Chapter 139: Happiness

Kagura found something in the room. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Laptops, this one is not surprising...... Comic books and playing cards are also considered normal.

But Monopoly, rag dolls, children's watercolor brushes...... What's going on with these?

And what made her feel weirdest was a picture book.

There is only one slightly decent painting in the book.

The orange-red sun, the dark room, seven rough figures with different expressions side by side.

When Kagura saw this painting, her heart throbbed inexplicably.

She looked at the seven characters in turn, and the strange feeling in her heart gradually grew.

Eventually, her gaze fell on the tall boy and the petite girl in the center of the painting.

They held hands and laughed.

It's just a very rough painting, but it reveals ...... The feeling of bliss.

Happiness?

I...... Why can you feel it?

Kagura Shi slowly covered her chest.

The feeling inside is indescribable.

She stared at the two figures.

Who drew this?

And who painted it?

Suddenly, she wanted to know.

There was a knock on the door.

Kagura turned her head to look.

"I'm here to bring you lunch, can I come in?" a gentle female voice sounded outside the door.

“…… Come in. ”

I'm under house arrest, right?Why is the other party so polite?,Kagura wondered.

The door was pushed open, and a girl who walked in with a plate was a girl in a black and white maid suit, with a faint smile on her face and gentle eyes.

Kagura didn't know her, but she had a subtle sense of immediacy.

That's right, it's a painting!

She hurriedly looked back at the painting and saw a smiling girl in a black and white dress.

That's her...... Is it?

She picked up the sketchbook and turned to look at it again, comparing it.

Mei Hojo puts the dinner plate on the table, and then sees Kagura Shi holding a picture book, looking at this side.

The picture book is ......

The maid blinked, and the arc of her smile deepened slightly.

She had already been instructed by the eldest lady not to tell Kagura about the past two days.

As smart as she was, it quickly occurred to her why this was.

Mei Yi disagrees with this approach.

That lovely junior, he's stupid in this matter.

Although she didn't agree, the eldest lady had already spoken, and she had no choice but to listen.

However, it is up to her to decide how much to obey.

"I'm so sorry, I should have packed up all this clutter. Mei said, leaning closer, "These things confuse you, I'll take them away." ”

As she spoke, she held out her hand to the book.

Kagura retracted her hand abruptly, preventing the maid from getting the drawing book.

Then she wondered to herself: Why am I doing this?

Seeing Kagura's reaction, Mei Yi's eyes flashed slightly.

"You...... Want to keep it?"

The dark-haired girl nodded slowly.

"Why? I heard that you have forgotten about the events of the past two days. Mei said calmly.

When Kagura heard this, something seemed to flash through her mind.

"It's ...... I lost my memory during ...... Something to use?"

yes, it should have been thought of a long time ago.

Why didn't I think of it just now? Such an obvious answer.

Kagura looked back at the book.

This is something she has used, so this painting should be painted by her.

Why did you draw this?

Why do I use a children's watercolor brush to make it look like a child would draw a picture?

Those rag dolls...... I'm also playing? Monopoly, playing cards...... If one person can't play, who's playing with me?

Kagura Shi's mind flashed through all sorts of questions.

Then I remembered again, Kiyogo Harano...... Haruta's smile.

"He was the one who took care of you when you had amnesia. ”

That's what Wan Hua Xia said.

When Kagura thought of this, she suddenly felt something suddenly pop out of her mind, and she couldn't help but tremble.

Is that...... Some vague sights.

She said something to the tall, warm-feeling figure.

The figure smiled, put large hands on her head, and stroked them gently.

Warm.

Thick.

Comfortable.

Make her feel ...... Very reassuring.

The field of vision becomes blurry.

Something wet comes out of the eyes.

When Kagura returned to her senses, she found that she had burst into tears.

"It's ...... What's wrong?"

"Why...... I would ......."

My chest was tight, and it was uncomfortable.

Tears, hard to suppress.

I decided to stop crying early in the morning.

But why...... I......

The black-haired girl hugged the picture book and cried silently.

Seeing this, Mei Yi's smile became extremely soft.

"Kagura-san, are you grieving?"

Sadness...... No.

Kagura herself didn't know how she was feeling right now, and it seemed that there were many things in her mind, in her heart, constantly surging.

Is it sad, sad, painful?

It doesn't seem to be.

What's that, exactly?

"You're crying...... But the expression on the face is not pain...... I feel like you're missing. The maid's voice said softly.

Miss?

I'm nostalgic...... What has happened in the past?

The blurred sights and images suddenly became more numerous.

Kagura closed her eyes.

Ancient, warm, innermost, that's ......

It was snowing heavily.

It was warm in the house.

The TV was playing joyful animations.

She sat on the couch and watched, smiling.

Next to her is a tall figure, accompanying her.

She looked into his face and said something.

His face smiled softly, and he spoke—

"Little Poems......

"Brother......

Kagura finally remembered.

The deepest memory, the warm feeling, the taste of happiness.

What she had forgotten a long time ago, or what she had deliberately sealed, was the most precious thing.

Carefully lock it up, put it in the deepest part of your heart, and never intend to open it again.

Because she felt that she could not have that happiness again.

Because she had to get herself used to loneliness and pain.

Therefore, I can only say goodbye, I can only say goodbye, and let myself completely forget the feeling of happiness.

But......

Someone reminded her of it.

Someone made her feel it again.

She thought she would never have it again, the taste of happiness.

That person is ......

The scene gradually shifts.

From the room to the room she was in now.

She was now in the drawing book in her hand, drawing the picture she had just seen.

There was the sound of footsteps behind him.

She turned her head away and called out to him with a smile.

He smiled at her too, and his smile showed genuine affection.

Blurred faces, become clear.

Be...... Haruta's face.

"Little Poems......

"I'm right here, not going anywhere. ”

"I'll teach you how to draw, okay?"

"It's just...... It's just a dream. ”

"I won't leave the little poems behind......"

"Good night, little poem......"

"It's a pleasure...... You're awake, Kagura. ”

It's him.

He took care of her and accompanied her.

Like an older brother.

Accept her coquettishness, love her, and pamper her...... Finally, bid her farewell.

Kagura finally knew.

That moment.

He, what is he sad for?

She felt happiness from him all over again.

But they forgot about him.

He didn't say much.

Just smile.

Endure the sadness alone and face her with a smile.

"I just...... Just a little sad for something else...... It's not about you. ”

"So, don't think about ......"

It's good that you're awake.

It's fine if you're okay.

Don't worry about me.

My grief ...... It's none of your business.

Kagura poems all understood.

Tears fell and dripped onto the book.

"I'm sorry ......"

The voice of the words from the soul seems to be condensed in the wind.