I have always felt that Su Xihang's hands are the most beautiful thing on his body, white, slender and flexible. Even if the dirtiest and most terrible organs in the world are dissected, it can bring out the obsession of the dead soul and the message of justice.

I never felt disgusted with the alien fears he came into contact with because he was a forensic doctor, but rather, his fingers...... I often play with it until I can't put it down.

"Su Xihang, are you crazy!" I yelled, seeing the blood dripping from under my severed finger. I stopped breathing for a moment, grabbed his body, and pressed him down.

I don't know how much pain he had, but I just felt that there was no angry sensitive nerve on his pale face.

His breathing was calm, and his eyes were blank, as if he was seriously acknowledging the pain.

When I got in the car, he told me, "Actually, it doesn't hurt at all." At least...... I didn't think I would lose you forever, and my heart hurt terribly. ”

The doctor said that it was delivered in time, and the severed finger could be connected. But aesthetics always affects, and flexibility also depends on the later physiotherapy recovery.

I said that he is a doctor, can he still hold a scalpel in the future!

"Forensics. Lin Yu leaned against the wall and said lukewarmly: "What do you need such good skills to scratch the stomach of a corpse, it's not bad if you are not crippled!"

I hung my head and bit my lip silently. After a while, he said that he might not be able to do forensic medicine in the future.

"You're going to expose him?" Lin Yu glared at me.

I said of course not. But for him. Once something deteriorates, he can't pass this hurdle in his heart.

"You've known him for so many years, and you know him better than I do. In the future, please remind him more as a brother. I straightened my hair, which was messed up with tears, and said lightly: "Lin Yuqing, if his eldest brother is gone, are you ...... Even if it's his big brother?"

"I'm his uncle!Luo Qi, how did you promise me?" The moment I turned around, Lin Yuqing suddenly yelled at me: "No matter what Su Xihang did, his original intention was to protect you, do you understand?"

Why did Su Mingchen go through this situation? More than 20 years have passed since Minglili's incident, and the law is no longer time-sensitive. He's biting at it, obviously trying to borrow your hand—"

"Lin Yuqing, it's okay for you to take responsibility for your words!" As soon as I heard this, I was also angry: "Huang Jianbin killed my father, all of you are hiding from me, and now you have to tell me what to protect in a high-sounding manner!ad_250_left ();

Su Xihang has already made a choice, since he wants to protect his father. Then what will he use to face me in the second half of his life. Face my mom, face my family!

Of course, I understand Su Mingchen's intentions, and I understand that once he starts this game, he can't make any of us get out of the way. But so what? Huang Jianbin just killed someone! We just got hit...... It's no wonder that others. ”

Lin Yu slammed his fist against the wall, looking at me with a little hatred in his eyes: "Luo Qi, everyone is an adult, and sometimes the truth is not so important."

What matters is whether the price we pay for the truth is worth it. If you don't understand it, you will treat Su Xihang's blood as if all this blood has been shed in vain. ”

Before leaving, I stood at the door and looked at Su Xihang. I suddenly can't remember that the last time we took a vow to never break away was a few days ago.

That's when I said I would never leave him and break my oath I'd rather die.

He said he wouldn't allow me to swear like that, and that he would rather choose not to have me......

What is more fragile in this world than love? It is precisely because it is too fragile that we endlessly wrap and treasure it with illusions.

I'm going to leave before he wakes up. Otherwise, I'm afraid that if I look at his sad eyes again, I won't be able to leave.

I moved out and moved back to my own home. I don't have to hide in a place where Sussi Airlines can't find me, because I understand. He's not going to come to me.

Yang Wei Group is a bit far from my house, and it takes me more than 40 minutes to drive there.

The first time I stood downstairs in this office building, my head was full of scenes of Su Xihang being shot here.

The position and picture can be restored one by one. When I walked up to the granite steps in the main hall, I could still see faint traces of blood in the cracks in the stones, which could not be washed away.

A winter has passed, and one heavy snow after another can't be washed away, just like the name and smile that are burned in my heart.

I was curious to ask him again and again what he was thinking at the moment of death.

Su Xihang replied very truthfully: "I'm thinking about how not to die." ”

I said, didn't you think about me?

"I think you're going to make me breathless. In that kind of scenario, if it's not smooth, I'll really hang up. ”

I was uncomfortable, and not just because I was separated from Sussi.

It's because when I am separated like this with the person I thought I would never be separated from for the rest of my life, apart from me - nothing else has changed in my life except that it is uncomfortable!

He didn't come to me, as I thought. Calls, texts, none.

Like dead......

On the first day of work, Yang Huixin asked me, are you and Su Xihang not together?

I said I said it was written on my face? You can't judge by the ring, right? I'm a pharmacist, and I can't wear jewelry to work.

"You no longer have that kind of gritted teeth on your face," Yang Huixin said, "I think that every woman who has fallen in love with Su Xihang will unconsciously show such facial twitches in her daily life." ”

"Thank you, Mr. Yang, for your highest evaluation of my ex-husband. "I went into the lab with an alcohol lamp, and that day — I made a mistake and burned my ring finger.

Yang Huixin said: "I hired a female scientist with excellent skills and strong will, not a resentful woman who does not keep her mind. ”

"A good leader should know how to care for employees when they are down, not cold words. I said as I smeared my burned hand with boric acid.

"Sure enough, if the relationship is to be dispersed, it will be dispersed by itself, and it has nothing to do with a third party. Look at how clean Du Wenya's death is, you can divide it before anyone has passed the first seven years.

Seriously, Luo Qi, I thought that you and Su Xihang could be one in the other when they died!" Yang Huixin left after speaking, and at that moment I realized that I actually liked this woman.

"Indecent. I scolded her and continued to roll back into the lab day and night.

I worked very hard, first of all, I couldn't live up to my dad, secondly, I couldn't live up to my dad's death, and finally I couldn't live up to Su Xihang, who separated from me because of my dad's death, and finally I couldn't live up to Su Beiwang, who killed people in order to prevent me from separating from Su Xihang's death, and then finally I couldn't live up-

There was a snap and I passed out.

I've been working two all-nighters in a row now. Because I can't stop, if I stop, I will think about Su Xihang, if I think he will not be able to work, if I can't work, I will fail my dad, I will live up to my dad's death, and I will live up to it-

It's a hell of a dead loop, and there's no end to it!

When I woke up I found that it was snow-white and I was in the hospital?

I've forgotten if I fainted in the lab or in the parking lot, anyway the person standing next to me was the doctor.

"Do you have any family members you can contact?" the doctor told me that I suddenly fainted while buying milk tea downstairs. The milk tea was spilled all over the ground, and I didn't even pay the money.

I shook my head.

"Doctor, what's wrong with me?" I said that I felt that I had been in a bad mood lately, probably because I had just divorced, "Is it depression?

"You're pregnant, almost two months. The doctor said.

I thought about it for a moment, and then asked with a blank face, "Really?

The doctor looked at me and said, "You'd better contact your family as soon as possible. ”

I lay against the bed for a while, and after thirty seconds, I burst into tears.

"You don't know who the child's father is?" isn't that ......" The doctor, a fifty-year-old female doctor, was quite kind: "Do you want to call the police or—"

I guess I'm a victim of the wheel!

I smiled wryly and shook my head: "I'm divorced, child...... Don't. ”

"Don't? That's a pity," the doctor hesitated: "Two fetal buds, it may be twins, really don't want to?"

"What?!" I sat up at once, and then fell back like a reflex arc crashing: "I can't get quadruplets too...... I'm divorced, and I'm going to marry someone else in the future. It's better to pick up the day than to hit the sun, so let's do it today. ”

"Okay then, sign it when you think clearly, wait for me for a moment. "The doctor turned around and went out, and I didn't know if she was preparing a plan or something.

I ran away anyway.

I didn't even put on my shoes and ran away with my stomach in my hands—

I'm pregnant? I have a baby with Sussi, maybe two?

He and his dad hid my fucking death from me, and I even had to give him two children!

I hugged a telephone pole and cried, crying sadly and desperately.

An old lady came over and patted me sympathetically: "Girl, if you are sick, you have to go to a big hospital for treatment, and it is easy to be deceived by holding a small advertisement." ”

I cried and said get out, don't think that the old lady will touch porcelain, I will do the same!

Later, the old lady rolled down in a fit of rage, probably having a heart attack.

I was so scared that I ran away and was taken to the police station.

After the forensic examination of the police station, he said that the old lady touched porcelain, probably because he saw that I didn't know how to respect the old and love the young, so he deliberately taught me a lesson, criticized and educated and let me go. Then he told me that in the future, he would not provoke old men and old ladies on the street.

The medical examiner is Su Xihang.

It's been almost half a month, and I haven't seen our next reunion like this.

He hasn't changed much, just lost a little weight. My hair is very clean, my eyes are occasionally squinted when I look at things, and I am still not used to wearing myopia glasses.

I saw my left hand bandaged and hidden in my sleeve, and a straight white coat was still very tall.

I wondered and asked when he was reinstated?

"Yesterday. He replied with two words, then turned away from looking me in the eye.

I smiled and said, I'm fine, but I didn't expect Yang Huixin's company to be a place for people, working overtime every day, and I was about to become a nervous breakdown.

"Bad mood...... So I had a bit of a conflict with my aunt......"

Su Xihang raised his right hand and picked off a dry leaf stuck to my shoulder: "Or, take a long vacation." ”

"No, I can. I lowered my head and my gaze fell unnaturally on Su Xihang's hand: "By the way, you...... Why did you come back? Su Bei looked at him—"

"The truth of the case has been revealed. "Su Xihang told me that because Du Wenya's autopsy results showed that she had been sexually assaulted before she died. It has nothing to do with Su Beiwang. Just three days ago, the police caught the gang of robbers who were running the roam, and they admitted to staring at Du Wenya, who was alone, while lurking near the park.

"It's so pitiful," I sighed: "The young girl ended up like this, Su Xihang, are you unlucky to fall in love with you?"

I pretended to smile lightly and patted his arm like an old friend. The moment his fingertips touched, he stared at me without moving.

"Luo Qi, you've lost weight. "He took me to the café on the first floor of the police station and sat down.

Facing the table, looking at each other. When the drink came up, he pushed my favorite mocha up.

I refused.

I can't drink coffee anymore, but I'm not going to tell Susie about my pregnancy.

"If you have time, let's go and see Su Beiwang. He was awake for three to five hours a day, last time I was asked...... Why don't you come to see him all the time?

I said you're pregnant, and you're raising a baby at home. ”

My son was sour, and said that even if he was pregnant for only a few days, he didn't need to raise a fetus so early!

"He didn't know how long he had been asleep, and I lied to him that it had been months, and he believed it. Su Xihang smiled and blew open the bubble of the coffee in front of him.

I pulled a trace of bitterness at the corner of my lips: "He won't believe it, he's just...... Too lazy to argue with a pervert like you. ”

"By the way, the surgery day is set for March 12, which is more than a month away. Sussihang said, with his liver.

I was shocked, and I was about to blurt out the question of how you are doing now, but I was afraid that the answer I would get would leave me helpless and unable to face it.

"The doctor said there was a seventy percent chance of—"

"Success?" I frowned.

Su Xihang was stunned and nodded.

I thought to myself, don't lie to me. Just look at your expression, there is about a 70% probability of hanging up on the spot.

Su Beiwang will not agree. I said.

"So don't tell him. Su Xihang went to order a glass of pure juice for me again, and said that since you don't like coffee, it's okay, the juice is always more nutritious: "Oh, besides......

After the operation is over, no matter whether Su Beiwang can be saved or not, I will leave. ”

"Leave?" I said, where are you going?

"Country X, participate in Meds Sans Frontières. Take my dad with you. ”

I said, what are you kidding!

"Nonsense, doctors are needed because of the war. ”

"Su Xihang, you don't have to go, I'm ...... It's a big deal, I'm going to live in Australia with my mom for a while—"

Su Xihang glared at me and said that you are thinking too much.

"It's not that I want to go, it's that my dad wants to go. I'm just with him—"

I hung my head silently, I said listen to you, as if he thinks it makes sense to die on the battlefield than in prison, right?

"Don't talk nonsense, none of us will die. Su Xihang blew on the cold coffee, and then took a sip gently: "After I leave, please help me accompany Su Beiwang." Oh, whether he gets off the operating table alive or not—

If he can't, go and help him sweep the grave...... He doesn't like chrysanthemums and lilies, and wants to hold gardenias.

Also, if I ...... Well, remember to bury him away, I don't want to see him in the next life. ”

"Su Xihang, are you sick!" I shed a tear and fell straight into the juice cup.

He didn't cry, his expression was calm and innocent.

"It's only been half a month, and I still love you so much, how can you say these words with such a calm attitude?"

"I'm just used to it, used to losing my love for you. Whether it's embracing you or watching from afar, for me, it's no different. ”

I looked at his left hand, which he had hidden intentionally or not, and whispered if it was okay.

"It doesn't matter, you can still wear the ring in the future. ”

I raised my hand to wipe away my tears and said yes, life is so long...... Maybe you can volunteer abroad and bring back a blonde doctor. It's like Sarah in the American drama Prison Break......

"Well, I've always liked busty women. He lowered his head and fiddled with the gauze on his fingertips, and suddenly said to me, "Luo Qi, don't be afraid. No matter how much hurt you have to endure, you have love. This is the theorem of conservation of emotions. ”

Then he looked at the time, stood up, and said he was going back to work.

He just patted me on the shoulder and said goodbye, without even hesitating to turn back.

I think I'm finally starting to get to know this man – when he's really sad, he can cry like a child.

But when his heart is really like ashes, he is calm like a bastard.

I went to the hospital to see Su Beiwang, and as soon as I entered the door, I saw a little nurse making the bed. I almost cried at the time, I said what about the patients in this bed?

"Just left. ”

I said what are you kidding, I called him half an hour ago-

"He was discharged from the hospital this morning and was picked up by a very tall gentleman. The nurse said, "Even if you talk to him on the phone, it doesn't mean that the other person is here." ”

I said can you still do it! When you are discharged from the hospital, you say you are discharged, what do you mean that you have just left!

The nurse gave me a blank look, and her mouth was a nervous one.

I called Su Xihang: "Why did you get Su Beiwang out of the hospital? Isn't there still a month to go through surgery?"

"What do you say? I ...... When will he be discharged from the hospital!"

I understood with Su Xihang's rhetorical question-his Su Beiwang ran away again, huh!

You're a little dragon girl!

I called Su Beiwang, and Nima he dared to take it.

"Su Beiwang, where did you go!"

"Luo Qi, don't look for me. His voice was pure, like a soul shedding.

We are all working hard, as long as God is not willing to take you over, I can't give up on my own!

"I just want to spend the last month in peace. Luo Qi...... Would you please give me one last respect?

I don't want to lie in the cold equipment of the hospital. "The phone hung up, and I called again...... It's busy.

"It's useless," sitting in Lin Yuqing's café, Su Dongtang closed his notebook and shook his head: "Big brother's installation of blocking software can't be tracked at all." ”

I sighed, "He probably didn't want us to find it at all." ”

According to the movie, it won't be long before we receive a letter from heaven.

"He didn't want the West to risk surgery. Sunan Kaoru glanced at Su Xihang, who was sitting in the corner. The man had not said a word from the moment he entered, like an ornament in the house.

I said, but no matter where he goes, there must be a place to stay, right?

"His current physical condition is not enough to fly, so he must still be in S City. Lin Yu said lightly: "In addition, Song Ye should still accompany him." ”

"I've checked all the city's large and small recuperation centers," Mr. Su said, "but I haven't found him." ”

"It may have been his own accommodation, but the scenery and environment must have been suitable. Lin Yu thought about it lightly, snapped his fingers and asked Xiaoxi to bring the briefcase on the table.

I said, this dog is called you and you are not bad.

Lin Yuqing said without raising his head while pulling the list: "Dogs are indeed more humane than cats. ”

Su Nanxun expressed dissatisfaction: "No, cats also understand it very well." It's just that she's very proud and doesn't want to listen to you in everything. ”

Lin Yu said lightly: "The cat is not obedient at all, and will ignore you for several days." ”

When I mentioned this, I looked around: "What about Xiaoqi?"

"Ran away from home. Lin Yu's light answer made me think he was joking, and then Sunan Kaoru nodded and told me that he probably ran away.

Wild cats, they can't be raised. Maybe you will be seduced by the male cat outside, only to realize that being doggy all day is really not like that.

I bowed my head and sighed, feeling very uncomfortable.

That kitten was originally Su Beiwang. Although he didn't have the cat since the day I left him. But no matter the name or the belief, it was injected by Su Beiwang.

It occurred to me that everyone says that cats can see souls. Could it be that you will run to accompany Su Beiwang?

"Lin Yu is soft," I whispered to him, "can I ask you something?"

"Collect money. Lin Yuqing buried his head in sorting out the things in the document bag, and I glanced at it, those documents seemed to be the will made by Su Beiwang before. It is estimated that Lin Yuqing is trying to find some clues from his real estate.

Of course, if you want to take the money, I'll buy it.

After a pause, I said—

At this moment, Su Xihang, who was sitting in the corner, said almost in unison: "Let me take Xiaoxi back." ”

After saying that, he was stunned, and I was stunned too.

Smiled awkwardly, I said the dog is yours, if you want it, you should take it.

"I gave it to your grandmother, do you want it or take it away. He said.

The other three looked left and right as if they were looking at monsters: "You two are enough, okay?"

When he was in love, he almost starved to death when he threw Xiaoxi at home, and now that they are separated, they all want to be with others to relieve their loneliness.

How can there be such shameless people as you!"

Su Xihang lowered his eyes, didn't argue, and only said that it was important to find Su Beiwang.

I nodded and agreed: "He was found in his first two disappearances, and this time too-"

Lin Yu glanced at me lightly and said that the first two times were not called missing, and he would come back by himself!

But this time, he was clearly prepared.

Could have contacted us on the call, but just didn't want us to find him. ”

"Wait for sixteen years, and find him in the Valley of Despair. Su Xihang got up and went around the coffee table to the water dispenser next to me to pour water.

I saw that his left hand was still very inconvenient, as the doctor said... It may never be as straight as it used to be.

"By the way, Uncle Lin!" Su Dongtang looked at the time, and suddenly seemed to remember something: "Turn on the TV, it's almost!"

Then I saw the screen switch like this, and I was shocked anyway!