Chapter 10 Barriers to Choice
After learning about these situations, she felt a little awkward in her heart. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info about the fact that her boyfriend is a soft egg who is bullied, presumably no woman will not be heartbroken, let alone she who has long been used to playing big with Hong Yanwu. So at that time, she did think about breaking up.
However, intellectually, she still can't categorically give up this director son who can give her a better life, because she thinks that she can't live by playing with her arms.
No matter how powerful Hong Yanwu is, what if he also "goes in"? What's more, he just didn't have an accident, and he couldn't get a Volga car or a three-bedroom unit just by relying on his prestige on the street.
Therefore, when she thought of this, her heart couldn't help but be much calmer. In addition, she heard Song Guofu say soon after that his parents had already prepared the marriage room, and it was in the third residence of Xuanwumen. So gradually, she completely suppressed the dissatisfaction in her heart.
But generally speaking, life often likes to joke with people, how you want, life is not good.
Don't look at herself, although she has passed, Song Guofu's parents have not passed it. Just two months after she and Song Guofu dated, Song Guofu's parents found out about it, and their relationship finally encountered a real bump.
That Sunday, she was invited to Song's house as a guest. In essence, this invitation is naturally Song Guofu's parents and sister who know that Song Guofu has a girlfriend and want to see it with their own eyes and check it for him.
Although the director and his wife were completely different from what she imagined, they had no arrogance at all, and they were very amiable, but this time she was really a little embarrassed.
Because on the day I went to Song's house for lunch, all the gifts were bought by Song Guofu. She could clearly feel that the director's wife had seen through this after learning about her family history.
And there is a key point, that is, Song Guofu's sister Song Pingping said that she seemed to have seen her in a restaurant, and asked if her home lived in the Baiguang Road area.
That's where she would often appear when she was fooling around with Hong Yanwu and Gao Ming. Especially every time they ate in a restaurant, after three rounds of drinking, they couldn't help but make some moves such as hooking their shoulders and back, and smoking a small cigarette, which made her break out in a cold sweat because of her weak heart.
As a result, the lunch that day, despite a table full of chicken, duck and fish, and a bottle of foreign wine. But she ate very badly, and only pulled a few mouthfuls of food and said that she was full. After the meal, she even fled from the Song family in a panic on the grounds that she was not feeling well.
In the next few days, she never saw Song Guofu, and gradually, she thought that this relationship was over, and she was lost and felt sorry for herself for a long time.
This is because she suddenly found that once she really lost it, the importance of Song Guofu was highlighted.
The things she loved, no one gave them to her anymore.
There is no one anymore, chasing her every day like a princess to ask for warmth.
Naturally, the Volga sedan and the big three-bedroom are more like the ice palace encountering the scorching summer sun, completely turning into a puddle of water, which also flows away from her life.
If she thinks about it calmly, what does she have for herself? No matter how beautiful she is, she will grow old one day, which is far less affordable than a rich and decent life.
Besides, there are actually beautiful girls, but the director's son is a scarce resource. What's the point of a person's nest, as long as he can get mixed with an official and a half-job in the end, won't others also catch up?
At that time, she really regretted it......
But what she didn't expect was that life was unusually tolerant of her, and it didn't take long to give her an unexpected turnaround.
The director's wife actually came to visit her in person and took her to the office of the director of the internal medicine department alone, and asked her bluntly how sincere her feelings for Song Guofu were.
She is not stupid, she quickly grasped a glimmer of hope from Song Guofu's mother's anxious mood, so she made a very "sincere" confession with tears in her voice.
Sure enough, after this conversation, she learned that Song Guofu, who has always been accustomed to being submissive, actually had a dispute with her family for the first time. and claimed that she would rather move out of the house if her parents did not accept her. After a few days, the director and his wife did not see their son softening in the slightest, and they had to compromise.
It's just that although the director's wife agreed to her to continue dating Song Guofu this time, when she finally left, she didn't forget to remind her in a solemn tone, saying that they could ignore her past affairs, but hoped that her future lifestyle would be more peaceful, let alone hurt her son emotionally.
For this reason, she is also clearly aware that in fact, in the hearts of Song Guofu's family, there is still a certain prejudice against her.
However, since Song Guofu's family has officially recognized their relationship and regards her as a future daughter-in-law, it is natural to be concerned about her affairs.
Soon after, through the operation of the director's wife, she was transferred from Shunli Construction Hospital to Xuanwu Hospital, and became a delivery nurse in the obstetrics and gynecology department of a tertiary hospital with a relatively easy job.
So for the next period of time, she was quite content with life. And after this twist and turn, she also cherishes this lost opportunity.
She is a very realistic person, and her thoughts are much farther than that of girls of the same age. She understands the truth that youth is easy to grow old, and she also knows that soon she will face the practical problem of starting a family and raising children.
Fortunately, the problems that ordinary people are worried about are easy to solve for Song Guofu's family.
And she also knows that Song Guofu, as the only boy in the family, his family will inevitably tilt most of its resources towards him, paving a shortcut to a bright future for him. Therefore, their happy life after marriage is also fully guaranteed.
What's more, her family's attitude is also very supportive of this matter, and even her critical mother said that she had found a good partner, and wished that she would soon reach the marriageable age and get married.
Then what reason did she have to hesitate any longer? She could no longer worry about her life's affairs like other girls.
According to her thoughts at that time, in fact, she could already plan the material conditions needed for marriage, save the temporary needs, prepare for a while, and avoid regretting it, anyway, the Song family is rich and rich, don't want it in vain. And when you are old enough, you will register your marriage.
God's favor, in less than a year, her future has shown a complete aura, and the word "marriage" seems to be specially prepared for people like her......
But just when she was thinking about getting married, having children, asking for a bride price, living in a big three bedroom, and living a small life, life arranged another choice for her.
Still in the hospital, still inadvertently. Liu Xinyang appeared in front of her so abruptly.
He has a very white face, he is a very handsome, very fashionable person, in addition to wearing a very distinctive "beige coat", he has a black scarf around his neck, he has a unique culture at a glance, and his family background should be good.
His appearance is also very manly, and he is indeed the kind that every girl will be tempted by.
Then he took the initiative to ask her for directions, and she answered, but before she could go away, he asked her name again, and she didn't answer this time, but asked his name, and he had a crush on her, and she had a crush on him......
That day, they stood in the corner of the hospital hall and chatted, and she learned that he was the son of the compound of the Ministry of Foreign Affairs, and his father was the deputy director, and he himself would soon go to work at the Foreign Trade Bureau.
On the whole, although this Liu Xinyang is not as good as Song Guofu's family in some hard conditions, there is no doubt that his humorous and elegant conversation and excellent appearance are much better than Song Guofu, and he can't help but score high in her heart.
Not only did she not tell Liu Xinyang that she already had a boyfriend, but also left him the phone number in the hospital duty room, and completely left Song Guofu's mother's very serious warning at the beginning.
After that, Liu Xinyang often came to her at noon, sometimes they ate together, sometimes went for a walk on the road together.
The first time it was 20 minutes, the second time it was 40 minutes, and the third time it was an hour.
Liu Xinyang's tone is always soft when he talks, and his expression is often smiling.
Her heart was pounding a lot, and it felt like her first love, a date with the boy in the Xinhua compound, in a bomb shelter. The two of them often don't talk about how she is late for work.
In short, the taste of being with Liu Xinyang is completely different from that of Song Guofu, and Liu Xinyang himself can play a role similar to that of an Volga car. So on the way to walk, there are also many girls who pass by who will look at her with envy, as if they can't change it to her.
But when the first few days of happiness passed, when her person calmed down, she suddenly realized that a "triangular relationship" was embarrassing and dangerous, which made her heart completely messed up.
She didn't know what to do, to hold on to everything she had already got, or to do whatever it took to ask for more and better things like life.
Life, life, do you treat me well, or torture me? What kind of life do you want to give me?
If Liu Xinyang is not as good as Song Guofu, then why did you let him appear?
If Song Guofu is really the best choice, why did you let me meet Liu Xinyang again?
How to choose, what is the most correct?
Just when Fang Ting frowned and rubbed the corners of her clothes with all her strength. Before she could think through the question, another unexpected situation disturbed her state of mind again.
Liu Jia actually ran to the small garden to find her.
"Fang Ting, someone is looking for you outside. ”
Fang Ting was startled and stood up.
"Liu Xinyang, why is he here again? I just told him that he can't do it today......
Liu Jia hurriedly explained.
"No, there is a person I haven't met, he said his name is Hong He Wu......"
Fang Ting's eyes widened instantly.
"Oh, no, I don't see him, you tell him I'm not there!"
But Liu Jia stomped her foot and pointed again.
"Well, I told him you went to the little garden. No, you see, he's got it all!" )