After Qiao Jiayue left the research institute, she didn't think about it so much, she went back to the small courtyard directly, and at the same time reflected on herself.

At this time, the weather was already quite cold, Qiao Jiayue wrapped herself into a ball, sat in a daze, from the previous life to the present, she has been very skilled in escaping this skill.

She knew it wasn't good, but she didn't know where to start.

She really can't do a lot of what those researchers let them do, which shows that she still needs to learn more.

The curriculum in the school has gradually deepened and more subdivisions have been subdivided, and she is also faced with the time to choose her own direction of study.

People's energy is limited, and Qiao Jiayue hasn't figured out what she wants to choose, so she is a little confused now.

The attitude of some other researchers also made her a little uncomfortable.

It was all mixed up and her mind was a mess, and she never thought she would be in such a situation.

Qiao Jiayue suddenly heard a knock on the door, she felt strange, who would come to her at this time?

She stood under the corridor, hesitating whether to open the door, and the person outside spoke, it turned out to be Deng Ying.

When Deng Ying surrendered, he found that the door was closed from the inside, and he felt strange, shouldn't Qiao Jiayue be in the research institute?

And Qiao Hongyuan and Qiao Hongliang are both in school, it is impossible to be here at this time, the only person there is Qiao Jiayue.

Deng Ying watched the door open, and Qiao Jiayue stood haggard inside the door, looking very unenergetic.

"Jiayue, are you sick?" Deng Ying only thought of this possibility.

Qiao Jiayue shook her head and let Deng Ying enter the door, "Why did you come here today?"

When Deng Ying heard this, he glanced at the mailbox, has Qiao Jiayue not taken the letter yet?

He didn't answer the question, "You're not sick, what's wrong with that?"

Qiao Jiayue opened her mouth, feeling that she was embarrassed to say these things, so she remained silent.

Seeing this, Deng Ying didn't force her, he looked at the kitchen, "I have to buy coal this weekend, or it's not warm enough in winter." ”

Qiao Jiayue's mind was not on this, and she responded indiscriminately.

Deng Ying picked up the thermos, poured a cup of hot water for Qiao Jiayue, and sat down opposite her, "Mind telling me about your troubles?"

Qiao Jiayue propped her chin, lowered her eyes, and spoke for a long time: "It's a bit embarrassing to say these things, and I feel very useless." ”

She really needed someone to talk to, and Deng Ying happened to be here at this time, and she felt that he should be a good person to listen to.

Qiao Jiayue told her about her in the institute, including her own reflections.

She recognized her own shortcomings, and the knowledge she learned was easy to make up for, but what about the other aspects?

For example, dealing with interpersonal relationships, resilience, etc., can these be changed by learning?

Deng Ying listened quietly, and when Qiao Jiayue finished saying everything he wanted to say, he combed it out before he spoke.

"Actually, I'm just like you. He met Qiao Jiayue's puzzled eyes, "When I was an educated youth, I had a very poor relationship with other educated youths, and over the years, I had few friends." ”

"But in my opinion, getting along with people is a very complex science, and it is estimated that we will not be able to learn it in our lifetime, so it is better to go with the flow. ”

"As for the rest, I think that when you become an authority in a certain area, others will not dare to underestimate you because of your age. ”

"If you're not happy with this institute, change it or get one yourself. Deng Ying really felt that Qiao Jiayue didn't need to think too much.

"Don't you think I'm cowardly? Qiao Jiayue asked rhetorically, "What if you are like me?"

"It is human instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, I think what you are doing is not wrong, there are many ways to deal with things, and it is not only the right choice to go head-on. ”

If it were him, he would have gritted his teeth and persevered, and made some achievements to slap those people in the face.

But Qiao Jiayue is not necessarily wrong when she leaves, those trivial matters are a huge waste of her time and energy, and they are not worth it.

Different choices for different developments, and who knows the final result?

Hearing Deng Ying say that, Qiao Jiayue's heart was indeed much better, even though he might just be comforting himself.

"What about you? Are you having a similar problem now?"

Deng Ying shook his head, "My major is new, everyone is busy researching, and there is no time to think about anything else." ”

"Well, do you have any suggestions for my development?"

Deng Ying thought about it and didn't give Qiao Jiayue a positive answer, "The ideal can be ambitious, but the practice process must be staged." ”

"And because of the different environments and ages, my ideas will change from time to time, for example, when I was an educated youth, I wanted to go back to the city and become a mathematician. ”

"But now that I have been admitted to university, I am not a mathematics major, but the development prospects of computers are not weak, so I want to make the world's most advanced computer and get rid of the oppression of Western countries. ”

A slight smile appeared at the corner of Deng Ying's mouth, this was the first time he had mentioned his thoughts to others.

"If the ideal is too ethereal, then you should set long-term and short-term goals according to your actual situation, make a list of what you want to do the most, arrange it according to your priorities, and then overcome them one by one. ”

Deng Ying looked at Qiao Jiayue's thoughtful appearance, he felt that she seemed to have a lot of things in her heart, not just what she said, she was obviously a girl who was pampered by her parents and brothers!

"Thanks, I see. Qiao Jiayue raised a bright smile, "Let's go, I'll invite you to dinner." ”

Of course, Deng Ying would not refuse, "Then I'm welcome." ”

Qiao Jiayue scratched her head, only to realize that her image was messy, and her face instantly turned red, "You wait for me, I'll be fine soon." ”

Qiao Jiayue took care of it, and as soon as she opened the courtyard door, she saw a woman walking with a cart of cabbage on her back, looking at her face, she seemed a little uneasy.

Seeing the cabbage, Qiao Jiayue's eyes lit up, and she touched Deng Ying's arm with her elbow, "Vegetable seller?"

Deng Ying nodded.

"Sister-in-law, it's been hard to walk for so long, come in and drink some hot water. ”

As soon as Qiao Jiayue spoke, she obviously startled the women.

Liu's sister-in-law lives on the outskirts of the capital, and this year, the man in the family ruthlessly planted some cabbage in his own land, so he wanted to secretly go into the city and sell it.

It is said that quite a few of their brigade have sneaked into the city, and they sold for more money than they sold to the commune.

Her man was sick and she had to take the kids into town for an adventure.

Sister-in-law Liu was afraid of being arrested, so she took this kind of remote alley, but in this kind of place, many courtyard doors were closed during the day.

She didn't dare to call the door, so she could only turn around one by one, but when she saw someone open the door, she didn't dare to ask if they wanted cabbage, but pushed the cart and left quickly.

Just as she was about to give up, the door of the courtyard in front of her opened, and two young men stood up, and when they saw her, they suddenly spoke to her in a very familiar tone.

Sister-in-law Liu opened her mouth and stammered, what is going on.

As she was thinking, she saw the two young men beckoning to her, motioning for her to enter.

She was a little nervous, earlier these young people loved to grasp the tail of capitalism, and today she should not be arrested for education. I want to talk about "Sixty Farming Fields" with more like-minded people, and pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~