Chapter Seventy-Eight: The Self
Chen Yi got up and found himself lying on a park bench with old newspapers covered.
He understands that this is the beginning of the third photo, and the key point that runs through "Human Disqualification" is to represent the three eras of childhood, youth, and youth.
The first photo depicts Hazo with his family as a child, but the photo is full of his stiff smile. It's disgusting, even his family is disgusted.
In the second photo, Hazo is depicted sitting upright on a chair, with his hands on his lap to form a triangle, and then his chin pressed against his hands, assuming a posture familiar to many people, looking down on everyone like an emperor. But in reality, it is only discriminating against those who are illegally assembling and trying to find their own superiority in those who are weak.
The third photo depicts the aging and gray-haired Hazo, his face seems to be tormented by countless pains and turned pitted, and his empty eyes make people feel fear, which is not hopeful for life, just like the horror of a patient before death.
Facing the third level, to be honest, Chen Yi was a little scared, as long as it was because Ye Zang's life was very prodigal at this time, and he was also taking drugs, drugs have always been the source of evil that Chen Yi hated.
Even as an ordinary person, he felt disgusted, because drugs hurt people, and since a drug has been a day more terrifying than hell, once it sticks to it, there is no room for relief.
In the original book, Hazo, who lost his financial resources, began to attract women with his handsomeness, and then stole things from women to make a living.
Although he regretted it very much, and often used alcohol to kill his sorrows, and when he was drunk, he constantly repented of his mistakes, and he was as pure as an angel at that time.
But even so, he still didn't stop living like this.
Until he came into contact with something even more terrifying - drugs, which was enough to distort all people's things, countless people were ruined by this family, and even more lost everything for it, all wealth, talent, and life would be destroyed by it.
Since embarking on this path, it has been difficult to get lost.
The whole story is about this shameful and pitiful man.
Do you know what he ended up into?
Even the bottom line of being a human being has been lost.
He has no job, no ability, and even no education.
can only rely on his handsome face to parasitize on a woman-
But he never lived seriously, drunk and dreamed of death every day,
If you don't have money, you steal those women's things in exchange for money to get drunk—
When he gets bored with one woman, he parasitizes on another.
Finally, he plans to settle down and marry a woman, the husband and wife love each other very much, and he finally understands the meaning of happiness.
But an accident plunged him into pain, and in order to get rid of the pain temporarily, he began to take drugs -
You don't have to think about it to know that this is definitely a point of no return.
Sure enough, after that, he smashed the pot and sold iron to exchange money to buy drugs, and he had no other pursuits except drugs.
Even for the sake of money, he actually betrayed his wife, who always loved him, and sold his wife to other men-
And in the middle of this incident, there was another incident, and it was also this incident that led to the drug incident.
That was an accident that happened after he got married, and he saw his beloved wife being forced by another man-
The instinct of a normal man is to rush up and beat that bastard so much that he doesn't even know his mother. (╬▔Dish▔)
But Dating Ye Zang even has the courage to rush up and beat people, and he will only whimper in the corner-
At every fork in the road of life, Otin Hazo lacks enough courage to choose a better path, so he can only go farther and farther on the road called "escape", but he doesn't know that the end of that road leads straight to hell.
This is how little by little he went to destruction.
Ting Hazo may not be a bad person, but he is a coward who has no ego and lacks courage, and all the suffering he endured stems from his own choices, and everything is self-inflicted.
It's really so sad that it's worth saving Chen Yi, so he started this mental game, not only because he wanted to save Dazai, but also to save Ye Zang, even if the other party was just a virtual character.
But he is the same human as Momo and Leo, whether it is a character in the anime or a character in the novel, as long as they exist, they have meaning, and it is precisely because he treats them as human friends that Chen Yi is eager to save them and help them escape the mercy of fate.
Chen Yi originally thought that he would have to wait for the plot to come, but he didn't expect that because of the successful passage of the first two levels, he still got the harvest in the end.
Although it was still a bad ending, judging from the memory, he still didn't finish high school, because he was tired, Ye Zang, who had been at the mercy of him, later failed the college entrance examination because he couldn't meet his father's expectations.
And in the days that followed, he failed many times, and he was scolded by his father for being a waste when he made such a bad scene, and then he was forced to marry a noble lady from a wealthy family.
Although the aristocratic lady was rude and willful, coupled with a body of fat, enough to be called a sow, Ye Zang still agreed.
Life should have gone on like this, but I didn't expect Ye Zang to anger the noble lady, and finally caused his family to be sniped by the other party's family, in this case, Ye Zang was thrown out like garbage.
And Ye Zang's family was saved because of this, and Ye Zang's brother originally planned to help Ye Zang.
But Ye Zang finally left home and lived the life of a homeless man, with high Chinese, he could have found an ordinary job, but disgusted with work fatigue and little money, he still walked the original path.
And now Chen Yi is in the stage of being married, and has accepted a wife who loves Ye Zang.
Chen Yi, who returned home, saw that it was his wife who was forced, so he went to save the wife without saying a word, but at the same time, a pair of terrible sick hands locked him from behind Chen Yi's back.
Chen Yi tried to resist and even summoned the Slashing Knife to slash the other party, but there was no reaction at all, and the Slashing Knife could not condense the body.
This made Chen Yi feel inexplicably frightened, this situation was usually only when he was crushed by extremely strong force, or affected by a special force like real power.
Of course, the situation in front of him, Chen Yi thought that it was the third type, that is, a domain type trick like the Blood Clan's Sacred Domain, as he had experienced the Blood Clan's Sacred Domain, he naturally understood the power of this trick.
Of course, he also misses the power of the Blood Clan's Sanctuary, but unfortunately this trick can't be used again, because it requires the strength and bloodline of the Blood Clan to use, maybe it could still be used at the beginning, but now it's impossible.
Looking around behind him, Chen Yi felt the existence of the turbid aura, if it didn't feel wrong, it was definitely something that belonged to Rong Ruo, but what puzzled him was why it appeared here.
Could it be that Rong Ruo plans to make a move on himself, although there is such a conjecture, but it shouldn't be!
Even if Chen Yi is distracted, he still responds according to his body's instincts, after all, it is very common for his mind to wander, especially for himself, it is too tiring to concentrate all the time.
Chen Yi's body acted on its own instinct, and his hands quickly wrapped around the opponent's arms like falling willow branches, and then the fighting skills of Fukuzawa Yukichi were used, and both hands were used at the same time, using the Taijiquan that was rigid and mixed with half-hanging, and used the protection of four or two thousand catties to throw the opponent out. At the same time, there is also the fighting skills of the other boss, Ryan Hertz, so at a glance, it is an amazing fighting spirit, like a fighter with a spear and a shield, ready to shoot at any time.
This is the hand-to-hand combat technique integrated by the head of the Armed Detective Agency, Yukichi Fukuzawa, as a grandmaster who is very proficient in parrying, Yukichi Fukuzawa knows very well the ability to teach because of this, and after trying out Chen Yi's true material through actual combat.
He integrated the martial arts suitable for Chen Yi from the experience described by Chen Yi, and he could be regarded as a teacher.
The powerful fighting technique formed by the fusion of Yukichi Fukuzawa's jiu-jitsu, Ryan Hertz's martial arts, and the defense and rhythm grasp of the forger is even beyond Yukichi Fukuzawa's imagination, even if Yukichi Fukuzawa, the grandmaster, is not serious in the face of Chen Yi, who has no distractions, he will lose.
Chen Yi also thanked Fukuzawa Yukichi from the bottom of his heart, and at the same time, Osamu Dazai was also a very helpful teacher to Chen Yi, Dazai is an expert in suicide, because of this, he is proficient in many things, and his understanding of the body is deeper than that of normal people, so he taught Chen Yi how to kill the enemy and save the enemy, how to effectively block the enemy's offensive, and make up for Chen Yi's various foundations.
After a set of fighting skills, Chen Yi, who came to his senses, used his spiral strength to aim at the opponent's vital point, and a variety of forces penetrated into the enemy's body, while stopping the opponent's actions in a non-lethal situation.
At this time, Chen Yi found out that the person was Ye Zang, to be precise, Ye Zang with white hair, which made him a little embarrassed.
After all, he didn't think that he couldn't even beat a drug addict, but after subduing Ye Zang, he immediately mustered up the courage to deal with the prisoner who had violated women.
It's just that just as Ye Zang made a move, a bullet was fired at Chen Yi, and then Chen Yi sensed and dodged it.
Although Chen Yi is an ordinary person now, he is not afraid of the other party, but he was stunned when he turned his head to look, because the person holding the pistol was Osamu Dazai.
It's just that what shocked him was that Dazai's health was not very good, in fact, even Dazai was shocked that he could see Chen Yi.
Chen Yi saw Dazai, gave up his goal and ran to Dazai, and it could be seen from the other party that the other party was also full of white hair.
Chen Yi wanted to say something, but Dazai stopped him.
Dazai said with that gentle look: "It's been a long time, although I don't have any memories of you, but I still captured some fragments of your memories through my abilities, it seems that you want to save me, but unfortunately it's impossible." “
Dazai put down the gun, and his body fell like that, but his body was held up by Chen Yi.
Dazai said weakly: "It seems that you still don't know what caused Hazo's death, of course it was his own fault, but it was more of the author's mistake. My predecessor, Osamu Dazai, the writer who created Hazo, created Hazo in a desperate day, and wrote all his experiences into the book, so this book entrusts him with all his possessions. You're also an anomaly, so you almost know the truth about the ability, right?!As an anti-ability, human disqualification itself is an outlier, and it will increase in power with the number of times you use it and comprehend. And it will constantly lead people to fall, and even deprive a person of his ego, even I cannot resist its power. But you've given me hope, and then you can just kill me. “
Chen Yi immediately refused, what are you kidding, if I kill you, how can I save you, and I don't want this kind of salvation.
Later, with Chen Yi's refusal, a red flame suddenly appeared in his heart, the tiny flame was as fragile as a candle swaying in the wind, but in this fragility there was a strong one, and unlike in the past, there was a trace of cyan flame inside it.
That feeling made Chen Yi feel very familiar, looking at the familiar cyan color. I immediately recalled my childhood and understood that there was courage in it.