Text Text_Chapter 378: You are not worthy

Zhang Mi glanced at Qi Mengyan, but frowned, raised his head and said: "Go, go, I don't like to be with women in general, this is a matter between me and Zhao Long, nothing to do with you!"

Qi Mengyan still wanted to fight back, but I slapped my palm suddenly, raised my voice and said, "Shut up!

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Zhang Mi pursed his lips, waved his hand at me, and said, "Zhao Long, you come with me." Then he retreated to the base of the wall outside, lit a cigarette, and took two puffs in a very elegant manner.

Qi Mengyan dragged the corner of my clothes behind me and persuaded, "Don't bother with him!"

But I went over it anyway.

When I walked towards Zhang Mi, Yumeng had been looking at me with a worried expression beside her, and I could see that she seemed to have something on her mind.

Zhang Mi pinched his waist and said violently: "Zhao Long, what are you asking me to say about you? You are simply ungrateful, you have forgotten the cultivation of the party and the state, and the care of the central leaders for you, look at what you have become now? Look, you are good now, you have retired from the army, and you dislike Youmeng, right? You Meng, who is not worthy of you at all, and I don't look at your current moral ......" After a series of criticisms, Zhang Mi was even more angry, frowning and looking at me, with an awe-inspiring look.

I didn't blame him for his ridicule, but replied indifferently: "Zhang Mi, I hope you don't care about our affairs! ”

Zhang Mi was stunned for a moment, and said: "Why does it have nothing to do with me? I used to be your leader, as your old comrade, as your old leader, I care that you are responsible for you, although you are no longer in the special health bureau, but you must always remember that you used to be a security cadre, you have to withstand the temptation of society, you have to be loyal to your troops and leaders......

I asked rhetorically: "Why do the troops treat me like this, why do I want to be loyal to it? How did the Secret Service treat me, have you forgotten?"

Zhang Mi said: "What did the Special Guard Bureau do to you? When I asked you to change jobs, it was to take into account the overall situation! If I were the director, I would do the same!"

I sneered and said, "You are still imagining yourself as the director of the bureau?" Let me tell you Zhang Dengqiang, don't think that you are now a security secretary again, you can point fingers at me, you are not qualified to do so." ”

Zhang Mi didn't expect me to be so sarcastic about him, so he blushed and scratched at me: "Zhao Long, you - don't do things to the end! Don't forget, now that I am an active guard cadre, and you have retired, I want to fix you, and I don't have your good fruit to eat! Since you have degenerated into this now, okay, then I hope that you will stop pestering Yumeng in the future, and Yumeng will no longer have any illusions about you, from today onwards, everything for you and Youmeng is over!"

You Meng on the side listened to Zhang Mi's words, but she was suddenly startled, she thought to herself: This Zhang Mi, did he come to me as a lobbyist, or did he deliberately cut through the mess quickly, wanting me to completely break with Zhao Long?

So You Meng hurriedly came over, looked at me and said, "Zhao Long, let's take a walk." ”

I understood what Yumu meant, and that was exactly what I was thinking, so I nodded and walked south with Yuyume.

Qi Mengyan shouted from behind, "Captain Zhao, come back early! ”

Zhang Mi lifted the frame of the bridge of his nose, looked at our backs, and frowned solemnly, as if thinking about something.

Yumu and I walked side by side, once again attracting the attention of the villagers. I remember that when Yumeng came to my house, there was a strong storm of beauty. Two years later, it is still the case.

You Meng hugged his arms with a lot of concern, and took the lead in saying softly: "I didn't expect you to agree to accompany me today." ”

I don't know how to reply, but I know for sure that my mood at this time is not a dream. During the period of separation from the dream, I suffered from lovesickness day and night, and many fears invaded my work and life all the time. I don't want to rejoin hands with my dear Yumeng and continue our love. But the task is in my body, I can't let go of my love for the time being, and I have to distance myself from Yumeng. At this moment, the development of events is becoming more and more unfavorable to me and Yumeng's situation, according to the instructions of the director, I will spare no effort to break into the organization, in that case, I will become a 'criminal' who is opposed to the Ministry of Public Security of the Special Guard Bureau, if Yumeng renews her relationship with me, then she will definitely not be able to escape the condemnation of public opinion, she will become a sinner of the Secret Service Bureau, she will be in a dilemma.

With a special mood, I replied lightly: "I think there are some things that it is better to say clearly." ”

Yumeng didn't ask any more questions, but just walked with me along the familiar village street and walked straight to a fish pond in the south of the village.

I know her intentions, and I remember that at the beginning, we were next to this fish pond, and the affection was picturesque. At that time, we were very happy.

Yumeng found a tile from the ground, and with a flick of his wrist, the tile swam along the surface of the pool and jumped to the opposite side.

I remembered a poem I wrote improvised from my dream: a dream with water on its pillows, undulating and looming......

A strong sourness welled up in my heart, but I still wanted to hide it with a smile, so I opened the topic and asked, "When are you going back to Beijing?"

Yumeng said expressionlessly: "Come back in the afternoon...... But...... If God can give me hope that I will never go back, I will admit it. ”

I asked, "What hope do you see?"

Yumeng looked directly at the water, fiddling with a tile in his hand over and over, and said, "I don't know either." ”

I saw Yumu's nose sour, and I almost cried again.

I seem to have a sudden sense of enlightenment, and I think that the hope from the mouth of the dream should be my change of heart. She wants me to change my mind, and for that, she can give up everything!

This is Yuyume's thoughts at this time, and this is Yuyume's heart at this time!

I can read her, but I can't satisfy her. In my impression, Yumu is a girl who says the same, and yesterday, she swore not to associate with me again, but today she still came...... What does this mean?

It can well be imagined.

And listen to You Meng said again: "I didn't want to come here again today, but I thought about it all night last night, I am unwilling, I am not willing to give you to other women like this." I can feel it, you don't like that girl, do you?" she didn't turn her gaze to me until she finished speaking, her eyes already wet.

I secretly blamed myself for my ruthlessness in my heart, and said with a wry smile in my heart: If I could have been less indecisive yesterday and talk to Yumeng, she would not have been so melancholy and sad.

I replied, "I told you that I had nothing to do with that girl. I'm now her temporary bodyguard. ”

Yumeng asked, "Temporary bodyguard, aren't you working as a security guard?"

I said, "I'm working as a security guard." But then a lot happened, and I couldn't say a word. I'm just asking you to believe me, she's just my guard target. There is no other relationship between us. In this way, there is some suspicion of self-contradiction.

Yumeng asked again: "What happened later that made you change so much?"

Yumu's eyes were full of anticipation, and this was the truth she was eager to know.

Of course, I couldn't answer, I just smiled indifferently, and a strange feeling of sourness arose in my heart. I changed the subject and said, "By dreams, I hope you can believe me." Now I can only tell you that I still ......" When the words came to my lips, I felt that some words could not be said too clearly, so I added: "If you believe me, in the near future, we will still be together, we will still be together." ”

You Meng frowned in surprise: "Why do you want to push it to the future?"

I said, "No, why. I remember saying to you before that when I make a difference one day, I will bring you back to me. ”

I certainly can't tell her to continue with her when I complete this special mission.

But even so, I was a little worried that if my words reached the ears of the director, the director would be angry with me again.

Yumeng smiled bitterly: "No one knows what will happen in the future, I think you are a kind of prevarication." Maybe you don't have me in your heart at all now, you're just looking for an excuse to comfort me. ”

I said, "Believe me, this is not prevarication. As long as I, Zhao Long, are still alive in this world, then I will go to you when the time comes. ”

Yumeng lowered her head in surprise and drew a circle on the ground with her hand, but she didn't say anything more.

After being silent with each other for a long time, Yumeng suddenly stood up and said, "Let's go back." ”

I didn't think I had yet to get it thoroughly, but I nodded.

But I always feel like there is a stone blocking in my heart, which is very uncomfortable.

On the way back, Yumeng lowered his head with concern and didn't say a word.

As I got closer and closer to home, a quarrel came, and I immediately frowned, and I quickened my pace with Yumeng and rushed back.

It turned out that the Qi Mengyan sisters actually scolded Zhang Mi!

Qi Mengna served as the leader of the scolding, pinching her waist and tilting her head and scolding at Zhang Mi rudely: "You four-eyed boy, come here to spread wild, let me tell you, with my sisters here, you can't be majestic!"

Zhang Mi shivered angrily, his face was swollen and red, and he scolded back: "You two little goblins, sooner or later you will have to harm Zhao Long." I...... I'm a good man and doesn't fight with women, I don't care about you!"

"What good men don't fight with women. You can't fight, right?"

“……”

Seeing me and You Meng come back, Qi Mengna scolded even more fiercely, and Zhang Mi, who had already been scolded, also scolded back as if he had revived, this scene was really spectacular, attracting many onlookers of the villagers. And my parents could only watch from the sidelines, and there was nothing they could do.

You Meng hurried over to persuade Zhang Mi, Zhang Mi saw that You Meng was even more injected with the motivation to scold the street, but instead burned the flames of war to my body again, he pointed at me and said: "Zhao Long, you are a traitor to the Special Secret Service, the shame of the Special Secret Service, the Special Guard Bureau has trained you to be a major security secretary, you have hard wings now, right? Let me tell you, people like you will not end well sooner or later! Fortunately, You Meng did not marry you, otherwise it would be a flower inserted in cow dung, you are not worthy, you are not worthy of dating You Meng at all......

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