Chapter 42: She Should Be, Love Him
"Lost Deer" seems to have magical powers, it represents the hopelessness and sadness of the original work. The original work is her, why is she hopeless, and why is she sad?
Ding dong......
The doorbell was ringing, Yin Xiao wiped the wetness off her face and closed the website to get up, and at this time to ring her doorbell......
"...... you?"
The man outside the door raised his eyebrows slightly, and Yin Xiaoshang heard his cold voice speak lightly under his shocking appearance.
"Come and eat. ”
“???”
Yin Xiao watched in confusion as he spoke to herself in an extremely natural tone, and she was immediately blindfolded.
"You, know me?"
The man was stunned by her question, and when he saw that there was real doubt in her eyes, he couldn't help frowning at the amazing eyebrows.
"You don't know me?"
He looked incredulous, and Yin Xiao subconsciously felt that he was wrong.
"I don't seem to know you. ”
Xu Chengzhi's big palm clenched instantly, he saw that her expression didn't seem to be fake, and the complicated feeling that surged in an instant made him unable to resist it for a while.
"You...... Forget about me. ”
His voice was as rough as dust. Yin Xiao was stabbed in the heart by his low sentence, and just as he was about to speak, he saw that he had already turned around and entered the next room.
It turned out that he was the resident who moved in next door, and he was her neighbor.
"Come here. ”
I don't know why, but Yin Xiao felt surging in his heart when he said lightly, as if he and he should be familiar with old acquaintances for many years.
She went into the man's house and had dinner at the man's house, to whom she had only one face. Simple three dishes and one soup, Yin Xiao's kung fu was still reflecting on how she went into a stranger's house to eat in a daze? She couldn't help but look up at the man in front of her, simple home clothes couldn't hide his extravagance, and at a glance, she knew that her identity was not ordinary. Such a person inexplicably knocked on his door and invited himself to come to his house for dinner, it is too weird.
"That...... What's your name?"
The man's hand shaking the vegetables, Yin Xiao watched a piece of chicken wings fall from his chopsticks, and she lamented in her heart that they were her favorite chicken wings!
Xu Chengzhi re-clamped a piece of chicken wings and put it into Yin Xiao's bowl with a natural expression.
"Xu Chengzhi, my name. ”
Xu Chengzhi...... Xu, Chengzhi?
It's so familiar, Yin Xiao bit his chicken wings and pondered, where did he hear it.
She remembered!
Yin Xiaomeng raised his head, "You are the buyer of "Lost Deer"?"
"Hmm. ”
Xu Chengzhi, the rich man who spent 10 million to buy "Lost Deer", is the youngest Chinese on the Forbes businessman list.
Unexpectedly, he would appear here and eat at the same table with her. It's still weird.
After eating dinner so weirdly, Yin Xiao quickly packed up the dishes and chopsticks and ran towards the kitchen as soon as the man got up.
"I'm coming, I'm coming, you've invited me to dinner, I should wash the dishes." ”
Yin Xiao has lived alone for so many years, and it is natural that washing dishes is not a problem, and when she washes it out, she sees a plate of strawberries in the clean and tidy living room on the table.
"Eat. ”
The fresh strawberries are all huge and cute, and Xu Chengzhi on the side is holding the book and looking at it indifferently, with an indescribable outstanding temperament in every move.
It's not good to leave just after eating, Yin Xiao sat down next to him silently, picked up the fruit plate on the coffee table and held it in his hand, while eating the fruit, he secretly watched Xu Chengzhi's quiet handsome face.
Xu is eyes were burning, Xu Chengzhi suddenly looked up at her, and the eyes of the two met in the air, and at that moment Yin Xiao only felt a little panicked on his cheeks.
"Strawberries are delicious, do you want to eat them?"
Stubbornly staring at him, Yin Xiao handed the fruit plate in his hand to the middle, his eyes flashing.
Xu Chengzhi glanced at the fruit bowl in her hand, but it was at the bottom in a moment, and now he handed it over and asked him if he would eat it.
"Go wash some grapes and come over in the fridge. ”
Yin Xiao noticed that the fruit bowl in her hand had been eaten by her, and her old face was red and she rushed to the refrigerator to get grapes to wash after a few steps.
When he handed the plate that was still dripping with water to Xu Chengzhi, Xu Chengzhi didn't even raise his eyes.
"Take it back and eat it. ”
"Huh?"
"Come over tomorrow morning for breakfast. ”
After saying this, he got up and went to the bathroom, Yin Xiao didn't dare to be stunned at the moment and went back to his room with the fruit plate.
Somehow, she was invited to dinner, and this person was also the buyer of her paintings, the most high-profile young rich man in the country.
Yin Xiao nested in the studio, biting grapes at the unfinished works with a serious expression.
He seems to know himself. Why did he know him, because he bought his paintings? Then why didn't he have the slightest impression of him? If she had seen such a person, how could she not have left the slightest impression?
His tone was familiar, and his eyes were inexplicable. The more Yin Xiao thought about it, the more he felt that something was wrong.
The portrait of Li Luo in front of her was blurred little by little, and she seemed to see the shadow of another person on the drawing board. He looked at himself with burning eyes, and his eyes clearly reflected her appearance. He was smiling at her, a room of laughter.
He is, Xu Chengzhi!
Yin Xiao stood up suddenly, rummaging through the studio with solemn eyebrows.
She remembers bringing a suitcase with her when she moved here, and she didn't remember much about it, but she just moved it with her. Now it seems that everything she doesn't remember is not so simple.
Half a month ago, she opened her eyes from Li Luo's office, and for a moment her whole body was empty, completely unaware of who she was and what she was doing.
Li Luo told her that she had come to him to recuperate after being tired recently, and that her memories were slowly coming back to her normal under his reminder.
But why did she go to a hypnotist's office for recuperation?
The box was found by her, the outside was locked, and Yin Xiao subconsciously took out the key from the desk drawer. But in her memory, this box, along with the key, no longer exists.
Yin Xiao shook his hand and stretched out the key to the box.
Smack......
Thin fingers slowly opened the lid, and there was a pile of drawing paper neatly placed inside the box, which looked very thick and a lot of it.
Yin Xiao couldn't help but widen her eyes and covered her mouth, she saw that the top piece of paper clearly depicted the appearance of a person.
The man who had never appeared in her memory had magically appeared in the box in her home.
With such a thick stack of drawing paper, Yin Xiao reached out in disbelief. She trembled and flipped them one by one, the contours were clear and lifelike. Countless pieces of paper are all the same person, different postures, the same eyebrows and eyes, the painter seems to have an inexhaustible love to copy this person, so that people can see it at a glance and their hearts are surging.
The brushwork is familiar, and it is what she paints.
She drew ......
Yin Xiao couldn't help herself in a panic, her head was buzzing, her hands were shaking, and she almost couldn't hold the paper.
She knew him, she should, love him.
The portrait does not deceive, and the author's pen does not deceive. Yin Xiao is a painter, how could she not see the surging emotions contained in these paintings. She was suddenly terrified as to why she had no memory of any of this. What happened to her?
"Medicine ......"
Yin Xiao hurriedly put down the paper and looked around, she remembered that she seemed to have been taking medicine before this, Wen Xi said that she took medicine because she was busy with her studies and was under pressure, and she had no impression of how much pressure a person had to be to take medicine.
Paroxetine, Yin Xiao typed letter by letter on the computer and then clicked search.
"Paranoid depression, antidepressants SSRIs. ”
Did Wen Xi and Li Luo lie to her, or did something happen to her so much that they had to deliberately hide it from her.
Xu Chengzhi looked for the sound and came out, and when he opened the door, he saw Yin Xiao sitting at the door of his house with tears on his face.
Lowered his eyes and clasped his hands at his side.
"What are you doing?"
Yin Xiao raised his head and met his gaze, and cried out aggrieved for a while, "I, I seem to be sick." ”
The voice was pitiful, she choked and looked at him with red eyes, Xu Chengzhi endured it but still couldn't help leaning down and hugging the person.
Yin Xiao shrank in his arms and was carried all the way into his bedroom, the house he had just moved in had not had time to decorate, and there was only a big bed lying horizontally in the huge bedroom. Yin Xiao was put into the quilt by him, and then saw him come in with a hot towel to wipe her face.
He moved softly and didn't say a word. Yin Xiao's flustered heart slowly settled down in his movements.
wiped her face, Xu Chengzhi wrapped her body in the quilt, then turned off the light and hugged her and lay down together.
Yin Xiao breathed softly in his arms, she was very confused at the moment, and she couldn't sort out the chaos in her mind at all.
In the dark, Xu Chengzhi's voice was not cold, but it carried the magic that made Yin Xiao inexplicably reassured.
"You said you were sick?"
"Hmm. ”
"What disease?"
Yin Xiao was stunned, the medicine she took seemed to be for the treatment of paranoid depression, but did she have depression, it didn't look like it.
“…… I don't know. ”
Xu Chengzhi's hand touched her slender waist, and the two of them were close to Yin Xiao, who could feel his hot body beside him. Yin Xiao moved, she lay on her side with her forehead facing his chin, and then she felt a wet rise and fall on her forehead, which was very wonderful.
"What's wrong?"
Xu Chengzhi asked softly, and the big palm went up along her waist, soothing her whole person at once.
"Hmm. It's not uncomfortable yet. ”
She heard the man chuckling, and she tried to look up at him but he held him in his arms and couldn't move.
"Don't move, go to sleep. ”
Yin Xiao's mood fluctuated one night, thinking that she would definitely not be able to sleep and be cranky, but she lay in the man's arms without any burden in her heart, and slept until dawn in his strange and familiar atmosphere.
After she fell asleep, Xu Chengzhi took a closer look at her eyebrows and eyes by the moonlight, but he was only half a month apart, but he seemed to be separated by half a life. Her current appearance is very different from half a month ago, but she has a little bit of the demeanor she had six years ago.
She said that she didn't remember herself, and Xu Chengzhi hugged her and felt bitter in her heart. Forget it or pretend it, as I said this time, we will not rest until we die.
Yin Xiao had a rare good night's sleep, stretched his waist and got up comfortably, and as soon as he left the room, he saw a tall man fiddling with dishes and chopsticks at the dining table.
She was stunned, then scratched her head and blushed: "I ...... Yesterday ......"
"Come and have breakfast. ”
“…… Oh. ”
The two faced each other, Yin Xiao was eating the breakfast he made, and her heart was very complicated, she peeked at the man opposite but saw his phoenix eyes and very addictive posture, she swallowed her saliva and stuffed a mouthful of bread and said, "I caused you trouble yesterday, I'm really embarrassed." ”
Xu Chengzhi glanced at her voice and was not in a hurry, "What are you going to do later?"
"Paint. ”
"Holding an art exhibition?"
"Yes. Yin Xiao sighed, "This is my first time holding an art exhibition, and I am always worried that it will not be able to do well." ”
Xu Chengzhi poured a glass of milk for her, and saw her obediently drink it before replying: "There's nothing that can't be done, you just have to paint." ”
Yin Xiao was actually very curious, she looked at the man in front of her and asked him carefully: "Why do you want to buy my paintings, I read the news and say that you have money and no place to spend it, 10 million is really scary for my "Lost Deer". ”
"You don't think it's worth it?"
Of course, Yin Xiao knows the value of his paintings, although "Lost Deer" is well received by the outside world, but its value is far less than that.
"I'm still new to the art world, and the price doesn't match me. ”
Xu Chengzhi smiled, and said in a slightly hoarse voice: "For me." She is priceless. ”
Yin Xiao's heart trembled, and his cheeks flushed when he meant something.
After eating breakfast, Yin Xiao saw that he seemed to be about to do something, and hurriedly said that he would go back first, Xu Chengzhi nodded, and watched her trotting away, and the darkness in his eyes became darker and darker.
When Yin Xiao returned home, she wanted to continue painting, and she should have hurried up to catch up with the time of her exhibition, but she didn't have the heart to paint at the moment. The medicine bottle was still on the desk in the studio, Yin Xiao stared at it for a while, and finally picked it up and put it in his bag.
Hospital.
Su Wenxi was a little surprised to see her come in, "Why did you come here?"
Yin Xiao looked reluctant. After she came in, she closed the door of the office and sat opposite Su Wenxi.
"Moon Hee ......"
It was extremely abnormal for her to swallow like this, and Su Wenxi couldn't help but wonder: "What's wrong?"
Yin Xiao squeezed the medicine bottle in his bag and looked at his friend uneasily, "Am I sick?"
Su Wenxi hurriedly asked her with a pang in her heart, "What do you remember?"
"These days, I often have some images in my head, but I am completely unfamiliar with them. I think there's something wrong with my memory......" But the sketches in the box made it clear to her that it wasn't her memory that was wrong.
Yin Xiao took out the medicine bottle in the bag and handed it to Su Wenxi, "I checked the effect of this medicine." It's for paranoid depression, why would you give me this if I'm not sick?"
Although Su Wenxi told her not to take medicine in the future, the empty bottle of this medicine is enough to show that Yin Xiao has been taking this medicine before. If she is normal, why does she need to eat this.
"Am I really sick?"
“…… Well, you used to be a little depressed. ”
Yin Xiao couldn't believe it.
Su Wenxi's hand paused, and after a while, Yin Xiao saw her looking at him with a look of pity.
"Xiaoxiao, do you remember when you woke up in Lilona half a month ago? That time you didn't go for recuperation, you went for hypnosis. ”
Yin Xiao looked up in shock, of course she knew what hypnosis meant.
"That is, I received Lilo's hypnosis and forgot something?"
"Yes. ”
Yin Xiao was a little dazed at the moment, "I'm ...... What did I forget?"
"You forgot about a man. ”
Yin Xiao remembered those paintings, the man's deep and beautiful voice, and his hot and hard body.
“…… His name is Xu Chengzhi. Isn't it? I'm sick because of him, isn't it?"
Su Wenxi sighed, she didn't expect that after Li Luo successfully hypnotized Yin Xiao, Yin Xiao would still have an impression of Xu Chengzhi.
"Xiaoxiao, you just need to know that it was your own decision to accept hypnosis at the beginning, and this decision was a lifesaver for you at that time. ”
Yin Xiao's thoughts were confused, she clenched the medicine bottle tightly and her eyes were flustered: "Me and him, can't we be together?"
“…… Be. ”
Yes, how could something that could be solved together make her make her mind to accept hypnosis and forget him.
"Wenxi, I'm a little uncomfortable. ”
Su Wenxi stood up and poured a cup of hot water for her, and she patted Yin Xiao's shoulder a little helplessly. Yin Xiao has only been hypnotized for half a month, and she has only passed half a month of easy life, but now she clearly looks like she is going to fall into it, can't God be kind to her?
"Don't think about it, aren't you doing a good job now? Soon you're going to have your first art exhibition in your life, isn't that what you've always been looking forward to? Xiaoxiao, nothing is more important than making yourself happy, you are happy now, you are happier than before, that's enough. ”
“…… I suddenly felt that life was really mysterious. ”
Yin Xiao smiled bitterly, these things that happened to her were simply unacceptable to others. However, she has no memory of those things, but she feels that she remains in her heart. She could feel her own sadness and the throbbing of facing him.
They can't be together, Yin Xiao thought of Xu Chengzhi, that man can make people addicted at a glance. What kind of past did they have, and how much of those past events made her unwilling to be hypnotized.
"Xiaoxiao promised me, don't be curious about the past, don't try to remember those again. You can't accept it. ”
Su Wenxi naturally wouldn't harm her, Yin Xiao sank his gaze and nodded stiffly. In fact, putting aside the curiosity and concern for him, Yin Xiao's life is indeed much easier now.
"Then you're busy, I'll go back first. ”
Yin Xiao got up and went out with her head down, and Su Wenxi took her mobile phone and dialed Li Luo's phone when she saw her go out.
"Senior brother, I may want to trouble you to help me watch Xiaoxiao in the near future. ”
"What's wrong?"
Su Wenxi sighed: "Although your hypnotism is leading in the industry, Xiaoxiao's personality has always been stubborn. She seemed to have some signs to remember. ”
After receiving Li Luo's hypnosis, there were signs to be remembered in just half a month, and Li Luo had to sigh that this Yin Xiao was really a surprising character for him.
"Generally speaking, there is no reason for an emotional paranoia like hers to trigger memories unless it is stimulated by the source of her illness. ”
There was only one Xu Chengzhi she cared about. ”
Xu Chengzhi is not familiar with this person, and they don't know where Yin Xiao triggered his memory.
"I'll go see her more during this time, so don't worry too much. ”
"Hmm. ”
Su Wenxi wanted to say something, but the door of the office was pushed open from the outside, and there was an eager sound from her assistant blocking it.
"Sir, you can't go in without an appointment, sir...... Oops......"
Su Wenxi raised his head and met the man's deep gaze. Her heart trembled, "Sir, ...... you"
"I'm Xu Chengzhi. ”
"Xu Chengzhi??"
Su Wenxi looked at the man in front of her in shock, she was a little out of breath when he suppressed her momentum, but it was obvious that this was her territory.
Su Wenxi took a deep breath and tried to calm himself.
"Mr. Xu, I don't know why you came to me for?"
Xu Chengzhi's long body stood tall and jade, standing in the huge office, as if he were in his own restaurant. His dark eyes looked at the woman in front of him, and only when Su Wenxi couldn't help but feel a chill in his back did he hear his cold voice.
"I came with Yin Xiao, what happened to her?"
Su Wenxi's eyebrows furrowed when he heard him follow Yin Xiao, and then listened to him continue: "You know my relationship with her, so you tell me, what happened to her?"
Xu Chengzhi will appear here, along with Yin Xiao's abnormality, Su Wenxi is sure that they must have met, so Yin Xiao's memories stimulated by him will come back.
Thinking of this, Su Wenxi couldn't help but feel sorry for Yin Xiao in his heart, and then said coldly: "Isn't your relationship just an ex-boyfriend and girlfriend? Mr. Xu, Xiaoxiao is my friend." As her ex-boyfriend, I don't feel like I'm going to give you a good look. ”
Xu Chengzhi nodded, his eyebrows and eyes were always sharp in front of outsiders, so that people didn't dare to look directly. Su Wenxi, a gentle and kind healer, can say that sentence forcefully in front of his momentum, and he has already mustered all the courage, which will be stared at by him, and she only feels that her hands seem to be trembling uncontrollably.
"You are her friend, and I am grateful for the many things you have taken care of during her years abroad. Xu Chengzhi remembered her pitiful appearance when she curled up in front of her door last night, and her eyes couldn't help but be a little gloomy, "But I want to know if something happened to her during this time." ”
When the man talked about Yin Xiao, the strange appearance that flashed in his eyes Su Wenxi naturally did not ignore it. Yin Xiao has been persistent for many years and is unwilling to let go of him, and Su Wenxi seems to understand Yin Xiao a little.
"As you can see, she forgot about you. Su Wenxi didn't know how much Xu Chengzhi knew about Yin Xiao, she looked at the man in front of her and said carefully: "Yin Xiao received hypnotherapy half a month ago, and she forgot about your past. ”
Xu Chengzhi's eyes narrowed slightly, half a month ago, damn half a month ago. In other words, after that night, she left her to go to hypnosis and then forgot about him.
"Did she decide to hypnotize herself because she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to face me when I found out the truth of what had happened?"
Su Wenxi was suddenly shocked.
"You got it?"
Xu Chengzhi gritted his teeth and looked cold.
"Do you mean that she begged her father to invest in me, or was she killed by her father and committed the crime of intentional wounding?"
He really knew it.
Su Wenxi hid his face and felt desperate for Yin Xiao.
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