Chapter 767: Life is Better Than Death
Zhang Zihua had this dazed feeling for the first time, he forgot something, why didn't he feel it at all, those memories were important to him, he had no impression, how could he allow such a dazed self to exist!
As soon as he saw that Zhang Zihua was about to lose control of his emotions, Su Ranling hurriedly hugged him and comforted him softly: "Zhang Zihua, don't be excited, you listen to me well, it's okay, the doctor has already confirmed, what you forgot is just some trivial things, it doesn't matter, the top priority is to heal your injuries first, do you know, the doctor said that you can be discharged from the hospital, happy? You can work from home." ”
Su Ranling's arms had a reassuring taste, Zhang Zihua sniffed the smell from her, her excited emotions gradually stabilized, and she slowly closed her eyes to calm herself.
"Then tell me, what have I forgotten?"
According to Su Ranling's request, Zhang Zihua had dinner, and after she had packed everything, she suddenly asked. 、
Su Ranling froze, and said with a strange smile: "Do you want to know what you forgot so much?"
Zhang Zihua looked serious, "I don't want to create a blank in my life, that's all." ”
Su Ranling's heart throbbed inexplicably, "You also said that it doesn't matter, then what's the difference between you know and forgetting, even if you tell you now, sooner or later you will still forget." ”
"It's my thing. Zhang Zihua suddenly felt that Su Ranling had intervened in her own affairs, which she had absolutely no right to touch.
Su Ranling lowered her eyes and smiled, "Okay, then I won't talk about it." ”
Seeing Su Ranling turn around to leave, Zhang Zihua suddenly stopped her, "Do you know what I forgot?"
Su Ranling was also very hesitant, whether to tell him what he had forgotten, if he knew that the person he had forgotten was himself, what would he do, would he want to get everything back in the past?
No, absolutely not, Su Ranling has already made up her mind that she will only be with her son for the rest of her life, and she will not allow Zhang Zihua to disturb her again, in the final analysis, Zhang Zihua is just a passerby to her.
Thinking of this, Su Ranling took a deep breath, turned around and smiled as if he had made up his mind: "I know, but I don't know if you want to listen to me." ”
"Say!" Zhang Zihua ordered in a cold voice without hesitation.
There are a lot of things to say, Su Ranling didn't want to be tired of herself, so she poured a glass of water for herself unhurriedly, moved a chair and sat on the edge of Zhang Zihua's bed, her eyes drifted to a distant and unknown place, she had to sort out her thoughts well, and she wanted to sort out a story that would not be found by Zhang Zihua, it would be difficult, so she must be calm.
"What you forgot was just a woman who injured you, do you want to continue listening?" asked Su Ranling.
A hint of surprise flashed in Zhang Zihua's eyes, this was something he didn't expect, although he had also suspected the injury on his head, but he really didn't expect that it was a woman who injured him.
Say. Zhang Zihua spoke coldly, affirming his determination this time.
"Okay, then I'll tell you one by one, you listen patiently, because I'll speak very slowly......"
After brewing his thoughts in his heart, Su Ranling spoke: "Three months ago, a woman who had used you suddenly appeared in front of you, because you had been deceived by her, so of course you would not let her go easily......"
"Wait, I was once used by her?" This news is too suspicious for Zhang Zihua to accept.
Su Ranling didn't bother to answer, and said directly: "I don't know what happened before, if you want to know what happened before, then don't listen to me." ”
"Okay, you go on!" Seeing that Su Ranling was leaving, Zhang Zihua had no choice but to suppress the doubts in his heart first.
Su Ranling sat down again and made his request, "You are not allowed to interject when I speak, otherwise it will disturb my thoughts." ”
Zhang Zihua glanced at Su Ranling coldly, she dared to threaten herself in this matter, and she would definitely not let her go easily after she finished speaking.
"Good. Zhang Zihua almost squeezed a word out of his teeth.
Su Ranling relaxed her body and leaned back on the chair, her eyes continued to look at the unknown place, and told the story of Zhang Zihua and herself.
"You left that woman by your side, and wanted to vent all your anger on her, but I didn't expect her to be stubborn and hateful, and you tried to run away several times but you found out and stopped her, in order to torture her, you came up with a way, that is, to keep her by your side forever, torture her anytime and anywhere, so that her life is worse than death......"
Su Ranling suddenly sneered and smiled, and said disdainfully: "But what I didn't expect was that that woman was not a soft persimmon, she found that she had no way to escape, so she took advantage of your inattention to kidnap your mother, and threatened you with a knife to give her money and let her go." ”
"In order to be able to save your mother, you pretended to cooperate, and when the woman saw the money and relaxed her vigilance, suddenly controlled her, so as to save your mother, but the woman did not give up, while you went to save your mother, grabbed a porcelain bottle on the side and smashed it on your head, at that time you were bleeding and unconscious, fortunately the rescue was timely, but it was still because of the bruising caused your amnesia, this is all your forgotten memory. ”
While listening to Su Ranling's narration, Zhang Zihua tried to recall, but he couldn't remember the memories he had forgotten, and tried to dig out a few words from the memories, but found that his brain was blank, and when he wanted to break through the barrier in front of him, the piercing pain came again, so painful that Zhang Zihua covered his head with both hands, frowned and shouted loudly.
Su Ranling hurriedly pounced, grabbed Zhang Zihua's tight hands and persuaded: "Since the matter has been forgotten, then don't think about it, do you hear it, Zhang Zihua, I order you not to think about it anymore, do you hear it!"
Under Su Ranling's order, Zhang Zihua lay on the bed decadently.
In just a few seconds, his face was covered in cold sweat, and he looked tired and weak.
"Zhang Zihua, calm down, as long as you don't think about it, it won't be painful, so since you already know what you've forgotten, don't remember it anymore, okay?" Su Ranling carefully cared for Zhang Zihua and persuaded softly.
After being silent for a moment, Zhang Zihua slowly opened his eyes, and what caught his eye was Su Ranling's worried face, but he suddenly laughed inexplicably, the more he laughed, the more Su Ranling panicked, could it be that he had already remembered something.