It is a dream.

She stood in the doorway, maybe for a second, but I felt like I had a long dream.

Didn't she go on a business trip with Director Qi?

Why did you suddenly come back now?

I was confused and wanted to hug her with open arms, but I suddenly remembered that I was no longer qualified to do that.

I always felt that the moment Yumeng appeared at the door, it seemed that time and space were frozen.

Maybe it's just a moment, but I feel like I'm in a lifetime.

What is the purpose of Yumeng's coming this time?

Is she here to be sarcastic about me?

Yumu stood in the doorway for a moment, looking at me deeply, and then suddenly stared at me and walked quickly into the house.

She walked up to me, suddenly opened her arms, and hugged me tightly.

I was completely blindfolded.

What the hell is going on? Am I dreaming?

Zhang Mi and Officer Fang were also shocked by this sudden scene at the door, especially Zhang Mi, who was particularly surprised, Officer Fang was startled at first, but showed a relieved smile, and tapped his finger twice behind Zhang Mi's back, urging: "Let's go, don't disturb others." ”

Zhang Mi was also obedient, and left the scene with a heart under the push of Officer Fang.

The door was tightly closed, and my whole body was immersed in Yumeng's arms, and I couldn't touch my head for a long time. I really can't figure out if this was a surprise, or if it was a dream, or even if it was part of a conspiracy. But I didn't push away Yumeng, at least I missed this ambiguous feeling, feeling the familiar fragrance of her body, and I even had a feeling of tears in my eyes. I even want to bury myself in Yumeng's arms, never wake up, and miss this deepest love forever.

It took Yumeng a long time to let go of her arm, and the moment she looked at me, I noticed the whiteness of her eyes. Although the tears did not overflow the eye sockets, the crystal of the eyes was already very clear.

I didn't understand what was going on, so I asked tentatively, "What's wrong with you?"

You Meng looked at me deeply, his lips seemed to be enlightened, and he spoke for a long time: "Zhao Long, let you suffer." ”

I'm a little confused, thinking that the person who deliberately angered me a few days ago was you, and today you came to comfort me again, right?

But looking at Yume's sad expression, I don't think it's a disguise. From her eyes, I found the most real attachment and affection.

She still loves me, and she still cares deeply about me.

I asked, "Aren't you on a business trip with Qihe?" I took a cigarette in my mouth, trying to calm down my sudden excitement.

You Meng pulled the lighter from my hand and helped me light it ambiguously, and You Meng said: "Zhao Long, now we are not afraid, we are not afraid of anything." ”

I asked puzzledly, "What are you not afraid of?" and I couldn't help but feel even more confused about the second monk.

Yumu put the leather bag on his shoulder on the bed, then took me by the hand and pulled me to the sofa.

She held my hand tightly with her slender hands with warmth, and said, "Zhao Long, are you resentful of me these days?"

I smiled wryly, "Where, where." How dare I resent you, you have your freedom, I can't stop it. It's your own right to go on a business trip with Director Qi, and I'm ......very cheerful in my heart," I said, but the resentment in my heart was stretching sharply and exploding. What can I say in the face of my beloved? She left me ruthlessly, and suddenly came to my side, should I accept it, or should I refuse? Or, should I just like I rejected Zhao Jie, no longer accept this too difficult feeling, when I was most hurt, Yumeng did not come to comfort me, but deliberately stimulated me and stayed away from me. The huge contrast she formed in my heart made me unable to accept it, and I could no longer find the original dream of caring for me from my body.

I even wondered: Is she still the same Yumeng she used to be, where did the national guard who loved me so much gone?

Yumu interrupted me, twisted my arm slightly, and said, "You lied. Zhao Long I know you resent my ruthlessness, but I have to do this, I have to do it. ”

I was a little disgusted by Yumeng's innocent moaning explanation, and sneered: "You have to be, your own affairs, who can control it." ”

You Meng said: "Zhao Long, can you listen to my explanation?" She hurriedly grabbed my hand and shook it, as if she wanted to confide in me.

But at this time, I no longer have the surprise I had when I first saw Yumu appear, and I am now awake in an almost dreamlike lens.

Although I am infatuated, I am not a captive of love. I love someone, not only for her beauty, but also for her virtue and cultivation. But from the performance of the dream a few days ago, I have already had a lot of doubts about her. I'm not a person who likes to be picky about feelings, but in the face of such emotional changes, I really can't calm my mood, let alone calmly return to my previous feelings with Yumeng.

I said indifferently, "Say, you have something to explain." ”

You Meng took my hand, shook it slightly, and said, "Zhao Long, haven't you noticed that the series of punishments you have received recently are very strange and evil?"

I said, "What if you find out." It's all happening. "I pretended to be perfunctory.

You Mengqiao frowned slightly: "Think about it, first your photo was taken, and then the head lost the computer, will all this be a coincidence?"

I said, "Is it a coincidence?"

You Meng was angry at my indifference, and said with a stiff face: "Zhao Long, can you be serious, I'm analyzing things with you!"

I angrily threw her away: "Now you want to analyze the business with me, why did you go earlier? deliberately angry with me, deliberately ignore me, deliberately go on a business trip with Director Qi, where did you go at that time? Now you come here again and pretend to come and pity me, right?" I waved the cigarette butt in the air, and my anger was spontaneous. Remembering Yumeng's attitude towards me a few days ago, I couldn't get angry. I feel that Yumu has gone too far this time, and it has exceeded my psychological level.

Who can tolerate the lover who has always been regarded as a confidante and torture himself so many times?

You Meng grabbed my arm and shook it twice, and said with an aggrieved face: "Zhao Long, can you listen to me first before expressing your opinion?"

I calmed down a bit and said, "Say it." I'd like to see what else you can say now. ”

You Meng sighed softly and said, "Zhao Long, you are a smart person, don't you understand it now?"

I smiled bitterly in surprise, "What do I understand?"

You Meng said: "Director Qi is deliberately manipulating you now!"

I said, "What about me, you're on the same front with him, and you're running back to say these cool things!"

Yumeng defended aggrievedly: "Do you really think so?"

I asked rhetorically, "Then what do you want me to think?" Okay, you can choose the main one to say, what do you want to do when you come back this time, do you want to sarcastically mock me again?"

I stood up, smoking more violently, my eyes glancing at Yumu who was sitting on the sofa, and I suddenly felt that her expression and behavior today were a little strange...... She didn't even eat bubble gum!

It's a strange thing.

You Meng seemed to be silent for a long time before he stood up and walked to my side, looked at me with a pair of clear eyes, and his lips trembled a few times before he said softly: "Zhao Long, if I told you that I deliberately approached Director Qi to be your undercover agent, would you believe it?"

As soon as this statement came out, I was deeply shocked.

I think Yumeng must have crossed over, into a spy film, or into a spy.

For such a ridiculous reason, she could even say it. I don't think Yumu is so stupid, right?

I said angrily, "Did you just finish making a spy movie, or did you travel somewhere?"

You Meng smiled bitterly, shook his head slightly, and said, "Zhao Long, you don't trust me so much?"

I grabbed her and asked, "Do you trust me?"

Yumu said firmly, "Of course I trust you. ”

I slapped my forehead with my hand, and I felt that Yumeng, this girl, lied without blushing, and she actually said that she trusted me!

What does she trust me, and if she trusts me, she will turn her face against me because of Maria's arrival, and she will suspect that I have an innocent relationship with Maria?

It's really magnificent, but it's so pale.

I continued to calm down my emotions and sneered: "What do you believe in me, you believe that there is an improper relationship between me and Yumeng, you believe that I Zhao Long has no day to turn over from now on, and you even believe in some things that you don't want to believe." What else do you believe me? You make me feel the horror of human nature, the horror of women, I have told myself a thousand times in the heart of the earth that my dream is not that kind of person, she will not abandon me, she will not have anything to do with Director Qi...... But I was wrong, I was very wrong, I summed up a law of life, do you want to hear it?"

The dream looked aggrieved but noncommittal.

I sighed and glared at Yumeng with righteous indignation: "Believing in women is tantamount to deceiving yourself!"

I said this sentence very lightly, but it was particularly shocking.

Or, in the competition for love with Yume, it is really appropriate to describe it in this sentence.

Although I am an infatuated person, I am not a beggar of love. I have experienced the joys and sorrows between me and Zhao Jie before, and later I fell in love with Youmeng, I have always firmly believed that Yumeng is different from Zhao Jie, she really likes me, she likes me as a person, not like my substance and my identity. After all, she was the daughter of a general of the Republic, and she was able to look at me, a guard officer who came out of the countryside, and proved that she had her own unique perspective on love. She is not the kind of woman who loves vanity, dislikes poverty and loves wealth...... But the truth is, the experience of the past few days has made me completely understand that I am wrong, and I have once again encountered a failed relationship. I love Yumeng, I admit that I liked Zhao Jie a hundred times more deeply at the beginning, but her recent practice has made me think a lot, a lot. It's not just a matter of trust or distrust, she makes me feel that she is indifferent to me because of my downfall, she starts to excuse herself to leave me, and she starts not answering my calls...... He even began to approach Director Qi and went on a business trip with Director Qi.

Isn't that ironic?

I think it's not just a satire on me, it's a satire on our love.

It was she who defiled the holy love.

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