I promise you.

I also believe that you will give me the happiness I want.

When she nodded her head, the applause sounded at the right time.

"Okay, then it's all done now, let's eat cake together, right?" Sikong Sheng was the most anxious, slapped a few slaps indiscriminately, then smeared a finger of cream on his own, and went to get the dinner knife.

"You know how to eat!" Jiang Caini glanced at him angrily, "Everyone was busy working before, and you were stealing the cake!"

"Who stole it?" Sikong Sheng raised his chin arrogantly, "Isn't the cake placed here for people to eat?" and Jiang Caini exchanged glares for a long time, he suddenly showed a wicked smile, and with a flick of his fingertips, he smeared all the cream on Jiang Caini's face.

The delicate makeup was ruined into a little flower cat in an instant, Jiang Caini let out a frantic scream, and smeared a handful of cream on her hand, chasing after Sikong Sheng.

After the successful confession, the atmosphere was exceptionally beautiful, and even the air seemed to have a little more romantic fragrance. Even if there are two people chasing and fighting, and the screams that erupt from time to time, it will never spoil everyone's good mood.

Just when Jian Zhiheng and Guan Lin brought dinner plates, distributed them on all sides, and shouted that they wanted to let the "couple of newcomers" blow out candles and cut the cake together, Jin Siqi suddenly stopped them.

"Please wait a minute. ”

As she spoke, she raised her head seriously and stared at her new boyfriend, the person she was about to give her future life to him without reservation.

"Meng Zhao, I have something to tell you. If, after all that, you still don't regret being with me, we'll come back for cake. ”

Meng Zhao saw that she was serious and had to respond, but she just smiled, and didn't take this episode to heart. In his opinion, Siqi has agreed to be his girlfriend, the most difficult level has passed, what power can tear them apart next? This is a confession in front of the whole world, can she still swallow back what she promised?

The others didn't care, laughing and ridiculing their hypocrisy. What they care about even more is that these two people hurriedly came back after speaking, this cake is delicious at first glance, but they have to wait for them to come back before they can cut it!

On the cake, the candles are still burning. A gust of night wind blew, and the flickering flames suddenly dimmed a little, and a drop of candle oil slipped quietly, like a helpless teardrop.

……

Jin Siqi has been pulling Meng Zhao far away.

"Siqi, what do you want to tell me?" Meng Zhao looked at her angrily and funny, "Hurry up, everyone is still waiting for us!"

Jin Siqi raised his head suddenly, and a layer of soundproof enchantment was erected around the two of them. This means that she doesn't want to be heard by the audience in the next words, this is a time that belongs only to the two of them, and it is also a secret that belongs only to them.

"Meng Zhao, since we are about to have a formal relationship, there is one thing I think we should make clear to you. ”

"I know you love children and how much you want to have a child of your own. But if ......" Although the psychological construction has been done, Jin Siqi's voice at this time is still a little trembling.

"What would you think if ......," she repeated again, forcing herself to continue word for word, "I can't have children?"

Meng Zhao was stunned, unexpectedly, he didn't lose his temper, but smiled innocently.

"Siqi, what are you talking about?" he raised his arms, solemnly held her shoulders, and stared into her eyes, "I know, you may be a little scared, it's okay, as long as you don't want to, I will never force you." ”

"From a girl to a mother, it takes time for anyone to adjust, and I can understand that. When you're ready, we'll have another baby, okay?"

I don't know, Siqi wants to test herself or what, but this is in front of the audience all over the world, and he won't quarrel with her here anyway!

In what he said just now, he asked himself that he had done enough "reasonableness", but it was a pity that he opened the soundproof barrier and couldn't let all the audience share this touch. But it doesn't matter! When he returns to the real world, he only needs to repost this passage in micro-time and space, won't it be done? Everyone will definitely praise him for being "a good boyfriend"!

"I'm not kidding you. Jin Siqi didn't know Meng Zhao's mental activities, at this time, she was doing the most difficult struggle in her life.

"If it's not that I don't want to give birth, but that I can't give birth, and I'm not a complete woman anymore, would you be willing to have no children in order to love me?"

She was afraid to see the smile disappear from Meng Zhao's face, and as soon as she finished saying this, she hurriedly added loudly: "However, if you really want it, we can also adopt a child, there are many ...... now"

"What's going on?" Before she could finish speaking, Meng Zhao interrupted her with a cold face, "Are you sick?"

It seemed that he was trying his best to restrain himself, but he restrained his anger in an instant, "It's okay, we will treat the disease, now that medicine is so advanced, it will definitely be cured." ”

Hearing his subconscious questioning, Jin Siqi was already in pain. It seems that he can't look at this matter rationally after all, but directly labels himself as "physically sick".

Between them, something has changed, and there is no going back.

However, for the sake of this man she loved hard, for the hard-won relationship between them, she still tried her best to explain: "It can't be cured." ”

Step by step, she turned her back and broke away from his embrace, the night breeze poured into her chest, and the coolness soaked into her heart and lungs.

"Many years ago, I had a misfortune that was...... The misfortune that almost completely destroyed the rest of my life. Jin Siqi shuddered and hugged his shoulders helplessly. The mist rising from her eyes obscured her vision, so that the good flowers and good scenery were submerged in a shadow.

Recounted the past she had so desperately wanted to forget, and the memory returned to the dark room.

It's so dark, so cold, it destroys humanity, devours her conscience, and she can't see the slightest hope......

This time, obviously with Meng Zhao by her side, why, she still can't feel a little warmth?

“…… I didn't know what to do, because I didn't have enough money and I didn't want this matter to be publicized, so I had to choose a small clinic near Zongmen. ”

"But...... The operation failed. Jin Siqi closed his eyes in pain, "Although I saved my life, I have lost the ability to have children since then." That's what I've been hiding from you......"

At the beginning, they not only destroyed themselves with the most cruel means, but also left themselves with the consequences of their misdeeds.

But she could neither accuse the culprit, nor would anyone come to justice for her. The proof of her victimization can only become evidence of her "indiscretion", which will make her suffer more ridicule and scolding.

Therefore, she can only choose to swallow her anger and choose to end it all silently.

But she didn't expect that this serial tragedy, after destroying her innocence, completely destroyed her right to happiness.

It was an equally dark room, and she still remembered the sensation of the cold instrument churning inside her. Then there was the pain, the sharp pain and the blood that burst the embankment......

She always felt that she had died that day.

What survived was only a barely breathing shell.

This stigma will stay with her for the rest of her life.

"Because of this, I am always frightened in the face of you, and I feel that I am not worthy of you. The more I know that you like children, the more guilty I feel. But today I muster up the courage to confess to you, because ......"

Before he could say "Because I believe you love me", he was interrupted by Meng Zhao's roar.

"What are you kidding!"

At this time, Meng Zhao's face was hideous that she had never seen before, "I thought you were very pure, who knew that you were dirtier than anyone else!"

"My mother said that a man should never marry a hen that can't lay eggs!"

"You...... Why didn't you tell me earlier!" he roared angrily, as if he were a victim, "If I had said it earlier, I wouldn't have had to pay so much affection to you!

In the face of his venting like a storm, Jin Siqi could only smile bitterly.

Grief is greater than heart death, she can't even shed tears.

When he confessed to himself, he gave a satisfactory answer.

But when he also mustered up the courage to confess his whole to him, what he gave was a stab to his heart.

Maybe it's because I see the wrong person and love the wrong person.

It seems that he doesn't deserve happiness after all.

"If I had said it earlier, you wouldn't have to waste time on me, would you?" After a while, Jin Siqi raised his head sadly and forcibly pulled a smile, "Okay, now that I've told you, while we haven't dated yet, you can 'stop the loss in time'!"

With that, she turned and ran.

Behind her, Meng Zhao did not come to chase her.

Maybe they will eventually drift away like this.

Darkness gradually filled the sky, countless stars broke through the night and poked their heads out, and the night moisture permeated the air, diffusing a sentimental atmosphere. Looking up at the sky, the vast starry sky is exceptionally clear, and the distant stars are shining, like small tears......

……

The people over there didn't know anything and were still happily waiting. Wait for the pair of "newcomers" who will not come back, to share the cake for them.

It was a long time before there was a noise in the grass. But it was Meng Zhao who rushed back angrily.

"Siqi, Siqi, she lied to me!"

At this time, Meng Zhao was frozen and angry, and his face was still red. And he has always been honest and shy, looking like a good child, and it is the first time that he has lost his temper so much in front of others.

"What's going on?" Ye Shuo was anxious, but at this time, he was not concerned about Meng Zhao, who was wantonly venting his anger in front of him, but about Jin Siqi, who was nowhere to be found.

"What did you tell her?"

Subconsciously, Ye Shuo concluded that the fault was Meng Zhao.

A girl who has just accepted a confession, a girl who should clearly be immersed in happiness, how deeply does her boyfriend hurt her to make her choose to say goodbye on such a cold night?

"You can also help me evaluate the reasoning!" Meng Zhao is still on fire until now, "Siqi just told me that she can't have children, she doesn't have the ability to have children at all! It's been so long since she co-authored, and she's been lying to me all the time!"

Ye Shuo was still confused, but when he heard these few "gossip" involving privacy, for the sake of Jin Siqi's reputation, he subconsciously opened the soundproof barrier.

"Have you really figured out about having a baby?"

"Of course it's true!" Meng Zhao replied, "That's Siqi, no, it was that woman who told me personally, is there still a fake?"

Just now, it was "Siqi I love you, I will take care of you for the rest of your life", and now he immediately changed his name to "that woman". No matter what happened between them, Meng Zhao's ruthlessness alone made even the onlookers feel cold.

"Okay, even if it's true," Ye Shuo's temper was also stirred up by him, "Just because she can't help you have a baby, you don't want her, do you want to find a girlfriend or a fertility tool?"

On the other side, Sikong Sheng listened to this inexplicable dispute, and impatiently knocked on the dinner knife in his hand.

"Sick, we're helping you, you've been working for so long, you're going to show us this?"

Hearing him say this, Meng Zhao suddenly became more energetic: "Yes, it's sick! Siqi is sick!" The more he said, the more angry he became, "I'm ...... Of course, I also like Siqi, so I hope she can have a baby for me. But she can't give birth, so what do I want her to do? How many eggs does a hen lay......"

Before the words fell, there was a "snap", and he was already slapped firmly in the face.

Jiang Caini looked at him indifferently. This is not to fight for Jin Siqi, most of it is his "straight male cancer" remark, which makes her angry.

Meng Zhao covered half of his face that had been beaten hotly, and shouted in pain: "Why did you beat me? I haven't settled accounts with Siqi yet! The gifts I gave her during this time, as well as the feelings I gave her, were all based on my ignorance, and this is a fraud at all!"

"Break up, break up, but she has to return these gifts to me, and she has to compensate me for mental damages!"

Even though anger had overwhelmed his senses, he still didn't dare to do anything directly to Jiang Caini. And this suppressed anger was naturally transferred by him to Jin Siqi as a "weak" again.

"Now that I think about it, it's good that I didn't touch her at the beginning, she didn't know that she had been by a few men, and they were all messed up! Otherwise, how could a young girl get sick! Cuckold me before dating, she really ...... it."

Hearing that he was still insulting Jin Siqi every word, Ye Shuo couldn't bear it anymore, and rushed forward and knocked him to the ground with a punch.

"Meng Zhao, if I had known that you were such a thing, I would never have agreed to help you chase Jin Siqi!"

"A good girl has been harmed by you like this!"

(End of chapter)