057 Doesn't conscience hurt
"But, you ask me so, and you keep calling me by my name, or if you call me like that, where has all your upbringing gone? Aren't you afraid that your mommy will be sad? I think you know what to call me or something. ”
"Daddy!"
Doudou's smiling face suddenly collapsed.
This man really knows how to get stitches! However, after this title is really spoken, it seems that it is not as bad as I imagined.
"Now, sleep well on your own, and tell me if you need anything or feel uncomfortable. ”
Tang Yishan picked up Doudou, gently put him on the bed, and helped him cover the quilt.
"Good night!"
A gentle kiss fell on Doudou's forehead, but it seemed to knock into Doudou's soft heart.
In fact, Doudou's heart has always had a small corner that belongs to people who are connected to his blood.
But this man, even if he knew that he existed, he never showed a liking for himself. He even thought that this man would not welcome himself into this world at all.
So I can only act different from other children, unique enough to attract his attention.
Now Tang Yishan's action, does it also show that he likes not only Mommy, but also himself?
Thinking of this, Doudou's eyes moistened again.
"What's wrong?"
"It's okay, just yawned, oops, you're so long-winded, I'm sleepy, you go out!"
Doudou's small body twisted, and he directly held his ass to Tang Yishan.
With this awkward little appearance, Tang Yishan didn't want to demolish him anything, a smile on the corner of his mouth, and slowly left Doudou's room.
At this time, Bai Yanxi could only pace back and forth in the room, because she was not sure if Tang Yishan could appease Doudou.
But she thought again that she had deprived Tang Yishan of the time to be a father, and made their father and son almost unable to see each other, and now they rarely have time to be alone, and she shouldn't be so selfish to get involved.
Just when Bai Yanxi was facing the difficult choice of the battle between heaven and man, there was a "click" sound from the door at this time.
"It's all right!"
Bai Yanxi had just approached him, and Tang Yishan suddenly grabbed her hand.
Then he quickly turned and pressed her against the edge of the door, the tall figure almost completely shrouding her in shadow.
She raised her hand to push Tang Yishan away, but he grabbed it and pressed it against the door.
"You, what are you doing?" Bai Yanxi swallowed nervously and looked at Tang Yishan with wide eyes.
"Bai Yanxi, you are mine. ”
Tang Yishan's voice was low, magnetic, making Bai Yanxi's ears feel like she was about to become pregnant.
But his words were irresistibly determined, and wrapped in a kind of strength that could not be escaped.
"What do you mean?"
"Now you can finally belong to me completely. ”
Bai Yanxi's whole body was weak, the last time he was looked at like this by Tang Yishan was recalled by his body, and the places where he had been kissed were uncontrollably hot.
"You're mine, and I'm yours too. ”
Tang Yishan said word by word, his voice low with a hint of emotional hoarseness.
"It was, and it will be. ”
With a sour nose, Bai Yanxi suddenly felt aggrieved and wanted to cry.
Bai Yanxi looked at him as soon as he opened his mouth, but he was blocked by the man from all the unspoken words.
The wet kiss spread between the two, and Bai Yanxi was pressed against the door by him, his feet were so weak that he almost couldn't stand steadily, and his body seemed to be controlled by a man.
Tang Yishan's unique plunder, which made him have nowhere to escape, and his hot and unhesitating aggression, made Bai Yanxi feel like he was forced to follow his rhythm.
In a trance, she didn't know when Tang Yishan picked it up and placed it on the bed.
She looked at him with confused eyes, and her moist and translucent eyes made Tang Yishan, who had amazing self-control, breathe hard, and then his breathing became heavy.
"I'm sorry. ”
Tang Yishan's voice was hoarse.
"Even if you beg for mercy, I won't be able to stop this time. ”
"Ahh
Next, Bai Yanxi felt the fear of the whole body being completely mastered, almost ten minutes had passed, Bai Yanxi's whole body trembled uncontrollably, and her messy breathing was completely stained under Tang Yishan's heavy breathing, she begged for mercy with a crying voice, but there was a man's suppressed rough voice.
"Hey, goblin, relax, do you want my life, then I'll give it to you!"
Obviously, he wants his own life, Bai Yanxi thought about the last trace of clear reason.
Under the lights, there is a sense of spring.
The fragrance of phoenix flowers by the window filled the air, and the breeze drifted into the room.
A ray of light rises from the horizon and wakes up the entire city of A.
Probably because Doudou's mood was a little "unstable" last night, so today Bai Yanxi brought Doudou to the hospital together.
"How is Mr. Qin feeling today?" the head nurse walked in with a smile.
Qin Yinan has been transferred from the emergency care ward to the VIP ward upstairs, he is the only one in the ward, and there are kitchens, bathrooms, living rooms, and everything, although these equipment, people of their status will hardly use them.
"Much better. ”
Qin Yinan was sitting on the hospital bed, his eyes looking out.
Suddenly, a perfect little face poked out from behind the head nurse, with crooked eyes, delicate and soft appearance, it looked easy for people to take off their guard, and the eyes were harmless and innocent, and they were extremely charming.
Doudou opened his little short legs, and ran to Qin Yinan's hospital bed and sat down.
"Kid, who are you?"
Doudou didn't answer immediately, but obediently greeted the nurse on the side first.
"Doudou is the son of Dr. Bai. ”
The head nurse checked the healing of his wound and turned away, leaving the room for the two of them.
Doudou poked the skin on Qin Yinan's chest with interest.
"Does it hurt, does it itch?"
"No, it won't. ”
Qin Yinan looked directly at this delicate little boy who was a little too much.
"You look a lot like your mommy, who is your father?"
Qin Yinan pretended not to care and asked, Bai Yanxi doesn't look very old, but he has such a big son?
Looking at the similar little faces of this mother and son, putting them together makes people wonder whether they are biological at all.
"My dad is my mommy's husband!"
Listening to this child, it sounds innocent to reply, but on closer inspection, you can see that he has not said any useful information to himself.
It seems that this Dr. Bai's child is really not a simple and innocent child.
Bai Yanxi, who was about to walk past the door of Qin Yinan's ward, walked to the door of Qin Yinan's ward, his pupils contracted slightly.
Qin Xianming stood there, his figure was straight, and his handsome side face was rendered even more dazzling by the sun.
"Mr. Qin. ”
Su Zinuo walked over, and a sense of intimacy surged uncontrollably in her heart, and she still had a smile on her face that did not change a little.
"Are you here to pick up Yinan?"
After Qin Yinan underwent the second operation, the speed of his body's recovery surprised everyone. Now there is no major problem, and I can be discharged from the hospital and go home to recuperate.
Bai Yanxi thought, it is estimated that Qin Xianming came to go through the discharge procedures for Qin Yinan!
Qin Xianming nodded, looking at the man lying on the hospital bed in the ward with gentle eyes.
"Yes, Yinan was discharged from the hospital today. Doctor Bai, Yi Nan's situation, he has already told me, and he injected illegal drugs without authorization before, and thank you for taking care of his condition. ”
Before this, he never thought that Qin Yinan's "recovery" of his sturdy body would have such a big hidden danger.
Qin Yinan can now really pick up hope again, he can really be a soldier, and the healthy appearance of his son that he has been looking forward to finally came to his side.
"You're welcome, that's my duty as a doctor. ”
Su Zinuo pursed his lips and said uneasily.
"Yinan's condition has recovered, but in a short period of time, his body is still weak, and nutrition and exercise need special arrangements. ”
Qin Xianming turned his head to look at Bai Yanxi, his eyes sincere.
"Our Qin family has specialized medical staff, so Dr. Bai doesn't have to worry. In addition, our Qin family has a gift for you, and he must be very happy to be able to give it to Doctor Bai by Yi Nan in person. ”
"Give it to me?"
Bai Yanxi was stunned, then nodded and walked in.
As soon as he opened the door, Bai Yanxi's unusually familiar crisp voice came from inside.
Doudou was lying on the edge of the bed at this time, his little feet dangling in the air, and some of them kicked in the air.
"Doudou, why are you here?"
Seeing that it was his mommy, Doudou immediately jumped off the bed, looking like I hadn't done anything.
Amused the other two people in the room.
Cute is cute, but this is a hospital, and you can't stop telling him because he's young.
"Doudou, did Mommy say that the people who live here are all sick and fragile people, and they can't make trouble or play. ”
Bai Yanxi stepped forward, said with a straight face, but not in an accusatory tone.
"Mommy, Doudou remembers, because he said that he was in good health and was going to be discharged from the hospital today, so I climbed up. But Doudou didn't touch him!"
After speaking, Doudou also threw a look at Qin Yinan and asked him to testify for himself.
Qin Yinan looked at the child with innocent eyes like a fawn with a black line, as if the little bastard who poked the wound left by his operation again and again just now was not him.
But although this is the case, Qin Yinan didn't want to expose him. Thinking that this little child would be scolded for being with him, Qin Yinan was very reluctant.
Qin Yinan glanced at the inquiry on Bai Yanxi's face, and nodded.
"Doctor Bai, what is this kid calling you?"
At this time, Doudou noticed that his mommy was still followed by an old man.
Well, it looks pretty good, but it's a little familiar.
It wasn't until he and Qin Xianming looked at each other that Doudou reacted, wasn't he the old man he met a few days ago and lied to him?
"Mr. Qin, I'm sorry, Doudou is my son. If there is anything offended, please be considerate. ”
Qin Xianming just nodded, and raised his hand to signal Bai Yanxi to stop first.
"Kid, didn't you say that day that your parents didn't want you?
Qin Xianming has deliberately restrained the coercion on his body over the years, but it will still leak out inadvertently.
"I just said that my parents didn't want me and left me, not that they were dead. They did "drop" me twice, and maybe it might be better to use the word drop. But I'm just a five-year-old kid, and there shouldn't be anyone to discuss the problem of speech with me!"
Do you know which word to use to avoid other people's misunderstandings, and say that it is a language problem? Obviously, he deliberately misled others, and he also pushed the responsibility cleanly, Qin Yinan thought secretly.
The first time I saw Doudou, I completely saw the "true face" of this child.
"Bai Doudou, Bai Yanxi, which Bai family are you?"
Qin Yanming lost control a little, turned his head sharply, and grabbed Bai Yanxi's wrist.
Bai Yanxi looked directly at Qin Xianming, his eyes red with excitement.
Hey, if you should come in the end, you will come!
"Actually......"
Bai Yanxi pondered for a long time before he slowly spoke.
"Mr. Qin, let me explain this matter!"
Just said a few words that he had organized, and with a big hand, he liberated Bai Yanxi's hand from Qin Xianming's hands and took it into his arms.
"It's okay, leave it to me, I'll take care of it. ”
Looking at Tang Yishan's protection as always, Qin Xianming narrowed his eyes that became deep at some point.
If Bai Yanxi is really her daughter, then their relationship is not so simple.
Qin Xianming nodded, his attitude was not as cordial as that of Bai Yanxi, and there was a faint sense of alienation.
Although Qin Xianming is already old, he is a member of the Qin family after all, and the people of the Qin family are destined not to have this habit to please everyone.
The children of the Qin family, their tutor is to be looked up to, or, just be themselves.
"Actually, Mr. Qin's thoughts are already very close to the truth, as long as the guess in your heart is bold enough and unbelievable enough. ”
Tang Yishan's meaningful words made Qin Yinan see his father like this gaffe for the first time.
"So, she's really, ......"
The second half of the unspoken sentence is like a fish bone, like a fish in the throat, and it is difficult to speak.
"My mother's name is Zinuo. In order to avoid the family's search and the enemy's retaliation, he changed his surname to Sue. Before that, her surname was Qin and her name was Qin Zinuo. ”
As soon as the voice fell, the crutch that supported Qin Xianming fell heavily to the ground, and a loud bang sounded, causing a whole pile of dust.
"Zinuo, is it really my Zinuo. ”
Listening to Qin Xianming's sense of possession of Bai Yanxi's mother, Tang Yishan's brows furrowed deeply.
In the entire ward, Qin Yinan was the only one outside the situation, and even Doudou had a deep understanding of this matter.
But this is also normal, after all, when Qin Zinuo and the Qin family broke away, Qin Yinan had not yet been born, and the Qin family did not dare to publicize her existence in order to protect their only little daughter.
Seeing that Qin Xianming seemed to be a little out of control, everyone realized that they needed to leave a little personal space for this man to stabilize his emotions.
Tang Yishan cast a look like Qin Yinan, and then hugged Bai Yanxi and left.
This time, Tang Yishan did not forget his son, stretched out another free hand to Doudou, and then the family of three left the ward quietly.
Actually, to be honest, Bai Yanxi may have experienced too many ups and downs, so when it really came to the moment of announcing his identity, Bai Yanxi's mood was far calmer than everyone thought.
"Mommy!"
Doudou saw Tang Yishan wrapping Bai Yanxi in his arms, pursed the corners of his lips and rushed over to hug Bai Yanxi's waist.
"Mommy looks so good today. ”
Today's Bai Yanxi may have rested enough, or he was fiercely loved by a man who didn't know how to be hungry last night, and his face revealed a seductive ruddy.
Bai Yanxi raised his eyebrows and lowered his head to touch the tip of Doudou's nose.
"Your mouth is so sweet that you eat honey?"
"Kiss Mommy. ”
Doudou leaned in and kissed Bai Yanxi's side face.
"Let Mommy be sweet too. ”
Bai Yanxi kissed Doudou back with a smile on her face.
"Why are you so well-behaved?"
Doudou blinked, his hands clenched his mouth and looked unspeakable. The big sparkling eyes are bright, and the hearts of those who see it are about to melt.
"It's time to go back. ”
Tang Yishan suddenly stretched out his hand from behind her and picked Doudou up.
Xiao Budian suddenly struggled hard, pouting and saying aggrievedly.
"Doudou wants Mommy to hug, not him. ”
Bai Yanxi wrinkled his eyebrows.
"What happened to Doudou today?"
This little guy hasn't been so clingy before, what the hell is going on today.
Bai Yanxi would never have guessed that Doudou sold her to Tang Yishan completely because she "accidentally", and she felt guilty!
"Doudou wants Mommy to hug. ”
Doudou struggled hard, his big eyes kept blinking, like a doll that could soften people's hearts just by appearance, but also sticky.
Bai Yanxi glanced at Tang Yishan, took Doudou, and comforted softly.
Holding Doudou, Bai Yanxi's heart couldn't help but think of the boy who committed suicide.
After getting off work, Bai Yanxi took Doudou and went to the affiliated hospital to visit the teenager.
Walking outside the ward, Bai Yanxi did not go in directly, but looked inside from the door.
The boy was alone, sitting on the hospital bed, his eyes not as empty as they had been when they had last met, and the chirping birds outside the window seemed to arouse his great interest.
Just when Bai Yanxi thought it was just like this, he just put his hand on the doorknob.
The young man's eyes suddenly became fierce, and he picked up the plastic water cup on the table and slammed it against the window.
The sound of the collision startled the birds playing by the windowsill, and they all flew away.
Bai Yanxi, who witnessed all this, realized that the situation of this teenager was not as optimistic as it seemed.
Bai Yanxi knocked on the door, then pushed the door open and walked in.
The young man's speed was not easy to detect, and he immediately changed another face to come out, with a pure and harmless face, and looked at Bai Yanxi and Doudou who entered the door with a light expression.
"Do you remember me? We met that day by the lake in the park. ”
Bai Yanxi said as he sat on the stool next to the young man's bed. Then put the beanie on your lap.
Seeing that the young man was attracted by Doudou, Bai Yanxi smiled.
"This is Doudou, my son. Doudou is called brother. ”
Doudou didn't know why, but when he saw this boy for the first time, he realized that he didn't like him.
Doudou has never seen a person for the first time, and his emotions will be so strong that they are even disgusting to him.
But on the bright side, Doudou, who still doesn't show the landscape, looks at the boy with an obedient smile.
"Hello brother!"
It seemed that the appearance of a child brought a trace of strangeness to the young man, Bai Yanxi noticed that the young man's face seemed to be nothing, and there were other emotions that wanted to struggle out, but they were heavily suppressed.
The young man's gaze stayed on Doudou for a long time, and then he began to face Bai Yanxi.
"I didn't have anything to do today, but I remembered you, so I brought my son over to see how you were doing. ”
Still didn't get any response, but Bai Yanxi was not discouraged.
"Are you alone? What about your guardian, do you have any friends who have come to visit you?"
For a long time, it was so long that Bai Yanxi thought that the young man still wouldn't answer his words.
"They won't come to see me, I think, they all wish I died!"
The boy's voice was so soft that if you didn't pay attention, you would ignore his words.
Originally, I thought that even if the background of the young man was sad, there should be a degree, but the scene of the young man's personality intertwined just now made Bai Yanxi realize that he still thought about the situation too simply.
And the boy's reluctance to communicate with himself made it more difficult for him to open the boy's heart.
Bai Yanxi was in the ward, and some of them chatted with the teenager for more than an hour, although in most cases, Bai Yanxi was talking alone.
"It's almost time, I'm leaving. Bai Yanxi raised his hand and looked at his watch.
Bai Yanxi didn't see that when he was saying this, the young man's hand hidden in the quilt suddenly clenched into a fist.
"Can I still come here to see you in the future?" Bai Yanxi got up and said to the young man.
The boy's hand quietly let go and returned to its original shape, as if this little episode had not happened.
Bai Yanxi, who still didn't get any response, took the boy's silence as a tacit acquiescence.
I have to say that Bai Yanxi's style is exactly the same as Tang Yishan's.
Looking at the young man's sick face, Bai Yanxi's heart twitched. She wanted to help him, not just because she saved him, and not just because she was a doctor.
Bai Yanxi really wanted this young man's face to show the look that he should have at his age.
In fact, what happened that day, Bai Yanxi simply told Tang Yishan, and even his subsequent abnormalities and mood were discovered and made up by Tang Yishan himself.
Walking out of the hospital and looking up at the sunny sky outside, Bai Yanxi knew in her heart that she regarded that young man as her helpless self at that time, and saving him was equivalent to saving herself.
The young man's illness is cured, so does it mean that the fear hidden in Bai Yanxi's heart can also be slowly healed with the passage of time.
Squinting at the sun in the southeast, a ray of sunlight made Bai Yanxi unable to open his eyes, put his hand on his forehead, and looked at the sun. Unconsciously, Bai Yanxi had a smile on his face.
Bai Yanxi's smile reappeared to make Doudou very happy, but in Doudou's heart, he was always worried about the young man he had just visited, if he was not mistaken, the scars on the young man's hands were ......
It seems that it is necessary for me to mention this matter to that man!
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