Chapter 252 I don't know if I know it
In the world five hundred years ago, I experienced a lot of things that I never thought possible.
I saw that Sun Wukong was almost killed by Guanyin because of his deception and destruction of his ancestors.
also saw Tang Seng give up his life in order to save Sun Wukong.
I saw the stupidity and injustice of Zhu Bajie and Sha Seng.
I also saw the legendary Iron Fan Princess who had an affair with Sun Wukong and the sister of the Bull Demon King.
But what surprised me the most was not these immortal and demon fighting methods, but my love for Jingjing began to waver.
Yesterday, Brother Bodhi told me that I called "Zixia" 784 times after I fell asleep.
Facing a simple and silly woman like Zixia, facing her sincere and somewhat fiery love, after getting along day and night, my feelings for Jingjing finally wavered.
It was painful for me because I didn't know how I was going to deal with the sudden appearance of Bai Jingjing.
Even though this Jingjing was only her five hundred years ago, I still feel that marrying her is my commitment and my responsibility.
It's a pity that what awaits me is not Jingjing in the phoenix crown, but a letter left by her.
After reading the letter, I casually threw it on the table and walked out gloomily, ready to find the bride who had escaped.
But Bodhi came from the outside, into the cave.
I looked at him and said with some loss, "Jingjing is gone!"
Bodhi: "I know!
I ignored him and walked out.
"Brother Bodhi, what's wrong with him?" asked Bodhi's younger brother.
Bodhi: "Have you read this letter?"
The two younger brothers shook their heads and replied, "No!"
Bodhi smiled: "After reading it, you will understand!"
Unexpectedly, there was a sound of fighting outside the cave, and the three of Bodhi hurriedly rushed to the door of the cave.
I saw that I had been knocked to the ground by a strange woman, who pointed her sword at my neck.
Seeing the three Bodhi people coming out of the cave, Chun Thirty Niang swung out a sword aura to knock them down, and they all rolled to my side.
Then, she turned around and pointed the tip of her sword at a few of us again, and asked with a sneer, "I know that my junior sister Bai Jingjing has been here, where is she?"
Before the words fell, a sword was pointed at a younger brother of Bodhi.
That man was just a gangster, who would have thought that he would meet such a fierce woman.
He shuddered and replied, "I... I do not know. ”
I really didn't expect that 500 years ago, this pair of Chun Thirty Niang already hated Bai Jingjing so much.
Reluctantly, he said to Chun Sanniang: "Is there such a big hatred? After so many years, you still refuse to let go of your junior sister." ”
Chun Thirty Niang smiled charmingly, but her voice was full of coldness, and said to me: "The groom, you seem to be very familiar with her, why don't you tell me!"
Bai Jingjing has already left, how do I know where she went, I can only honestly reply: "I really don't know where she is?"
Chun Sanniang sneered, "I don't know, it seems that you have a good heart! Are those your friends?"
Speaking of this, Chun Thirty Niang slammed into a sword, and a second later, a crack suddenly appeared in Bodhi's throat, and blood splattered everywhere, and he couldn't stop it with his hands.
He fell straight to the ground and stopped breathing for a moment.
I cried out in pain, "Don't!"
But before my words landed, Bodhi's other brother also became the soul of Chun Thirty Niang's sword.
I reluctantly buried my head and closed my eyes.
Is this what it feels like to be powerless?
But with the power I will lose more, what should I choose?
Chun Sanniang ignored my thoughts, she turned her head and smiled at Bodhi Jiao: "It seems that you know Bai Jingjing's whereabouts!"
Bodhi was dripping in a cold sweat, trembling and looking at this woman who was as beautiful as a peach blossom and whose heart was like a femme fatale, and couldn't say a word.
I begged again, "If you have to kill someone, kill me! They don't know your sister! They are all innocent." ”
Bodhi immediately agreed: "We are really innocent. ”
It's a pity that before his words fell, Chun Thirty Niang stabbed him with a sword, and Bodhi also followed the two brothers.
Chun Thirty Niang briskly put the sword back into its scabbard, turned around and walked towards me, the smile on her face even more coquettish.
With admiration on her face, she smiled at me coquettishly: "I admire people very much who are not afraid of death. Since you are not afraid of death, then I will fulfill you!"
As soon as the words fell, the crisp sound of the sword unsheathed sounded again.
I hurriedly shouted and said, "Wait a minute!"
The crisp sound of unsheath came to an abrupt halt.
Chun Sanniang laughed and said, "Haha... I really thought you weren't afraid of death!"
I ignored her ridicule, tore the clothes off my chest with my hands, and begged her with a wry smile, saying: I'm going to die anyway, you can do me a favor. I've heard that if the knife comes out quickly and accurately, after breaking the person, the person will not die immediately, and the eyes can still see. You just do me a favor, shoot faster, and dig my heart out. Let me look at my heart, okay?"
Before I died, what I was most afraid of was not that I would never see Bai Jingjing again, but that I didn't know what Zixia had left in my heart until I died.
Chun Thirty Niang's sword was already out of its sheath, she obviously thought I was provoking, and asked in a cold voice, "What did you say?"
I reluctantly explained, "A friend said that he left something in my heart, and I want to see what it is?"
Chun Sanniang seemed to be stunned by my words, but I indifferently ripped off the clothes on my chest, gestured with my hand to my chest, and told her where to go with the sword.
Then he looked up slowly, staring at her with longing eyes, hoping to fulfill the last request before he died.
Chun Thirty Niang, who had killed countless people, seemed to be shocked by my request, and she wiped a drop of cold sweat from her forehead.
Subsequently, the sword was put back in its scabbard.
"Inexplicable!" After speaking, Chun Sanniang turned around and walked away slowly, as if she really wanted to let go of the madman in front of her.
I was trying to convince her to come back and kill me, but she suddenly turned around and shouted, "You bluff me!", and slashed my chest with a sword.
The next moment, my blood sprayed on the stone wall beside me, instantly staining the entangled vines in the cave.
I don't know how long it took, and my soul flew out of my dead body.
What makes me feel amazing is that the soul that has been controlling my body is still in my soul, controlling me.
In the blink of an eye, my soul actually came to the Water Curtain Cave that I often dreamed of, I sat under the huge golden hoop stick, looked at everything in the cave, and suddenly understood many questions in my heart that I had never thought of.
Such as strength, such as love, and such as a man's helplessness in the face of reality.
When I figured it all out, I turned to the portrait of Guanyin in the cave and said, "Master Guanyin, I'm starting to understand what you're saying. In the past, I saw things with the naked eye, but at the moment I died, I began to see the world with my mental eyes, and everything could really be seen as clearly as I had never seen before. It turned out that the girl left a tear in my heart, and I could feel how sad she was at that time. ”
Guanyin was really the same as I thought, she was actually there all the time looking at me, only to hear her say in a detached tone: "Do you no longer have nostalgia for earthly things?"
I smiled and said, "It's okay! ”
At this time, the souls of the three Bodhi also came out of the stone wall, and they seemed to be reborn, congratulations to me for my enlightenment, and I was finally able to return to the immortal class.
I didn't care much about any of this, and pulled the three of them and smiled, "How is it, man." How it feels between life and death. Come, sit down ......."
The three Bodhi also smiled at me: "You sit, you sit ......"
I apologized and said, "The most unfortunate thing is that it has affected your three new friends, and this matter has nothing to do with you at all!"
The three Bodhi didn't care, and replied with a smile: "Eh! Don't mention it, don't mention it!"
I nodded, turned my head, but still confused, and asked Guanyin, "But there is one thing I really don't understand." Why can you hate a person for ten, fifty, or even five hundred years, and continue to hate like this, why can the hatred in the world reach such a point?"
Guanyin explained: "This is the reason why Tang Sanzang went to get the Western Scripture. He just wants to rely on the scriptures of the West Heaven to be able to resolve all kinds of hatred in the world. ”
I came to my senses and said to the three Bodhi: "I understand, I want to stay, because there are still things to be done for me, you guys run faster and go to reincarnation!"
The three of Bodhi responded in a row.
But I still felt a little guilty, and said to them: I have caused you to be slashed in this life, and I hope that I will have the opportunity to pay it back in the next life.
Bodhi laughed and said, "If you want to pay it back, you will pay back three knives!"
I put my arm around his shoulders and smiled, "Okay, I'll pay you back three times, dear grapes!"
Bodhi nodded and said with a smile, "Okay, let's go!
I waved goodbye to them: "Goodbye." I won't send it!"
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Seeing the three of Bodhi leave, I finally let go of one more thing, slowly walked to the golden hoop circle on the stone pier, and slowly knelt in front of my fate.
At this time, Guanyin's voice sounded again: "I want to remind you again! After the golden hoop is worn, you are no longer a mortal, and the lust in the world can no longer be touched. ”
I took a deep breath and said solemnly: I know!
Then, I stretched out my hands and gently lifted the golden hoop.
I know that with it, I will become an omnipotent Monkey King.
Once, when I was just a bandit, I fantasized about being able to become Monkey King.
At that time, I thought that such a man was the one who succeeded.
Later, I fell in love with Jingjing and gave up the idea of becoming the Monkey King, because the Monkey King is the man who makes Jingjing sad.
In the end, because Zixia shook my love for Jingjing, I realized that I had no choice at all.
It is my destiny to become the Monkey King.
A long time ago, I heard someone say:
A man, when he knows what he can do, is only an immature child;
By the time he knew what he couldn't do, he had grown into a real man;
When he knows that he can't do anything, he is a mature man.
Unexpectedly, it wasn't until I knelt in front of the golden hoop that I understood the helplessness and bitterness of mature men.
At the moment when I was about to bring the golden hoop, Guanyin's voice sounded again: "What else do you want to say before putting on this golden hoop?"
With these words, the three Bodhi who were carefully stepping on the stone pier and were about to leave also looked back.
Slowly and firmly, I took the golden hoop down.
"There was once a sincere love in front of me, but I didn't cherish it, and I regretted it until I lost it, and there is nothing more painful in the world than this. If God could give me a chance to do it again, I would say to that girl: I love you. If I had to put a deadline on this love, I would be... 10,000 years. ”
It's a pity that when I was able to be with her, this sentence was only used to deceive the girl.
When I really wanted to be with her, but couldn't be together, I said it from the bottom of my heart.
There is probably nothing more absurd in the world than this.
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