Because their own strength is declining!

Since I left the church, I have seen a lot of new things and understood a lot of truths!

But these truths have impacted my own beliefs!

Ever since I had doubts about what I said to my Lord, I had less and less light elements under my control!

It can't be said that it is less, but they are responding to their own call, becoming lazy, and it is difficult to ignite their enthusiasm, so that they are as excited as before!

This lets you know that you are not far from death!

However, I think it's worth it!

Because I got out of that cage, I saw a lot for myself! Let myself understand what it means to be a living person!

Let yourself understand that you can also do something free to make you happy!

You can also live for yourself, not for some kind of existence!

However, it is a pity that I am almost unqualified to go on like this! because I am almost out of the strength to go on for the sake of my life!

Enjoying the food and thinking about the rest of her life, Mina has no fear in her heart!

What should come will always come, since I chose to flee in the first place, then now I must face death!

I just hope that the time of this death will be slower, so that my short life can be prolonged!

Mina's mental activities, Lu Yan doesn't know, before the other party has no ill will towards him, unless the other party talks to him, it is impossible for Lu Yan to sense what other people's mental activities are!

Lu Yan was a little surprised to see Mina eating food cautiously and like a pilgrimage! But he knew that in this world, there are many people who could not eat enough when they were young, and when they grow up, they feel that eating is a very sacred thing, which is not surprising!

It's just that when Lu Yan was organizing the language in his heart and looking at the other party in a trance, Mina spoke up first!

"Sir must have something to say to me, right? If it's because Mina is eating, then Mina can stop..."

"It doesn't matter! I said, I don't have so many rules here! I was just organizing the language just now, forget it, I'll just tell you directly! Although it is a bit presumptuous to say, my idea is to let you live here for a while!"

Mina immediately asked with some hesitation as soon as Lu Yan said:

"What do you mean, sir..."

"Don't get me wrong, I don't mean to force you to stay here!I just want you to stay and take care of these children, because I'm going to be away for a while!

"After all, you should be able to see that I don't have any trustworthy people here, so I want you to live here and help me take care of the children!"

"This..."

After hearing Lu Yan's request, you couldn't help but hesitate in your heart! She really wanted to stay, but she was even more afraid that she would bring fatal trouble to this group of children!

Seeing that Mina was still hesitating, Lu Yan continued:

"You can also see that these children are very clingy to me, especially Xiao Tingting! So once I leave, I need someone who can suppress them psychologically! And you, as a teacher, are the most suitable person! After all, among the people I can trust, except for Huang Zhong, it is you!"

"And Huang Zhong, you told him to play with this group of children, he can make these children crazy! But you asked him to manage these children, he really doesn't have this function!"

After hearing Lu Yan's words, Mina was quite speechless to the second dog who had met three times but was impressed!

Can you trust an adult who plays with a group of kids and has to cheat to win?

The first time I saw Lu Yan, I had a question in my heart, why did this little man who seemed to be very rich have a group of strange people around him!

Yes, it's wonderful!

An adult was dumbfounded by a little girl! A group of crippled, but not self-defeating, energetic, very obedient children!

This makes Mina curious! Because Mina wants to meet everything she wants to know in her short life!

After all, Mina herself used to take care of more than 10 children in the convent!

For Lu Yan's request and curiosity, Mina struggled in hesitation!

She struggled with her thirst for knowledge and food, and the dangers that might arise, and her conscience!

In the end, luck plus food, and the law code of intellectual curiosity, the overwhelming victory, the possible danger of this preposition, let Mina feel ashamed to stay!

"Thank you, sir, for your trust, I am willing to stay! But there is one thing I have to explain to you first! I have trouble with me, many, many troubles! If my trouble comes, I will probably leave without saying goodbye! So here, I would like to talk to you, sir!"

"It's a small thing! If you want to leave or stay, it's all up to you! I said I wouldn't force you to do anything! However, if you don't mind, you can tell me about your troubles! Although I'm not a big person, I still have some energy in terms of connections! Many times, your troubles are likely to become a channel of income for me! If you don't mind, you can tell me about your troubles! See if I have the ability to solve it!" "Love my e-book."

"It's impossible!"

As soon as Lu Yan's words fell, Mina replied!

But at this moment, Mina suddenly smiled, tears of laughter and flowers, as if happy, but also with a deep sadness!

She took a deep breath, well, snot! As if with relief and a kind of self-defeating emotion, she smiled at Lu Yan:

"Thank you, thank you really! You're the one who really cared about me during the time I was on the run! But there's really no way you can help me! I am a defector nun! A defector nun from the Church of Light! A defector who is destined to be captured and sentenced to death! So sir, don't think about wasting your strength on me! Because doing so will only bring you unimaginable trouble!"

After Lu Yan heard this, he also frowned!

Nuns! Lu Yan doesn't know what happens in other worlds! But in this world, the fate of nuns is only a little better than that of slaves! Even the fate of some nuns is even more miserable than that of slaves, this is not a joke!

Every monastery has its own church! And nuns might have been able to mix better 1,000 years ago! Because the purpose of nuns' existence at that time was to form a choir!

But since a Bishop of Light bought back a eunuch from the Mage Alliance, the status of the nuns has begun to drop again and again, until it plummets!

And from that time on, the nature of the monastery began to change!

It became a place of hospitality for the faculty members, a place to play!

Even the current monastery has become the private place of the bishops, and many perverted ideas are tested on the nuns!

One of the most famous of these is the invention of a Bishop of Light: the recipe for shepherds to eat sheep!

Of course, these bishops will also leave behind some real façade nuns! some nuns with good qualifications, some façade nuns who can be containers!

Their fate will not be much better! Their bodies are occupied and their souls are devoured! The only evidence of their existence is that they have become a group of emotionless battle angels!

In normal times, it is sealed in some alchemy containers, and when needed, it can be summoned to fight!

So the fate of the nuns is really, chilling!

But defecting nuns are rare!

It's all because of the origin of the nuns, they are all orphans, and little girls who have been sold in!

They have been brainwashed from an early age! and there is very little time to leave the monastery except at Mass!

So they have less contact with the outside world!

Because of this, they have no opinions, and they have been taught and manipulated all their lives, so there are few people who can defect, and even fewer have successfully defected!

In the same way, the church's criminal law against the defecting nuns is also extreme! The bloody and perverted news also made Lu Yan nauseous for a long time, and Lu Yan didn't want to remember!

Looking at the lovely pear blossom with rain, Lu Yan stretched out his hand and grabbed this lovely little hand, only to find that in this jade-like soft palm, it was full of calluses, rough as sand, and cracks were vertical and horizontal!

Rubbing his thumb lightly against his little hand, Lu Yan looked at Mina seriously and said:

"Mina, do you believe me? If you do, stay here! I can't guarantee that I can get rid of these troubles for you, but I can let you avoid them for the time being!"

After Mina was grabbed by Lu Yan's hand, she instinctively wanted to break free!

But the gap in strength made it difficult for her to succeed for a while! And the next struggle became even more powerless!

And what Lu Yan said attracted her attention again, and the struggle of her little hands changed from being weak to letting her do it, and she had the intention of giving up treatment!

"Circumvent?

Lu Yan played with his little hands and said:

"Wouldn't it be a temporary solution to all the problems if you turned into another person? And, if I'm not mistaken, you should be a façade nun, right? Although you still have a certain amount of cultivation on you, but now that you have defected, your strength will definitely drop rapidly! Although I am not sure in this regard, there may be a way, which may solve one or two!"

"What's the way?"

Looking at Mina, who was a little anxious and holding her palm tightly, Lu Yan stretched out her left hand, patted the little hand in her hand, and said comfortingly:

"Don't worry, I'll deal with all the things I have to deal with before I talk about this!"

"What's the matter?"⚆_⚆?

"Your whereabouts are the first thing you have to deal with!"

"What should I do with my whereabouts?"

"Easy, come with me!" ^ω^

As he spoke, Lu Yan took Mina's little hand...