Chapter 51: I Don't Want You to Live
He carefully hugged the person into his arms, watching Yin Xiao tremble in his arms, and where Yin Xiao couldn't see, he gritted his teeth and frowned.
Xu Chengzhi saw Yin Xiao's illness for the first time, when everyone thought she was already well.
She kept shaking and screaming, and no amount of gentle coaxing could calm her down. Her eyes were red and her eyes were full of fear. Xu Cheng's heart ached, and he finally picked her up and walked back. The computer book was thrown by Yin Xiao to the wall, and when Xu Chengzhi passed by with her, he clearly felt that her whole body was eager to curl up in his arms. She was scared, Xu Chengzhi glanced at the computer on the ground, and his eyes were extremely gloomy.
Carrying the person back to the house, he carefully covered the quilt for Yin Xiao, but when he couldn't help but reach out to touch her, Yin Xiao avoided it in a panic.
Yin Xiao began to reject him.
When Xu Chengzhi found out, Yin Xiao had already covered himself in the quilt and refused to come out, he tried to tear open her quilt, but Yin Xiao screamed in horror.
She was so scared, screaming so hard, his hands stiffened on the quilt and couldn't exert any force.
Xu Chengzhi finally called Su Wenxi over, and he stood in the living room, his eyes fell on the bedroom door and fell into silence. It turns out that this is what she used to be, and it turns out that this is the reason why she refused to meet him for the past six years.
It turned out that when he didn't know, she had been so helpless and afraid.
Su Wenxi came quickly, and as soon as she opened the door and saw Yin Xiao trembling under the quilt, her eyes turned red instantly. She didn't step forward and closed the door with her backhand, and rushed to Xu Chengzhi, her voice eager: "What did you do to her? Do you know that even in the past six years, she has often been ill, and she has never been out of control like today!"
“…… I would like to know too. ”
When she opened the door and went out, she was still red cheeks and looked shy. In just a few minutes, she suddenly fell ill.
Xu Chengzhi's eyes darkened, and he strode out, but he couldn't even care about Su Wenxi.
Seeing his strange expression, Su Wenxi twisted his eyebrows and followed, and Xu Chengzhi's notebook was still on the wall in the aisle. He leaned over and picked it up, his fingers tapped the page, and the next moment Su Wenxi saw that the man's face became extremely gloomy and terrifying.
After a while, Su Wenxi knew why he had such a face, and the voice coming from the computer made Su Wenxi cover her mouth tightly, and she choked up with red eyes: "How can this be, how can it be like this......"
Yin Xiao's past, how could he appear in front of Xu Chengzhi in such a way, how could he be!
"Bang!"
Computer laptops are now in disarray.
The man's eyes seemed to be about to kill, Su Wenxi looked up at him, and when she thought of Yin Xiao in the room, she cried out in her heart.
"Do you know what kind of mood she was in to break up with you back then, do you know that she used to break up with you after breaking up...... Is it the despair of being stopped from trying to die?"
Su Wenxi's voice trembled, when Yin Xiao found her, she couldn't believe that her former friend would make her look like that. Yin Xiao was sick, and she slowly learned about her past in the process of healing Yin Xiao, and she felt extremely sad when she heard about those pasts.
"With that kind of father, with that kind of experience, even if you still love him, even if she is affectionate to you, how do you ask her to face you with peace of mind with a girl like her, how to go on with you?"
Xu Chengzhi didn't say anything, he leaned against the wall, looking at the ground with black eyes Su Wenxi didn't know what he was thinking at this time, she just felt sad because of the man's silence at the moment.
"Yin Xiao is sick now, her condition is very unstable, I can't leave her here, I want to take her away. ”
"Hmm. ”
The man's voice was low and hoarse. Su Wenxi was stunned for a moment and then said, "You don't want to meet for the time being." ”
Xu Chengzhi raised his head violently, and his gaze shot straight at Su Wenxi: "Why?"
Su Wenxi was frightened by him, but his words did not back down in the slightest: "Because she cares about you, only about you." If you let her see you, she will only care too much about herself, which will be even more detrimental to her condition. ”
What Su Wenxi said was the truth, according to Yin Xiao's feelings for Xu Chengzhi, Xu Chengzhi's appearance in front of her at this time would only deepen her condition.
Obviously, Xu Chengzhi also realized this, Su Wenxi saw that his hands were clenched and the green tendons straightened, and the man's outgoing emotions had never been so obvious and never so monstrous.
“…… It's good. ”
As soon as Xu Chengzhi's words fell, Su Wenxi turned around and went back to Yin Xiao's room, she poured warm water and took a calming medicine into the room. Maybe Yin Xiao's subconscious only felt repulsed by Xu Chengzhi's breath, but when Su Wenxi slowly approached, she slowly loosened the quilt.
Su Wenxi patiently comforted her to take the medicine, Xu was physically and mentally exhausted, but after a while, Yin Xiao fell asleep groggily.
Su Wenxi looked at her sleeping face and thought of what she would have to face when she woke up, even she, a non-party, felt overwhelmed.
Hey, sighed softly. Su Wenxi thought sadly, obviously Jason was still persuading her not long ago, saying that he would be happy with her. Su Wenxi is ready, if Yin Xiao is really so reluctant to give up on Xu Chengzhi, if Xu Chengzhi also has deep feelings for Yin Xiao, why doesn't she want to see her friends happy.
But things are always unexpected. Yin Xiao was so painful when Xu Chengzhi didn't know, and now that he knew, Su Wenxi didn't dare to imagine what Yin Xiao would do when he woke up.
There was no movement outside the door, Su Wenxi got up to open the door, and she saw the man's tall body standing outside the door, staring straight at the door. Before she came out, Xu Chengzhi withdrew his gaze and looked straight at her.
"She ......" Xu Chengzhi's hands unconsciously clenched into fists, Su Wenxi glanced at it but didn't say anything.
"Please help me carry Xiaoxiao down, she is asleep, I will take her to my place. ”
She asked Yin Xiao to take it away, Xu Chengzhi's eyes were slightly constricted, and his expression was invisible but had a fierceness that could not be ignored.
"No, I can't. ”
"As I said, you can't be in front of her anymore, you're going to provoke her and make her condition worse. ”
Her Yin Xiao's illness is talking about things, where can Xu Chengzhi still say half a word.
The man bypassed her and entered the room, as soon as Su Wenxi turned around, she saw him slowly approaching the edge of the bed, his tall body leaning over slightly, she could see Xu Chengzhi's face softening in an instant, and she could see that he cherished it incomparably, and lowered his head to kiss Yin Xiao's forehead.
Xu Chengzhi even picked up the quilt with him, and his movements were very gentle so that Yin Xiao was still sleeping peacefully in his arms.
Su Wenxi went out after him, and Su Wenxi's eyes were fixed on him all the way. Xu Chengzhi hugged Yin Xiao the whole time without saying a word, his steps were very steady, from the room to the parking lot, Yin Xiao didn't even frown his eyebrows in his arms.
Su Wenxi opened the car door and flattened the seat, she turned to the side and watched Xu Chengzhi bend down and gently put Yin Xiao on the seat, watched him cover Yin Xiao thoughtfully with the quilt, and watched him lean over and didn't get up for a long time.
"You go back, I will take care of Xiaoxiao during this time. ”
Su Wenxi is not worried about the video, although he doesn't know what will happen to him and Xiaoxiao in the future, but Xu Chengzhi is definitely not a person who will ignore the affairs of the people around him. He will deal with Xiaoxiao's affairs, and she is only responsible for Xiaoxiao's illness, as for what will happen to them in the future, Su Wenxi thought to himself, just wait for Xiaoxiao to make her own decisions in the future.
Xu Chengzhi was reluctant in the end, he lowered his head and kissed the corner of Yin Xiao's mouth, again and again. If it weren't for what Su Wenxi said, he wouldn't have been able to let her take Yin Xiao away, but he also knew in his heart that it would be good for Yin Xiao to leave him.
He finally got up, his long arm gently closed the car door, he stood in front of Su Wenxi and restrained all his momentum, and his voice was gentle, "She, I'll let you take it away temporarily, but you have to show me her daily situation." Once she's stable, I'll have to get her back. ”
“…… You, do you want to take her back?" Su Wenxi was stunned, as if he didn't understand the meaning of his words.
"You said that her condition would worsen because of me, that her illness was caused by me, and that it would be possible to heal with me, didn't you?"
"You know, Xiaoxiao's heart is so bad, being with you will only make her bound by those things all the time, how can she get better!"
Xu Chengzhi lowered his eyes, and after a long time, Su Wenxi heard his voice coming, and every word was extremely clear.
"Her heart hurts. I'll treat her one by one. ”
……
Su Wenxi took Yin Xiao away in the end, Xu Chengzhi looked at the lights in the distance of the car, and his eyes gradually became cold.
During this time, he faced Yin Xiao every day, and the alienation and indifference to people on weekdays rarely showed on his face, but now that Yin Xiao has left, his whole person has returned to his previous coldness, no, it is more evasive than before.
Xu Chengzhi took out his mobile phone and dialed the number, and the man's deep voice was particularly frightening in this boundless dark night.
"Book me the fastest ticket back home, and all the information about Yin's must appear in my office by tomorrow morning. ”
Xu Chengzhi returned to China, and when Su Wenxi knew, she was by Yin Xiao's side, coaxing Yin Xiao to dine patiently.
"You haven't eaten in two days, how can your body stand it like this. Xiaoxiao, don't let me worry, okay?"
Yin Xiao leaned on the head of the bed with her knees crossed, and when Su Wenxi spoke, she moved her eyes slightly, looking indifferent.
She looked like this, Su Wenxi couldn't do it at all, she hadn't said a word since she woke up, she was running away. Escape from this world, escape from all the people in this world.
She didn't eat or drink, her body was thin and her eyebrows were firm, Su Wenxi was worried in her heart, because she could faintly feel that Yin Xiao was afraid that she didn't want to live anymore. She's tired, and she doesn't want to face things in this world that she doesn't want to face.
"Xiaoxiao, don't be like this, you've been so difficult for so many years, you've come all the way, hold on, okay, think about me, think about your teacher, we want you to get better so much, we'll accompany you, don't you give up, okay?"
Su Wenxi choked, she didn't know what to say to Yin Xiao, obviously she was Yin Xiao's doctor, but now she didn't know how to ignite her desire to live~ Wang.
Yin Xiao listened to her voice and slowly turned her head, and her pale fingers touched Su Wenxi's cheek extremely slowly. The voice was hoarse and tired, "Wenxi, I'm tired, I want to rest." ”
Su Wenxi's tears were even worse, and she couldn't help but cover her face and her voice was broken: "Obviously...... It's not your fault, you're almost fine...... You want to start anew...... Why...... Why the hell is that?"
Yin Xiao's expression did not move, and she seemed to be unable to perceive the sound of the outside world. Su Wenxi's grief didn't arouse her emotions, she just looked at her, her eyebrows and eyes were delicate, and her eyes were ethereal.
"I've been walking and walking, and I've found that no matter how far I go, I can't get out of the same place. I was trapped and no one was able to get me out. Yin Xiao frowned and said in a flat voice: "I'm so tired, why am I so tired, I don't want to be tired anymore, Wenxi, you let me rest." ”
In the silence, only Su Wenxi's uncontrollable crying rose and fell.
Paranoid depression has a cure, and there are treatments available. But now Yin Xiao, she has no cure, and any treatment method is useless to her.
On the third day when she didn't get a drip, Su Wenxi began to force her to be infusion. She didn't move or struggle, she looked at the ceiling with her eyes open, and her expression was hopeless and heartbroken for anyone who saw it.
Su Wenxi put away all the things in the room, she stayed by Yin Xiao's side every day, and even if she went out occasionally, she called a nurse to accompany her. But that's it, Yin Xiao almost covered himself to death with a water-soaked pillow towel without noticing.
Yes, she started killing herself~.
When Su Wenxi found out, the whole person trembled and stepped forward to hug her, for a long time, the two hugged each other like that, and Yin Xiao's face did not change in the slightest.
Su Wenxi finally collapsed, and she cried loudly in front of Yin Xiao, "Why, why don't you let yourself go." What's wrong with you, what's wrong is them, why do you want to take your own life? After so many years, I have always pulled you back from the ghost gate, why don't you want to think about my difficulty. Why do you have to be so ruthless?"
Yin Xiao was not affected, and his voice was still calm, "Wen Xi, I am lucky to know you, I have troubled you for so many years." ”
Su Wenxi was dizzy from crying, looking at Yin Xiao like this, she really didn't know what she was going to do with her. She didn't have the slightest sense of living, how could she save someone who didn't want to live.
Xu Chengzhi! Yes, Xu Chengzhi!
Su Wenxi's eyes lit up, and she suddenly said to Yin Xiao: "What about Xu Chengzhi?"
Really. She saw Yin Xiao's eyebrows move, although it was subtle, it was the only time in so many days that she had emotional ups and downs.
"You don't want to live, you want to die, so what about Xu Chengzhi?"
He ...... He'll be fine. Yin Xiao's voice was hoarse.
"What do you think he's been in front of you for so long?"
Su Wenxi's words made Yin Xiao's eyes darken, and since she woke up, her memories instantly poured into her brain as if she had broken through the shackles of hypnosis. She remembered everything, and even thought of the video, and thought of the worry that Xu Chengzhi appeared in front of her after she lost control.
He knew, he knew everything about himself, he knew everything that happened to her. And after she woke up. Didn't see him.
Su Wenxi said in a low voice: "He has returned to China." He told me to send him your news every day, and he said that he would pick you up when he was done with the business at hand, and he said, let you wait for him. ”
Waiting for him?
Yin Xiao's eyebrows frowned, and his eyes finally fluctuated.
"Wait for him?"
"Yes, wait for him. You have to take good care of your body, you have to wait for him to pick you up. You still have a long way to go, and there is a bright future. ”
Su Wenxi finally believed what Xu Chengzhi said, and Yin Xiao might be cured with him. Yin Xiao's illness was caused by him, and the reason why Yin Xiao was willing to live was also because of him.
Huaicheng, the first thing Xu Chengzhi did when he came back was to find Yin Feng for an interview.
When Yin Feng received the news, a trace of pride flashed in his eyes, and that video really made Xu Chengzhi uncontrollably look for him. This chip is worth a lot, maybe he can get something extra from Xu Chengzhi.
The box was secret, and Xu Chengzhi was already sitting when Yin Feng arrived. And in the entire Huaicheng, the people who can make Xu Chengzhi wait for can't find three, he Yin Feng. Nowadays it is one of them.
"Mr. Xu, I've admired my name for a long time. ”
Xu Chengzhi sat opposite him, and when he heard his voice, he raised his eyes lightly, and Yin Feng was stunned by the gloom on his face.
"Mr. Yin, you are really, bold. ”
His cold tone shocked Yin Feng, Yin Feng knew what he was referring to, but he didn't expect Xu Chengzhi to speak out so unceremoniously at the beginning.
Yin Feng put away the light smile on his face, and his face was serious, "What, isn't it because of Chang Ning's acquisition of Yin's case that Mr. Xu asked me to come today?"
All he cared about was his Yin family, Xu Chengzhi suddenly smiled, he reached out and poured a glass of water for himself, and his eyebrows and eyes were a little moisturized when he drank lightly.
Putting down the teacup with his slender fingertips, Xu Chengzhi pursed the corners of his mouth, "What did you think when you sent me that video?"
Yin Feng was stunned for a moment, a trace of struggle flashed on his face, but after only a moment, he returned to normal.
"That video...... After reading it, Mr. Xu should understand that I just want to keep the Yin family, and I don't mean to make it public. ”
"Publicly?" Xu Chengzhi sighed lightly, "You mean that as long as I let your Yin Group go, you won't release that video for the world to know, right?"
"Yes. ”
"Huh. Xu Chengzhi played with the teacup in his hand, if you look at his appearance, you will definitely not be able to see what kind of emotions are surging in his heart.
"Did you ever think when you sent me that video that she was your biological daughter?"
Xu Chengzhi's voice carried obvious mockery, and Yin Feng turned red in his ears when he heard it. But he had already done it, and once he had taken that step, he was not in a position to twist it.
"She is my biological daughter, but she never saw me as her father, and my original intention was just to keep the Yin family. ”
There is always a kind of person in this world, who is always self-centered, and everything that is not premised on their own interests is wrong.
Xu Chengzhi smiled lightly, he raised his eyes to look at the man in front of him, and his tone mocked: "The premise that she has never regarded you as her father is that since she was born." You didn't exist as her father. ”
Yin Feng was stunned for a moment, maybe regret flashed in his heart, but when his own interests were blocked, a relative who had never had feelings was really nothing.
"Mr. Xu should know that I sent the previous news, and I also sent that video, and the matter has come to this point, I just need your word. Yin, will you let it go?"
"Let it go?" Xu Chengzhi tapped the table, "How dare you think about it? You hurt my people, let us endure six years of separation, let her live such a long and painful life, you said let me let go of Yin? Heh, Yin Feng, in my eyes you are already a dead person." ”
Yin Feng was shocked, he suddenly got up and pointed at Xu Chengzhi and said angrily: "Xu Chengzhi, aren't you afraid that I will shake it all out?"
Xu Chengzhi's gaze shot straight at Yin Feng. "I'm just afraid that she will leave me, and I'm afraid that she will be sad because of a father like you. ”
"You!"
Xu Chengzhi suddenly laughed, "Do you think that little thing in your hand can let me let you go? Yin Feng, you have lived so long, why are you still so stupid? If you move the person on the tip of my heart, you must be prepared to be retaliated." ”
Yin Feng suddenly had a bad premonition, and sure enough, Xu Chengzhi told him everything next.
"Yin's association should have signed a merger and acquisition contract, and Yin's will not be called Yin's in the future, his name is Chang Ning. ”
"Impossible!"
Xu Chengzhi's eyebrows didn't move, "Do you think that if you, Chairman Yin, don't come forward, our merger and acquisition case can't be carried out? Have you forgotten the equity in Yin Xiao's mother's hands? Have you forgotten that those people on the board of directors only value interests?"
"Xu Chengzhi, you, you dare to do this, aren't you afraid that I will really make those things public?" Yin Feng was obviously angry, he didn't expect that all his actions before and after would seem useless now.
"I'm afraid, so I let people hack your information and delete all those originals. ”
Yin Feng: "...... You!"
Xu Chengzhi got up, he looked at Yin Feng, and his eyes were bloody: "From now on, whether you can survive or not depends on your own ability." ”
"What do you mean?"
Xu Chengzhi walked out with a slow pace, "It means, I don't want you to live." ”
Yin Feng was stimulated by his words. By the time he got out of the box, Xu Chengzhi had already disappeared. He walked out of the hotel door in a daze, and his face was blown by the wind to regain a little clarity. Thinking of what Xu Chengzhi said, Yin Feng immediately took out his mobile phone and dialed the company's number.
"Hey, this is the branch of Changning Law Firm, how can I help you?"
Yin Feng's blood surged straight into his head, and his eyes were round in disbelief. Rushing to the parking lot with messy steps, he didn't believe the decision to go back to the company to see clearly.
The parking lot was empty, and Yin Feng's eager steps were particularly loud in the dimness. Seeing that his car was close in front of him, Yin Feng took out the key and pressed it, just as the car rang softly. A Land Rover on the opposite side faced him with an irresistible attitude.
In Yin Feng's suddenly frightened eyes, through the huge window shield of the Land Rover, he saw Xu Chengzhi's extremely cold face clearly.
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