Chapter 40: This Time, You and I Will Die Without.
She saw the words on it clearly, and her hands trembled subconsciously, but in the end she accepted it without saying a word.
Hypnotist, Li Yang.
Hypnosis.
Yin Xiao understood what Su Wenxi meant, if he couldn't let go, then he could only forget.
Seal the memories and forget everything related to him, and maybe her illness will be cured.
"Li Luo is my senior brother, he studied psychology, and he is very good at academics in this area. So, if you make up your mind, maybe he can help you get rid of the past. Su Wenxi said: "Xiaoxiao, you go back and think about it, if you think about it, you will go to him." ”
Yin Xiao responded in a low voice, and when she left the office, she put away her business card. After all, if she wanted to forget him completely, why did she have to suffer so much in the past six years.
Zurich, Jason is still the same, and when Yin Xiao went to see him, he was studying the authenticity of a Tang Dynasty painting.
"Teacher. ”
Jason was glad to see her. The old man excitedly pulled her to appreciate the paintings, and kept talking about his opinions.
"Well, the ink has a slight crack, and the seal also matches, so there is a high probability that it is genuine. ”
Yin Xiao knew that her teacher was obsessed with paintings, and she was also interested in studying with him.
The two fiddled with the scroll, and Jason took the time to talk to her about her "Lost Deer".
"You're back just in time, tomorrow is the announcement date of the Grad Awards, and I've received news from the industry that you might be going to win the award if nothing else. ”
Yin Xiao was stunned, such a big award usually doesn't tell others the results before the results are out, but Jason, as a leader in the industry, is too natural that those people will inform him.
"So I won the prize?"
Jason straightened up, his gray beard trembling with a smile: "Finally, it didn't disgrace my reputation." ”
This is really exciting news, Yin Xiao smiled: "Teacher, I really don't know how to thank you." ”
Jason waved his hand: "Don't say thank me, when you go to receive the award, communicate with the industry more." You're good at everything, it's just this temperament, you're too careful. At your age, your ability is obvious to all, and the little girl should be more public, and she doesn't say a few words all day long, and she can't compare to me, an old man. ”
Yin Xiao smiled and nodded obediently.
"Also, are you going to auction that 'Lost Deer'?"
As a new painter, Yin Xiao is paying attention to her "Lost Deer" from all sides. If it were to be auctioned in public after the Grad Prize, the price would be beautiful.
"I sell. ”
Yin Xiao's faint voice made Jason a little surprised, generally speaking, such works, especially after winning the award, the author himself must cherish it very much. He just asked casually, so that he didn't think that Yin Xiao was really willing to auction.
Yin Xiao smiled: "When I painted "Lost Deer". I stayed in my room for three whole months, gloomy and lonely. Wen Xi said that I can't paint like that in the future, so I want to sell it, but after all, I still have to live a normal life. ”
Jason sighed and didn't say anything, that "Lost Deer" is Yin Xiao's summary of his past, despair, and heart.
"Then I'll get you in touch. ”
"Good. ”
The reputation of knowing is the time when it is rising, and as soon as the news of "Lost Deer" coming out for auction came out, all major auction houses were vying for it. Yin Xiao followed all kinds of phone calls every day to ask her about the news of "Lost Deer".
We are the director team of the domestic cultural program "Dream Art", and we would like to invite you to participate in the recording of one of our programs. ”
Domestic program, Yin Xiao frowned and subconsciously refused.
"Sorry, I have no plans to return home. ”
There is obviously a strong interest in her, "We are the only program in China that highlights culture and art, and we can show your talent to the audience in a comprehensive way, and if you participate in the recording, it will be a good development for you." ”
"I'm really sorry, I have no plans to develop in China. ”
I thought that she was abroad all the year round and didn't understand the domestic program market, so she thought about what to use to attract her, so Yin Xiao heard that she seemed to be very unintentional and said something that made her sound very repulsive.
"There is also a well-known movie star Miss Xia Yishan who participated in the recording, don't you really consider watching it?"
Doodoo ......
"What's wrong?"
The director who called to discuss looked dazed, and said to his colleague: "I said that the movie star Xia Yishan will also participate in the recording together, and I will hang up directly over there." ”
……
It doesn't make sense, Xia Yishan's reputation is also very famous in the world, and recording a show with her is a very rare thing for countless people, why did she hang up without waiting for her to finish.
"Hey, it's really not possible, you can go to Changning to try your luck again, and see if you can invite Mr. Xu to come and record. When the time comes, under the banner of the couple's screen debut, the ratings must be very hot. ”
If Xu Chengzhi can be invited, then what else do you need to know.
"But didn't Chang Ning refuse our invitation a long time ago?"
"So I'm going to try your luck again. ”
“……”
Yin Xiao hung up the phone and breathed a little fast, she didn't expect to receive a call about Xia Yishan when she returned to Switzerland. Fleeing from them that day, she still doesn't dare to recall Xu Chengzhi's face at that time. Xia Yishan didn't care in front of him, even Yin Xiao knew Xia Yishan's personality and knew her past goals and means, but she didn't dare to oppose Xia Yishan at all, Xia Yishan relied on her care about Xu Chengzhi, and she didn't dare to show a little bit of her past in front of Xu Chengzhi.
The events of that day were not thrilling, and Yin Xiao even desperately wondered if Xia Yishan had said anything to Xu Chengzhi after she fled. Or, she told Xu Chengzhi everything about herself, and he knew everything.
The more I thought about it, the more panicked I became, after all, Yin Xiao felt that she couldn't go on like this, she was still alive, and she still had to live.
After the Grad Prize, Yin Xiao put "Lost Deer" at auction with the youngest Chinese winner.
This painting is known as the first person in the contemporary dark painting style, and the people who have seen it in "Lost Deer" have no intention of not being infected by the intense sadness it reveals.
The new winner of the Grad Prize knows that the artist's work "The Lost Deer" has begun to be auctioned, with a reserve price of 300,000 yuan. ”
Yin Xiao sat in the crowd, her eyes fluttering as she looked at the painting being displayed on the stage. Why did she make "Lost Deer", at that time, she was hopeless and languishing, broke up with Xu Chengzhi, and was physically and mentally broken away from her homeland.
drew the barrenness in his heart in a desperate situation, and since then there has been "Lost Deer". She lost her life and went against Xu Chengzhi.
"Five hundred thousand!"
"Six hundred thousand!"
"A million!"
……
Yin Xiao looked indifferently at the people who were bidding one after another, maybe they really liked the painting, maybe they were just curious about the new Grad Award winners, they didn't know Yin Xiao, let alone her original intention of painting.
"One million two thousand, is there anything else to add?"
Yin Xiao was a little surprised that this painting could be auctioned for 1.2 million, but she was not interested in the auction process. In the dark hall, he took out his mobile phone, and there was a message from Sheng Mingwei on it.
"Xiaoxiao, have you met anyone recently?"
Yin Xiao was a little puzzled, and replied to Sheng Mingwei: "I don't know many people in Zurich, why do you ask that?"
Sheng Mingwei replied quickly, and Yin Xiao gradually frowned as she watched the text she replied to.
"Xu Chengzhi came to me on the day you returned to Switzerland, and he asked me where you were, but I didn't say it, but it should be easy for him to know your news. ”
Yin Xiao's heart tightened, Xu Chengzhi looked for her, why did he look for her, what did Xia Yishan tell him?
Sheng Mingwei sent several messages in a row, and Yin Xiao's heartbeat became faster and faster as she watched the uninterrupted information.
"I didn't take it seriously when he looked for you. But yesterday I met with Yunzhou and I didn't hear him say that Xu Chengzhi seems to be looking for someone to investigate you, Xiaoxiao, I'm worried that he will send someone to Switzerland to find you, you should be careful. ”
"It's not easy for you now, I'm afraid he's thinking about the past, I'm afraid you'll be hurt again. ”
"Xiaoxiao, if you can, it's best to stay away from him. ”
……
"10 million! Mr. Xu auctioned this Grad Award-winning "Lost Deer" for 10 million!"
With a deafening roar and applause, Yin Xiao pinched his mobile phone and looked up, and saw the tall and conspicuous man in the dim corner through the crowd in the hall.
He just put down the sign and pursed his lips and looked at the works on the stage without saying a word. Having photographed a painting at such a surprising price, he himself did not seem to be in the slightest emotion, and when he learned of the sale, he got up and left the hallway, and the eyes of the audience slowly turned back to the hall with his figure gone.
He came to Switzerland in person.
Yin Xiao stretched out her hand to cover her eyes in a panic, she was afraid that she would suddenly lose control, after seeing him.
He came in person. Is it to question, or something else. She didn't dare to think that it would be difficult to sit in her seat and move.
"Miss Yin, Mr. Xu, who photographed your work, wants to trade with you in person. ”
Yin Xiao held the phone tightly, she tried her best to suppress the trembling, and said in a slightly hoarse voice: "Just follow your process, I won't go." ”
The people over there clearly didn't agree with her.
"Miss Yin, your painting has been sold for an unexpected price, and according to Mr. Xu's meaning, he wants to see the author of this painting in person, which is also a very rare opportunity for you. ”
After all, the name of Xu Chengzhi should be scrambling for it wherever it is placed.
Yin Xiao held his forehead and shrunk in the small seat, his voice was inaudible.
"I'm not going, everything is going according to the normal process. If, if he had to see the author himself, then I would not sell this painting. ”
"This ......"
Obviously didn't expect Yin Xiao to answer like this, and Yin Xiao hung up the phone while he was stunned.
Take a deep breath. Yin Xiaocai was shocked to realize that he was already covered in cold sweat. It turned out that such a distant side could affect her so far, and if she was questioned by him in person, she thought she would definitely die.
The mobile phone rings again, and it is still the auctioneer's phone.
"I said I wouldn't go to see him, and if I had to make a deal in person, then this deal would be abandoned. ”
"What are you afraid of?"
……
The man's voice was low and condensed, and Yin Xiao instantly froze in place.
The voice on the phone gradually overlapped with the voice next to her, and the sound fell on her ears as clearly as playing a piano.
"Don't you want to see me, hide from me, Yin Xiao, you've been hiding for six years, what makes you so afraid of contact with me?"
The mobile phone in his hand was taken away, and Yin Xiao stiffened and turned his head to meet the face that had already been engraved in his heart.
After the auction ended, there were only the two of them standing in the hall, and the incandescent light fell from above his head, and the face in Yin Xiao's eyes was far from being spotless by the light.
"You...... Why are you here?" Yin Xiao asked him softly in a trembling voice, helpless like an abandoned little animal.
Xu Chengzhi sat down next to her, and the two of them were close to Yin Xiao, and she could smell the incomparably familiar clear breath on his body, which made her involuntarily redden.
"I'm here to get an answer. ”
“…… What the answer. ”
Yin Xiao's hand shook, and the slender fingers were held in the next second. She didn't dare to look at him, but he touched his eyebrows with ten fingers.
"I want to know what you chose to leave for back then. ”
Yin Xiao was stunned, her clear eyes were moist and bright. Xu Chengzhi looked at her, looked at her pitiful appearance, and looked at the grievances she was about to cry. He curled his lips and leaned closer, "I know you mind Xia Yishan, mind that I lied to you." But then I told you that Xia Yishan appeared with me because we worked together on a case at that time, and she was also a student in business school, and she was also my peer when she was not in the entertainment industry. ”
“…… I know. ”
"I explained to you that I was afraid that you would think too much, that you would be alone at home when I was busiest and trying to find guilt for yourself, and I originally wanted to talk to you when I was done with the business at hand. ”
“…… I know. ”
Xu Chengzhi lowered his head and kissed the crystal at the corner of her eyes, "You know, but you're still angry." That's why you're clamoring to break up with me. ”
Yin Xiao closed his eyes, and his breathing in his neck increased.
"I have had countless regrets, if I hadn't worked with Xia Yishan at that time, hadn't devoted myself to work, and hadn't made you feel sad alone, wouldn't there have been these six years of separation between us?"
"No......"
Her small voice made Xu Chengzhi laugh at himself, "Yes, it's not because of this. Yin Xiao I know. He wouldn't break up with me because of such a thing. So tell me, what is it that made you leave me without looking back?"
Why, Yin Xiao opened her eyes, and the man in front of her made her addicted and happy as always, but she was no longer the Yin Xiao of the year.
"Because...... Because I don't like it. ”
She choked up, her voice pitiful.
"Don't you like it?" Xu Chengzhi picked her up from her seat and put her on his lap, he patted her on the back to make her whole body slowly relax, and then asked, "You'd better keep this reason all the time." If you don't want to say it, then I'll check it myself. Yin Xiao, when I find out, you have to think about how to explain it to me. ”
The person in his arms was so frightened that he shrank up, and Xu Chengzhi couldn't help but chuckle. He remembered something, took the person deeper into his arms and lowered his head to kiss the top of her hair, "I watched that "Lost Deer", gloomy, helpless, and sad. What did you go through to make that picture, and have you not had a good time all these years?"
How bad she has been over the years, she has been reborn after several deaths, she has lost her courage in the world countless times, and she has gone crazy countless times when she thinks about him.
"It's good, I have friends and teachers abroad who have things I like, and I have a very fulfilling and happy life. ”
"Yes. Then I hope you can always be happy, happy. ”
“…… I will. ”
Yin Xiao coveted his breath, knowing that it shouldn't be like this, but he was still addicted to it. With a flick of his hand, with a softness and affection that no one had ever given her, she was willing to drown in this stolen moment.
Yin Xiao closed his eyes and let himself sink into the darkness in his arms.
When he woke up, there was silence all around, and Yin Xiao sat up and noticed the strangeness around him.
This is a hotel suite, she turned on the light and looked at the time, it was late at night, there was the sound of water in the bathroom in the suite, and Yin Xiao was only wearing a bathrobe. After she fled back to Switzerland in a panic, she met Xu Chengzhi like a joke and slept together.
She remembered what Xu Chengzhi had told her, and he was obviously thinking about the truth about her departure back then. Mingwei said that he sent someone to investigate, and with his methods, it might not be long before all her information was presented to him without concealment. What will happen to her at that time?
The truth about the six years she left, the six years she was haunted by nightmares, if he knew......
The sound of the water did not stop, and Yin Xiao picked up his mobile phone from the side of the bed.
She had never thought of discarding the past before, and after that, she couldn't bear the resentment from him more than forgetting everything.
"Wenxi, make an appointment for me. ”
"Have you thought about it?"
"Hmm. ”
“…… Good. ”
Forget it, forget it, and you won't worry about it day by day, and there will be no hope at night.
Xu Chengzhi came out of the shower and saw the woman on the bed with long hair slightly messy and half of her bedclothes~ faded, a smile on the corner of her mouth, and her fair cheeks looked very charming in the dim light~ charming.
She stretched out her hand to him, and the tips of her ten fingers seemed to go straight into the tip of his heart~ into the tip of his heart, dragging his heart and pulling him towards her step by step.
After six years of closeness, both of them couldn't help but speak. Yin Xiao bit his lip and continued to rise and fall in his movements, and the thin sweat on Xu Chengzhi's forehead fell finely, dripping on Yin Xiao's delicate face and being kissed one by one by him.
He moved very much, and when Yin Xiao couldn't stand it, he would wrap his neck around him and snort, and then bend his eyebrows in his distressed comfort.
In the end, she closed her eyes and fell asleep, and Xu Chengzhi hugged her physically and mentally.
They were separated for six years. He was unwilling to be alone for six years. If he knew that having her again would be so complacent, then the anger and unwillingness of the past six years would have been discarded by him long ago.
"As long as you come back, I don't have to worry about what happened back then. It doesn't matter who's right or wrong, don't leave me again. ”
In the dark, Xu Chengzhi finally fell asleep tiredly, and Yin Xiao covered his mouth and let big tears fall on the pillow. She remained motionless, huddled in his arms, tracing his eyebrows in her heart by the faint moonlight.
"Yes. We can't go back. ”
Huaicheng, Changning Law Firm.
Xu Chengzhi suddenly disappeared and came back suddenly, and when he came back, the whole person seemed to have suffered some great blow, and the people who were suppressed by the momentum did not dare to raise their heads.
Finally, a group of company executives left one after another after the meeting, and Tang Yunzhou had time to ask his friend, "What's wrong with you?"
Suddenly came back and convened a meeting without saying a word, the whole person didn't say a word, his eyebrows were deep, and Tang Yunzhou couldn't help but feel nervous when he saw it.
"Where have you been these days? How do you feel like you're suddenly a different person, what's going on?"
Xu Chengzhi closed his eyes and reached out to rub his forehead. What's wrong with him, heh, the guy who will do something to him is really good.
"I'm going to take a vacation for a while, and you should watch more during this time. ”
Tang Yunzhou was startled and hurriedly stood up: "What happened?"
How enthusiastic Xu Chengzhi is about his work, in the six years that Yin Xiao has left, he has spent more time on work except for eating and sleeping. Now that he suddenly said that he was going to take a holiday, Tang Yunzhou's eyebrows moved: "Is it Xiaoxiao?
He almost forgot that there would be anyone other than Yin Xiao who could make Xu Chengzhi's personality change.
"I also want to know what's wrong with her. Xu Chengzhi sneered, what is worse than not being able to find the heroine after a night of spring ~ night. He felt like he was piao, and he left after eating, and he became the one who was unwilling to be thrown behind.
He knew that Yin Xiao had something in his heart, and he didn't want to force her. But I didn't expect her to be so resolute. Xu Chengzhi remembered that six years ago, and now Yin Xiao responded to him with such a heavy blow in the same way.
Yin Xiao, you'd better not let me find you, this time. You and I will not rest until we die.
"Hey Mr. Xu, the information you want has been sent to your mailbox. ”
Xu Chengzhi's expression moved, the computer on the desk was clicked on by him, the new email was very eye-catching, he slowly clicked on it, and a line of information came into view.
Her past, undisguised, was presented to him after all.
And at this time, Li Luo Studio. The woman's eyebrows and eyes are delicate and her body shape is excellent. She lay down in her chair, her eyes falling on the man's good-looking fingers and smiling.
"Did you think it would work?"
Li Luo shrugged his shoulders and smiled, "Never failed. ”
"Aren't doctors talking about the most scary illness, why are you talking big before you even start?"
Li Luo adjusted the instrument on the side, then took out a blanket and carefully covered Yin Xiao's body, "The people who came to me have started a new life after they went out, no matter what I said or not, I hope that when you open your eyes again, you can see your new life." ”
Yin Xiao closed her eyes in his gentle voice, she heard the dripping sound of the instrument in her ears, heard Li Luo's low voice of instructions, and heard the desperate sound of her departure from Xu Chengzhi six years ago.
"Are you ready?"
"Me, can there really be a new life?"
Li Luo's big palm landed on her head, and the man replied with Yin Xiao's strange aura but extremely firmly: "You deserve a better future, sleep." ”
A room is dark.
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