Shen Luyan was silent for a long time, and the corners of the man's lips were stretched into a straight line without any temperature.

The depression in his chest seemed to squeeze all his breath out.

The feeling of being on the verge of suffocation is no different from dying.

The heart sank, as if it had fallen to the bottom.

Shen Luyan has never forgotten this matter, and the doctor she found was really useless after seeing it, as she said.

There are some injuries in life that are irreversible and irreversible.

Even if you regret not doing it at the beginning, you still can't remedy anything.

Jiang Zhi raised her hand and tidied it up again, of course the things she put in her ears would not be very comfortable, she hadn't worn them for many years, and now she was a little unaccustomed to it, she politely said sorry to him: "I'll adjust it, don't you mind." ”

Shen Luyan thought to himself, what could he mind?

Mind if the thread fell and affected his senses?

In her eyes, is he such a person now?

Remember the URL

"I don't mind. ”

Jiang Zhi lifted the long hair around her ear, cut it behind her ear, she readjusted her hearing aid once, and this time it finally got to a suitable position: "Okay." ”

She looked up and saw a pale face, because the man's complexion was too pale, and it seemed that her eyes were very deep, and the eyes were dark, deeper than the sea.

He spoke in a hoarse voice: "Does it hurt to wear it for a long time?"

What can Jiang Zhi say? Yes, of course it hurts.

If she said such a thing, would Shen Luyan feel sorry for her? No.

Jiang Zhi has never been used to showing weakness in front of him, not forced by him to have no choice, she is not even willing to shed tears to him.

She said casually, "It's okay." ”

Shen Luyan never felt that he was a cowardly person, as if he could face anything decisively, but at this moment he didn't even have the courage to touch her ears.

He opened his mouth, and he couldn't hear some tremors in his voice after trying his best to restrain himself: "I was crazy at that time, I ......"

Jiang Zhi didn't want to talk to him about this, so she interrupted him: "It's okay, I deserve it." ”

Shen Luyan's words were blocked back by her words, and he couldn't make a sound at all, as if he had suddenly lost his voice.

He had ever been forced to do this, and he swallowed back what he wanted to say.

Because of wearing hearing aids, she will not be so uncomfortable listening to him now, and her ears will no longer buzz casually because of stimulation, and it is indeed less painful.

Of course, if you wear it for too long, it will still be uncomfortable.

She looked at Shen Luyan: "Mr. Shen, what you said is right. ”

Shen Luyan was silent, not understanding what she was trying to say.

He had said so much to her, some of them still remembered, some of them not so clearly.

Jiang Zhi met his eyes, word by word, and said very clearly, for fear that he would not hear: "Between us, we can talk about anything, just don't talk about feelings." ”

This is Shen Luyan's original words.

Probably when she first got married, she didn't hide well enough, and he saw something.

Shen Luyan said something to her casually.

He had already seen through everything.

If she could have clearly divided her feelings at the beginning, restrained herself, held back, and gave up her love for him little by little.

Neither will that now.

A lot of things, without emotion, will really be much easier.

It won't be uncomfortable, it won't be painful, it won't be unwilling.

Shen Luyan still remembered that there was indeed such a thing, and he did so at that time, and he did it this way.

If the fake drama is really done, it will be very troublesome.

is mixed with feelings that shouldn't be had, and doing things will always drag on the mud.

Shen Luyan bluntly opened the topic: "Are you hungry?"

Jiang Zhi said: "It's okay. ”

Shen Luyan nodded: "Well, I'll cook." ”

There is still only one part-time worker in the family, cleaning and cooking on time.

The housekeeper and other servants didn't have to stay in this villa for a long time, because Young Master Shen didn't like to have a lot of people when he was at home.

Shen Luyan walked to the kitchen and stopped, turned around and asked her, "What do you want to eat?"

Jiang Zhi thought for a while: "I can do it." ”

She is not a picky eater.

She didn't look at him after answering Shen Luyan, and went upstairs to clean up her things.

Jiang Zhi closed the bedroom door, sat on the carpet and was stunned for a while, feeling a little numb in his heart, not really feeling nothing, and feeling uncomfortable for some moments.

But it's really much, much better than before.

I won't cry out in pain.

I don't feel sad and sad that I'm dying.

Jiang Zhi took a moment to stuff his clothes into another wardrobe, and the two wardrobes were very separated.

She didn't want to go downstairs yet, so she lay on the edge of the bed and played with her phone for a while.

I'd rather be in a daze with my phone than go downstairs to face Shen Luyan.

Maybe she was too tired, and before she knew it, she fell asleep on the edge of the bed.

Shen Luyan quickly made dinner, and before going upstairs and pushing the door in, he knocked lightly twice, but no one responded.

He slowed down and pushed the door open, and the girl sat on the ground and lay on the edge of the bed, sleeping soundly.

It was probably the most defenseless time for her, with her face facing the sunlight outside the glass window, just in time to see the ear with the hearing aid.

A black hearing aid.

Shen Luyan felt extremely dazzling when he looked at it, he quietly walked to her side, squatted down, and bent down slightly.

He cautiously kissed her wounded ear.

At the moment when he lowered his eyes, the man's eyes seemed to be a little wet.