In the second half of the night, Jiang Zhi had a fever again, and the low-grade fever came and went.

Shen Luyan barely closed her eyes, and didn't dare to let her take a lot of medicine, so she could only cool her down physically and wipe her body with alcohol.

When it was almost dawn, Jiang Zhi's body temperature gradually stabilized.

Shen Luyan didn't sleep all night, there was an obvious blood line in his eyes, he simply didn't sleep, got out of bed lightly, went to the bathroom and washed his face with cold water, the man in the mirror, this face with a patchwork of facial features, cold and exquisite.

Shen Luyan looked at himself with indifferent eyes, his eyes were pitch black, as deep as a lake, and he couldn't see anything in the silence and depth.

Calm and rational.

These two words have been Shen Luyan's motto for a long time.

Calm allows a person to remain rational.

Reason will give him the upper hand that will never be defeated.

A seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy is actually not a wanton teenager who is as comfortable as the wind.

It's just that the warmth of the sun on the outside disguises the indifference on the inside, and during that time he was a hot person on the outside and cold on the inside.

Remember http://m for a second.

People are constantly moving forward.

Shen Luyan knew that he didn't have any empathy ability, he used to think it was very good, and he wouldn't have too much trouble.

Now he hated himself a little bit for being too cold.

It's not difficult to come out with those words at night-

"I love her. 】

But he just couldn't say it.

I can't convince myself and deceive myself.

Shen Luyan's eyes were uncomfortably swollen, he applied a cold towel for a while, then opened the bathroom door, and walked out to be the man who was so cold that he was not human.

Jiang Zhi didn't sleep well because of a fever and cold.

She hadn't had a fever in a long time, and it was a really uncomfortable feeling.

When I woke up, there was no one around, and the thermos cup on the bedside table was filled with most of the warm water.

Jiang Zhi sat up slowly and took a few sips of warm water, her lips were not as dry as when she first woke up, and she didn't feel anything last night. It was uncomfortably hot in the middle of the night, and when she was about to wake up, someone was helping her cool down.

When it is time to be considerate, Shen Luyan is indeed very considerate.

When he is willing to be nice to a person, he is really good and good.

The good heart is willing to give everything for him, and he can't extricate himself from the dream he weaves.

He pulled out in time, and he was able to do it cleanly, as if it was your own passion from beginning to end.

Jiang Zhi got up and stretched, turned around and saw the suitcase that had been sorted out next to the hotel door.

She had forgotten whether she would go back to Northside tonight or tomorrow morning.

She hadn't listened to Shen Luyan much recently.

After Jiang Zhi went to the bathroom to wash up briefly, the mobile phone placed at the bedside rang, it was her mother's phone.

Jiang Zhi and her mother said that they were going to go to other places with friends for two days, she wiped the water droplets on her hands and picked up the phone, "Mom." ”

Fu Qingwan is in a better state during this time of recuperation at home than in the hospital, the nurses are conscientious, she still has to sit in a wheelchair most of the time, she asked, "Is it fun over there?"

Jiang Zhi has taken a lot of photos of her mother in the past few days, and she said: "It's fun." It's beautiful, I'll bring you over to play in the future. ”

People in the south seem to have a soft spot for snow.

It rarely snows in the southern part of the city, and it depends on luck when it snows every year.

Fu Qingwan smiled: "Okay." ”

Jiang Zhi couldn't help but open the conversation box to his mother, he didn't notice that the hotel door had been gently pushed open, Shen Luyan had completed the check-out procedures in advance, and as soon as he came back, he heard her on the phone, a very brisk voice.

"I also photographed the forest behind the hotel, the super tall trees, the branches covered with snow, which was particularly beautiful. ”

"And the town I passed before the first day of going up the mountain, there are a lot of stalls selling handicrafts, but unfortunately I didn't park there, otherwise I would have brought you some gifts back. ”

"Mom, you have to rebuild well at home, take medicine obediently, and I'll see you when I come back. ”

Fu Qingwan smiled again when she heard this, "Is it really that beautiful over there, is there still snow this season?"

Jiang Zhi nodded: "That's right." It's beautiful. ”

Fu Qingwan felt that only at this time would her daughter show the obedient and delicate state she used to have, and her nerves were not so tense, so she asked, "Is there anything else?"

Jiang Zhi was silent for a while, and she thought of the fireworks.

She actually knew that it was a firework specially set off for her by Shen Luyan.

She pretended she didn't know anything.

She pretended not to care.

Jiang Zhi has passed the age when she is easily moved, and she may have cried and burst into tears in the past.

Now she has no other feelings than regret.

What is the regret? She herself couldn't tell.

Jiang Zhi came back to his senses and whispered, "No." ”

Fu Qingwan didn't really want to ask, she quickly changed the topic, "When will you come back?"

Jiang Zhi thought for a moment, "It could be tomorrow." ”

Fu Qingwan always felt that she was still an ignorant child, and she needed her protection, "Send me the flight number before you get on the plane, and tell me when you get to the airport." ”

Jiang Zhi said, "Okay. ”

She hung up the phone and stared at her phone in a daze.

Shen Luyan stood behind her, quietly looking at her back.

There was not a word about him on the phone between her and her mother.

For several days, she didn't open her mouth to him and said that she liked the town down the hill and that he would take her to go shopping.

I don't know when Shen Luyan had feelings of guilt and pity for Jiang Zhi, and some ridiculous thoughts flashed in his mind.

Why, wasn't she he met in the first place?

He will never love someone as much as he loved Jiang Suining back then.

Never liking a girl with that passion that can almost burn you to death again.

So, the best thing he could do for her was just to stop liking to this extent.

Shen Luyan thought of the words she had dreamed of last night in a half-dream, half-awake and half-awake, she seemed to be dreaming, grabbed his cuffs, slept uncomfortably, and opened her eyes in a daze.

She looked at him without blinking, reached out and touched his face, and he could hear the words that came out of her mouth.

She said, "Shen Luyan, you owe me. ”

What is owed?

He didn't feel that he was indebted for those things.

That's a willing equivalent swap.

The starting point of the story is just trading.

Then anything that happens, whether it is pain or pleasure, should not be indebted.

He doesn't owe her anything.

Shen Luyan guessed that she had forgotten last night's dream after waking up, and he quietly closed the door, "You're awake." ”

Jiang Zhi turned his head when he heard the voice, and when he saw that it was him, he returned to a cold and indifferent face.

Shen Luyan saw that she was a little nervous that she couldn't hide, pursed her lips, and said, "Tomorrow morning's plane, there is a small town under the mountain, do you want to go shopping?"

Jiang Zhi was stunned for a few seconds, and quickly replied to him: "No." ”

She wasn't sure if he had heard her call.

Shen Luyan looked at her face, fell silent, and after a long time, "Go and have a look, just enough to buy some gifts and give them to your friends." ”