmly now just because he is Yin Xiao's friend. But so what, the reality is always cruel. And real problems always have to be solved.
"Xu Chengzhi, you chased her here because you knew what happened to her back then, you knew that she broke up with you because of her illness, you felt that you misunderstood her, you are very guilty, but what Yin Xiao needs is not your guilt. Su Wenxi's voice was calm, she was just narrating the facts.
Xu Chengzhi's eyes didn't move a little when he looked at Yin Xiao, and his voice was calm: "We have been together for three years." After six years of separation, nearly ten years have passed now, and we have not forgotten each other, and we can't let go of each other, you say it's because of guilt?"
If it was guilt, why would he have suffered for the six years of separation, and he couldn't wait to rewrite the ending of the separation before returning to acquaintance with her.
Su Wenxi nodded, she did not deny the charm of Xu Chengzhi, "As an outsider, I am naturally not qualified to comment on your relationship with Xiaoxiao." The reason why I don't agree with you being together is because of Xiaoxiao's condition, paranoid depression. She turned to Xu Chengzhi and said in a solemn tone: "And you are the source of her condition." ”
Xu Chengzhi's eyes were shocked, and there seemed to be a voice sounding in his heart, and he barely spoke as if he was flustered, "What do you mean?"
"Maybe your feelings for Xiaoxiao are very deep and strong, so you can be desperate to accompany her here and take care of her, but do you know Xiaoxiao's feelings for you, she has become obsessed with you, it is a reprint imprinted on her heart, and it is a bond that you can't let go. You may be sad and sad if you lose her, but she will die if she loses you. ”
Xu Chengzhi raised his head violently, his eyes were extremely oppressive, and Su Wenxi had to look away before he could continue: "Six years ago, because she had a deeper affection for you, she couldn't face your closeness to others, and she couldn't watch you estranged from her, so she became ill. She doesn't want you to see her sick. I don't want you to know that she is sick, so she has to break up with you. She had already made an appointment to go abroad for treatment, but there was a problem with your company again, she begged her father for you, how could a cold-blooded and selfish person like Yin Feng help you for a daughter who was not by her side since she was a child. Xiaoxiao promised him to help him get a cross-border investment, and he would pay to help you get through the difficulties. Later, the investor took a fancy to Xiaoxiao's excessive actions, and Xiaoxiao struggled to resist and injured him. With a two-year sentence, maybe Yin Feng has a bad conscience, so he still invested a sum of money in your company, and this money was taken up by Xia Yishan, and there is a reason to stay with you from now on. When Yin Xiao came out, how do you think she would face you in such a situation?"
Su Wenxi's eyes turned red as she spoke, she didn't dare to look at the man in front of her, because the heavy aura had already told her how terrible Xu Chengzhi was right now.
"I was scared when she came to me because she was dying, really dying. There is news about you and Xia Yishan everywhere, the talented woman is in and out of love, she looks out of control once, and her body and mind are broken. I had no choice, in the end I had to lock her up, I ran out of everything, I tried all the potions, she walked through the ghost gate again and again, and finally survived. In the past six years, she has not had a good life at all, and she will get sick from time to time, but it is like masochism, as soon as there is your news, she always has to open it and read it, and then continue to get sick. ”
"Finally, I tried my best to give her a little hope for life, and when I went back to China, I saw you and all of them collapsed back to the original point. ”
Xu Chengzhi didn't say anything, he stared at Yin Xiao not far away with scarlet eyes, and his eyes were as dark as a thick fog.
Xu Wenxi's voice gradually drifted away, but he heard every word very clearly.
"Feelings hurt, she knows that she is obsessed with you, and she is really difficult. So in the end, she chose hypnosis. As you can see, she is living a relaxed life now, and the whole person is completely different from before, and I am happy that she is now, and I only hope that she can keep it up. But then you reappeared. You say, do I dare to expose such a patient to your pathogen?"
"What do you mean...... If she's around me, she'll get sick again?"
Xu Chengzhi asked seriously, but Su Wenxi couldn't figure him out.
"The root cause of her illness is all because of you. Even if she loses her memory of you now, it is hard to guarantee that she will not fall in love with you again if she continues to get along with you according to her attachment to you. Once that's the case, she will still have an obsession in her heart because of your actions and actions, and then inadvertently because of your words and a look. ”
"So, you're going to let me leave her and let her live in the way she is?"
"Yes. Su Wenxi said seriously: "Without you by her side, the obsession in her heart will not be stimulated, she is equivalent to a normal person, and there will be no time for illness." ”
Xu Chengzhi smiled, his eyes were obviously red. The corners of his mouth were faintly smiling.
"In other words, her obsession is mine, if I only see her in the center of my eye, she won't be stimulated to get sick, right?"
Su Wenxi was stunned, how could he understand it like this. But it seems, there is nothing wrong with it.
Yin Xiao's obsession with Xu Chengzhi is deep, she will get sick at the beginning because she doesn't get the same reward for caring about Xu Chengzhi, she will be uncomfortable because Xu Chengzhi talks to others, and she will feel uncomfortable because of his busyness and snubbing herself;
But how could it be?
"Xiaoxiao's temperament is quiet and introverted, she can stay at home and paint, the people and things she touches are extremely simple, her world is very small, and you alone occupy most of her world. And there is a world of difference between you and her. Chang Ning's boss, a new upstart in the business world, how can you be like her, how can you let her feel at ease and not get sick. ”
"Why can't it be. ”
Xu Chengzhi looked at her talking softly with others for a long time, and he couldn't help but want to step forward, so he didn't control his heart, and walked towards her by his footsteps.
"Thank you for telling me this, I said that I would take over her later, and I also said that I would take her future with my life. I would never break my word to her. ”
The tall figure of the man stepped into the crowd, Su Wenxi watched him stroll towards Yin Xiao, and those who were watching the exhibition involuntarily made way for him.
She saw Xu Chengzhi walk to Yin Xiao's side, saw what he said to Yin Xiao, and saw Yin Xiao smiling at him, his face was faintly crimson.
Su Wenxi was used to seeing Yin Xiao's sick appearance, fair and weak. And now Yin Xiao's face is ruddy and her eyes are shining, she originally thought that it was because she accepted hypnosis and forgot the past, so she was relaxed, but now it seems that such a Yin Xiao will appear, maybe it is just because Xu Chengzhi appeared by her side. Her smile only bloomed at Xu Chengzhi.
|“ Let her go, the little girl has been suffering alone for so long, and now it's finally happy to let her go. ”
Jason walked to Su Wenxi's side at some point, and he also looked at the two people not far away, his gray beard trembling slightly.
"But Xiaoxiao's illness ...... If I do it again, I really don't know how to help her. ”
Jason saw it clearly, and he smiled: "At the beginning, Yin Xiao found out that her illness was under great physical and mental pressure on her back, but she never thought that this man could bear the wind and rain for her. ”
"What?"
"At the beginning, he didn't know that Xiaoxiao was sick, and he didn't know how much pressure she was carrying, if he knew, do you think he would let Xiaoxiao get to the point where he got sick?"
"You mean...... Will Xu Chengzhi care about Xiaoxiao as much as Xiaoxiao cares about him?"
Jason saw it through, and his words were full of wisdom: "Feelings are never a person's thing. ”
"Xiaoxiao is with him, will it be okay?"
"Xu Chengzhi will make her good. ”
Su Wenxi was still a little relieved, but Yin Xiao had already walked towards the door with Xu Chengzhi holding hands. The two are matched in size, and the tall man protects the petite woman in his arms, and the appearance of leaving side by side is a match that many people envy.
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